Life is a rollercoaster ride

i hate the way i think.i wonder wads wrong with me, or my brain, or the stupid way i see the world. wads the use of me talking so much abt personal well being when i am still as screwed up? Annie is right.words are cheap.i should just shut up and stop going on abt my sob stories and just do something prove that i can change to be a better person.

childcare today was horrible.the twins sprayed water onto my face and shirt and i was so so so so engraged i dragged them to the office, barefooted too, becuz dey refused to wear their shoes.after dat i went back to the classroom, mood a little better as 2 problem kids gone. then i said it's time for english yet one of them still defy me.still being rude to me.i scolded him and he scolded me back.saying i am shen jing bing (crazy). i was so damn enraged..but after dat i calmed down and managed to get them to sit at their seats.and managed to give them a comprehension to do.thank God for dat.sometimes just feel so drained of energy by having to deal with those naughty ones but..oh wells.at the end of the day i always manage to calm down somehow unless i am in a really bad mood.sometimes i go home feeling so down and stressed because of them.sometimes when dey are gd and things run smoothly, lyk dey behave and dey listen to me, i go home feeling happy and accomplished.

sorry chris baby.u always have to put up with my foul moods.and also some of my other stupid nonsense...

ytd i went crazy.well, it started with gastric pains halfway during work..dono y i had gastric pains.i ate b4 i went out..but anyway, by the end of the day i was already feeling so hungry and painful dat i went to a bakery shop and bought $7.40 worth of tarts,cakes,donuts and muffins.hahaha...i was lyk an animal, putting wadever delicious thing i see onto the bread tray, not caring abt the cost.all dat was on my mind was to satisfy those hunger pangs and gastric pain.

my gastric didn't really improve after dat though.it lasted through the night and only got well today.my gastric just sux.

i wana go overseas.i enjoy travelling.it's been years since i last sat in an airplane.i wana go overseas! i wana eat airplane food, go airplane toilet.oh do u noe, i have nvr been to an airplane toilet for all the times i sat in an airplane.lol.and i wana play airplane games, watch airplane movies.and i wana watch the clouds, and see the world below me when the airplane lift off...I WANA GO OVERSEAS!!!!!

Asience ROX!! do u all noe wads that? it's a new shampoo from japan,made for asian hair! i jsut used it today.my hair is so soft and smooth right now.and u all noe my hair has always been dry due to the dono how many hundred times i rebonded my hair...ok la 8 times only la not hundered.lol.actually there's one shampoo dats also very gd on my hair and dats L'Oreal Pearl Protein.the pink coloured bottle one.it made my hair so soft and healthy.today i can't find the l'oreal one at ntuc so i decidede to try out Acience.no regrets. :D