Life is a rollercoaster ride

was abt to log off.but suddenly dono y..had the instinct to go to their blogs.and i chanced upon these...


"fri n sat jan gt go band.. so happi to c her there.. feel lyk we beginning to go back to the past lyk tt liao.. miss her so much.. jan.. if u gt to read tis.. just wanna let u noe how apologetic i am for how we had made u felt in the past.. i'm sry.. we still treasure u very much.. knowing we wld b spending more time together i'm juz so happi.. coz there's juz so many breakfast tt we had nt eat 2gether.. so many shops in TM tt we've nt go to 2gether.. so many occassion tt i've nt sms u to send my regards.. so many craps tt i've yet to share wit u.. realli so glad to haf u wit us again.. lolx.. we muz spend more time 2gether k.. sista 4eva ~promise~"


"Janice, sorry for neglecting you in the past. We really treasure you. I remember those pasts, those memories we had."

wad can i say? i cried and cried and cried...i really miss u guys.all the stupid things we always do..and remember how last tym the whole level 4 new block corridor was our territory??? haha! and we always wave and shout across to each other lyk nobody's business.lyk heck..hu cares! haha.and remember everytime when we wana go kfc we will walk pass the stupid smelly rubbish chute? then we always "1..2..3!" and hold our breaths and walk pass the chute quickly? haha...and the countless times we protect each other from backstabbers in the...ahem shall not say.haha.and thanks guys for lyk..still keeping the secret of me and *ahem* for so long even though no more liao! haha..and the secrets we share abt our crush and all the silly silly stuff...

dun really noe wad happened...but i just left u all without even thinking..doing it on a quick impulse.guess i was just confused,sad and hurt.dono wad everyone's thinking of me..lyk wad have i done wrong and stuff lyk dat..so i tot i shouldn't b a "burden" by staying...perhaps i go all of u would feel better? i dono...silly me i guess...but dats wad i was thinking...not wanting to confront u all or ask any questions cuz i dun wana make things worse.just tot if i let it go quietly..and just leave quietly..things would b alright? i dono...i was just wrong.i can't help but keep on thinking how u guys have been.wad are u all doing right then and all dat.wondering if we can ever hang out again? trying so hard not to think but can't help thinking how u guys have been...

i'm really sorry for all the wrong stuffs i had done too...wana ask u guys to forgive me if i had offended u all in any way...

as for me...i no longer wana hold any grudge or sadness or hurts anymore.i just wan all of u back into my life once more.it's a simple wish...will u all able to grant me dis wish?


love u guys loads.let's not leave each other anymore ok? promise? *hugs*