Pins and Needles

My new baby.



Doesn't she just take your breath away? Love her like mad.






























































kidding. I saw that car on my way to the dojang. I WANT!!!! i'll have to wait centuries to get that car i think. :( (you can see zx and jason in the background xD )

anyway. me and zx are so sick of life that we got ourselves admitted to IMH.



us in our straight jackets.

nah. in our doboks. i think this is the first time ever that we took pics together in our dobok. we look horrible anyway. cuz we were so tired after the training.








tired. there's still stuff to do for school and my attachment is nearing and i don't know what to do. my life is suddenly filled with things that grown ups are supposed face. it sucks to grow up!

and lately I'm getting those pins-and-needles kinda feeling in my limbs like, ALL THE TIME. especially when i'm sitting down/crossing my legs etc. even when i sleep, i'd wake up in the middle of the night with one of my limbs numb and i had to wait for a few seconds or minutes before my blood could circulate there and i can flex my toes/fingers again. freaking weird. anyone know what is going on? (ok as i'm typing this, i'm getting it again, this time at my legs)

Driving exam on 12th July '07. please please pray for me.

and please for goodness sake i am eating already so stop saying i look anorexic because i am not and i don't think i look anywhere near as emaciated as an anorexic. i hear that like a 434543027289573487557 times a week so i'm getting very tired of it already. to be anorexic, you have to be at least 10% underweight, and i am only a few kilos underweight. to be anorexic, you have to miss at least 3 months of your period, and i am getting my period every single month. go look at people on the streets. there are a lot more who are way thinner than me and look emaciated. i know i need to gain some weight and i am working on it. stop piling meat on my plate, stop asking me to eat more because i am, stop asking if i am anorexic, stop bugging me about it ok thanks.

i need holidays, i need to get away from school. i need some R&R and i need to cheer up.