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i had a small little lump growing on my lower lip 3 days back and then it got bigger and redder and rawer and painer..at first i tot it was jsut an innocent pimple but then hey, lips dun have pores so lips shouldn't have pimples. i let mum have a look and straight away she said it is a virus infection.

i was so scared. so i decided straight away i must see a doc. so i went to the doc today (and thank you xin for going with me! ) and the doc pierced my lip with a needle (WITH NO ANAESTHETIC!) and squeezed and sqeeuzed dat lump so hard that my lip bled and dis small little hard seed came out, followed by pus. and then the doc said i have Herpese. OMG. HERPESE!! haiz.

so i gota throw away my lip gloss and wadever lip product i have, and i gota wash my towels seperately from my family members, and i cannot share food or kiss, and i cannot touch it becuase it'll spread to my hands and i cannot go too near to ppl cuz it'll spread. in short, it's just dis contagious virus equivalant to the chicken pox virus.

freaking sad.

ppl who have been hanging out with me recently for the past 3 days, please be careful and take good care!