Life is a rollercoaster ride

You like to see me suffer, right?

It's ok. I won't retaliate. Do what you want. In the end, you'll suffer the most. Bitterness will eat your heart up, and you will be so consumed by hatred that you will be so sick of yourself.





Mocha is suspected to be pregnant. Me and sis checked up the pregnancy symptoms for canines and they all matched what Mocha is experiencing right now. Her appetite has increased a hundred fold, and her belly is bulging out with tits so huge that she looks like she has a cow's udder.



Scary.

Tmr, if Mr Wong is free and all goes well, we're gona bring her to the vet.

I've changed my driving instructor (finally). Tmr will be my first lesson with my new instructor. Looks like i've got to pospone my driving exam date. That stinky old man (my previous instructor) has not even brought me into the circuit once. How did he expect me to pass? And he didn't allow me to postpone my exam date even! Ridiculous.

Hopefully all goes well with this new instructor.

Mum made little piggies out of red packets. Hilarious.



and i finally got to eat ikea's meatballs!!! (slow i know.)



yum!

as for school, WE'RE LEARNING HD!!! woo! had a training today from this Mr Guna on how to operate the HD cameras...omg one memory card for the HD camera ( we call it the P2 card) costs like..$2000?! and it can only hold up to 8 minutes of content. so we have to bring at least 2 P2 cards out with us when we are filming so we can interchange the cards when one runs out of memory space. We also have to lug around a Mac, so we can upload content into Final Cut Pro on the spot to ensure that the contents in our P2 cards can be uploaded into the Mac and deleted on the spot. Rather troublesome. But in time to come, very soon in fact, we're gona have P2 cards that can store greater memory. and the HD camera rocks! We learned the technic on how to take sunrise to sunset ( don't really have to film the sun from 6am to 6pm, there's a camera trick!) and make objects look like they can walk. The whole equipment is just magical.


problems in the family again. because of them, i don't see a promising future, no matter how much i want to have a successful one. because of them, i can only depend on myself, and i am not even strong enough. i guess my life is destined to be a pit bottom slum always.
What does God want me to learn from it?


mood: sadly struggling