school is getting uber sick.

and it's making me angsty. very.

E very A sshole D eserves G ood B eating E verday

i splurged lyk mad over the weekend and I AM LOVING IT. it's been lyk..ages since i've spent so much..i am feeling so happy and contented and GAY and DANDY.muahaa...

met up with annie!! :D we went to far east..initially wanted to get shoes but none of them appealed to me so i didnt get any. i got a belt and a top instead. and then we went into dis shop selling kinky lingerie and it was so funny and interesting!

they sell men's g-strings made of kinky materials lyk PVC and shiny stuff..and then there was dis g-string with a shapeless thing hanging limply at the front.and then me and annie looked at the mannequin (and the mannequin's penis is erected) which was wearing dat g-string, and we realised dat the limp thing is actually a BIRD'S HEAD!! omg so funny!! and the g-string is blue in colour and annie said it's literally Lan Jiao. HAHAHAHAA...and then they sell roleplay costumes. most of u would b thinking of nurse, or secretary, right. but the shop sells CINDERELLA and SNOW WHITE roleplay costumes! goodness.which guy will fantasize abt Walt Disney's fairy tale princess? funny! they sell bunny costumes as well.and it comes with a whip.naughty.

anyways, yeh my PCOMDI assignment is more or less done. but i'm still not sure if i had done it the right way. i just wana get over school as soon as possible! i really dono if i am gona contiue pursueing my course in design..somehow i am inspired by my dad and my current guitar instructor to be a musician.

OH YES and speaking abt my guitar instructor, he is really cool! he plays at Walla Walla, a bar at holland village, and his playing's really good and then he's got nice tattoos. and i'm so happy becuz he's teaching stuff which i REALLY wanted to learn. lyk, not just playing songs and all the boring chords stuff but getting to know the fret boards and scales and pick picking and five finger picking and stuff. it's gona be so exciting!! i am so hungry to learn wadever he is gona teach cuz it's been ages since i wanted someone to reveal to me all dis stuff.

went little india but couldn't find the genie pants.and then i found out from a friend dat dey dun sell it in little india.so ytd after church i headed down to arab street and i FOUND IT!! but it wasn't wad i really wanted so i didn't get it. plus, alot of shops were closed so it's like a wrong day to go...and then went to suntec and had CARL'S JUNIOR!!!! WOOO NICE!! and then headed to CHINA TOWN in the night and had nice sausages and peanut soup!! YUM. i love it love it.

and of cuz we took lots of pictures!! muahahaha..

hmm..since lyk lately i have been going to places lyk little india, china town and arab street. HAHAA...i feel lyk a tourist. i wana go ARAB STREET AGAIN!

hill billy

HELLOOSSS!! been missing from blogging for quite awhile again! hahaha...woo yay! this month is the last module for my first semester in year 2! how cool is dat !! :D

it's kinda tough tho..it's like the business side of design. we learn how to sell our ideas, write a designer's resume and cover letter and prepar a designer's portfolio. realised that the usual business resume and a designer's resume can differ quite alot. we also have to wear formal for presentations! argh.

and, i'm so glad to have sophia in my class becuz then it would not be so boring!! aahaaaa...today is a better day in class cuz i wasn't like as stoned as the past few days..but right now i'm fretting over my resume, cover letter and portfolio!! i have little skills and little works which i am proud of to present to people. i think my works just sux cuz they are all like just C grade. :( and i have to do dis mock presentation tmr and i am so not looking forward to it! :( !!

wokay. school work aside. last friday i went to SENTOSAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! wooo!! to get a tan. and i sat my VERY FIRST CABLE CAR RIDE!!! omg so SCARY!! i am sucha hill billy! sitting my first cable car ride when i'm already 18 years old while most of the people out there have already sat till they dun wana comment abt it. i think i have to be in it more often to get over my fear of heights. i didn't get sunburnt dis time. just nicely baked to a golden brown. :) but, my limbs are STILL darker than my tummy!!! SO SAD. maybe the next time when i go tanning i shall wear long gloves and pants and leave my tummy exposed. then i might be able to get an even tan :)

Thanks chrice for paying for my first cable car ride!! *kisses

and then last sunday i had DEEEELLLLIIIICIOUSSS teppanyaki at IMM with chrice and his family.omg it was a heavenly meal. i wan more i wan more! i ate like HUGE amounts of beef!! omg. JANICE ATE BEEF!! it's such a heavy meal!! but i love it becuz it just taste like heaven. :)

YAY! meeting ANNIE TMR!!! wooo!! we are gona go far east, and then we're gona SHOP!! YAY!! SHOP!! shoes shoes shoes here i come!

then tmr nite im going LITTLE INDIA WITH CHRICE!!! YAY YAY YAY!! little india!! shop again! genie pants genie pants here i come!!! SHA LA LA LA LA~~~

retail therapy NEVER fails to brighten up my mood. so chrice u noe wad to do the next time i'm upset right? LOL.

well was kinda upset just now at work. the kids are very very difficult to handle today and i dono y..normally dey aren't like dis... perhaps i let them play too much? i dono. i just pray with all my heart that the principal doesn't think or feel that i am incapable. i pray she doesn't fire me or something. hopefully she is able to see that i am doing my best everytime...

wadever it is, tmr will be a better day and God is in control!

p.s ok i promise i'll post up pictures and do up a new blogskin soon alright!

my drawing looks lyk ass but i am not gona give a shit about it. i am feeling so tired and flu-ish, my nose has been dripping the whole day and i am so irritated and i still have to face my school work?! to hell with them, say amen.

so tired of sch. sometimes i think dat sch just sux to a huge scale. so tired of saving money. sometimes just feel like spending and spending. so tired of seeing something i like so much but i cannot buy cuz i have to save.

to hell with all these. i just wan a life. i NEED a life.

after one month of no-life-ness, non-stop sch and work and sch and work, i INSIST on a good break and LOTS of play! and i dun wana care about anything but play!

where have all my kakis gone? xin, annie, ky, y nvr ask me go out towning/shopping? :(

i'm so bored i need retail therapy, i need a night's out with friends to chill and have fun, i need baby to bring me out to play the whole day from morning till night, i wan to have drinking session with friends and baby and just talk cock sing song...

omg.i just wana go out and play! my life shouldn't be so rigid and boring! it should be happening one! ask me out leh ask me out!! people, helloooo?

i am in such a HUUUGEEE miserable stage. video and design trends ending dis month but i am not looking forward to PComDI AT ALL!!!! >:(

but anyways...YAY i got photoshop and flash and 3d max already! wooosh woosh woosh so i can play with them when im super bored.

i got nothing else to say. i am feeling shitty and angsty.

oh! America's Next Top Model tonight!! :D

:(

:(

i had a small little lump growing on my lower lip 3 days back and then it got bigger and redder and rawer and painer..at first i tot it was jsut an innocent pimple but then hey, lips dun have pores so lips shouldn't have pimples. i let mum have a look and straight away she said it is a virus infection.

i was so scared. so i decided straight away i must see a doc. so i went to the doc today (and thank you xin for going with me! ) and the doc pierced my lip with a needle (WITH NO ANAESTHETIC!) and squeezed and sqeeuzed dat lump so hard that my lip bled and dis small little hard seed came out, followed by pus. and then the doc said i have Herpese. OMG. HERPESE!! haiz.

so i gota throw away my lip gloss and wadever lip product i have, and i gota wash my towels seperately from my family members, and i cannot share food or kiss, and i cannot touch it becuase it'll spread to my hands and i cannot go too near to ppl cuz it'll spread. in short, it's just dis contagious virus equivalant to the chicken pox virus.

freaking sad.

ppl who have been hanging out with me recently for the past 3 days, please be careful and take good care!

issue on shu nus

I was reading one of xiaxue's post on Stomp and i came across this paragraph where she stated that she hates shu nus (innocent virgin girls), and wad she said just made me laugh and agree:

"I confess I hate shu nus maybe even more than tight wads, because shu nus are tight wads and also very attractive to men.

I confess that I am very jealous because all my life I try to look better by risking skin cancer to get a nice tan, extending eyelashes etc, and bapoks do the same thing and men say I look like them.

But these shu nus, all they have to do is, I dunno, rebond their hair, keep quiet and smile to everything, and men want to keep them as wives. "

HAHAHA!! so true right! shu nus remind me of SHE and dat makes me wana puke.

National Day

a day of rest today.. went to Taka to yum cha with baby and his family. it was really good. i love yum cha! hhahha...as usual the many varieties of dishes never fail to delight me.

i tried so hard not to think about my work and school assignments today becuz i really wanted to relax and just have fun. but as the day approached to an end, my dreads all came back to me..i felt so heavy inside, wishing i can just run away but i noe i can't. and i got kinda sad. i went home with a heavy heart and attempted to do my school assignments. it resulted in half-hearted work.urghs.

so i chatted with xin dearest online, telling her all that was troubling me. and after that the more we chatted the more i felt better. THANKS XIN!! *hugs

i need to look at things positively. i need to look at the silver lining in every situation.

on a lighter note, I AM DEPRIVED OF PHOTOSHOP! ever since my laptop came back from the hospital, everything which i've installed are gone! :( so i can't make a nice and proper blogskin for the time being. feel so uncomfortable having to make do with such a plain and stupid blog. :S
i also need FLASH!

i WILL revamp my blog in around september or so! dear readers please bear with the ugliness!

XD

To chrice:
Sorry if i got abit cold and moody today. was burdened by some tots regarding work. muakz.

happy national day~ lol.

WOOOO national day tmr..no sch no work...A WHOOOOLLEEE DAY OF PLAY AND PLAY AND PLAY~~~

let's see...this past few days has been really tiring. after school i don't even have the liberty to go out with friends anymore. instead, it's straight to work. the most i only have the privilege to have a quick lunch with friends. gahs. plus projects...i seriously hope my project mates dun think i am irresponsible or something.lol. i am really trying my best.hahaha...and there are some problems going on. hopefully everything will go smoothly for the remaining days, and we wil b able to produce a good piece of video and everyone will b happy in the end. :)

childcare..sometimes i am tired due to having to rush from school. and so on certain days i am just lyk a dead fish...i still play with the kids and be friendly with them but i ain't as strict as before becuz i just simply dun have the physical or mental energy to scold and punish them...it's best to be a cheerful teacher who plays with students. so i won't be seen as those stingy, boring and hated teachers whose presence brings dread to the kids. LOL. still, there are some doubts about work regarding my performance. i feel that i am not performing up to standard and the principal is not really satisfied with me. but then..i dono. maybe i am just paranoid. as you know, being under authority just makes me feel so apprehensive. i wish i have a higher EQ or something. i do get along well with a teacher there though. she's really friendly and ALWAYS talk to me. lol. and there's another teacher which is also friendly. the rest..i am still abit afraid to approach them. afterall, i am only a student and the youngest there with the least experience. still, i'm determined to do my best.

can't believe i am having a break tmr..woosh. one day to let me go out play and hae fun all day and not think about a single thing of what i have to do...a day to just shake off everything and run away from all the burdens.

i just depositied money into my account but then i really think it makes no difference cuz i still have to spend those money anyway. mayb i am just depositing it so that my account balance will increase and dat will make me feel good.....for awhile. lol. i still need to top up my fare card, buy dog supplies for my dearest bobo...so wad's the depositing for man. gahs.

God may send a load. But He will never send an overload. i must not be stressed!

school is to work as is balls is to pussies

HELLOOOOO!!!
IM TAKING A BREAK FROM PSYCHO NOW BECUZ I M HAVING AN INFORMATION OVERLOAD!!~~!!! YAY!!!

ok.psycho test tmr and i have yet to finish revising it.HAHA! hallelujah. i pigged lyk MMAAADDD today.gorging on all sorts of food. and slept at intervals during the day.piggish.

gota do storyboard and film our short movie over the weekend.I HAVE NO LIFE YAY! YAY YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

HELLOOOOOOO!!!!!

did u miss me? did u miss me? did u miss me?

LOL.

firstly i passed my basic theory test for driving. :) i was rather nervous yet it was rather fun using the touch screen computer to do my test. hehe.

video is a killer. today we started filming. the weather almost killed us. we were dehydrating. yet it took us an hour plus just to get the first shot right! FIRST SHOT ONLY! after dat i had to leave for work and i felt so damn guilty becuz i can't stay to help the grp! :( left for work with a heavy heart...after work i wanted to go back and look for them to help them out with the filming..but i had to do design trends online..haiz.so i tink they are still filming now as i hve not received any calls or sms from them....AND HERE I AM BLOGGING! omg.i deserve to be struck by lightning.

well..reason y i'm blogging now is becuz the stupid e-learning website is down..and i cannot submit my essay..so i gota wait...refresh...wait...refresh... :S e-learning's kinda sucky altho it can b fun in some ways. ok dats a contradicting statement. wadever.

work today was ok ... starting to deal with the kids without getting angry. i realised that if i am nice to them they will b nice and listen to me.if i am mean to them dey will defy me. so i guess i shall stick to being patient and nice to them.anyway, being angry and shouting all the time will make me have heart disease in the future.lol.

argh.crappy post.meaningless words..i still have psycho written test dis saturday and i have not finoshed revising it...i want it to b over so dat at least i have one less thing to do. one less thing to do can make alot of difference ya noe...

school is to work as is balls is to pussies. schooling and working erally is starting to take its toll on me. but yet i am enjoying wad i am doing even tho i feel so burned out. besides, BUSY is my middle name and MULTI TASKING is my alias name. HAHAA. ok la not funny.

Club momo dis saturday? *ponders

anyway, i went to watch Lake House with baby last sunday. we went to grand cathay..and got couple seats!!! so damn comfortable! woosh. Lake house is a nice movie. altho it is ridiculous if u analyse it, but it's sweet and makes u feel warm all over. then we bought nice food into the cinema. and one thing i find super funny abt the cinema is...the screen has curtains -_- .and when the show is abt to start, dey play some stupid marching music and then the curtain opens slowly, revealing the screen lyk its some kinda GOLD exhibit... LMAO!! it's as if lyk watching some circus show!! i mean wad the hell is dat for? as if the audience will go "WOOOOO~~~" when the curtain is "revealed". ROFL.

k la.gota go.