Monday, August 08, 2005

insecure

donoyit'sbackit'ssoweirdbeenagesyizitbacknowdunwanagoback...buthowonandoffall thetimeylykdatysofakeynotgenuineywearmaskywormydeadynotsmileysoinsecure!!!!tskhaiz.

nvmnvmdonohowtosaydonohowtospitoutdonohowtoexpressdunwanppltobdisappointeddunwan
ppltonoedunwanppltodiscoverjustkeepmouthshutcanjustsayfake..plasticwadeverdono howtosaymeansdonohowtosaynvmdunforceitoutwunsoundgenuinewunsoundsincerewun soundtruewilljustsoundfakelykattentionseekerokmaybeattentionseekingpartis trueinsecureistruenotconfidentanymoreistrueconfusionistruebadistruegetting worseisosotruehow?allthebadsaretrue.

doimakesenseheredonomaybeyesmaybenotdononotlykmenotlyktheusualmebutperhapsdisisjustanothersideofmeidunlyktoshowbutit'sforcingitselfoutit'sforcingitselftobshownican'tseemtodoanythingmuchaboutitdistimeoverwhelmingoverwhelmingdisistruelyweirdidonohowtostanddonohowtonotthinkiwishidunhaveabrainsodunhavetothinkdunwanathinkbutcan'thelpthinkingdisisreallyweirdit'ssonotmeatallit'ssototallynotmeiduncareireallydonohownottohideijustneedtosayitoutidunwishtohaveanycommentsorcounselingorwadsoeverijustwanashutmyselfupsoicanshutoutthevoicesinmyheadidunwancommentsisayagainidunwancommentscuzthemorevoicesihearthemoreconfuseigetijustwanabealoneandshutoutthevoicesidunwanahearanymorevoicesfromanyonedeadoraliverealorimaginediduncare.

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