unproductive...

*sigh* another unproductive day...why izit dat i always find it hard to concnetrate when i'm studying humanities? argh~ yet i can concentrate really well when i'm doing my maths and science...

by the way...one good news...i've finished my physics ten year series! weEeEee~ well...i dono if it's enough or not...i still think there are some areas which i need to touch up again...am i expecting too much of myself? am i over-working myself? i can't help it though....no matter wad u guys may think...i just wana do well..so that i can choose my future...not do badly and let my grades choose my future...bet alot of u guys out there also want the same thing.*sigh* the question is can i really make it? can i really get the grades i want? man...dis is tough...really tough...good grades seem to be out of reach for me...but i really want it.really badly.my true desire right now.please pray really hard for me..

can't belive exams can really have such a huge impact on me.it's only a few papers...yet i'm freaking out about it...this just shows the power of examinations.i dun wish to see another paper anymore...cuz papers scare me to death~