lost it

ahh~ so good to take a day off from work.lolz.

went for the mass com/fsv interview.i was a total dumb thing.i guess im gona b rejected again.most probably bye bye to mass com.and hello to fsv.well...we're suppose to call next week to check the outcome of our interviews.but i already noe the ans...and dats bye bye to mass com...sigh...

alot of u probably expect me to excel in design and stuff....i think otherwise.im not the sort hu has alot of good ideas in my head for a film or animation.i just watch them.im not good at coming up with films and animations.y? cuz i sat for the fsv test and i found out dat im totally bad and retarded at story telling.even though i love drawing and doodling..but well,they are just drawings and doodles and nothing more.u get me?so..i guess designing ain't my thing u noe.even though i took art as an o level subject.wads more,those art days in sec sch were really big headaches.and once im tired i get "artist block"...and i really hate it when i get dat.so...it shudders me to think dat i have to do films and animations all my life as a career...cuz im afraid my brain can't take all the lack of inspiration.

well...i guess i'm just doomed.