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heee~ new template again! hehe...it took me hours just to get the freaking music here.bleah....finally the music can be heard! wEEEEe..~

You Are a Pundit Blogger!

Your blog is smart, insightful, and always a quality read. Truly appreciated by many, surpassed by only a few.

What kind of blogger are you?

You Are From Uranus

You shine with brilliant creativity, and you're more than a little eccentric. You love everything unusual and shocking. You're one far-out chick or dude. Anything unconventional excites you - and you have genius potential. Just don't let your rebel side get the best of you, or else you'll alienate everyone. Your original thinking and funky attitude is all you need to be you.

What Planet Are You From?

Your EQ is

100 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How scary are you?

You Are A Realistic Romantic

You are more romantic than 70% of the population. It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

How Your Attitude Ranks

Your Attitude is Better than 60% of the Population If you scored... 80-100: You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life. 60-79: You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you. 40 - 59: You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones. 20 - 39: You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good. 0-19: You have a negative attitude. You tend to see the dark side of every situation. Free ice cream? No thanks, it will just make you fat!

How's Your Attitude?

You Are Banana Pocky

Your attitude: fun and lighthearted Unique and unforgettable You are cutie everyone falls for

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

You Are 25% Left Brained, 75% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

this is SOOO true.haha.

alright.enuff of quizes for today.haha.guess u guys are bored to tears.lolz.

sigh

well...no mood for anything right now...some stuff happened and i just dun wana tok abt it.it's nothing very serious.so no need to worry.if it's something serious i'd have told my close peeps.so..dun worry la.i'd b fine in awhile i guess.most of u probably hardly or nvr seen me upset b4...well,it's kinda normal of me.i dun lyk to appear sad and affect the whole world.i'd rather share with my close friends and still appear happy.y must i make it so obvious if im in an unhappy situation right? it would only make my friends ard me feel awkward.haha.dats me.i dun lyk to be a burden to others by affecting others with my moods.unless u are someone very very close to me then u will see my true feelings for the moment.as in,if im happy im happy and if im sad i'd b sad.if in front of not very close peeps,i'd still appear cheerful no matter wad cuz i dun wana affect them as i think it's not considerate.

ok la...enuff of explaining.u guys should get my point by now.

anyway...i dun really noe wad to say now.just feel lyk talking and tlaking.even if no one wana listen i still wana talk.y? cuz i just need to find something to unleash my boredom to.dun get me wrong.dis blog is not my substitute for q.t.it nvr was and it nvr will be.to me,q.t is q.t and blogging is blogging.

feeling so sticky all over.but lazy to bathe.wad the heck.i'm actually procrastinating from bathing! haha....wad a real bummer i am.

im totally frustrated with msn.i think it's so super lagging.it's service is getting from bad to worse.sometimes it works pretty fine.other times it lags lyk dono wad.bleah.

went out with my sis today..lol..alogn with my sis's friend.went to eat then weindow shop at far east plaza.then me and my sis took pics.lol.i'll post it up here soon.kinda lazy to post it here now.haha.

ok dats all.gona face some lonely days ahead..anybody free? pls do ask me out.as for my cell grp members,i understand dat most of u have already started ur new term in sch.it's ok even if i have to accompany u peeps out to study.as long as i have company can le.hehee...

quizzzzzz~

You Are Bold And Brave

But daring? Not usually? You tend to like to make calculated risks. So while you may not be base jumping any time soon... You are up for whatever's new and (a little) exciting!

How Daring Are You?

You Are 40% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

You Will Die at Age 76

76 You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

lost it

ahh~ so good to take a day off from work.lolz.

went for the mass com/fsv interview.i was a total dumb thing.i guess im gona b rejected again.most probably bye bye to mass com.and hello to fsv.well...we're suppose to call next week to check the outcome of our interviews.but i already noe the ans...and dats bye bye to mass com...sigh...

alot of u probably expect me to excel in design and stuff....i think otherwise.im not the sort hu has alot of good ideas in my head for a film or animation.i just watch them.im not good at coming up with films and animations.y? cuz i sat for the fsv test and i found out dat im totally bad and retarded at story telling.even though i love drawing and doodling..but well,they are just drawings and doodles and nothing more.u get me?so..i guess designing ain't my thing u noe.even though i took art as an o level subject.wads more,those art days in sec sch were really big headaches.and once im tired i get "artist block"...and i really hate it when i get dat.so...it shudders me to think dat i have to do films and animations all my life as a career...cuz im afraid my brain can't take all the lack of inspiration.

well...i guess i'm just doomed.

nostalgic..

well...cg multiply le..i think it would b kinda weird not to see some of u during cg le...hmm...but nvm.still the same service and all...and can have outing oso one ma.so...actually abit sad la..but,sometimes we can't hold on to certain good things for long.some good things have to go to make way for greater things.and must learn to let go of certain things oso.cannot always stay at the same place.must move on to the next chapter of our lives and grow ba...

hmm..it's weird dat sometimes i can give words of consolence but i myself aren't able to apply my own words....call dis ironic or wad...

going to the childcare soon...just come online to blog for awhile cuz i have not been blogging for quite some time le...JAE results will b out tmr morning at 8am so peepz,remember to check! oso..going for my 2nd round interview at np...so i dono if i should go to work tmr or not as i dono if i can make it in time..hm....

working with kids no doubt it is very fun and challenging.but sometimes it gets a little tiring cuz always have to entertain the kids.always must have alot of energy to stay cheerful even when i am tired and lethargic.and the hours pass real fast..sometimes i would find myself looking forward to the ride home.cuz i'd purposely take bus instead of the train when i go home..so dat i can slowly spend my time to daydream and rest and slp on the looooong bus journey to tampines.lolz...if i take the train,i still have to squeeze with the obasans and have to change train at city hall....dun really find peace with all dis ppl on the train.cuz they are always so kiasu abt grabbing seats.u noe i really CAN'T stand ppl lyk dat.once the doors open they rush to the seats lyk their life depends on it.then they elbow here elbow there.bleah.get a life man.so NOT civilised.

guess dats all for now...hafta change and get ready to go out already.stay tuned~

y do i need a title? i dun ahve one today.

well...the kids had water play session today.as in they went into a really large "bath-tub" filled with water and were playing inside.so b4 dat i helped them to change into their swimming suits...

went to watch robots with my sis! hahaa...it's a GREAT show! all of u must catch it!! i love watching movies with my sis cuz we'd always nvr fail to buy lots of snacks in.lolz...nachos extra cheese....cheesy hotdog...u name it,we got it.lol.

cg's multiplying.... hm..

well..dats for all..nth much to say anymore cuz im tired.nites!

no title today

hahaha! today i helped a little girl to change diapers at the childcare! my first tym changing diapers for a baby!!! haha...wad can i say? i'm thrilled,disgusted,pleased to help...haha...but after changing i feel a sense of satisfaction cuz i learned something new today.lolz.i'll b a gd mum.haha.

tp sent me a letter already.says im 100% confirm plus guarantee plus chop plus signature dat im in the course le.it all depends on whether i want it or not only.haha.the decision a little difficult to make.hmm..

went to watch Howl's Movin Castle today.i LOVE IT!!! haha...Howl is so handsome! lolz...and i wana buy the soundtrack already.though i have to admit dat Spirited Away's soundtrack is much much better.nevertheless Howl's is worth buying also.

took some pics on my way home...but can't post it here now cuz photobucket is lagging.

dats all for today.stay tuned~

lalalla~

lalala~ haven't been blogging daily cuz was very busy.


10th march
went to meet him after work then we went to have sakae sushi at bugis b4 i head on down to SIS for my last choir rehearsal.oso my last day helping out at the kindergarten classes.

11th march
1st nite of benny hinn's crusade.well in the day i went to work...now im asked to help out at the nursery..where all the 2,3 and 4 year olds are...cuz there's an autistic girl there.anyway i shall tok abt dat later.then after work i rushed down to bugis to meet hui xin and my sis.then went to have yoshinoya..got changed..then sis blessed me with $60..wakhakh...but gone in 3 days cuz kept taking cab... =P somemore is midnight surcharged.lolz.well..the crusade was really awesome! many ppl were healed and everyone was anointed.especially the choir.i will nvr regret helping out at the choir.haha... =D i am just so blessed.

12th march
2nd day of benny hinn's crusade.an extra service was added to dat day due to popular demand.lolz.so had to head down to SIS by 11.45am.me and xin went to buy mcdonald's but was forbid to eat in the cab.bleah~ so we starved lyk poor kittens all the way to SIS.well..so we rehearsed some new songs..and the crowd came in at ard 2plus despite the fact dat service starts at 3.30pm! haha..yes dats how power packed it was.every service was full house and there were still thousands of ppl stuck outside and turned away.every service was lyk dat.real power.during the 2nd service,the snointing was super strong and all fell by SECTORS.first time seeing such a powerful move of the H.S...haha...3rd service was oso powerful and by then i was accustomed to the great anointing.as usual the choir was very very anointed.we fell in all 3 services and it was good.indeed,ppl hu attended the crusade have had their lives changed.

13th march
went to SIS again for combined srevice in the morning.then went home and had a really nice and DEEEP slp.wahakhaa....

i noe a handful of u dono wad im toking abt.it's ok. =) i believe one day u will understand too.

well..then today went for written test at NP for the mass com and film,sound and video thingy.gosh i think i'm gona flunk it.it's comprehension and ARGUMENTATIVE essay!!! gosh...ever since my o level ended,i have thrown my strategy of writing argumentative assays back to my teacher already.hahaha! but nevertheless i managed to write some stuff out.hee~

then went to work.as i was saying i am now helping out at the nursery.i was playing with the autistic girl the whole day.haha...she's really interesting.despite her being autistic,she learns things real fast.all i have to do is show her how to do it and she did it.haha...plus,one thing really intersting abt her is,she has really good memory.i was seating with her,watching her colour on a piece of paper.she took out a red and green colour pencil.after dat i put the colour pencils back in the tray full of many other colour pencils and i shook the tray.and u noe wad? she stuffed her hands into the tray and dug out the two SAME colour pencils.she can really remember which colour pencil she took out.wads more,the tray has many other red and green colour pencils but she noe which one she took out at first.isn't it amazing? and she's really fun to play with.she'll suddenly smile at me..and then hug me..then suddenly she'll b distracted by other things again.haha..and the whole day she kept wanting me to carry her.kept holding my hand wherever we go.

alright...dats all for now.i'm starved and living in poverty once again.... =( looking forward to my paycheck..which is coming in...another few more weeks.... =(

yay! Desperate Housewives tonite!! haha.better make sure nobody snatch the tv tonite~

childcare!

hehehe~ let me start by toking abt my first day at the childcare centre :)

when i got there the first thing dat came to my mind was i had stepped into Sesamee Street.ahaha! the kids are so lively and adorable! they were baking banana bread.hahaha..they were taking turns stirring the banana and flour in the mixing bowl...the kids there are mostly euraseans..and i think there's one japanese...haha...and the teachers there are very kind.after dat they went for music lesson...running ard the music room playing games and all dat..lolz...then they had their refreshment....hehee..basically i enjoyed my day there.cuz they are just so cute. :) b4 they eat they must sing this thank you song to God first..lol...so cute so cute~~

the children there are oso very learned as they all come from big shot families.dis little boy i talked to learns kung fu,piano and tennis and he's only 5.and he told me his aunt and grandfather is very rich.lolz! and the parents hu came to fetch their children...wow..their cars and dressing just say it all.they are really rich kids. :) and they have really cool names lyk naomi,fumiko...etc etc.looking forward to tmr.lolz.it's not difficult to remember their names cuz there's only 7 kids per class...hehe~ but i'd b assigned to help out at different classes everyday.

anyway...after dat i went off to buy my navy blue top for the choir thingy.haha...walked the whole town and the whole of bugis...i've gone to 3 OG shopping malls and i have already memorized which floor sells wad.wakhakhaa...then went robinson then 2 john little malls...still couldn't find the perfect top.then walked the whole of bugis plus bugis village.still can't get the perfect top.instead was mentally planning wad to buy on my next shopping spree at bugis village.muahahaa...then in the end had no options left but to settle for the top i saw ytd at payar lebar...so went payar lebar...and reached home ard 9 plus...lala~which is not long ago..

anyway i went for the interview and i passed it :) dats good.but i think the teachers there are rather intimidating.they dun make me feel good.haha!

well dats all for now...long day but short and sweet entry.hehee~

lalala~ choir~

wasn't able to blog for dis few days cuz mum's using the com...anyway here goes...


Sunday 6h March
went for my first choir pract in church for dis event on friday and saturday at SIS...benny hin's healing crusade...dun vomit.i noe singing is not my forte.just doing my bit to help and taking dis opportunity to serve God.hehe...wad can i say? the pract was fun! haha...but the uniform is really weird..for girls,dat is.hehe.~ :)

Monday 7th March
went down to TP in the morning to register for diploma in moving images thru the DeAE(Design Admissions Execersice)...so i'm scheduled to bring down my portfolio on 9th March..which is tmr!! then decomposed in tampines cuz nothing to do...so left for church a little earlier cuz really very nua at tampines.finished learning all the songs dis nite in choir pract.haha~ was very fun...we're gona sing hymns..not praise and worship.hehee~ the songs are very nice and fun to sing.then after dat went to the kopitiam opposite church for supper..then went home already.

today,went for job interview.starting work tmr.i'm hired to b an assistant childcare teacher.lolz.i guess it's gona b an exciting job.all i hafta do is play with the kids.hahehe~ :) i'm gona earn a really meagre sum..but nvm.let me have something interesting to do for dis remaining months b4 i start sch.hehe~ and of cuz to secure my financial needs.lala~

so...going down to tp tmr morning with my portfolio.the examination board is such a procrastinator in delivering our art pieces back! :S so i can't include my o level art work in my portfolio. :S and also it means i hafta bring my portfolio to work tmr..from tamp all the way to novena...heavy and huge. :S nvm.train my strength.

dats all for now.

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dis feeling inside,i dono wad it is.i dono how to explain it.it feels gd..yet sometimes it feels sad.bittersweet/nostalgic? hmm~

lala..the JAE website is total crappiness...make me wait so long...finally can access and then lag again.boo! wads so great abt being IT in everything...i would rather they make us fill out application forms than to fill out online lo...at least humans dun lag lyk computers do...it's practically hindering the registration process! bleah.talk abt going IT...come on,computers only make u look smart.computers are actually dumber than the human brain lo.

anyway...just pray hard dat there will b open doors for me for my future...lalala~ future now seems abit bleak after i found out some stuffs...yeh.i shan't elaborate la.lazy to explain the whole thing.anyway...i think it's my retribution la.

ok...wadever it is...just look on the brigth side and praise God in everything.sigh.just pray hard dat i can get into the course i want.dun wana end up hating the rest of my life.

lalala

ok...wad shall i blog today? hmm...so bored and wadever bla...

just came back from ah ma house.on the way back i acciedntally plunged my foot into a puddle of mud.yucks.

anyway speaking of puddles and muds...the weather's been fairly gd lately..as in the rain and all dat...love the rain.feels so cozy and nice all the tym..but on the other hand..raining means no suntanning...bleah.haha...prefer sun in the day and rain in the nite.woosh.dat would b great.if only i could control the weather.lalala~

alright...i guess there's nothing to blog already.going church later...lalala~ dats all i guess....

i'm back!

hellooooo~ sorry for the absence of updates.hehe~

oki.yup so i got back my o level results already.wana noe my results then ask me personally ba.i wun blog it here.dis will teach kpo ppl a lesson.muahaa...

went for several polytechnics and have more or less got my 12 choices.so excited to start sch! to my disappointment i was told dat sch starts in june/july...SIGH! just when i tot i could snap out of my hermit life earlier..i have to b a hermit for another few months.bla~ dun ask me to find a job.cuz u think finding a job is so easy ar.or u can just say im very fussy la.muahaa~ wadever it is i shall try to get myself a job for the sake of some cash and experience.k? so u ppl can stop saying im lazy and do nothing but bum ard.for ur info i have been helping ard at home for dis past few months so nobody has the right to say im lazy and i've been a bummer.k? do not judge.thank you.

alright...well anyway my hp was practially bombarded by phone calls n sms during the period when i was taking my results...i have weird weird weird~~~~ questions being shot at me...there was one real hilarious one...

XX: how're ur results?

Me: (told the person my results)

XX: ok..so which poly can u go?

Me(thinking to myself..): (-_-")...every poly oso can go...how do u expect me to ans dis qn...

Me: Every poly oso can go

XX: Oh!! dats very gd!!

Me: (-_-")....hehe~ thanks....

another one dats real funny..

XX: how're ur results?

Me:(told the person my results)

XX: huh?!?!?! wad do u mean?? i dun understand!

Me(thinking to myself): wad!! u mean u wan me to type out every single subject and every single grade to you in sms?!?! all 7 subjects? u mean u dun understand wad is L1R4 and L1R5??? u mean u have nvr sat for o levels b4?!?!?! gosh...

Me:(typed out every single subject along with every single grade)

XX: oh!!! maths not bad huh! so which course can u go?

Me(thinking to myself): i didnt get the results i expected..i dun even noe where i can go at the moment...how do i tell u now?

Me:thanks~ hehe....i dono which course im going to yet. :)

bleah..and many others la...i dono la.all so weird i dono wad they are asking...

oh yeh and my testimonial...it's just TOOOOO good to be true.muahaha~

well...anyway i failed the interview for digital media design at nyp.bleah.i signed up for 2 interviews at np...mass com and film sound video.wish me all the best dat i can ace either one or both of the interviews!

excited abt my future. :)