needs to cool down

ok i shall turn my angst down a notch. feeling dis way just ain't gona make things better.

anyways, work today was terrible. perhaps i am not feeling well enough to handle them today? i dono. i got angry and shouted at them again. it's been quite a while since i last scolded them so fiercely. i think i am just too unwell to endure much longer so i just lost my cool. hopefully tmr will b a better day. God is in control..

dono how long i am able to carry on working. if i really have to stop working due to sch, it's hello to poverty again! no more eating out cuz i wun b able to survive one week if i eat out. boohoos. moreover, i NEED a pair of cross trainers BADLY!!! anyone wana bless me a pair? i desperately need to run and train up my stamina. also, i need to pay up my mission trip air ticket. boohoos. God pls let money fall from the sky!! if not, let a miracle come to pass! lol.

i should keep my emotions in check more often. i have been letting it run wild and its no good at all...

went to town to take pics a few days back..went with chrice cuz he just got his Nikon D50! urgh jealous jealous jealous!! i wan it too ok! hehe. took lots of random pics and concluded that he needs a tripod. i need one too for my cam! urgh. must go takepics again SOON and i shall bring my cam along. hopefully it will b complete with a tripod by then. hehe. wana bless me one as well? XD

oh man...pls let it be a better day tmr!!! I need more grace!