Tuesday, October 12, 2004

voices

my mind is invaded with voices.which one is true and which is false? which can be trusted and which can be damaging? these voices haunt me and torment me,making my heart yearn for peace.everyday i am faced to make decisions-long termed and short termed.when decision making comes,so does voices.i don't even know where the voices come from.they just march into my brain like soldiers readily armed for war,giving me a headache.they contradict themselves silly and make me mad.they threaten every strand of my hair to turn white.they are trapped in my skull,pact like sardines in a tin can,making my temples throb as i deal with each and everyone of them.

the voices go wherever i go.as long as my mind is not made up,they are there.they twist and turn themselves into domineering threats to my emotions.they call out to me,instigate me,confuse me.they cling for dear life onto my brain,refusing to let go.the more i think,the more they multiply.it's as if my mind is a carcass infested with insects as it decomposes.

voices,voices,go away! i shall drown them out with rock music and slay them with maths formulas.i shall indoctrinate them with world history and implement them social studies.i shall intoxicate them with chemistry and shut their illogical facts with physics laws.i shall exercise them with the english language and the chinese language.i shall give them a more creative life by introducing art.

rule your mind before it rules you!

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