hee...finally! new skin! the ayumi one see until sian le..hehee....i lyk dis skin.it's so cool.suits any music...slow or fast music oso suit. :D
hmm...hehee...i noe..it's almost 3am and i'm still awake...y? cuz my lecture starts at 3pm! :D :D hehee...and oso was online webcam-ing with dearest...he showed me really nice pics he took in macau.make me wana go there oso! haha.
hmm....today's lecture was okok...at first very slpy cuz the ang moh lecturer...think she's not very good in her command of english..i think she's german or something...so..her talk was slow and full of "uh.." and "um.." so i almost fell aslp.but then she's a nice lecturer :D gave us 45 min break.lol.so me and my pals went off to have our breakfast.so hungry! then we have to come up with 100 lines..straight line dot line wavy line....after all these we ran out of ideas...of cuz ma..where got ppl can find 100 different lines right? hahaa...wrong! we came up with staple lines...(staple one straight line on the paper) ,drew a rollerblade and called it INLINE..lol..drew a computer and call it ONLINE..cut a line on the paper and called it CUT LINE...drew a figure and call it WAISTLINE...drew an eye and then drew eyeliner and call it EYELINER~ hahaa....we came up with all sorts of cranky ideas~ :D so basically dis lesson is to teach us to think out of the box...lines doesn't mean just lines..can b any lines ma.lol.interesting lesson we had... :D
i'm enjoying life everyday....i'm learning to cherish everyone ard me more and more.love everyone ard me more and more.i thank God for giving me such an exciting life,for giving me so many friends and so many opportunities to go from glory to glory. :D
alright...i guess dats all.stay tuned~
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Saturday, May 28, 2005
a painful day..
had 3D Art Fundamentals lecture in the first half of the day.haha...3D art..most of u would think of computers....3Dmax..photoshop..bla bla.right? haha.but dats not wad we did.we made sculptures! haha...not huge sculptuers lyk pots and all those la..just small clay figurines...hehe...
the lecturer,ms tia,asked us to take out our discmans and mp3s and listen to our music..then we were blindfolded and given a mold of clay.then we were supposed to make something out of the clay while listening to our players while blindfolded.lolz.i was listening to ayumi...dis song u hear on my blog.lolz.then i did a butterfly...
after dat,we were asked to take off our blindfolds..then we were given another mold of clay..and we were suppose to make something else which can either b related to the first figurine we make or not...up to us.so i made a rabbit.lolz.i did a replica of Happy Bunny...hahahaha...which i think is very lame.in the end my figurines turn out to b real yucky...cuz..even if nice,dey dun hold any meaning to it.bleah.lolz.so..lesson learnt: make products containing values and meanings,not only eye-candy.haha...argh.
after dat went for lunch...ate at design canteen today.yummy western food! but biz park canteen the western food so much cheaper! xin if u are reading dis,monday i go biz park find u.lolz!
then had Communicating Design Ideas lecture...was split up into our project groups and given project to do.have to go down to art museum to do research le.lalala....dis lecture is basically abt speaking up...it's a very interactive class where everyone is supposed to engage in open discussions and stuff lyk dat.it's for us to learn to convey our ideas out clearly and confidently.not bad la.first time in 2 years since i ever spoken up openly in class.lolz.in fact,we HAVE to speak up whether we lyk it or not cuz we are GRADED for speaking up! ohmygosh.so i better speak up more.lolz.
then after dat..went off to church...so tiring.ahaha.but nevertheless it was a great day. :D
hey,miss you! have u been behaving urself? lolz.looking forward for u to come back and share with me ur wonderful experience! :D
dats all la.stay tuned~~
the lecturer,ms tia,asked us to take out our discmans and mp3s and listen to our music..then we were blindfolded and given a mold of clay.then we were supposed to make something out of the clay while listening to our players while blindfolded.lolz.i was listening to ayumi...dis song u hear on my blog.lolz.then i did a butterfly...
after dat,we were asked to take off our blindfolds..then we were given another mold of clay..and we were suppose to make something else which can either b related to the first figurine we make or not...up to us.so i made a rabbit.lolz.i did a replica of Happy Bunny...hahahaha...which i think is very lame.in the end my figurines turn out to b real yucky...cuz..even if nice,dey dun hold any meaning to it.bleah.lolz.so..lesson learnt: make products containing values and meanings,not only eye-candy.haha...argh.
after dat went for lunch...ate at design canteen today.yummy western food! but biz park canteen the western food so much cheaper! xin if u are reading dis,monday i go biz park find u.lolz!
then had Communicating Design Ideas lecture...was split up into our project groups and given project to do.have to go down to art museum to do research le.lalala....dis lecture is basically abt speaking up...it's a very interactive class where everyone is supposed to engage in open discussions and stuff lyk dat.it's for us to learn to convey our ideas out clearly and confidently.not bad la.first time in 2 years since i ever spoken up openly in class.lolz.in fact,we HAVE to speak up whether we lyk it or not cuz we are GRADED for speaking up! ohmygosh.so i better speak up more.lolz.
then after dat..went off to church...so tiring.ahaha.but nevertheless it was a great day. :D
hey,miss you! have u been behaving urself? lolz.looking forward for u to come back and share with me ur wonderful experience! :D
dats all la.stay tuned~~
Thursday, May 26, 2005
tiring day...missing him so much...
tiring day today...
lecture was boring.had Culture and Expressions lecture today.the listening part makes me wana doze off..somemore i was sitting at the corner..whua..even more wana doze of cuz such a nice spot to get comfortable in.lolz.but after dat when the lecturer let us watch some videos on cultures then it started to get interesting.he showed us abt the western culture..how the ppl in the west are so into fast food and not into going church...then he showed us jap tatto culture which was really gross cuz dey show the japs tattooing their custmoers all over the body...including the butt..and dey say in jap dis kind of ppl with tattoo all over are honoured ppl..respected ppl..stuff lyk dat.but i just think it's so ugly.tattoo all over the body where got nice.weird culture.then dey show culture of youngsters nowadays..basically clubbing and taking drugs...then thank God my lecture ended an hours plus early so i was let off early.woohoo..then me and my pals went off to the bookshop to get materials for our 2D Art Fundamentals class next week.everything is just so ex.can die.lolz.
after dat...send my dearest off...haha.argh...it's not my type to cry in front of ppl.so was basically fighting back tears. =P i'm pai seh to confess dis.haha.argh.dun laugh ok. =P lolz.then...i went back to his place with his mum to take my stuff..cuz my stuff very heavy so i left it at his house first b4 sending him off.so after collecting my stuff i went home and changed and went for pos training.
training was ok..rather tiring as usual.went to the gym to do warm ups.it's torturing for my poor muscles.sobz.dey are crying out and currently in depression mode.my poor muscles.lolz.mad.
another tiring day tmr! haiz.sch ends at 6..have to RUSH down to church.haiz....will b very tired de..haiz....ok la i shall go off to rest le.
stay tuned.
lecture was boring.had Culture and Expressions lecture today.the listening part makes me wana doze off..somemore i was sitting at the corner..whua..even more wana doze of cuz such a nice spot to get comfortable in.lolz.but after dat when the lecturer let us watch some videos on cultures then it started to get interesting.he showed us abt the western culture..how the ppl in the west are so into fast food and not into going church...then he showed us jap tatto culture which was really gross cuz dey show the japs tattooing their custmoers all over the body...including the butt..and dey say in jap dis kind of ppl with tattoo all over are honoured ppl..respected ppl..stuff lyk dat.but i just think it's so ugly.tattoo all over the body where got nice.weird culture.then dey show culture of youngsters nowadays..basically clubbing and taking drugs...then thank God my lecture ended an hours plus early so i was let off early.woohoo..then me and my pals went off to the bookshop to get materials for our 2D Art Fundamentals class next week.everything is just so ex.can die.lolz.
after dat...send my dearest off...haha.argh...it's not my type to cry in front of ppl.so was basically fighting back tears. =P i'm pai seh to confess dis.haha.argh.dun laugh ok. =P lolz.then...i went back to his place with his mum to take my stuff..cuz my stuff very heavy so i left it at his house first b4 sending him off.so after collecting my stuff i went home and changed and went for pos training.
training was ok..rather tiring as usual.went to the gym to do warm ups.it's torturing for my poor muscles.sobz.dey are crying out and currently in depression mode.my poor muscles.lolz.mad.
another tiring day tmr! haiz.sch ends at 6..have to RUSH down to church.haiz....will b very tired de..haiz....ok la i shall go off to rest le.
stay tuned.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
missing him terribly...
back blogging....
1st day of school was...real boring in the morning cuz design school had dis Genesis Meeting..meaning the whole design school go into the convention centre for meeting...giving off of awards...evaluate abt freshman orientation...school rules...speeches....bla bla bla...was dozing on and off on and off for the past 3 hours....bleah.
after dat...had lunch with melvin in school...had 3 hour break..so after lunch he went off for lesson and i went to meet up with pals from my course...so we chatted and rotted till 3 pm then went off for lecture...
lecture was fun.thank God my lecture is not those sit and listen only kinds.we draw and draw and draw and draw for 3 hours....back was aching over all dat hunching over the desk...then...had my very first assignment (a.k.a homework) on the very first day of school on the very first term of my first year in school in the first time ever after 6 months.lalaa~
wad else did we learn in the first lecture? we learnt abt different kinds of paper..their sizes..and their weights...and we must noe wad paper is for wad and wad kind of paper is durable and wad kind is not..wad kind will turn yellowish and wad kind is whitish....bleah.frankly speaking,after all dat,i can only tell u dat A4 size paper is 80g.lolz.the rest i just forgot.and so with dat,we were told to get A3 and A4 size sketchbooks.it's just lyk...art lesson for the rest of my life.yay.haha.no more memorising formulas for maths and equations for sciences and keypoints for humanities.YAY!!!! no more~~ hahaha....naninanibooboo~~ now is art art art!! draw draw draw!! imagine imagine imagine!! and design design design!! woosh!!! hallelujah! wkahakhaa...*turning mad*
dearest,u going off tmr right.take care of urself ba.will miss ya lots. XD behave urself k! XD XD muahaha.muak. :D
well...dats all i guess.
stay tuned~
1st day of school was...real boring in the morning cuz design school had dis Genesis Meeting..meaning the whole design school go into the convention centre for meeting...giving off of awards...evaluate abt freshman orientation...school rules...speeches....bla bla bla...was dozing on and off on and off for the past 3 hours....bleah.
after dat...had lunch with melvin in school...had 3 hour break..so after lunch he went off for lesson and i went to meet up with pals from my course...so we chatted and rotted till 3 pm then went off for lecture...
lecture was fun.thank God my lecture is not those sit and listen only kinds.we draw and draw and draw and draw for 3 hours....back was aching over all dat hunching over the desk...then...had my very first assignment (a.k.a homework) on the very first day of school on the very first term of my first year in school in the first time ever after 6 months.lalaa~
wad else did we learn in the first lecture? we learnt abt different kinds of paper..their sizes..and their weights...and we must noe wad paper is for wad and wad kind of paper is durable and wad kind is not..wad kind will turn yellowish and wad kind is whitish....bleah.frankly speaking,after all dat,i can only tell u dat A4 size paper is 80g.lolz.the rest i just forgot.and so with dat,we were told to get A3 and A4 size sketchbooks.it's just lyk...art lesson for the rest of my life.yay.haha.no more memorising formulas for maths and equations for sciences and keypoints for humanities.YAY!!!! no more~~ hahaha....naninanibooboo~~ now is art art art!! draw draw draw!! imagine imagine imagine!! and design design design!! woosh!!! hallelujah! wkahakhaa...*turning mad*
dearest,u going off tmr right.take care of urself ba.will miss ya lots. XD behave urself k! XD XD muahaha.muak. :D
well...dats all i guess.
stay tuned~
Sunday, May 22, 2005
weird dreams
weird dreams...why do i keep having dis kind of weird dreams? maybe it's just the medicine taking effect....
sick...again! when can i ever stop being sick.really dread dis.
i wana go plaza singapura.i wana buy the nightmare before christmas hp accessory..the one with jack in a coffin with flashing lights!! and i wana go there buy full metal alchemist's certified alchemist medal!! and the necklace!! and edward's cloak!! i want i want! ohmygosh ohmygosh...if i manage to buy those then i can go as edward in the next cosplay fest.muahaha.
going crazy over cosplay.tot of alot of styles to mix and match but no money to get them.argh.perhaps i'm just plain crazy..living in my own world all the time...
yeh and i'm just darn paranoid.
i keep thinking dat i'm gona turn into a hamster...it's so scary.wad the heck.i think i need a shrink.lolz.
sick...again! when can i ever stop being sick.really dread dis.
i wana go plaza singapura.i wana buy the nightmare before christmas hp accessory..the one with jack in a coffin with flashing lights!! and i wana go there buy full metal alchemist's certified alchemist medal!! and the necklace!! and edward's cloak!! i want i want! ohmygosh ohmygosh...if i manage to buy those then i can go as edward in the next cosplay fest.muahaha.
going crazy over cosplay.tot of alot of styles to mix and match but no money to get them.argh.perhaps i'm just plain crazy..living in my own world all the time...
yeh and i'm just darn paranoid.
i keep thinking dat i'm gona turn into a hamster...it's so scary.wad the heck.i think i need a shrink.lolz.
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
cock up!
aaaaaaaaaaarrgh....
tired tired tired
stress stress stress
frustrated frustrated frustrated
argh.ok the design orientation drools.bleah...
and everything just seems to messy and cock up lately....dono wads going on anymore..dono wads happening next....u can't expect me to go with the flow..i'm told to give my best shot everytime...but everything's just so messy! aaaaaaargh.
argh.
im just gona miss u so much.sigh.
tired tired tired
stress stress stress
frustrated frustrated frustrated
argh.ok the design orientation drools.bleah...
and everything just seems to messy and cock up lately....dono wads going on anymore..dono wads happening next....u can't expect me to go with the flow..i'm told to give my best shot everytime...but everything's just so messy! aaaaaaargh.
argh.
im just gona miss u so much.sigh.
Sunday, May 15, 2005
camp
yo peeps~ wonder if anyone is still reading my blog..cuz haven't been updating on regular basis.lolz...
well...the freshman orientation camp was loads of fun~ met loads of ppl made loads of friends...was cool la.. fun filled and action packed....definitely rox.
tmr got orientation again...for design school ppl.lolz.a series of orientations can drive me mad.argh.actually i feel lyk skipping dis orientation la cuz feel abit sian...dono y..just feel lyk had enuff of being away from home already.dun lyk to b away from home much...dun lyk to slp out...prefer to slp at home..dono y la.lolz.dats me.ain't the stay over kind unless with reallly really really close friends...hahaa..then i'll just make myself at home.lolz.but dis kind of orientation camps..feel abit weird to b slping at foreign place with ppl whom i just got to noe la.lolz.aiya wadever.u all should noe wad i mean la.it is fun no doubt but i just dun feel homely...to sum it up it's homesickness la.
well...my days are so packed...orientations after orientations...after dat still have to go pos training...argh..sometimes i just feel lyk staying at home for a day and just chill.sometimes i need to get away from ppl for awhile to "recuperate"...sometimes in life we need a little bit of "policy of isolation"...if not will b so up to our necks with things to do we will go mad...lolz...dun get me wrong la.i'm not the "dao" kind..just dat sometimes i need to b alone to enjoy time by myself.i lyk to enjoy time by myself cuz i find peace.i need ppl ard me in my life but i also need time by myself.yeh.i sound paranoid yeh.argh.wadever am i talking abt...wadever la.
ok dats all for now...stay tuned~~ =D
peace out.
well...the freshman orientation camp was loads of fun~ met loads of ppl made loads of friends...was cool la.. fun filled and action packed....definitely rox.
tmr got orientation again...for design school ppl.lolz.a series of orientations can drive me mad.argh.actually i feel lyk skipping dis orientation la cuz feel abit sian...dono y..just feel lyk had enuff of being away from home already.dun lyk to b away from home much...dun lyk to slp out...prefer to slp at home..dono y la.lolz.dats me.ain't the stay over kind unless with reallly really really close friends...hahaa..then i'll just make myself at home.lolz.but dis kind of orientation camps..feel abit weird to b slping at foreign place with ppl whom i just got to noe la.lolz.aiya wadever.u all should noe wad i mean la.it is fun no doubt but i just dun feel homely...to sum it up it's homesickness la.
well...my days are so packed...orientations after orientations...after dat still have to go pos training...argh..sometimes i just feel lyk staying at home for a day and just chill.sometimes i need to get away from ppl for awhile to "recuperate"...sometimes in life we need a little bit of "policy of isolation"...if not will b so up to our necks with things to do we will go mad...lolz...dun get me wrong la.i'm not the "dao" kind..just dat sometimes i need to b alone to enjoy time by myself.i lyk to enjoy time by myself cuz i find peace.i need ppl ard me in my life but i also need time by myself.yeh.i sound paranoid yeh.argh.wadever am i talking abt...wadever la.
ok dats all for now...stay tuned~~ =D
peace out.
Monday, May 09, 2005
camp!
my jie fu is back from london le...hmm...haha..wore his medic shirt to cg ytd cuz no more clothes to wear....anyway..a brief intro abt him...heard from my sis he's a 3rd guard...and he's rather thin.lolz.which explains y i can fit nicely into his shirt.lolz.
k..guys,im going for orientation camp from 9-11.wun see me online for the next 3 days.miss u guys loads!
k..guys,im going for orientation camp from 9-11.wun see me online for the next 3 days.miss u guys loads!
Sunday, May 08, 2005
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
dance and dance and dancE
woho....yesterday's pos practice was fun~
we went down to city hall mrt station (at esplanade there)to practise our dance...we danced and danced for 4 hours plus.was really really tired by the time i got home.every muscle in my body crying out to my bed once i stepped into my home.and my stomache crying out for food cuz i only ate 7-11 mash potato for the whole four hours....mum went out to buy food again and dis time she remembered to buy mine =D =D lolz.~ i had a good workout dancing..but once i eat,my workout has gone to a waste.lolz.cuz i ate alot.was so so hungry..~
hmm...i shall laze at home today.....zZZZzzzZZZZzz... =D
to hui xin: hey welcome back! i miss u so much neh! XD
we went down to city hall mrt station (at esplanade there)to practise our dance...we danced and danced for 4 hours plus.was really really tired by the time i got home.every muscle in my body crying out to my bed once i stepped into my home.and my stomache crying out for food cuz i only ate 7-11 mash potato for the whole four hours....mum went out to buy food again and dis time she remembered to buy mine =D =D lolz.~ i had a good workout dancing..but once i eat,my workout has gone to a waste.lolz.cuz i ate alot.was so so hungry..~
hmm...i shall laze at home today.....zZZZzzzZZZZzz... =D
to hui xin: hey welcome back! i miss u so much neh! XD
Sunday, May 01, 2005
funny statement
today i woke up in the late afternon..was very hungry.no one was home so i figured out mum is out to buy food.
when mum came back...
Me: i'm so hungry!!
mum: i bought food back.but i didn't buy urs!
me:why?!?!?!
mum: cuz i forgot all about you!!
me: *sobz*
when mum came back...
Me: i'm so hungry!!
mum: i bought food back.but i didn't buy urs!
me:why?!?!?!
mum: cuz i forgot all about you!!
me: *sobz*
blessed
had a blssed cg today. =) i'm so on fire now and i wana grow even more.
alright....been busy with pos lately cuz almost everyday we have trainings.it's good dat im occupied.it drives the boredom away u see. =D
went to my aunty's place to visit her.i'm glad to see dat she's doing well.even though now she's even thinner than me,i'm glad she's still strong and can talk and laugh normally lyk she always does.i'm glad she's not weak and all dat.i believe in miracles and i believe one day she will b healed.
man.sometimes i really dun feel lyk going home.her nagging is driving me nuts lo.sigh.sometimes i feel dat i find more joy outside than at home.just wana run away and can't she just gime some peace? she's stress.but she must understand dat i oso have my own life.im not longer her 3 year old kid.i have responsibilities to take care of.she cannot expect me to b lyk a 3 year old anymore.she's just restricting me from growing up.sigh.nvm.let me have grace.
still deciiding on issues.God please guide me.
sigh.and sometimes i'd appreciate it if ppl will just stop condemning me.k.i have my own life.dun judge and dun interfere.different ppl lead different lives and have different personalities so just respect each other for hu we are.k.thanks.
alright....been busy with pos lately cuz almost everyday we have trainings.it's good dat im occupied.it drives the boredom away u see. =D
went to my aunty's place to visit her.i'm glad to see dat she's doing well.even though now she's even thinner than me,i'm glad she's still strong and can talk and laugh normally lyk she always does.i'm glad she's not weak and all dat.i believe in miracles and i believe one day she will b healed.
man.sometimes i really dun feel lyk going home.her nagging is driving me nuts lo.sigh.sometimes i feel dat i find more joy outside than at home.just wana run away and can't she just gime some peace? she's stress.but she must understand dat i oso have my own life.im not longer her 3 year old kid.i have responsibilities to take care of.she cannot expect me to b lyk a 3 year old anymore.she's just restricting me from growing up.sigh.nvm.let me have grace.
still deciiding on issues.God please guide me.
sigh.and sometimes i'd appreciate it if ppl will just stop condemning me.k.i have my own life.dun judge and dun interfere.different ppl lead different lives and have different personalities so just respect each other for hu we are.k.thanks.
Saturday, April 30, 2005
well.
alot of ppl has been posting msges on the friendster bulletin saying friendster is closing.another hoax i guess.it's irritating.y would ppl wana post such stuff? if frendster is really expanding,then all the administrator have to do is just stop "recruiting" members lo.sigh.it doesnt make sense la.it only serves to spam the bulletin.if the administrator wana noe hu is frequently using friendster,all he has to do is check hu logs on often and hu doesnt.y bother to repost bulletins? it really doesn't make sense right.so,i choose not to believe.
anyway....i choose not to breakdown.it's not my kind to breakdown unless i really can't take it.i dun lyk to breakdown.i wana fight all the way until there is no more to fight.i noe He will give me strength and i will lean not on my own strength but His.
i wana lead a peaceful life.but i'm promised to have trials and tribulations and i must face them.it's inevitable.and i have to face it whether i lyk it or not.it's not a choice.but i can choose to either overcome or fail.and i choose to overcome.
i noe that wadever it is,im not alone cuz He's always ard to guide me.He is my shepherd,guiding me whenever i am lost.guiding me to the right path.and i shall trust in Him.
although i feel weary inside out,i choose not to submit to my feelings of hoplessness.i choose to emerge from all condemnating thoughts.cuz when there is love,there is hope,and when there is hope,there is life.
anyway....i choose not to breakdown.it's not my kind to breakdown unless i really can't take it.i dun lyk to breakdown.i wana fight all the way until there is no more to fight.i noe He will give me strength and i will lean not on my own strength but His.
i wana lead a peaceful life.but i'm promised to have trials and tribulations and i must face them.it's inevitable.and i have to face it whether i lyk it or not.it's not a choice.but i can choose to either overcome or fail.and i choose to overcome.
i noe that wadever it is,im not alone cuz He's always ard to guide me.He is my shepherd,guiding me whenever i am lost.guiding me to the right path.and i shall trust in Him.
although i feel weary inside out,i choose not to submit to my feelings of hoplessness.i choose to emerge from all condemnating thoughts.cuz when there is love,there is hope,and when there is hope,there is life.
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
lala
hmm...had a fun day at pos training again.hehe.learned dance and new stunts today.so long nvr work out.now suddenly get active again...feels great.lolz.make me feel "young" to b so active.haha.dun beat me la.i noe im still young.but i noe u all noe wad i mean la.lolz.
hmm...currently deciding on some stuff...God please help..
hmm...currently deciding on some stuff...God please help..
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
longing
hmm...right now the most popular song going ard is most definitely Tong Hua.am i right? hehe.at first the song didnt have much of an impact on me la.i tot it was a nice song but nothing very special.dat is until i watched the mtv then the song start to have impact on me.started to bring back some bittersweet memories which i tot i had long gotten over and forgotten...didn't realise it is still alive in my mind till now.didnt realise dat subconciously i m still keeping it.
well..i guess,of all kinds of memories,bittersweet memories are the ultimite number one killer of our emotions.cuz..sad memories,everyone's willing to get over the sadness.happy memories,everyone's willing to keep it.angry memories,everyone's ready to forgive and forget.but bittersweet memories..it just gives ppl a yearning wish dat dey can go back and start everything again only to have no choice but to move on.
emotions kill the soul...
glad to noe dat u are doing well.thanks for keeping the memories and remembering me..
well..i guess,of all kinds of memories,bittersweet memories are the ultimite number one killer of our emotions.cuz..sad memories,everyone's willing to get over the sadness.happy memories,everyone's willing to keep it.angry memories,everyone's ready to forgive and forget.but bittersweet memories..it just gives ppl a yearning wish dat dey can go back and start everything again only to have no choice but to move on.
emotions kill the soul...
glad to noe dat u are doing well.thanks for keeping the memories and remembering me..
pos training
decomposed today at home..then in the evening went to sch for pos training. =) more and more ppl come for training le.so met alot of new friends today =) was fun.well,anything is better than having nothing to do right? hehee...i simply just can't wait for sch to start.lolz.looking forward to my exciting sch term.as i said,anything is better than having nothing to do.right now,my geatest fear is having nothing to do.it's the most torturing thing for me.i can't stand a life of idleness.i will die.im the sort hu always wana do something and keep myself busy whenever i can.it sounds sadistic,but i love being busy.lolz.i love to b occupied with many things to do.it gives me a sense of thrill and challenge.gives me excitement in my life u see.lolz.and gives me a great great great sense of accomplishment whenever i can finish my tasks.so i simply love to be kept busy.lolz.being busy oso trains me to b more organized and enable me to take stress and pressure.
hmm...anticipating for my brother in law to come back singapore.cuz me and my sis planned a double date together.lolz.ain't dat just so fun?!?! hehehe...double date with sis.it'll definitely be a heck load of fun. =D after brother in law come back,then in july we (my family) are all flying back to london with my brother in law.go visit london...bla bla bla.can't wait.lolz.
anyway...here's a hilarious stupid retarded pic of me trying to be funny at spotlight...
call me crazy ba.lolz~
hmm...anticipating for my brother in law to come back singapore.cuz me and my sis planned a double date together.lolz.ain't dat just so fun?!?! hehehe...double date with sis.it'll definitely be a heck load of fun. =D after brother in law come back,then in july we (my family) are all flying back to london with my brother in law.go visit london...bla bla bla.can't wait.lolz.
anyway...here's a hilarious stupid retarded pic of me trying to be funny at spotlight...
call me crazy ba.lolz~
Monday, April 25, 2005
Sunday, April 24, 2005
hair makeover!!
hehehehehhee~~~ had another hair makeover today at the salon!! wooo~~~ i did 6 hair extensions...blue and pink...went with my sis.actually my sole intention was only to have a hair cut.but my sis wana do hair extension and she kept persuading dat i try it out.so i tried.and it was real fun.lolz~ love it love it~
dis is wad it looks lyk from the side view...
dis is wad it looks lyk from the back view.
my sis! side view~ ain't it cool~
sister's back view~ hehe.
oooosh.feel so accomplished.next tym i wana add in more colours.lala~ =D
and yes..lastly......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELVIN YE!!!!!
dis is wad it looks lyk from the side view...
dis is wad it looks lyk from the back view.
my sis! side view~ ain't it cool~
sister's back view~ hehe.
oooosh.feel so accomplished.next tym i wana add in more colours.lala~ =D
and yes..lastly......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELVIN YE!!!!!
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