lala

let me start today's entry by going straight to the point.

well...several misunderstandings abt me.ppl think im going on a diet and they keep saying im getting thinner and thinner.hello.can u open ur eyes big big and look carefully b4 sprouting nonsense? firstly im not on a diet and secondly im not growing thinner cuz my weight is still the same as last year.izit ur psychological effect or wad? im sick and tired of ppl saying im thin.u think i lyk ppl to say im thin? im already eating alot.stop telling me to eat more ok.it's not lyk im not trying.sigh.so can everyone just stop torturing me by saying im getting thinner? sigh.

and dun always think i'm wasting my food can? it's not i wana waste my food.it's really i cannot finish ok.i try to finish my food always.but again i can't.please,my stomache has its limits alright.i repeat,im not wasting food ok.there is something called i am full.haiz.so stop thinking im the sort hu dun appreciate food and waste ok.im not dis kind of person lo.and according to some,i eat very little.hello,wad is eat very little? different ppl have different body built and thus they eat different amounts ok.so stop pushing me to eat more than wad i can manage alright.forcing food into the stomache puts a strain on the stomache and it's not good for the body.so u think by forcing more food down my throat can cause me to gain weight? let me tell u it is only doing me even more harm.so can please spare me some mercy and stop commenting on my (according to u all) small size? anyway for ur info im not small built lo.the doctor says im MEDIUM built.ok.open ur eyes big big and look carefully b4 saying im too thin im too small..bla bla bla~~~!!!

even worse.some ppl say i look lyk i have malnutrition.hello hello! have u even actually seen a REAL malnutritioned person? i think not man.

everytime when ppl comment abt me getting thinner,i just feel lyk an alien and i just feel lyk im abnormal lo.lyk im growing abnormally.cuz i do eat one k.everytime i say "huh? where got thinner?" im not trying to feign or deny anything lo.it's true dat i dun think im getting thinner lo.im not trying to b modest or wad lo.please.

it's not my fault if u all think im thin.im born lyk dat and dats wad i am!!

i've had enuff!! i hope dis msg get across clear to everyone!