Sunday, May 01, 2005

blessed

had a blssed cg today. =) i'm so on fire now and i wana grow even more.

alright....been busy with pos lately cuz almost everyday we have trainings.it's good dat im occupied.it drives the boredom away u see. =D

went to my aunty's place to visit her.i'm glad to see dat she's doing well.even though now she's even thinner than me,i'm glad she's still strong and can talk and laugh normally lyk she always does.i'm glad she's not weak and all dat.i believe in miracles and i believe one day she will b healed.

man.sometimes i really dun feel lyk going home.her nagging is driving me nuts lo.sigh.sometimes i feel dat i find more joy outside than at home.just wana run away and can't she just gime some peace? she's stress.but she must understand dat i oso have my own life.im not longer her 3 year old kid.i have responsibilities to take care of.she cannot expect me to b lyk a 3 year old anymore.she's just restricting me from growing up.sigh.nvm.let me have grace.

still deciiding on issues.God please guide me.

sigh.and sometimes i'd appreciate it if ppl will just stop condemning me.k.i have my own life.dun judge and dun interfere.different ppl lead different lives and have different personalities so just respect each other for hu we are.k.thanks.

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