ano....rexic? wadever.an emo entry.skip it if u think all dis emo shit are for losers.get lost if u think being emo is oh so loser ok.dun read at all.

finally updated after a few days.blogging in sch now actually.i'm so tired today i have no energy to pay attention in class...wonder if i am over-working myself over unneccessary stuffs.hope not.i'm just trying to produce perfectness.

the world has become so chaotic.sometimes feel lyk going away, isolate, on hiatus..for awhile.need some peace.some ppl just dono dey are irritating.dey think dey are oh so awfully witty and funny but in fact dey are just so downright disgustingly childish.im trying hard to tolerate with such ppl.if one day i can't take it i shall just slap whoever irritates me.dis ppl just dun grow up at all.yet dey think dey are already grown up and full of maturity.dis ppl are making my life so miserable.im trying to have a big heart,to play along with them.but no i can't take it anymore.i have to surrender and say dey are really childish and irritating.getting on my nerves all the time.stepping on my tail.and all along i try to take their insults lightly.insults which dey think are just funny comments.dey are insults to me ok dumbass.and it's not funny at all.it's really so childish dat i can't bother to entertain anymore.can't make myself laugh along at their childish acts and words anymore.i've had enough.enough.

i am childish? i dun think so.i dare to declare right now dat i think more level headed than you.it's you hu are ignorant.i am not childish.you are the one hu refuses to understand.i've had enough.im so tired and drained of all the accuses and wrong conceptions of me.say all u wan.i'm too tired to fight back.do wadever u wan.i'm too tired to voice out my unhappiness.

and some ppl just ought to noe how to handle rejection.ok?

i just wana have some peace.if not i will explode very soon.i just wana b alone and calm down.i'm nice to ppl but dey just climb over my head as if im a piece of useless shit.i've fucking had enough.

KY: i can't wait to meet up with u!! :)

Xin: i miss u dear! shall we meet up for lunch?

Annilism: how are u? shall we pay a trip to bugis village again? haha.

that's all.here's an emo entry from Jan for the first time in years.