Monday, January 31, 2005

The Phantom of the Opera

went to watch phantom ytd...sigh..wad a wonderful movie....i'm so captivated and mesmerized by it....i want the soundtrack too! gota go buy! hehehe....the movie is very touching and sweet and romantic...and i feel so sad for the phantom..cuz almost all his life he was mistreated and so he yearns for love and affection...very poor thing la..and he's actually very handsome but he was sorta defaced by the ppl hu mistreated him.sigh..so sad.yet so sweet.lolz...

All I Ask Of You
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No more talk of darkness;
Forget these wide-eyed fears. I
'm here, nothing can harm you -- my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom, let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here, with you, beside you, to guard you and to guide you...

Say you love me every waking moment, turn my head with talk of summertime...
Say you need me with you, now and always... promise me that all you say is true -- that's all I ask of you...

Let me be your shelter, let me be your light.
You're safe: No-one will find you -- your fears are far behind you...
All I want is freedom, a world with no more night... and you, always beside me, to hold me and to hide me...

Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime... let me lead you from your solitude...
Say you need me with you here, beside you... anywhere you go, let me go too -- Christine, that's all I ask of you...
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime... say the word and I will follow you....
Share each day with me, each night, each morning...
Say you love me...You know I do...Love me -- that's all I ask of you...
Anywhere you go let me go too... Love me -- that's all I ask of you....


Sunday, January 30, 2005

=)

hehehe....still up at dis hour..y? cuz was a little upset for wad i did just now...

ok..anyway cell group was extreme loads of fun! ahaha..at first can't find shar's house...me and eunice went to knock on the purple doors we see..wahahaha...thank God the houses dat we knocked on are vacant...or else...wahhaa...anyway after roaming ard the 5th and 6th floor trying to figure out which purple door belong to shar,me mike jae TF and eunice decided to call ying wei.and we were told dat shar live on the 8th floor! wahaha...(we called shar but no one ans) yeh...felt so malu...

the guitar session was fun! haha...and the house was real nice and cosy.i lyk the house.hhaa..though the neighbourhood is rather ooolooo....

well..dats all...i dono wad else to say.i just wana b more mild tempered.dats all....sigh...

Thursday, January 27, 2005

sunshine!

whua...i just realised dat exactly next week i will have to go for the aptitude test/interview at nyp already!!! whua!! next week!!! somehow i dun think im the creative sort.who knows...maybe in the end i would end up handing in a blank paper...lolz...ahh choi choi....i dono la.wads more,no one's there to accompany me...sigh.have to go there alone...

hey i really can't wait for sch to start...(as insane as it might sound,i'm serious)...wana have fun..lolz...i go to sch to play...lol..

nowadays it's hard to find someone who u can have a gd conversation with....or maybe i'm too boring for them.haha.well...it seems lyk i am the one hu end up being the listener yet nobody listens to me.it's mostly the case.so sad right...haha...it's so hard to find a good listener nowadays hu can really listen to me...nvm la God is always ard to listen to me.

wohoho....today's the 27th....tmr...muahaha...~

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

miserable

bleah...my temperature...dono wads wrong..keep going up and down and up and down...i feel really bad...nausea,no appetite and all dat...gastric juices acting up..making my stomach very painful...so i did not eat much for these past 2 days.sigh....everytime after i take my medicine i just wana puke...and then i get headaches....sigh...y izit lyk dis...

dis days i keep having bad hair days....tsk.irritating.my hair's real dry.i wana go for a trim.get rid of all the frizzled and split ends...irritating...make me look so unkempt....tsk...anybody got any haircare tips plz tag....thankew....

man...i just wana puke...

Monday, January 24, 2005

Fever

sick and tired of resting in bed the whole day....my temperature's drop thank God...

yeh.so i'm sick today and nobody's ard to entertain me.wad a day! spent my lonely day in bed the WHOLE day...only having U2 to keep me company....listen and listen oso listen until sian....didn't eat much at all...in the day only ate a bun..at nite only ate a few spoonfuls of rice and veggies....rice and veggie! yuck...a very bland dinner i had....sigh...

basically it's just a sickening day for me.sickening sickening sickening!!!

=(

sick already.....i'm sick already...!!!! =(

sick....

alright...another new template..lolz....

well...guess wad..i'm sick again.my eyes feel so hot....my nose feels so hot...and can't stop dripping...my body feels achy...my head's a little heavy....bleah...i just finished my anitbiotics for sore throat and now i have to start another course of anitbiotics again...sigh....pray for me k? =)

went shopping with mum and chris today for new year clothes.didn't buy alot dis year cuz i have several dresses which i have not worn b4...and aunty mary gave me one whole huge huge bag of clothes!! haha...enough to last me a whole poly year....lolz...so happy! so i dun have to buy any more tops for my poly life. :)

to my beloved: starting work already...pls take care and drink lots of water ok? weather's killing.keep urself hydrated. :) best of luck! love ya!!

alright...gota turn in now...b4 my physical health gets worse.....

Saturday, January 22, 2005

To Someone

u dun have to cry,nor do u have to b in distress.cuz no matter wad,i still love u all the same.if u are afraid dat u can't give me happiness,let me tell u i'm doubly afraid everytime i can't make u smile.it's ok if there's no more beginnings as long as we dun have an end.dun worry cuz i am always right here. :)

___________________________________________________________________

You Belong To Me
SEE THE PYRAMIDS ALONG THE NILE
WATCH THE SUN RISE FROM THE TROPIC ISLE
JUST REMEMBER DARLING ALL THE WHILE
YOU BELONG TO ME

SEE THE MARKET PLACE IN OLD ALGIERS
SEND ME PHOTOGRAPHS AND SOUVENIRS
JUST REMEMBER WHEN A DREAM APPEARS
YOU BELONG TO ME

AND I'LL BE SO ALONE WITHOUT YOU
MAYBE YOU'LL BE LONESOME TOO

FLY THE OCEAN IN A SILVER PLANE
SEE THE JUNGLE WHEN IT'S WET WITH RAIN
JUST REMEMBER TILL YOU'RE HOME AGAIN
YOU BELONG TO ME

OH I'LL BE SO ALONE WITHOUT YOU
MAYBE YOU'LL BE LONESOME TOO

FLY THE OCEAN IN A SILVER PLANE
SEE THE JUNGLE WHEN IT'S WET WITH RAIN
JUST REMEMBER TILL YOU'RE HOME AGAIN
YOU BELONG TO ME
___________________________________________________________________

Thursday, January 20, 2005

open house

went for np and nyp open house yesterday....then registered for special admissions exercise for digital media design at nyp....so gota go back on the 3rd to have a test...draw on the spot...dun ask me draw wad on the spot.i have no idea.sounds scary to me.

im so indecisive again.bleah.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

:)

something's wrong with the template.which means dat if i post more than one entry in a day,the entries will look lyk they "stick" together....nvm la.just continue to read la.close one eye.haha.

well...the day pass real fast.lyk in the blink of an eye it's been 6 hours since im online.but i still feel lyk i have done nothing....bleah.

anyway yeh i noe dat the title of dis blog is actually Green Eyes but i put The Scientist as the song.haha..cuz i dun have Green Eyes' song in my com.

well..i go watch anime already.anime rocks.

heehee

look! new template! coldplay!!! *beams happily* see the frontman of the band,chris martin *first from left*. handsome! haha...

Saturday, January 15, 2005

letting go

someone once told me,dat the only way to truely find happiness is to be able to let go of all my hurts and anger first.then i can find happiness.that someone told me,if i always refuse to let go of my hurts,my negative emotions,i will nvr b truely happy.thank you for telling me dis..u noe hu u are..through dis i have learned not to take minor things to heart.though the past still haunts me sometimes,i wana let it go.but i need so much strength...




Wednesday, January 12, 2005

sick

feeling sick today....sore throat...headache...feeling tired,fatigue....bleah...

went out earlier in the day to do something for my aunt..then went home at ard 4+pm to slp...i slept till 9pm..then had an awful dinner of rice with carrots,potatoes and green veggie...(no meat)...so tired today.dono y.

aniticipating for my results.and oso waiting for the company to call.waiting lyk dis makes life a little dull but thank God there are still stuff lyk the com,my dog ,my guitar and loved ones ard me to keep me going.feel lyk drawing again.got the urge..but i'd prefer to do it in the middle of the night when everyone's aslp.more peace.i need to find cash to buy another sketch book.my sketchbooks are used up.bleah.

i wonder y...maybe i'm just paranoid again....


Tuesday, January 11, 2005

brad and jenn

brad and jennifer are splitting up?!?!!?! but WHYYYY???? they're such a lovely couple! sigh~ why why why?? sigh.... he's so good looking and she's so stunning....and they're leaving each other? i can't belive dis!! sigh...

anyway...went for a job interview today.cool company.pray hard they'll call me up soon.went SPCA today...and guess wad...i'm being attacked by two mad dogs lo...i went into the cage of the first one..so CUTE!!! who noes..the moment i stepped in she jumped onto me!! she's huge man...up to my shoulder's height when she jumped up...and i was so taken aback i quickly scrambled out of the cage.then i went to the other side...saw a dog ...soo cute!! also those big sized kind...so i went into the cage again....and guess wad...he held onto my leg and kept gnawing onto my arm lyk as of it's a delicious bone! my gosh...then i wanted to come out but he bite my leg and refuesd to let go...siao gao! but i managed to after much struggling in the cage.lolz.crazy.madness.lolz.but nevertheless they are still cute in my eyes.haha.i love dogs.i really do.hee.

Monday, January 10, 2005

*dreamy*

haiz..so touching...if only it were to happen in real life..heeZ....hatori and shigure are so so soo man...yuki and kyo so sweet and caring....kisa so cute....momiji is oso cute! and not forgetting the suave hatsuharu...hehe...actually if akito is not such a bad guy he would oso have been rather suave. *beams happily*

well,it ended with a happy and touching ending.i love happy endings.*beams*

dog nails

ok..just came back not long ago from Pet Safari.went to buy dog food for my beloved Bobo..hee...oh yeh and i oso cut her nails today.it's getting real sharp.now it's nice and neat.lolz.i'm sure friends out there would b glad to noe i've cut her nails.everyone's complaning abt her nails when they see her.lolz.

k..my dog..wad can i say...the moment i came back with the pack of food she jumped at me lyk some crazy hungry ghost unleashed from the other realm.and her tail was wagging so hard i was afraid it would fall off....so i took out a jerky stick and she jumped and grabbed it in her mouth in a flash.crazy dog.she nvr gets tired of eating.really.she live to eat.not eat to live.

k...anyway...i've got not enuff cash to buy dog shampoo for her so guess wad she's using now? Organics.yes.Organics Soft and Silky with Nutra-Life Egg Nutrients.lolz...o yeh,considering dat she's got short fur,i guess my mum would shriek at me as she sees her shampoo go to waste on a dog.

rainy day today....wad a dread.i want sunshine.

Oh Mr Sun,Sun,Mr Golden Sun,please shine down on meeee~ (a song from Barney and friends)

*getting crappy...*

Sunday, January 09, 2005

a new day!

wow...i think i'm really officially a Bummer.i can't get up in the mornings anymore! i tried,setting my alarm and all dat.but then i end up snoozing my alarm till it goes off.sigh.

well...today's sunday...wad should i do on such a sunny day? feel lyk hanging out by the beach.the weather's been so cold for the past month.can't stand it! i prefer sunshine!

my hair's getting longer....must go get a trim soon.man..i just can't wait for school to start.i need a life! haha..i noe dat is an ironic statement..considering dat i used to always say dat school makes me lifeless....yeh but now i realised dat school indeed can bring life.

after all the job searching and interviews i went,i finally understood alot of things.firstly i understood y adults always tell me dat school is easier than work.it is true.in school all i have to do is study and do my assignments.in work,i need to find the right one with the right pay,and take up responsibilities.i oso undertood y adults prefer going to school than to go to work.cuz i am feeling dat way now.i would rather go to school than to always go for interviews only to be another failed one.it's frustrating and tiring.finally,i understood y parents and teachers always stress us to get excellent grades.it is not to compete with the society.rather,it is for our own good.for i realised dat without my o level cert,my job opportunities are very limited.so ppl who are still studying out there,better study hard! it will benefit ur future.

yesterday was reading Life! and i came acrossed this statement dat says dat according to a new survey,90% of men says dat their spouses are their best friend.then the statement ended saying dat it is very disturbing considering the fact that a dog is a man's best friend.lolz! dis is quoted by some guy from some talkshow i think.so funny!

hi i'm back!

right....haven't been blogging for exactly one week.sorry guys to have to make u all read the same entry for one week.ok well....nothing much has been going on lately dat's why i have not been blogging...just cleared my room so my room is now spic and span.and i'm very much looking forward to chinese new year! haha....yeah...and i dono wd happen but when i press "enter" nothing happens..so today's entry will only b just in one whole paragraph.lolz. hmm...3 days ago a lizard found a cozy spot on my bed and refused to budge...goodness knows where it is right now.wherever u are now lizard,get lost and dun ever come anywhere near my bed u get it? i say again,get lost.go eat up all the flies in my room if u want.i'll b very grateful.but wadever it is u better not make ur presence known to me cuz i'm not interested in meeting u.u wana stay in my room? then eat up all the flies.if i see u,out u go.u wan to continue to be able to have food to eat then u mind ur own business and i mind mine...wadever it is,we better not meet u hear me?no more leaping ard my bed lyk it's a fun dazzle.it's MY bed.not urs.u got ur own resting place,i got mine.my bed's single bed,so it only has space for ONE occupant.get it? ONE.so it means either u or me and it is most definitely ME.so..thankew lizard for doing ur part in getting rid of the flies in my room.and u should b thankful u escaped from dad's hands and are still alive today to have the luxury to eat all the flies u want.i dun wana cya.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

bleah

Happy New Year to my dearest readers. =D

well,dis year started off great for me.went guitar session with jonathan,and watched Electrico life at esplanade!! they rock man.finally there's a local band worth to be proud of.serious! haha.no kidding.u guys should check them out.not ur average rubbishy singapore stuff.lolz.

k...learnt a few songs..and hey jonathan,thanks for tuning my oh-so-out-of-tune guitar eh!! haha... =P horrible horrible me.must get a tuner soon.anyone kind enough to gimme part of their ERS thingy? wahahhaa....joking la~ if only i'm 21 years old now..then i would b $400 richer!!! haha.i still got a few more years to go.boo!

right.i gota start changing my slping pattern.i noticed i have developed dark circles under my eyes.AAARGH!!! no it cannot happen!!! k.must have a healthy slp time.no more late nites.yeh so wad am i still doing here? i better be gone gone gone!

NITEZ! or rather....MORNING! =D