alot of ppl has been posting msges on the friendster bulletin saying friendster is closing.another hoax i guess.it's irritating.y would ppl wana post such stuff? if frendster is really expanding,then all the administrator have to do is just stop "recruiting" members lo.sigh.it doesnt make sense la.it only serves to spam the bulletin.if the administrator wana noe hu is frequently using friendster,all he has to do is check hu logs on often and hu doesnt.y bother to repost bulletins? it really doesn't make sense right.so,i choose not to believe.
anyway....i choose not to breakdown.it's not my kind to breakdown unless i really can't take it.i dun lyk to breakdown.i wana fight all the way until there is no more to fight.i noe He will give me strength and i will lean not on my own strength but His.
i wana lead a peaceful life.but i'm promised to have trials and tribulations and i must face them.it's inevitable.and i have to face it whether i lyk it or not.it's not a choice.but i can choose to either overcome or fail.and i choose to overcome.
i noe that wadever it is,im not alone cuz He's always ard to guide me.He is my shepherd,guiding me whenever i am lost.guiding me to the right path.and i shall trust in Him.
although i feel weary inside out,i choose not to submit to my feelings of hoplessness.i choose to emerge from all condemnating thoughts.cuz when there is love,there is hope,and when there is hope,there is life.
Saturday, April 30, 2005
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
lala
hmm...had a fun day at pos training again.hehe.learned dance and new stunts today.so long nvr work out.now suddenly get active again...feels great.lolz.make me feel "young" to b so active.haha.dun beat me la.i noe im still young.but i noe u all noe wad i mean la.lolz.
hmm...currently deciding on some stuff...God please help..
hmm...currently deciding on some stuff...God please help..
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
longing
hmm...right now the most popular song going ard is most definitely Tong Hua.am i right? hehe.at first the song didnt have much of an impact on me la.i tot it was a nice song but nothing very special.dat is until i watched the mtv then the song start to have impact on me.started to bring back some bittersweet memories which i tot i had long gotten over and forgotten...didn't realise it is still alive in my mind till now.didnt realise dat subconciously i m still keeping it.
well..i guess,of all kinds of memories,bittersweet memories are the ultimite number one killer of our emotions.cuz..sad memories,everyone's willing to get over the sadness.happy memories,everyone's willing to keep it.angry memories,everyone's ready to forgive and forget.but bittersweet memories..it just gives ppl a yearning wish dat dey can go back and start everything again only to have no choice but to move on.
emotions kill the soul...
glad to noe dat u are doing well.thanks for keeping the memories and remembering me..
well..i guess,of all kinds of memories,bittersweet memories are the ultimite number one killer of our emotions.cuz..sad memories,everyone's willing to get over the sadness.happy memories,everyone's willing to keep it.angry memories,everyone's ready to forgive and forget.but bittersweet memories..it just gives ppl a yearning wish dat dey can go back and start everything again only to have no choice but to move on.
emotions kill the soul...
glad to noe dat u are doing well.thanks for keeping the memories and remembering me..
pos training
decomposed today at home..then in the evening went to sch for pos training. =) more and more ppl come for training le.so met alot of new friends today =) was fun.well,anything is better than having nothing to do right? hehee...i simply just can't wait for sch to start.lolz.looking forward to my exciting sch term.as i said,anything is better than having nothing to do.right now,my geatest fear is having nothing to do.it's the most torturing thing for me.i can't stand a life of idleness.i will die.im the sort hu always wana do something and keep myself busy whenever i can.it sounds sadistic,but i love being busy.lolz.i love to b occupied with many things to do.it gives me a sense of thrill and challenge.gives me excitement in my life u see.lolz.and gives me a great great great sense of accomplishment whenever i can finish my tasks.so i simply love to be kept busy.lolz.being busy oso trains me to b more organized and enable me to take stress and pressure.
hmm...anticipating for my brother in law to come back singapore.cuz me and my sis planned a double date together.lolz.ain't dat just so fun?!?! hehehe...double date with sis.it'll definitely be a heck load of fun. =D after brother in law come back,then in july we (my family) are all flying back to london with my brother in law.go visit london...bla bla bla.can't wait.lolz.
anyway...here's a hilarious stupid retarded pic of me trying to be funny at spotlight...
call me crazy ba.lolz~
hmm...anticipating for my brother in law to come back singapore.cuz me and my sis planned a double date together.lolz.ain't dat just so fun?!?! hehehe...double date with sis.it'll definitely be a heck load of fun. =D after brother in law come back,then in july we (my family) are all flying back to london with my brother in law.go visit london...bla bla bla.can't wait.lolz.
anyway...here's a hilarious stupid retarded pic of me trying to be funny at spotlight...
call me crazy ba.lolz~
Monday, April 25, 2005
Sunday, April 24, 2005
hair makeover!!
hehehehehhee~~~ had another hair makeover today at the salon!! wooo~~~ i did 6 hair extensions...blue and pink...went with my sis.actually my sole intention was only to have a hair cut.but my sis wana do hair extension and she kept persuading dat i try it out.so i tried.and it was real fun.lolz~ love it love it~
dis is wad it looks lyk from the side view...
dis is wad it looks lyk from the back view.
my sis! side view~ ain't it cool~
sister's back view~ hehe.
oooosh.feel so accomplished.next tym i wana add in more colours.lala~ =D
and yes..lastly......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELVIN YE!!!!!
dis is wad it looks lyk from the side view...
dis is wad it looks lyk from the back view.
my sis! side view~ ain't it cool~
sister's back view~ hehe.
oooosh.feel so accomplished.next tym i wana add in more colours.lala~ =D
and yes..lastly......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELVIN YE!!!!!
Saturday, April 23, 2005
silly title
been procrastinating from my blogging.cuz didn't get the chance to use the com for many days.mum has to rush her work so have to let her use.
hmm...anger is such a fatal thing.it often controls us instead of us controlling it.very rarely do we find someone hu can actually take a deep breath and then dismiss his/her anger.ppl ard us all submit to their anger when it comes.anger is indeed fatal because,if lashed out without second tots,can lead to strained relationships and hurts.if a person is angry and he/she lashes out without thinking of other ppl's feelings,the person,having vented his/her anger,will feel alot better.but for the other party,they suffer.sometimes we only think of venting out our anger but we fail to realise that we have been venting our anger on other ppl and have thus hurt other ppl.many of us nvr realise dis point.is dis human nature or wad? if only there is no such thing as anger.i bet the world will b such a lovely place to live in.if only ppl can love each other in a greater measure,there'd b peace all ard.but too bad it isn't so.
we have expectations and thus,we are often greatly hurt when ppl we meet dun measure up to our expectations.dis will lead to great disappointments.however,isn't it great if we dun impose expectations on the ppl ard us and just love everyone for hu we are? isn't dat better? human beings are extremely complicated creatures.we think too profoundly and so there are alot of political stuff in our everyday lives.ppl contradict one another,or even themselves.life is such a complicated network of situations.often we are selfish but we do not realise.if we think carefully,i bet not one person will dare to admit dat he/she has not been selfish.
we as humans are prone to jealousy.when we feel dat we are being treated biasly against,we seeth with jealousy.y does dis happen? perhaps it's just simply becuz ppl nowadays are really bias and practise favouratism too much dat ppl nvr realise they are doing so! perhaps favouratism is so common in our everday lives,it has become so much a part of us,dat we dun see it as an issue to address anymore but something dat is basic! of cuz,we tend to b warm and friendly to ppl we lyk and to ppl hu reach our expectations.it is easy for us to neglect those ppl hu are not "our kind" of ppl.i guess dis is the reason y ppl are nvr happy anymore dis days.
everyone of us makes mistakes.nobody is perfect.in order to b happy,we just have to accept certain things we cannot change.dats the lesson we need to learn in life.
hmm...anger is such a fatal thing.it often controls us instead of us controlling it.very rarely do we find someone hu can actually take a deep breath and then dismiss his/her anger.ppl ard us all submit to their anger when it comes.anger is indeed fatal because,if lashed out without second tots,can lead to strained relationships and hurts.if a person is angry and he/she lashes out without thinking of other ppl's feelings,the person,having vented his/her anger,will feel alot better.but for the other party,they suffer.sometimes we only think of venting out our anger but we fail to realise that we have been venting our anger on other ppl and have thus hurt other ppl.many of us nvr realise dis point.is dis human nature or wad? if only there is no such thing as anger.i bet the world will b such a lovely place to live in.if only ppl can love each other in a greater measure,there'd b peace all ard.but too bad it isn't so.
we have expectations and thus,we are often greatly hurt when ppl we meet dun measure up to our expectations.dis will lead to great disappointments.however,isn't it great if we dun impose expectations on the ppl ard us and just love everyone for hu we are? isn't dat better? human beings are extremely complicated creatures.we think too profoundly and so there are alot of political stuff in our everyday lives.ppl contradict one another,or even themselves.life is such a complicated network of situations.often we are selfish but we do not realise.if we think carefully,i bet not one person will dare to admit dat he/she has not been selfish.
we as humans are prone to jealousy.when we feel dat we are being treated biasly against,we seeth with jealousy.y does dis happen? perhaps it's just simply becuz ppl nowadays are really bias and practise favouratism too much dat ppl nvr realise they are doing so! perhaps favouratism is so common in our everday lives,it has become so much a part of us,dat we dun see it as an issue to address anymore but something dat is basic! of cuz,we tend to b warm and friendly to ppl we lyk and to ppl hu reach our expectations.it is easy for us to neglect those ppl hu are not "our kind" of ppl.i guess dis is the reason y ppl are nvr happy anymore dis days.
everyone of us makes mistakes.nobody is perfect.in order to b happy,we just have to accept certain things we cannot change.dats the lesson we need to learn in life.
Friday, April 15, 2005
pain!
woo~ had a fun day today! =D =D =D
life's getting interesting now.lolz.lotsa happening stuff coming up.bye to boring old days!!! =D
it's only the basics and im aching all over?!?!?! my gosh.may God bless my muscles.muahaha!
to chris: welcome back welcome back welcome back welcome back welcome baaaaaaack!!!!
life's getting interesting now.lolz.lotsa happening stuff coming up.bye to boring old days!!! =D
it's only the basics and im aching all over?!?!?! my gosh.may God bless my muscles.muahaha!
to chris: welcome back welcome back welcome back welcome back welcome baaaaaaack!!!!
Thursday, April 14, 2005
milo
i'm drinking milo straight out of the milo tin.yes i poured in water and added ice and sugar and i stirred and now im drinking it straight from the green tin.
dun ask me why im doing such a crazy thing.
i just wana do something to forget abt certain things.
dats all.
i love milo.
i really do.
dun ask me why im doing such a crazy thing.
i just wana do something to forget abt certain things.
dats all.
i love milo.
i really do.
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
no title
finished watching hellsing already.was a great anime but the minus point is dat,cuz it's abt vampires,thus the scenes all take place at nite.so it is rather dark and shadowy and sometimes it will leave me frustrated trying to make out wad the hell it is trying to show through the shadows.
not feeling well.sick.drowning in my mucus.bleah.i really hate it.my mood ain't very good.dun feel lyk going out.just wana b a hermit and stay at home to rest.sigh.nvm.i hate it hate it hate it.hate dis stupid feeling.hate dis emptiness.hate it!
dats all.
not feeling well.sick.drowning in my mucus.bleah.i really hate it.my mood ain't very good.dun feel lyk going out.just wana b a hermit and stay at home to rest.sigh.nvm.i hate it hate it hate it.hate dis stupid feeling.hate dis emptiness.hate it!
dats all.
Monday, April 11, 2005
lala
let me start today's entry by going straight to the point.
well...several misunderstandings abt me.ppl think im going on a diet and they keep saying im getting thinner and thinner.hello.can u open ur eyes big big and look carefully b4 sprouting nonsense? firstly im not on a diet and secondly im not growing thinner cuz my weight is still the same as last year.izit ur psychological effect or wad? im sick and tired of ppl saying im thin.u think i lyk ppl to say im thin? im already eating alot.stop telling me to eat more ok.it's not lyk im not trying.sigh.so can everyone just stop torturing me by saying im getting thinner? sigh.
and dun always think i'm wasting my food can? it's not i wana waste my food.it's really i cannot finish ok.i try to finish my food always.but again i can't.please,my stomache has its limits alright.i repeat,im not wasting food ok.there is something called i am full.haiz.so stop thinking im the sort hu dun appreciate food and waste ok.im not dis kind of person lo.and according to some,i eat very little.hello,wad is eat very little? different ppl have different body built and thus they eat different amounts ok.so stop pushing me to eat more than wad i can manage alright.forcing food into the stomache puts a strain on the stomache and it's not good for the body.so u think by forcing more food down my throat can cause me to gain weight? let me tell u it is only doing me even more harm.so can please spare me some mercy and stop commenting on my (according to u all) small size? anyway for ur info im not small built lo.the doctor says im MEDIUM built.ok.open ur eyes big big and look carefully b4 saying im too thin im too small..bla bla bla~~~!!!
even worse.some ppl say i look lyk i have malnutrition.hello hello! have u even actually seen a REAL malnutritioned person? i think not man.
everytime when ppl comment abt me getting thinner,i just feel lyk an alien and i just feel lyk im abnormal lo.lyk im growing abnormally.cuz i do eat one k.everytime i say "huh? where got thinner?" im not trying to feign or deny anything lo.it's true dat i dun think im getting thinner lo.im not trying to b modest or wad lo.please.
it's not my fault if u all think im thin.im born lyk dat and dats wad i am!!
i've had enuff!! i hope dis msg get across clear to everyone!
well...several misunderstandings abt me.ppl think im going on a diet and they keep saying im getting thinner and thinner.hello.can u open ur eyes big big and look carefully b4 sprouting nonsense? firstly im not on a diet and secondly im not growing thinner cuz my weight is still the same as last year.izit ur psychological effect or wad? im sick and tired of ppl saying im thin.u think i lyk ppl to say im thin? im already eating alot.stop telling me to eat more ok.it's not lyk im not trying.sigh.so can everyone just stop torturing me by saying im getting thinner? sigh.
and dun always think i'm wasting my food can? it's not i wana waste my food.it's really i cannot finish ok.i try to finish my food always.but again i can't.please,my stomache has its limits alright.i repeat,im not wasting food ok.there is something called i am full.haiz.so stop thinking im the sort hu dun appreciate food and waste ok.im not dis kind of person lo.and according to some,i eat very little.hello,wad is eat very little? different ppl have different body built and thus they eat different amounts ok.so stop pushing me to eat more than wad i can manage alright.forcing food into the stomache puts a strain on the stomache and it's not good for the body.so u think by forcing more food down my throat can cause me to gain weight? let me tell u it is only doing me even more harm.so can please spare me some mercy and stop commenting on my (according to u all) small size? anyway for ur info im not small built lo.the doctor says im MEDIUM built.ok.open ur eyes big big and look carefully b4 saying im too thin im too small..bla bla bla~~~!!!
even worse.some ppl say i look lyk i have malnutrition.hello hello! have u even actually seen a REAL malnutritioned person? i think not man.
everytime when ppl comment abt me getting thinner,i just feel lyk an alien and i just feel lyk im abnormal lo.lyk im growing abnormally.cuz i do eat one k.everytime i say "huh? where got thinner?" im not trying to feign or deny anything lo.it's true dat i dun think im getting thinner lo.im not trying to b modest or wad lo.please.
it's not my fault if u all think im thin.im born lyk dat and dats wad i am!!
i've had enuff!! i hope dis msg get across clear to everyone!
Sunday, April 10, 2005
adventurous again
had another adventurous day with xin again.lolz.y izit dat days with her are always so action packed?!?!?! muahaha...
we met to go for cg at ang mo kio...then when we reached amk,wana go Cheers but can't find it.instead we only saw a pathetic This Fashion shop which is having clearance sale.so we kpo kpo go in and see...oso nothing very nice...
after dat had cg..bla bla bla...then we went home together...went to amk mrt station with mel and edwin..then left me and hui xin...suddenly felt hungry so we went to eat the qiu lian ban mian at nearby.woohoo..wakhakha...and shared a weird tasting honey lemon drink...hmm~ after dat we waited so long for the dumb bus 22...when it finally came,we ask the bus uncle izit going to tampines and the bus uncle say is opposite side.argh.so we crossed and the bus came soon after...and then the bus uncle drove so violently.hello dis is not daytona lo.muahaha.
after dat reached tampines interchange.felt great to b at tampines! felt more close to home! *dis is home~~ truely`~ where i noe i must beee~* then we were saying dat we hope we dun meet anyone we noe.cuz we wear until so slack and then nvr put make up and then...we just look so unkempt.hu noes..straight after saying those words..along came francis.muahahahahha~ how accurate can dat be?!?!?! argh...
anyway...wooo!!! nowadays im super entertained with animes!!! muahaha..i wana extend my thanks to uncle david for his Hellsing vcd,ting feng for his full metal alchemist dvd,arts central for shaman king series,and jonathan for his samurai x.oh yeh and i oso wana thank jonathan for the cat returns vcd.oo lala~ muhahaha.
ok..so here are the pics of the day....
xin on mrt..on the wya to amk..look,mystery man behind!
me on the mrt on the way to amk...looking slack as usual on a saturday..as i am on al saturdays..muahaha...
and then we suddenly talked abt me looking lyk an elf..now do u agree?? muahaha...
right after cell...photo session again! oopz.is dat my phone i see at the foreground?? hiakhiak~ real cool car!
decided to have our dinner after alighting at amk mrt station.so we had dis!! QIU LIAN ban mian!! =D
and then we decided to get a little naughty..so we ordered ourselves a mug of....
honey lemon drink!! muahaa..look,we squashed the lemon to the bottom~
getting wacky...~
me too! muahaha..thirsty? lolz.
satisfaction!
dis pic was taken at the bus stop.ain't it cool? reminds me of His glory.muahaha~ *so here He comes~ ridiing on the clouds~ shining lyk the sun~ at the trumpet call~~*
dats all for today....but dats not all for now! dis are the pics of the past few days during my visits to band...
percussion section!!!
slackin eh? gotcha!
our dear ahmad and fadhil!
me and su!
me and the wackos..~
y m i smiling so insanely? lolz.
want somemore pics? here goes~ muahaha...
us getting wacky after service..
okok..i shall stop.there are still tonnes of pics coming in.stay tuned!
we met to go for cg at ang mo kio...then when we reached amk,wana go Cheers but can't find it.instead we only saw a pathetic This Fashion shop which is having clearance sale.so we kpo kpo go in and see...oso nothing very nice...
after dat had cg..bla bla bla...then we went home together...went to amk mrt station with mel and edwin..then left me and hui xin...suddenly felt hungry so we went to eat the qiu lian ban mian at nearby.woohoo..wakhakha...and shared a weird tasting honey lemon drink...hmm~ after dat we waited so long for the dumb bus 22...when it finally came,we ask the bus uncle izit going to tampines and the bus uncle say is opposite side.argh.so we crossed and the bus came soon after...and then the bus uncle drove so violently.hello dis is not daytona lo.muahaha.
after dat reached tampines interchange.felt great to b at tampines! felt more close to home! *dis is home~~ truely`~ where i noe i must beee~* then we were saying dat we hope we dun meet anyone we noe.cuz we wear until so slack and then nvr put make up and then...we just look so unkempt.hu noes..straight after saying those words..along came francis.muahahahahha~ how accurate can dat be?!?!?! argh...
anyway...wooo!!! nowadays im super entertained with animes!!! muahaha..i wana extend my thanks to uncle david for his Hellsing vcd,ting feng for his full metal alchemist dvd,arts central for shaman king series,and jonathan for his samurai x.oh yeh and i oso wana thank jonathan for the cat returns vcd.oo lala~ muhahaha.
ok..so here are the pics of the day....
xin on mrt..on the wya to amk..look,mystery man behind!
me on the mrt on the way to amk...looking slack as usual on a saturday..as i am on al saturdays..muahaha...
and then we suddenly talked abt me looking lyk an elf..now do u agree?? muahaha...
right after cell...photo session again! oopz.is dat my phone i see at the foreground?? hiakhiak~ real cool car!
decided to have our dinner after alighting at amk mrt station.so we had dis!! QIU LIAN ban mian!! =D
and then we decided to get a little naughty..so we ordered ourselves a mug of....
honey lemon drink!! muahaa..look,we squashed the lemon to the bottom~
getting wacky...~
me too! muahaha..thirsty? lolz.
satisfaction!
dis pic was taken at the bus stop.ain't it cool? reminds me of His glory.muahaha~ *so here He comes~ ridiing on the clouds~ shining lyk the sun~ at the trumpet call~~*
dats all for today....but dats not all for now! dis are the pics of the past few days during my visits to band...
percussion section!!!
slackin eh? gotcha!
our dear ahmad and fadhil!
me and su!
me and the wackos..~
y m i smiling so insanely? lolz.
want somemore pics? here goes~ muahaha...
us getting wacky after service..
okok..i shall stop.there are still tonnes of pics coming in.stay tuned!
Thursday, April 07, 2005
samara droolS~
firstly,i wana say dat samara drools ok.it's a COMPLETE,TOTAL waste of my $7.50.it ain't even scary!! i was laughing lyk really hard throughout the whole show!! perked me up though...could've died from hypertension from all dat laughing.i'm not exaggerating.u can ask my friends.we all just find it hilarious.samara's mother look just lyk a replica of michael jackson.alan practically shouted "michael jackson!!" in the cinema.lolz.and i dun get wads with all the reindeers.bah! waste of time and money! sabrina and madeline were so looking forward to the end of the show.it's extremely draggy and our butts hurt.grr.
aiya.i just dun recommend the show.it'll leave u feeling totally cheated.boo~
ok anyway i saw another converse shoe.i wana buy it! i wana wear different shoes out..i think it's real style.lolz.k.i'm gona buy it.lalala~~
i love the rain i love the rain~~~~ rain more everday! i'll b the happiest person on earth.lolz.~ i love water~~ so fun to play with! madness~
aiya.i just dun recommend the show.it'll leave u feeling totally cheated.boo~
ok anyway i saw another converse shoe.i wana buy it! i wana wear different shoes out..i think it's real style.lolz.k.i'm gona buy it.lalala~~
i love the rain i love the rain~~~~ rain more everday! i'll b the happiest person on earth.lolz.~ i love water~~ so fun to play with! madness~
cosplay
lalala~ hu wana go cosplay with me when the next cosplay convention comes??? so sad i missed last year's cosplay fest at far east...aargh!
going out already.submit my forms to tp and then go out with my friends.write in again later~~ lalala~
going out already.submit my forms to tp and then go out with my friends.write in again later~~ lalala~
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
medical check up
went for medical check up with xin just now at my mum's place.qutie adventurous i must say..medical check up is so much more interesting than x rays.first time doing urine test oso.lolz.im just so suaku.
indonesian earthquake...stronger and more powerful bird flu virus..terrorist bombing in thailand...more and more diseases are happening ard the world..more natural disasters are taking place..more cases of countries rising up against countries..indeed we are living in the end days.it is already written in black and white.
alright...finally got my enrolment documents done.so many things to do!! was kinda blur at first.lolz.tmr can go submit the forms already.phew~~ all done. =)
whua with my sis at home now,i think i will go crazy.lolz.she's really mad and ..and weird and crazy...and all the stuff dat u can find in the asylum...someone please save me before i turn into madness lyk her!!! u will noe wad i mean when u have interaction with my sis.but i suggest u better not take the risk.aaaaaah~
indonesian earthquake...stronger and more powerful bird flu virus..terrorist bombing in thailand...more and more diseases are happening ard the world..more natural disasters are taking place..more cases of countries rising up against countries..indeed we are living in the end days.it is already written in black and white.
alright...finally got my enrolment documents done.so many things to do!! was kinda blur at first.lolz.tmr can go submit the forms already.phew~~ all done. =)
whua with my sis at home now,i think i will go crazy.lolz.she's really mad and ..and weird and crazy...and all the stuff dat u can find in the asylum...someone please save me before i turn into madness lyk her!!! u will noe wad i mean when u have interaction with my sis.but i suggest u better not take the risk.aaaaaah~
Monday, April 04, 2005
X-RAY
went x ray with xin just now.had quite a bit of adventure...haha..here goes..
she took cab to my place ard 11plus am..so i went down to get into the cab.was raining rather heavily..so wet and cold.then reached my mum's place...but she left already cuz something bad cropped up.so i asked her colleagues to help me settle the x ray forms for me and xin.after dat xin havent eat so we went to the coffeeshop nearby so xin can eat her lunch.then the stupid store uncle is very crappy...haha~
after dat went to the bus stop to hail a cab.was so drenched! then alot of ppl "snatched" our cab...if not then the cab didnt stop...BLEAH~finally managed to get a cab to tampines street 11...then couldn't even find the place...felt so puzzled plus both of us were rather drenched.so we asked one of the shop aunty where it is.turns out it is behind the rubbish chute..(-_-")..
then in the x ray clinic...everythign just happened to fast.it's lyk within ten minutes everything is done.haha...taking x ray is so eeky...=P
after dat went to tamp 201 to take our passport photos.we were all wet.so we borrowed the hairdryer from the photoshop aunty to blow dry our hair.muahaha...so hilarious! lucky no one we noe saw us.if not so pai seh! and xin told me dat the photo shop is zixiang's father own one.whua heng zixiang not there.lol.wait he mock then i will have no end to it.lolz.
so we took our photos.i think we look so cheesy.lolz.so ugly.then we went to tamp mall to walk walk.saw espirit clothes..so nice so nice!!! but so ex!! haiz.haha.then went to eat pastamania...so full~~ then hui xin went to watch spanglish with her starbucks kakis and i went home to attend to some family matters.
ppl please pray for my aunty.her condition is getting bad.i belive in healing.pls believe in it with me too k? my whole family is just so frantic and worried.i dun wana worry...cuz it wun do any good.however i can't help feeling lost too.everything is just so sudden.i dun wana think dat her death is inevitable.i wana believe dat she will receive her healing and she will be made well.by faith i proclaim dis and by faith i will get dis request.i just wana stay calm in dis situation.i dun wana break down.cuz it's no use.last tym i always used to break down and be weak.now i wana b strong and have faith,always thinking in the positive.i'm sick and tired of thinking dat the world is caving in on me.
there will b miracles.
she took cab to my place ard 11plus am..so i went down to get into the cab.was raining rather heavily..so wet and cold.then reached my mum's place...but she left already cuz something bad cropped up.so i asked her colleagues to help me settle the x ray forms for me and xin.after dat xin havent eat so we went to the coffeeshop nearby so xin can eat her lunch.then the stupid store uncle is very crappy...haha~
after dat went to the bus stop to hail a cab.was so drenched! then alot of ppl "snatched" our cab...if not then the cab didnt stop...BLEAH~finally managed to get a cab to tampines street 11...then couldn't even find the place...felt so puzzled plus both of us were rather drenched.so we asked one of the shop aunty where it is.turns out it is behind the rubbish chute..(-_-")..
then in the x ray clinic...everythign just happened to fast.it's lyk within ten minutes everything is done.haha...taking x ray is so eeky...=P
after dat went to tamp 201 to take our passport photos.we were all wet.so we borrowed the hairdryer from the photoshop aunty to blow dry our hair.muahaha...so hilarious! lucky no one we noe saw us.if not so pai seh! and xin told me dat the photo shop is zixiang's father own one.whua heng zixiang not there.lol.wait he mock then i will have no end to it.lolz.
so we took our photos.i think we look so cheesy.lolz.so ugly.then we went to tamp mall to walk walk.saw espirit clothes..so nice so nice!!! but so ex!! haiz.haha.then went to eat pastamania...so full~~ then hui xin went to watch spanglish with her starbucks kakis and i went home to attend to some family matters.
ppl please pray for my aunty.her condition is getting bad.i belive in healing.pls believe in it with me too k? my whole family is just so frantic and worried.i dun wana worry...cuz it wun do any good.however i can't help feeling lost too.everything is just so sudden.i dun wana think dat her death is inevitable.i wana believe dat she will receive her healing and she will be made well.by faith i proclaim dis and by faith i will get dis request.i just wana stay calm in dis situation.i dun wana break down.cuz it's no use.last tym i always used to break down and be weak.now i wana b strong and have faith,always thinking in the positive.i'm sick and tired of thinking dat the world is caving in on me.
there will b miracles.
was abt to log off.but suddenly dono y..had the instinct to go to their blogs.and i chanced upon these...
"fri n sat jan gt go band.. so happi to c her there.. feel lyk we beginning to go back to the past lyk tt liao.. miss her so much.. jan.. if u gt to read tis.. just wanna let u noe how apologetic i am for how we had made u felt in the past.. i'm sry.. we still treasure u very much.. knowing we wld b spending more time together i'm juz so happi.. coz there's juz so many breakfast tt we had nt eat 2gether.. so many shops in TM tt we've nt go to 2gether.. so many occassion tt i've nt sms u to send my regards.. so many craps tt i've yet to share wit u.. realli so glad to haf u wit us again.. lolx.. we muz spend more time 2gether k.. sista 4eva ~promise~"
"Janice, sorry for neglecting you in the past. We really treasure you. I remember those pasts, those memories we had."
wad can i say? i cried and cried and cried...i really miss u guys.all the stupid things we always do..and remember how last tym the whole level 4 new block corridor was our territory??? haha! and we always wave and shout across to each other lyk nobody's business.lyk heck..hu cares! haha.and remember everytime when we wana go kfc we will walk pass the stupid smelly rubbish chute? then we always "1..2..3!" and hold our breaths and walk pass the chute quickly? haha...and the countless times we protect each other from backstabbers in the...ahem shall not say.haha.and thanks guys for lyk..still keeping the secret of me and *ahem* for so long even though no more liao! haha..and the secrets we share abt our crush and all the silly silly stuff...
dun really noe wad happened...but i just left u all without even thinking..doing it on a quick impulse.guess i was just confused,sad and hurt.dono wad everyone's thinking of me..lyk wad have i done wrong and stuff lyk dat..so i tot i shouldn't b a "burden" by staying...perhaps i go all of u would feel better? i dono...silly me i guess...but dats wad i was thinking...not wanting to confront u all or ask any questions cuz i dun wana make things worse.just tot if i let it go quietly..and just leave quietly..things would b alright? i dono...i was just wrong.i can't help but keep on thinking how u guys have been.wad are u all doing right then and all dat.wondering if we can ever hang out again? trying so hard not to think but can't help thinking how u guys have been...
i'm really sorry for all the wrong stuffs i had done too...wana ask u guys to forgive me if i had offended u all in any way...
as for me...i no longer wana hold any grudge or sadness or hurts anymore.i just wan all of u back into my life once more.it's a simple wish...will u all able to grant me dis wish?
love u guys loads.let's not leave each other anymore ok? promise? *hugs*
"fri n sat jan gt go band.. so happi to c her there.. feel lyk we beginning to go back to the past lyk tt liao.. miss her so much.. jan.. if u gt to read tis.. just wanna let u noe how apologetic i am for how we had made u felt in the past.. i'm sry.. we still treasure u very much.. knowing we wld b spending more time together i'm juz so happi.. coz there's juz so many breakfast tt we had nt eat 2gether.. so many shops in TM tt we've nt go to 2gether.. so many occassion tt i've nt sms u to send my regards.. so many craps tt i've yet to share wit u.. realli so glad to haf u wit us again.. lolx.. we muz spend more time 2gether k.. sista 4eva ~promise~"
"Janice, sorry for neglecting you in the past. We really treasure you. I remember those pasts, those memories we had."
wad can i say? i cried and cried and cried...i really miss u guys.all the stupid things we always do..and remember how last tym the whole level 4 new block corridor was our territory??? haha! and we always wave and shout across to each other lyk nobody's business.lyk heck..hu cares! haha.and remember everytime when we wana go kfc we will walk pass the stupid smelly rubbish chute? then we always "1..2..3!" and hold our breaths and walk pass the chute quickly? haha...and the countless times we protect each other from backstabbers in the...ahem shall not say.haha.and thanks guys for lyk..still keeping the secret of me and *ahem* for so long even though no more liao! haha..and the secrets we share abt our crush and all the silly silly stuff...
dun really noe wad happened...but i just left u all without even thinking..doing it on a quick impulse.guess i was just confused,sad and hurt.dono wad everyone's thinking of me..lyk wad have i done wrong and stuff lyk dat..so i tot i shouldn't b a "burden" by staying...perhaps i go all of u would feel better? i dono...silly me i guess...but dats wad i was thinking...not wanting to confront u all or ask any questions cuz i dun wana make things worse.just tot if i let it go quietly..and just leave quietly..things would b alright? i dono...i was just wrong.i can't help but keep on thinking how u guys have been.wad are u all doing right then and all dat.wondering if we can ever hang out again? trying so hard not to think but can't help thinking how u guys have been...
i'm really sorry for all the wrong stuffs i had done too...wana ask u guys to forgive me if i had offended u all in any way...
as for me...i no longer wana hold any grudge or sadness or hurts anymore.i just wan all of u back into my life once more.it's a simple wish...will u all able to grant me dis wish?
love u guys loads.let's not leave each other anymore ok? promise? *hugs*
Sunday, April 03, 2005
riddles
Happy Birthday Mum!!
had our first N289 cg ytd.not very used to the "smallness" of the grp and the sudden space we have.haha.but nevertheless was a gd cg.everyonehad to b louder than usual.it was all worth it.guess it'll make us stronger over the time.move glory to glory.yeh.
going for x-ray with xin tmr.i hate x-rays.i just feel so "exposed".lolz.i had my first x-ray at the age of 5.dat tym i was so scared out of my life cuz i tot x-ray involves opening up my body so the doctor can see inside me.i remembered panicking lyk mad in the waiting room and when it got to my turn,i bawled lyk nobody's business.lolz.thinking back,it all sounds so embarassing.haha.
went to visit the band ytd and friday.glad to hear they are sounding great.miss my seniors and my juniors.miss the days when we go for syf and performance,the tears the sweat the excitement and the joy of the outcome.still rememeber during syf,in the tuning room before our turn,everyone's hearts were pratically leaping out of our chests.miss the days we perspire under the sun lyk mad during speech day,playing for the marching contingents,have to play in time to their marching if not their footsteps will go haywire,then have to carry the instruments to the hall for another round of performance.lolz.i still remember last tym we had to practice drill while carrying our instruments.poor shafi and his bass drum.haha.envy the flautists and their light flutes.hiakhiak.miss the last concert performance,where everyone was frantically shoving dinner into the mouth backstage at victoria concert hall.then after dat frantically go to the loo and put on make up for each other and make so much noise.wad else..watching the conductor with eagle eyes,not daring to tear our eyes away from him lest we go out of timing.remember that our finale pieces always brought excitement.haha...and the encores,and after dat the roses we receive.somemore the investitures we have,at first very happy dat we are promoted to a higher rank.after dat down the years,we'll b very proud dat our juniors get promoted,and we'll scream our i-love-yous and wad nots.haha.and every chinese new year we must play the SAME PIECE every year..can memorise by heart already.and we'll graon abt the boring chinese new year piece.then have to wear bright colours every year for chinese new year performance.haha.dread the days when we girls have to wear our high heels,thus we always have plasters ready for each other in case anyone has blisters.remember the band room has an iron,so anyone hu did not iron their band uniform on the day of performance can last minute bring to sch to iron in the store room.and the ironing board? we used an abandoned conductor stand.haha.last tym dread those days.thinking back,now it's all worth it considering i have earned my A1 and of cuz the fond memories.not saying all memories have been fond.some are really bad ones.lolz.
whua.look.it's one whole big chunk of band!!! hahaha...okok.i shall stop liao.dun wan u all to fall aslp.
anyway life is so fragile.one moment u can b enjoying ur life,getting rich and all dat,the next moment some bad thing struck u and dats it.we should all cherish wad we have and not take it for granted,thinking dat everyday will b as it is now..
alright.i wana say a big sorry to those whom i've offended in one way or another.if i have offended anyone at all.
i had a really beuatiful dream last nite.i dreamt of rainbows..many many many of them in the sky..and then i was very happy.and zx was with me.and i told her "look!! rainbows!" and we were very fascinated.thus we took lots of pics.the next moment we were in some sort of theatre.and we were walking on wad seemed lyk melted marshmallows,just dat they were cold.it was everywhere on the floor.abt knee-deep.above us were many many colourful shooting stars.it was all so beautiful...
it's not the first time i dream of shooting stars and rainbows and beautiful mother nature.i once dreamt of many colourful exploding magnificent stars in the sky.brilliant,breath-taking and simply wonderful.wish i could share it with u all.
hehe...i love having such dreams.it makes me wana slp and not wake up at all...
had our first N289 cg ytd.not very used to the "smallness" of the grp and the sudden space we have.haha.but nevertheless was a gd cg.everyonehad to b louder than usual.it was all worth it.guess it'll make us stronger over the time.move glory to glory.yeh.
going for x-ray with xin tmr.i hate x-rays.i just feel so "exposed".lolz.i had my first x-ray at the age of 5.dat tym i was so scared out of my life cuz i tot x-ray involves opening up my body so the doctor can see inside me.i remembered panicking lyk mad in the waiting room and when it got to my turn,i bawled lyk nobody's business.lolz.thinking back,it all sounds so embarassing.haha.
went to visit the band ytd and friday.glad to hear they are sounding great.miss my seniors and my juniors.miss the days when we go for syf and performance,the tears the sweat the excitement and the joy of the outcome.still rememeber during syf,in the tuning room before our turn,everyone's hearts were pratically leaping out of our chests.miss the days we perspire under the sun lyk mad during speech day,playing for the marching contingents,have to play in time to their marching if not their footsteps will go haywire,then have to carry the instruments to the hall for another round of performance.lolz.i still remember last tym we had to practice drill while carrying our instruments.poor shafi and his bass drum.haha.envy the flautists and their light flutes.hiakhiak.miss the last concert performance,where everyone was frantically shoving dinner into the mouth backstage at victoria concert hall.then after dat frantically go to the loo and put on make up for each other and make so much noise.wad else..watching the conductor with eagle eyes,not daring to tear our eyes away from him lest we go out of timing.remember that our finale pieces always brought excitement.haha...and the encores,and after dat the roses we receive.somemore the investitures we have,at first very happy dat we are promoted to a higher rank.after dat down the years,we'll b very proud dat our juniors get promoted,and we'll scream our i-love-yous and wad nots.haha.and every chinese new year we must play the SAME PIECE every year..can memorise by heart already.and we'll graon abt the boring chinese new year piece.then have to wear bright colours every year for chinese new year performance.haha.dread the days when we girls have to wear our high heels,thus we always have plasters ready for each other in case anyone has blisters.remember the band room has an iron,so anyone hu did not iron their band uniform on the day of performance can last minute bring to sch to iron in the store room.and the ironing board? we used an abandoned conductor stand.haha.last tym dread those days.thinking back,now it's all worth it considering i have earned my A1 and of cuz the fond memories.not saying all memories have been fond.some are really bad ones.lolz.
whua.look.it's one whole big chunk of band!!! hahaha...okok.i shall stop liao.dun wan u all to fall aslp.
anyway life is so fragile.one moment u can b enjoying ur life,getting rich and all dat,the next moment some bad thing struck u and dats it.we should all cherish wad we have and not take it for granted,thinking dat everyday will b as it is now..
alright.i wana say a big sorry to those whom i've offended in one way or another.if i have offended anyone at all.
i had a really beuatiful dream last nite.i dreamt of rainbows..many many many of them in the sky..and then i was very happy.and zx was with me.and i told her "look!! rainbows!" and we were very fascinated.thus we took lots of pics.the next moment we were in some sort of theatre.and we were walking on wad seemed lyk melted marshmallows,just dat they were cold.it was everywhere on the floor.abt knee-deep.above us were many many colourful shooting stars.it was all so beautiful...
it's not the first time i dream of shooting stars and rainbows and beautiful mother nature.i once dreamt of many colourful exploding magnificent stars in the sky.brilliant,breath-taking and simply wonderful.wish i could share it with u all.
hehe...i love having such dreams.it makes me wana slp and not wake up at all...
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