the power of miscommunications

i got into the CDI project!! :D woosh~ gona have a meeting tomorrow morning..i pray that all goes well and this project will provide me with good experience!

something's bothering me but i don't know how to voice it out..whatever it is, blame it on misunderstandings and miscommunications. everything's so cold right now. and it's uncomfortable and awkward. and i seriously dono wad's wrong, or wad's going on. i just pray that i can be able to develop good friendships with the ppl around me. i don't wish to bear hatred or bitterness in my heart because they are really heavy and smelly things to carry around inside.

had a test for creative writing today (well yesterday actually). had to write four short stories on the spot. so we were given 1.a survival story (the kind where you write about shipwrecked on a deserted island) 2.a spy story (the kind where you write about detective stuff and mystery and etc) 3.a love story (do i need to explain? Lol.) and 4.a story of the death of a mother (tragic i guess). and i wrote rubbish for all of those.

for the survival story, i wrote about this guy who got stranded on a mid-ocean island and then he got sucked up by this huge octopus with scales and he has been haunting that island since. HAHAA. a bunch of nonsense. and VVERRRRYY illogical plot and storyline..

for the spy story, i wrote about this super egoistic spy who was the best spy in the neighbourhood and he ignored his boss's warning about the danger of handling this grp of terrorists. and then in the end the terrorists really proved to be too smart for him, so he refused to die under the arms of the terrorists and instead, chose to commit suicide instead. then i concluded by saying that his ego killed him.

omg super illogical and..i dono. really just a whole bunch of nonsense.

i shall spare u guys on the love story and the sad story about the mother's death. cuz they are just..well, sappy sad stuff and i shall just not talk about it.hahahaha.

sorry if i have been appearing really dead tired and anti social recently. well truthfully speaking, i am really tired and zombified becuz i am not used to walking about in the day. see, i have become nocturnal but WAD IS NEW right. :( how. my life is totally upside down.

i love the night better than the day but wad can one possibly do at night? all the shops are closed, not a living being is awake..except perhaps the drunkards below my house but well they are DRUNK. :S it's not like they are nice warm elderly uncles who will invite me to a game of chess at the void deck.. (gee how come i sound like a senior citizen)

i can't play my guitar becuz i'll wake the neighbours and they'd start throwing eggs through my window. i can't sing cuz it'll end up in the same consequence. can't watch tv cuz dad will be watching late night tv! and i love late night tv becuz they show stuff they dun show in the day!! LOL. (bad bad.)

food i'm CRAVING for:

macaroni and cheese from kenny rogers
corn muffin from kenny rogers
oreo cheese cake from cafe cartel
nachos w cheese from the movies
subway sandwiches!!!!!!!!
snapple cranberry raspberry

URGH!!! this is really a serious case of pms.