hI tHeRe...

hehe...well looks lyk i haven't been here for quite some time...(a week...) well..just to follow up...i did'nt get to sit for my ss test on monday...noe y?cuz i woke up late due to late nite studyinG! so i was lyk..forget it...i'm not going sch already...my mood is totally totally spoiled and i didn't have to mood to do anything else...and then the rest of the week was ok...just that nowadays almost all my teachers can't stand my class as we seem to start to be lyk wad the teachers say "giving attitude".haha...well..i dono..it seems lyk the teachers are more stress than the students abt the o levels.lolz! kinda scary to see them so stress every lesson.i mean,u can practically c it on their faces.and sometimes i felt kinda sorry for them for having to go through the hell,which is my class.hehe...well today started with english remedial as usual..it was raining in the morning and i was freezing despite my class having no air con..haha..i'm afraid of the cold.very afraid.prefer the sun.well anyway,i'm going for cell grp soon.meeting my pals in a hour's time.so i figured out that i shall come here to update my stuff.i've lost count of the days to o levels.well but then sometimes i dun really feel lyk caring abt it.just study..study and study.anyway the teachers are giving us so many things to worry abt already,so counting down would only add on to the worries i guess.hmm on thing though.i can't wait for tmr nite!! my and my darling's gona watch some fireworks festival at marina bay.and i asked him to bring his D-cam so we can take pics.well..we haven't been out for a proper date for a long long time due to the business in sch..haha..so i really cant wait to go out with him tmr nite.which means i must finish all my assignments by tmr afternoon..no matter wad it takes! haha..i dun mind at all as long as i can play after that.lolz~~

test tmr!

argh..i have social studies test tmr..and i dono if i can make it or not cuz the chapter is so long! (Venice) no doubt it's an intersting chapter budden it's so long that it makes me so slpy...and i dun have the mood to read it anymore...by the way he will b ocming back tmr! but i can't fetch him dis time cuz he wil reach spore ard 11+...too late to go..my mum will kill me...i fell aslp dis afternoon..was supposed to be doing poa assignment budden very slpy..i hate slpy afternoons..u noe..the kind of afternoons that are so so so so hot and there's no wind and it makes u so slpy...yeh...so i guess i'm rather awake now..so maybe later in the nite will study...hehe...well...i guess that's life for now..

hEe...

cell group yesterday was fantastic!(i just came back ard 11.30pm) and there are new members joining! three of whom are breakdancers! cool~! can't wait to c the new friends...hehe..well i'm feeling better.after knowing that he's safe and sound with his relatives in hk,i feel better.well..the day started with english remedial..it was quite a boring rememdial..then i went to the mall with hui xin shawn and fendy..and pre-ordered jay chou's new album! cool....can't wait for its release! (which is 3rd of august..if i'm not wrong..)..hehe..anyway during fellowship today,they were playing with the latest craze in town..which is the tamagotchi with the infra-red function.it's rather cute...can infra-red to enable ur pet to visit ur friend's pet..and can infra-red to mate! hahaha...so cute...but it's rather ex...$29.90..gosh..and speaking abt money,i've paid my missions fund for dis month.i feel so accomplished.haha.also,i've done some hw..so it's not too bad.hehe.all in all today's a great day.i feel so much better..well...one thing though...98 more days to o levels.so i guess i better end here.go bathe,and study.haha.that's all for now...

wAiTiNg fOr hIm...

he contacted me just now in hk! he bought a international card.so can sms.and call.hehe.budden i dono y..i think something's wrong with the connection.cuz sometimes he will not reply for very long..so it's weird.i guess it's lagging maybe? dono....service today was absolutely fantastic! can't wait for cell grp tmr...must keep myself as busy as i can so i wun have the time to go and think of matters from the heart.then i wun think so much too...well i dun think i'm slping tonite..got lots of stuff to do.must finish them as fast as possible so next week wun be such a hassle..then can spend more time on revision and also leisure...motivation's such an aggrevation!

sAD...

sad...i'm feeling real sad today...i dono y ...izit becuz he's not ard? haiz..i didn't do much in sch today.i just dun have the mood.all i can do is just sit there and stare into space.tears spilling out any moment..just that i'm holding them back.and i totally wrecked my physics test.i got confused with step down transformer and step up transformer...and actually i wrote the correct answer,but since i got confused,i erase and wrote the wrong answer...haiz..seriously i really want this week to be over...firstly he's nto ard..secondly sch is wearing my out..thirdly my tests aren't very successful....i'm just so sad...haiz...

fEeLiNg hOrRiBlE

man..i'm feeling horrible...i'm down with flu again...and the fact that he is going off for hong kong tmr doesn't make things better...although he would only be gone for the weekend...but then it's hard for u guys to understand the lonely feeling..it's almost empty...horrible..and again,i'm procrastinating.not literally,just dun have the motivation in me.good news though.i have completed my canvas painting for o levels!! but then u may nvr noe when the teacher wants me to touch up here and there again..dis days hasn't been very well for me.lots of bad things happen which upsets the balance of my mood..but i noe it will b over soon.time always heals all wounds.i believe in this.school hasn't been gd,things with him have been on the on and off basis..everything just isn't right.but i'm not abt to give up.not yet.not ever...i'll make sure i set things right once and for all.and live happily ever after...haha...trying to keep a good and positive attitude..i'm not gona breakdown and give up.never.anyway,i didn't manage to complete me chem test today.but well...i guess it's ok.cuz i totally have no idea wad the question wants in the first place.haha.well,hui xin has offered me help in chem.there's still hope.and i noe he will help me too.so there is lots of hope.haha.ok..i noe i ain't really talking right.i guess it's just me right now.i dono wad i'm feeling right now actually.sad,stress over all the hw,tests,yet relieve that i finally finish my o level art.and happy that many friends are coming for service tmr.well...mixed feelings that cannot be put into words...i just want dis freaking week to pass...my medicine doesn'tmake me any better as well.it leaves this bitter taste in my mouth for the hwole day that no matter wad i eat the bitterness nvr goes away.it's antibiotics and i have to finish the freaking course.how bad can dis be...God..please help me...i need You....haiz...

dReAmLaNd...

slping slping....dreamland... 

taken on the bus...dono y he look so blur..(-_- ) 

sUnGlAsSeS

dis pic was taken at my place using my previous phone SamsungV200...he's wearing my sunglasses..hehe... =D 

LoVe....

picZ of us...so sad..he's going back to HK over the weekend to attend to some family matters...i'm gona miss him so much..haiZ... 

hElP....

well...i was late for english remedial on saturday...almost an hour late! too tired...homework piling up higher and higher everyday...feel lyk im climbing mount everst..just that it's not one bit fun at all..my deadline for o leverl art is next monday..haiz..dis is really dreadful.and there's rememdial everyday after school toll ard 4.30pm...dis really sux.there's totally no life at all.i'm trying hard not to procrastinate cuz dis is not the time to do so anymore...time is running up..and everyday the teachers would say "dis is ur last lap to o levels." man...i wana get a life..!mrs tan postponed social studies test today which was really great..cuz i totally dun get the cpater on Venice..it's a whole let of info and i can't absorb all into my brain! arghz...help me~
 
 

mE aNd bAo bEi oN mY bDaY~ =D 

HeAdAcHeS

haha...ok firstly i have to give my dear a credit for helping me out for dis blog thing.thanks! anyway the day started out bad today..or should i say yesterday..since it's already almost two in the morning..i had poa test first thing in the morning and it really was a disaster.i guess i'm gona flunk it..hAiZ...wad to do...there's only 68 more days to prelims..106 more days to O levels...
 
anwyay i went back to band today.it was such a relaxing practice.kinda slacking,really.then we played The Inn Of the Six Happiness which was the finale piece for Viva La Musica II...then after that played Ross Roy..the finale for Viva La Musica III...oh yeh,the only exciting thing that happened today was that we finally got our band t shirts.u noe..the t shirt was suppose to promote our concert last thrusday...but the supplier delayted the stocks...so now instead of it being a promotion t shirt,it became our gradudation memoire instead.haha!
 
my fish commited suicide a few days back by jumping out of its tank.its tail was torn and bleeding,and some of its scales fell off.it was a very pitiful sight.so my dad brought it to a vet,who gave slping drugs (didn't know they had slping pills for fish), and cut of the fish's tail....yeh...ouch huh...the vet says it will grow back in time.miraculously,the fish can still swim pretty fine! haha....so much for being a fish....