happy national day~ lol.

WOOOO national day tmr..no sch no work...A WHOOOOLLEEE DAY OF PLAY AND PLAY AND PLAY~~~

let's see...this past few days has been really tiring. after school i don't even have the liberty to go out with friends anymore. instead, it's straight to work. the most i only have the privilege to have a quick lunch with friends. gahs. plus projects...i seriously hope my project mates dun think i am irresponsible or something.lol. i am really trying my best.hahaha...and there are some problems going on. hopefully everything will go smoothly for the remaining days, and we wil b able to produce a good piece of video and everyone will b happy in the end. :)

childcare..sometimes i am tired due to having to rush from school. and so on certain days i am just lyk a dead fish...i still play with the kids and be friendly with them but i ain't as strict as before becuz i just simply dun have the physical or mental energy to scold and punish them...it's best to be a cheerful teacher who plays with students. so i won't be seen as those stingy, boring and hated teachers whose presence brings dread to the kids. LOL. still, there are some doubts about work regarding my performance. i feel that i am not performing up to standard and the principal is not really satisfied with me. but then..i dono. maybe i am just paranoid. as you know, being under authority just makes me feel so apprehensive. i wish i have a higher EQ or something. i do get along well with a teacher there though. she's really friendly and ALWAYS talk to me. lol. and there's another teacher which is also friendly. the rest..i am still abit afraid to approach them. afterall, i am only a student and the youngest there with the least experience. still, i'm determined to do my best.

can't believe i am having a break tmr..woosh. one day to let me go out play and hae fun all day and not think about a single thing of what i have to do...a day to just shake off everything and run away from all the burdens.

i just depositied money into my account but then i really think it makes no difference cuz i still have to spend those money anyway. mayb i am just depositing it so that my account balance will increase and dat will make me feel good.....for awhile. lol. i still need to top up my fare card, buy dog supplies for my dearest bobo...so wad's the depositing for man. gahs.

God may send a load. But He will never send an overload. i must not be stressed!