wooweee..lao sai,answered prayers and random stuffs.

blogging in school.my laptop has yet to come back from the hospital...

for ur info i'll b majoring in video.bye bye animation! realised i am not cut out for it.video is wad
i prefer to do.

anyway, i constipated for one whole week.i didn't pass out a single shit for one whole week and my tummy was so bloated..lyk those african kids.lol.ok dats a bit too exaggerting.but it's still bloated la! and so ytd mum bought laxatives for me.i ate one and there's no effect so i took another one.no effect again so iw ent to slp.and then dis morning...OMG.i had excruciating abdominbal pains from 6am to 7am! it's lyk in labour.omg.and then after dat i lao sai from 7am to ard 8am.my goodness.it's a horrible HORRIBLE experience!!! i will nvr ever eat laxatives anymore! NEVER.i really wonder how those laxative abusers can take such pain.i lao sai so much dat i actually lost 1kg. :S !!!!!

so excited!! my prayers were answered! i'm able to go for mission trip to taipei in december!! yay yay yay yay~~~ so i'm currently saving up for the trip.will be visiting those moutainous places and the tribes there.wonder what it will be like.i'm sure it will b a good experience.wooosh.so exciting! i must go i must go!

going for a job interview tmr at a childcare centre.yes ppl, i'm gona work at a childcare centre again.haha.it's a nice place to work at..this time the childcare will be closer to my home...can just walk.another prayer answered! :D super happy.

music worship on july 1st.thank God i didnt give up on it.if not i wouldn't even have the chance to be in the music team anymore.been practising till my fingertips turned purple and swollen cuz not used to the all metal strings of the semi-acoustic guit as i have always been using classical guit.but it's all gona be worth it.went with pst lee chris and kw to buy a semi-acoustic guit for church.how i wish it belongs to me! it's such a darling (shall post the pic of it up soon).yes i'm gona be using it in church but it is 100% church property.lol.

several things to do despite no modules this july.singing/guitaring for july's evangelistic programme,basic theory driving test on 28th july,psycho exam on 5th august...plus now im kinda burdening over my sketchbook.some say need to submit, some say dun need to.dono wad to do..most probably must finish rushing all the sketches by tonight so i can hand in tmr.grrr....

hope all goes well for everything. :D

donations anyone?

hello ppl...haven't been updating due to laptop problems.the cost for repairing it is $400...so i am currently without a com as well as a laptop.on the brink of commiting suicide already.

so, i wun be able to mingle ard in the virtual world for the time being(blogging in sch now).unless u are willing to donate to the Janice Fund? then perhaps i will b able to eat my 3 meals without worrying abt money problems.LOLOLOL.

i'm so pathetic now.gahs.

ok just a few quick updates..

went to Boradcast Asia exhibition ytd at singapore expo..plus projects projects and more projects..and holidaying for july.holidays oso mean i wun b receiving allowance.so dat makes my financial problems worse.

or would anyone lyk to offer me a place in a welfare/foster home, complete with computer, personal room,free internet access and sufficient allowance for 2 meals outside? i dun mind.

so faster save me b4 i turn into a walking skeleton.

LOL.

HELLO PEOPLE!!!

thanks to everyone who made my bday a great one :D i love u all! and sorry to those hu asked me out but i had to decline cuz i was already occupied! so sorry! :)

i wana thank my poly peeps who sprang me a surprise in the tv studio with a cute little cake and present! thanks alot! i was very touched :) love all of u to bits la.haha.thanks for the effort, and thanks for SACRIFICING UR STOPP TO PLAN DIS FOR ME!! XD ahhh..so touched so touched!








:) all those hu made it wonderful.and also to those hu shared my bday present, even tho u guys are not present in the picture. :) THANKS! can't ask for a more livelier, totful and happier grp of friends! u all just cheer me up la!
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hee..still beaming happily, i went to meet xin and annie. headed to Plaza Sing's Manhatten Fish Market for dinner.thanks xin and annie for the treat and the cake! even tho the waitress spoiled my surprise by asking "can i serve the cake now?" but, i'm still surprised cuz i didn't expect a bday cake! :D so sweet of u both to plan dis for me. :D haha..







:D. thanks xin and annie, even tho something went wrong with the paying of bills and transaction of xin's card, i am touched dat both of u made the effort to give me dis wonderful celebration!
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also, i wana say thank you to CHRIS'S MUM for treating me to dinner and giving me a lovely present.



:D. thank you!!!
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alright then ytd night i went to Comfort Driving Centre with mum to signup for my basic thery exam!!! SHALALA..

AND, i left my stopp sketchbook there and my project is due on wed. when me and mum ran back to get it, the office was closed!!!! i was so sad i was at the point of hysteria.i left a note for them praying damn hard dey'll call me back..

AND MY PRAYERS WERE ANSWERED! dey called me back dis morning and i rushed down to rescue my sketchbook.AHHAA. XD

ok so...



wooooosh..~~
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and my new stuffs for the week..




ain't dis striped pants cool? haha.it's a bday present from my sis. :) so sweet of her! la la la..
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oh yes and i got my naval pierced.erms..xin went with me and she took pics of the process...but i think i shall only post up one pic dats all.cuz some of u might not able to take it.cuz the pics look ...ouch.lol.



ok full stop.dats all im gona reveal.LOL.neh ni neh ni poo poo.

Thanks everybody for maing me feel so loved!! :D :D :D

p.s pictures are not resized porperly.hahahah sorry! lazy to edit already!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEE!!!!


YAY YAY YAY 18 18 18 18 18 18 18 18 18 18 !!!!

here i come, driving license!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she doesn't have enough allowance.so she asks her mother to increase her allowance.she has been eating nonsense snacks for lunch everyday cuz she just doesnt have enough money to eat.so she brought up the courage to ask for an increase, knowing in her heart she will be rebuked by her mum again.

it came true.the mum rebuked her again.and dis time, asking her to contact her god father to ask him to give her allowance.

and so, her journey of living off a total stranger's money starts.and he doesn't even have any blood relation to her.just a god father.and her mum's fling.

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sob stories aside, i have abt 45 minutes more of being 17 left!! i'm turning 18!!!

URGH!!!!

somebody help me..

cuz i am so sad!!!! :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

lyk really really sad! :___(

somebody cheer me up pls..i'm gona die soon.so discouraged.feels as if all my hopes and dreams are shattered!! SHATTERED!!

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Sleepless nights

argh.tired.can't slp tonight cuz gota hand in something tmr.boo.

had music pract just now.i have only 3 words to say abt it:

disappointed with myself.

gastric problems

my stomache walls are gona be eroded by my gastric juices very soon.. gastric problems started dis morning at 3.30am and i vomited those juices 2 times, which burnt my throat horribly. it wasn't a pleasant slp at all..with all the juices churning churning in my tummy lyk a washing machine on high mode. gah. it's a sad thing to b attacked by gastric problems again.

my gastric has been weak ever since i was young.i had to visit the doc lyk once every few months due to gastric problems.i can't eat too much cuz my gastric will fail on me. i can't eat too little cuz my gastric will fail on me too.

thus i didn't go for cg and music pract today due to my gastric problem.

i am feeling so miserable cuz my tummy is still hurting now despite the fact that i have slept the whole day.

SIGHS.

i hate fried food...and a list of other foods i hate.

the title says it all.fried food sux.it's nice at first bite but after dat it makes me feel bloated and full and ready to vomit.fried food makes me sick.i hate anything dats fried.

i hate alot of food.i hate pork cuz it stinks and its hard to chew.i hate beef cuz it makes me so full i wana vomit.i hate jackfruits cuz i vomited jackfruit once and it reminds me of my vomit.i hate durians cuz it just simply stinks big time and the taste just sux.i dun lyk rice cuz it makes me feel damn full and nauseatic and sleepy and lazy.i hate mutton cuz the smell is weird.

i generally only eat chicken, fish and veggies.yes.i can just go and die right now since my choices of food are so limited i might as well dun eat.i might as well starve to death.

i have ugly legs.fat tighs. if i reveal my fat tighs to u,u will faint on the spot.

sigh.so frustrated with myself over quite a few things.sometimes i feel lyk i totally have no sense of self control at all...