celebrated our 23rd month anniversary yesterday.took nice nice pics..hehe.... :D also we went to watch National Treasure.hey the show is great man! actually wanted to watch Phantom of the Opera or Ocean 12 de...but settled for National Treasure cuz it's abt to stop screening soon.hehe.oooh can't wait to go and watch Ocean 12..got Brad Pitt! woo...hehe...and can't wait to watch Phantom of the Opera.my favourite musical.
woo...dis year i received alot of tops for christmas.hee.and accessories too! yay..got new wardrobe le...new clothes to wear..new earrings and necklace and bracelet to wear too! and rings! haha...
28th January 2005...would b two years since we are together. :D
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Sunday, December 26, 2004
New Year Resolution
hmm~ next week is next year le!!! wahaha...
anyway..i'm glad cuz my new year resolution for 2004 has been accomplished.dat is not to procrastinate in my studies.i'm glad i did it.and hui xin,congrats dat u did it too!! we made it! *hugz*
ok..my new year resolution for 2005? well,i wana love ppl fervently and have a big heart.i dun wana hate anyone,dun wana bear grudges,dun wana carry hatred in my heart.i wana b happy.also,i wana take over my emotions and not let my emotions take over me.i wana carry a smile with me wherever i go and bring sunshine to everyone.i wana b more sociable and less shy.and i must learn to open up more.yup.i just wana b happy and happy n happy for the year 2005.dats the most important new year resolution dun u think? nothing beats being happy.
hmm..also i wana spend more time with my relatives.dis year i have not been a good grand-daughter,have not been a good niece,have not been a good daugther,have not been a good cousin,cuz i have not been attending my family gatherings.miss my relatives so much.yup so 2005 i wana spend more time with my relatives and attend the family gatherings.
hmm...2005 i oso wana b a better girlfriend.no tantrums and all dat.must b more understanding.yeh. *smiles* and must not b so shy when i go his family gatherings.ya.must learn to b more sociable and must open up more to his parents.cuz we are together for 2 yrs.cannot always b so shy anymore.
anyway..i'm glad cuz my new year resolution for 2004 has been accomplished.dat is not to procrastinate in my studies.i'm glad i did it.and hui xin,congrats dat u did it too!! we made it! *hugz*
ok..my new year resolution for 2005? well,i wana love ppl fervently and have a big heart.i dun wana hate anyone,dun wana bear grudges,dun wana carry hatred in my heart.i wana b happy.also,i wana take over my emotions and not let my emotions take over me.i wana carry a smile with me wherever i go and bring sunshine to everyone.i wana b more sociable and less shy.and i must learn to open up more.yup.i just wana b happy and happy n happy for the year 2005.dats the most important new year resolution dun u think? nothing beats being happy.
hmm..also i wana spend more time with my relatives.dis year i have not been a good grand-daughter,have not been a good niece,have not been a good daugther,have not been a good cousin,cuz i have not been attending my family gatherings.miss my relatives so much.yup so 2005 i wana spend more time with my relatives and attend the family gatherings.
hmm...2005 i oso wana b a better girlfriend.no tantrums and all dat.must b more understanding.yeh. *smiles* and must not b so shy when i go his family gatherings.ya.must learn to b more sociable and must open up more to his parents.cuz we are together for 2 yrs.cannot always b so shy anymore.
Thursday, December 23, 2004
i must b strong
nvm.i can take it.i must tell myself dat i am strong.i cannot break down and b soft and let ppl gain dominance over me.
Sunday, December 19, 2004
christmas
went to buy guitar dis morning...weee!!
anyway went down to town just now...wow! the whole town is ALIVE with christmas!! lots of performance from a number of churches! really cool man! and strikeforce was performing at the parade (strikeforce is my church's percusiion team).yeh and it was really cool! my main purpose for going town today is to c him perform cuz his church was oso putting up a performance there.yeh.it was nice!! hehehe~ well done! =D
oki.christmas is coming and i simply can't wait! lalalala~ tuesday gona do last minute christmas shopping.i dono wad to buy for my aunts.haha.headaches ar.no cell group dis week cuz got christmas celebration at indoor stadium.haha~ yay can't wait for it to come! it'll b really fun!!! woohoo~ i really love christmas.my favourite season of the year leh! lalala~
anyway went down to town just now...wow! the whole town is ALIVE with christmas!! lots of performance from a number of churches! really cool man! and strikeforce was performing at the parade (strikeforce is my church's percusiion team).yeh and it was really cool! my main purpose for going town today is to c him perform cuz his church was oso putting up a performance there.yeh.it was nice!! hehehe~ well done! =D
oki.christmas is coming and i simply can't wait! lalalala~ tuesday gona do last minute christmas shopping.i dono wad to buy for my aunts.haha.headaches ar.no cell group dis week cuz got christmas celebration at indoor stadium.haha~ yay can't wait for it to come! it'll b really fun!!! woohoo~ i really love christmas.my favourite season of the year leh! lalala~
Saturday, December 18, 2004
=D
service was great yesterday~ =D was real blessed by the message.
going for cell group later...then in the night gona buy my guitar!! yayayay~
my sis came over for the weekend.i miss her lyk mad.i really do.ever since she moved out,i hardly get to c her cuz she's always too busy to come back.we chatted till 4+++am dis morning! whua..i enjoyed our talking cock session man! it's lyk ages since i talk to her and there are so many things to talk abt! haha...i wish it is lyk last time,where we go down to some 24hours minimart or wadever to grab snacks if we can't slp..then we'll chat thru the nite...crap together..then share our girly talk...hahha...haiz..miss her so much.sometimes i wish she will move back and stay with us.sometimes i feel so bored and lonely at home.no one to talk to.can only face the com..which can get kinda boring.haiz.
then when i came back from service yesteray,guess wad? my mum is playing with my niece's kiddy cd-rom lo!! hahaha!! then she was so engrossed in the games...then after dat me and my sis joined her in playing...but so lame one la~ ask u which is the shortest which is the talest,wwad match with wad...u noe la,those children's educational games.hahaha.then after awhile my mum said exasperatedly "eeeeyer!! not fun la! so chicken one!!" and me and my sis were lyk "hellooo~ dis is CHILDREN'S GAME leh!!" hahaha...
to a friend: hey there! get well soon alright! and cheer up =D i miss ur smile!
going for cell group later...then in the night gona buy my guitar!! yayayay~
my sis came over for the weekend.i miss her lyk mad.i really do.ever since she moved out,i hardly get to c her cuz she's always too busy to come back.we chatted till 4+++am dis morning! whua..i enjoyed our talking cock session man! it's lyk ages since i talk to her and there are so many things to talk abt! haha...i wish it is lyk last time,where we go down to some 24hours minimart or wadever to grab snacks if we can't slp..then we'll chat thru the nite...crap together..then share our girly talk...hahha...haiz..miss her so much.sometimes i wish she will move back and stay with us.sometimes i feel so bored and lonely at home.no one to talk to.can only face the com..which can get kinda boring.haiz.
then when i came back from service yesteray,guess wad? my mum is playing with my niece's kiddy cd-rom lo!! hahaha!! then she was so engrossed in the games...then after dat me and my sis joined her in playing...but so lame one la~ ask u which is the shortest which is the talest,wwad match with wad...u noe la,those children's educational games.hahaha.then after awhile my mum said exasperatedly "eeeeyer!! not fun la! so chicken one!!" and me and my sis were lyk "hellooo~ dis is CHILDREN'S GAME leh!!" hahaha...
to a friend: hey there! get well soon alright! and cheer up =D i miss ur smile!
Friday, December 17, 2004
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welcome to the happy tree friends gang! muahahaha
oki..hahhaa....most of u must b wondering wad the heck am i doing with this happy tree friends kin right.muahahaha....bet most of u wun wana stay at my blog for long already cuz i understand dat the song is real irritating.wahahaha!!! aiya...fun ma.lolz.must add some cheer to my blog.blogs cannot always b sad and moody right.it would b boring.hahaha...
right,i love dis skin alot! haha....fancy joining me in the Happy Tree Friends Gang? wahahaha....lalalalalalalala! lalalalalalalala!!
hope dis skin would bring cheer to ur day la.hehehehe~~
right,i love dis skin alot! haha....fancy joining me in the Happy Tree Friends Gang? wahahaha....lalalalalalalala! lalalalalalalala!!
hope dis skin would bring cheer to ur day la.hehehehe~~
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
.....(-_- )
....(-_- ).....woke up at 10+am today....with a major major headache..wanted to go back to slp but just can;t get to slp.feeling so bored so came online...yeh i noe im not supposed to face the com with a major headache...haha...but got the urge to blog.wana talk.just wana talk.
i'm so hungry.dis days my appeitite has been going haywire.argh.crazy liao.cannot continue lyk dis if not one day i'll expand sideways.haha.well,just wana find something to do so at least can get my mind off food.lolz.if i got nothing to do all i do is eat and eat.
my room's a mess.yesterday nite...or well should i say in the wee hours of dis morning,wanted to clear the mess under my bed.so i took out everything under my bed...then after dat lazy to carry on clearing...so listen to perfect10 then laze on the bed...then talk on the phone for awhile then continue to nua.after dat when i finally felt tired,the next thing i knew i pushed everything back under my bed again.got pack=no pack.hahaha...aiya cannot lyk dis la.one day must really really pack if not who knows wad other insects im gona share my bedroom with if i dun pack.lol.ok i must definitely pack my room b4 christmas.who wana come and pack my room with me?
another day to nua again? ok later i going airport to fetch him.hope by dat time my headache will go away already.lalalala~
i'm so hungry.dis days my appeitite has been going haywire.argh.crazy liao.cannot continue lyk dis if not one day i'll expand sideways.haha.well,just wana find something to do so at least can get my mind off food.lolz.if i got nothing to do all i do is eat and eat.
my room's a mess.yesterday nite...or well should i say in the wee hours of dis morning,wanted to clear the mess under my bed.so i took out everything under my bed...then after dat lazy to carry on clearing...so listen to perfect10 then laze on the bed...then talk on the phone for awhile then continue to nua.after dat when i finally felt tired,the next thing i knew i pushed everything back under my bed again.got pack=no pack.hahaha...aiya cannot lyk dis la.one day must really really pack if not who knows wad other insects im gona share my bedroom with if i dun pack.lol.ok i must definitely pack my room b4 christmas.who wana come and pack my room with me?
another day to nua again? ok later i going airport to fetch him.hope by dat time my headache will go away already.lalalala~
Monday, December 13, 2004
happy ~ hee
whua..now is already 3.28am le~ monday already~ haha..and i'm still awake!! hehe..
well,the past 3 days have been super fun days! hehe...hmm...friday got home quite late cuz it was raining real heavily...then when i got up the bus,me and hui xin and mike were shivering lyk poor little stranded kittens...then the bus was quite emtpy..then i cannot tahan le..so i said "whua can the air con b turned down?????" then immediately the air con was turned down!! then me and hui xin and mike were so amazed then we laugh and laugh and laugh..~~ haha..indeed,ask and u shall receive! lolz~
k..then saturday nua at home in the afternoon.then went for cell grp at nite.cell grp was fun! hehe~ then after cell we had fellowship,then we takl and talk and talk...from 8.45pm talk till 10.30~! haha...we sure can talk~ haha...then melvin suggest thursday go marina south eat steamboat.woohoo~ dis holiday i'm really gona gain weight! haha... then after that went chalet.then the chalet got no place to slp!! so pathetic.so i went home..then zx ton at my place...hha...yup...
then sunday...me and zx woke up in the afternoon,so didnt go tkd..so we nua at home again....then zx tot me the healthy way to cook instant noodles.haha.interesting!! after dat we showered then got ready to go out...go meet jonathan and clement to play guitar.then at 1st we went to esplanade then it rained halfway.lol.so we ended up at the war memorial.at first i tot it was such an ooolooo place...then after staying there for awhile i think it's ok le la.then play and play...then went to bugis wanted to eat old changkee but it was already closed when we got there! so ate yoshinoya instead.lol.then so full...ready to burst.
then came online then chat and chat and play with webcam.then now nobody's online le accept for my cgl..lol..as usual ba.haha.well dats all.gona zzz already.yup.and i guess gona stay at home the whole day today ba.must pack my room already.and maybe do a little housework.then perhaps can get money from mum??? whahhaa...yeh.must learn to do housework already.if not next time my house would b such a messy place.cannot.must b neat and tidy.yup! happy~!!
well,the past 3 days have been super fun days! hehe...hmm...friday got home quite late cuz it was raining real heavily...then when i got up the bus,me and hui xin and mike were shivering lyk poor little stranded kittens...then the bus was quite emtpy..then i cannot tahan le..so i said "whua can the air con b turned down?????" then immediately the air con was turned down!! then me and hui xin and mike were so amazed then we laugh and laugh and laugh..~~ haha..indeed,ask and u shall receive! lolz~
k..then saturday nua at home in the afternoon.then went for cell grp at nite.cell grp was fun! hehe~ then after cell we had fellowship,then we takl and talk and talk...from 8.45pm talk till 10.30~! haha...we sure can talk~ haha...then melvin suggest thursday go marina south eat steamboat.woohoo~ dis holiday i'm really gona gain weight! haha... then after that went chalet.then the chalet got no place to slp!! so pathetic.so i went home..then zx ton at my place...hha...yup...
then sunday...me and zx woke up in the afternoon,so didnt go tkd..so we nua at home again....then zx tot me the healthy way to cook instant noodles.haha.interesting!! after dat we showered then got ready to go out...go meet jonathan and clement to play guitar.then at 1st we went to esplanade then it rained halfway.lol.so we ended up at the war memorial.at first i tot it was such an ooolooo place...then after staying there for awhile i think it's ok le la.then play and play...then went to bugis wanted to eat old changkee but it was already closed when we got there! so ate yoshinoya instead.lol.then so full...ready to burst.
then came online then chat and chat and play with webcam.then now nobody's online le accept for my cgl..lol..as usual ba.haha.well dats all.gona zzz already.yup.and i guess gona stay at home the whole day today ba.must pack my room already.and maybe do a little housework.then perhaps can get money from mum??? whahhaa...yeh.must learn to do housework already.if not next time my house would b such a messy place.cannot.must b neat and tidy.yup! happy~!!
Saturday, December 11, 2004
Friday, December 10, 2004
mixed feelings..
mixed feelings mixed feelings...all i wan is a gd gd slp....hopefully a deep and dreamless slp...i miss those days when i dun have nightmares...been having alot of nightmares and waking up in the middle of the nite.perhaps dis should explain y i dun lyk to slp dis days.once i close my eyes the nightmares begin.
been feeling fatigue...no energy to do anything.sometimes just wana b alone.yeh it feels gd to spend time by myself.there's peace..and there's inspiration..yet sometimes i need the company of ppl ard me too.hmm...
chat with zx on the phone throughout the wee hours of the morning and slept at 6am today.was suppose to meet su at 10.30am outside sch cuz we wana go back to visit our juniors in band.but i woke up with a major headache at 9am...so i told su i'd go down later..and i slept till 1+pm..then ate,bathed,got dressed,meddled with my hair a little then went off.then reached band room at 3+pm.it's really good to see my cute juniors again~ haha...i bought a packet of assorted mentos for them.haha.yeh kinda miss them.and the syf piece they are playing now is such a killer.wonder y band sir wana choose such a ridiculous piece for syf choice piece.crazy~
oh well..kinda miss my percussion instruments.kinda miss reading music scores and playing music.kinda miss those days when my percussion section would play a part over and over and over again till we wana tear the music score in pieces,just to get our music precise and perfect.haha.miss those sectionals when we would slack if faced with nothing to do.still remember there was once we went behind the sch's tehcnical block..where there's no one to disturb us..no one to noe wad hanky panky business we percussion section was doing...then we played "pass the message" and it was so hilarious.then played "simon says"..lol...instead of practicing...so naughty.but fun.hahaha!~ but there are also times when we will get really really serious and dats when we really really work.yeh.all the sweat and tears.worth it.
oki...dats all for now.going to church in ard 30min time.hungry.gona get a quick bite.haha.
been feeling fatigue...no energy to do anything.sometimes just wana b alone.yeh it feels gd to spend time by myself.there's peace..and there's inspiration..yet sometimes i need the company of ppl ard me too.hmm...
chat with zx on the phone throughout the wee hours of the morning and slept at 6am today.was suppose to meet su at 10.30am outside sch cuz we wana go back to visit our juniors in band.but i woke up with a major headache at 9am...so i told su i'd go down later..and i slept till 1+pm..then ate,bathed,got dressed,meddled with my hair a little then went off.then reached band room at 3+pm.it's really good to see my cute juniors again~ haha...i bought a packet of assorted mentos for them.haha.yeh kinda miss them.and the syf piece they are playing now is such a killer.wonder y band sir wana choose such a ridiculous piece for syf choice piece.crazy~
oh well..kinda miss my percussion instruments.kinda miss reading music scores and playing music.kinda miss those days when my percussion section would play a part over and over and over again till we wana tear the music score in pieces,just to get our music precise and perfect.haha.miss those sectionals when we would slack if faced with nothing to do.still remember there was once we went behind the sch's tehcnical block..where there's no one to disturb us..no one to noe wad hanky panky business we percussion section was doing...then we played "pass the message" and it was so hilarious.then played "simon says"..lol...instead of practicing...so naughty.but fun.hahaha!~ but there are also times when we will get really really serious and dats when we really really work.yeh.all the sweat and tears.worth it.
oki...dats all for now.going to church in ard 30min time.hungry.gona get a quick bite.haha.
Thursday, December 09, 2004
gd morning!
good morning!!!! hey hey i woke up at 9am today ok!! wad an accomplishment for me~ haha....waking up earlier and earlier each day~! improvement huh...alot of u have been telling me to slp early...well u ppl no need to worry anymore cuz i bet one of dis days i will start to slp early already.wahahha~
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
whew~
wohoho...spent hours doing this template....headache headache....yeh i noe the pictures are scrolling real slow...haha...sorry wor.i dono wad to do abt it...
haha...yeh i know dis days i keep changing skins.since i got so much time,y not? hahhaa~
haha...yeh i know dis days i keep changing skins.since i got so much time,y not? hahhaa~
lalala~
wow..woke up at around 1+pm today...haha....man i'm really turning into a bummer dis holiday.first time in four years i really had a real real holiday with no band practice or remediels or having to do stupid holiday assignments...haha~ wow..life is good.lolz~
oki..so he msged me last nite when he reached cambodia.wow he is at phnom phney~ envious leh.haha~ and my aunt is oso going cambodia dis friday..i think she's going there for backpacking.dat's really cool!~ i oso wana go~!!! haha..
hmm..wonder wad i'm gona do today...i dun wana bum around the whole day doing nothing.wana make this holiday a fruitful one...don't wana waste my life away..
well yesterday was quite a day...but one thing's for sure and that is i'm gona miss ah bi lyk crazy....dat girl always go back malaysia during holidays...argh! so me and ah xian always dun get to celebrate christmas with her.so sad! *bad ah bi* ahaha..
well...dats all for now i guess....~
oki..so he msged me last nite when he reached cambodia.wow he is at phnom phney~ envious leh.haha~ and my aunt is oso going cambodia dis friday..i think she's going there for backpacking.dat's really cool!~ i oso wana go~!!! haha..
hmm..wonder wad i'm gona do today...i dun wana bum around the whole day doing nothing.wana make this holiday a fruitful one...don't wana waste my life away..
well yesterday was quite a day...but one thing's for sure and that is i'm gona miss ah bi lyk crazy....dat girl always go back malaysia during holidays...argh! so me and ah xian always dun get to celebrate christmas with her.so sad! *bad ah bi* ahaha..
well...dats all for now i guess....~
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
emptiness....
wow...first time in days i actually woke up in the morning! haha...have been slping late into the afternoon for many days already.....
woke up today...then talked to him for awhile and then he's off to board the plane...after this im gona go watch ah xian's pipa competition...u go girl! u can go it! yeh ...can see she's rather pressured after hearing her last nite....well dun worry ok.everything's gona b fine.
went to trim my eyebrows yesterday with ah xian...then walked from tampines to pasir ris..then went to white sands....after dat we went up to the library and borrowed some books on psychology...so funny...dono y im into dis kinda stuff now...perhaps it's cuz of ah xian..after hearing all the psychology stuff she told me which i find really interesting..haha...
oh well....miss him badly...
woke up today...then talked to him for awhile and then he's off to board the plane...after this im gona go watch ah xian's pipa competition...u go girl! u can go it! yeh ...can see she's rather pressured after hearing her last nite....well dun worry ok.everything's gona b fine.
went to trim my eyebrows yesterday with ah xian...then walked from tampines to pasir ris..then went to white sands....after dat we went up to the library and borrowed some books on psychology...so funny...dono y im into dis kinda stuff now...perhaps it's cuz of ah xian..after hearing all the psychology stuff she told me which i find really interesting..haha...
oh well....miss him badly...
Monday, December 06, 2004
wad do ya'll noe?
gona be lonely lonely lonely lonely......without you!!!
went to watch The Incredibles yesterday.the show was great! another must watch!
please take care of yourself while u are away...
went to watch The Incredibles yesterday.the show was great! another must watch!
please take care of yourself while u are away...
Saturday, December 04, 2004
bored...
firstly i wana say is yeh i noe the music doesn't really go with such a soft and sad background...but i lyk dis song alot and i lyk dis skin alot so i just put two and two together and so there u have it....besides,i dun wana make my blog seem such a sad place...dun wana feel sad everytime i preiew my blog yeh....haha...wana feel a twinge of hope instead...
oki...been kinda lazy to update my bloggy....and nothing much happened lately anyway...oh yesterday's sermon was superb! yeh...and i really miss cell grp....haha~
oki i'm gona watch The Incredibles tmr...i'm slow i noe....i bet most of u have watched it? haha....oh i watched The Polar Express already and i can tell u it rocks! haha...it's so breathtakingly wonderful...the graphics,effects,sound effects and all....and the story line is so touching...almost cried in the cinema..but lucky didn't...haha....if not would be so embarassing....
sometimes i feel lyk moving over to my grandparent's place to stay....my niece is lyk super irritating and i cannot take it.feel lyk tying her up and locking her in the closet...FOR GOOD!!! brat with a capital B....
oki...been kinda lazy to update my bloggy....and nothing much happened lately anyway...oh yesterday's sermon was superb! yeh...and i really miss cell grp....haha~
oki i'm gona watch The Incredibles tmr...i'm slow i noe....i bet most of u have watched it? haha....oh i watched The Polar Express already and i can tell u it rocks! haha...it's so breathtakingly wonderful...the graphics,effects,sound effects and all....and the story line is so touching...almost cried in the cinema..but lucky didn't...haha....if not would be so embarassing....
sometimes i feel lyk moving over to my grandparent's place to stay....my niece is lyk super irritating and i cannot take it.feel lyk tying her up and locking her in the closet...FOR GOOD!!! brat with a capital B....
Thursday, December 02, 2004
Welcome To My Life
all i wana say for today is...
Welcome To My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome To My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
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