Friday, March 31, 2006

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DATE:1ST April 2006
TIME:12:01AM

Thursday, March 30, 2006

slimy creatures with yellow skin and blue veins.their pelvis bones were torn off and the intersection of their spinal chords were exposed.their bones were hollow.dragons with dark dirty green scales and razor sharp teeth.their mouths were bright red on the inside.dis woman was trying to kill one of the slimy yellow creature with the blue veins.she was wearing a dress similar to the ones the princesses wore to slp in the medieval times.she dragged one of it across the grass, meaning to get its head snapped when it bumped into a fallen log.a man was shouting to her telling her to stop,telling her she wasn't going to make it.the man seemed to be her brother.but she wouldn't listen.then a dragon came along and got her in between its razor sharp teeth.it closed its teeth around her mid-section and bit off her stomache.her intestines spilled out and she screamed..can't describe the scream.there was alot of blood,of cuz.then with one wide swing of its neck,it flung the woman away.her intestines caught and tangled on a branch of a tree nearby and there she hung in pain but she was still fully awake.and there she hung screaming until she bled to death.

i don't noe y in the world would i get such gruesome nightmares.but still,there are so many nightmares i have had that no nightmare is gruesome enough to kill me anymore.

DATE:30th March 2006
TIME:6:59PM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

into the dark

my sunburn has healed.hu wants to go tanning with me again? :)

i dun feel lyk slping yet but i have to wake up early tmr..how sian is dat.

DATE:25th March 2006
TIME:11:47PM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

spooky haunts and peeling skin

went to chua chu kang christian cemetery last sat for cg outing. it was a gd experience. we saw tombs of babies...and a pair of twins, 0 days old! very sad..but it was a gd trip. then we went to the chinese cemetery as well. it wasn't as pleasant as the christian cemetery. the christian cemetery had pathways and the tombs are neatly layed and arranged in rows. but the tombs at the chinese cemetery are scattered everywhere and there are no paths. just tall grasses and swarms of flies as well as sticky cobwebs everywhere. im glad i wore shoes. we were only allowed to walk in pairs. chris had to accompany 2 little girls..lol..so i paired up with flora. she wore slippers. and poor her kept having her feet sink into holes in the grass. it was unpleasant and eery.

anyway..dear aunty gave me a hi-fi set to b put in my room! yay. i can say gdbye to my old cranky radio. :) mum says she'll buy a dvd player to install along with it then i can move in the small tv and watch vcd in my room!! argh. i've nvr had such a privilege b4. lol.. so suaku yes. XD

im peeling lyk a snake.incredibly, my sunburn has yet to recover!! it's been..3 weeks. and im still peeling horribly. i look lyk i've got some horrible skin disease... :( lotion and body butter didn;t help.....

oh yeh..im asked to act as Mary Magdalene for the Easter Day skit. wakhakhakhakhakha...chris will b Peter. sounds hilarious to me.

sigh well ok.actually i've considered not putting any pics on my blog..i dono.im just too plain lazy to do up a proper blogskin.thus..leaving it blank and plain would b better? i dono.or might as well just close down dis whole thing?.....


DATE:23rd March 2006
TIME:12:48AM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

shalala

im dun lyk my red and white tankini anymore...so today, i went to get dis
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wana say a huge thanks to my love for dis! XD

let's hit the beach again!!

oh.i haven't recovered from my sunburn though. XD



DATE:9th March 2006
TIME:12:20AM

Monday, March 06, 2006

life's one huge bitch

went kayaking last sat and got deliciously sunburnt. it hurts alot..but somehow i am so sadistic cuz i actually lyk the painful feeling of being sunburnt. hiak~ then went to town to catch a show and saw lynette! wooo...miss sch miss friends...MISS MY POCKET MONEY!!!!!! i dun get allowance during holidays so i practically rot during hols.so damn no life.i am becoming a preserved mango.noe y preserved mango? cuz everyday being kept at home with no money to go out.dats y preserved mango.life's a fucking bitch indeed.

went back to band last friday and did nth much.dunnoe wad dey actually gona play for concert..havent really heard the pieces.kinda sian..i heard dey playing the blardy SHE song.damn it.SHE sux big time la.so teeny weeny kiddy.

so far i've watched Munich, Final Destination 3 and Underworld Evolution. not bad...but i tot FD 1 and 2 was better...FD 3 ain't as gross and scary in my opinion. Munich and Underworld was gd.lots of action. but i think the sexual scenes can be ommited cuz i think dey are so damn redundant. -_- lyk..one moment there's lots of action and then the next moment there's so much heated passion.wth.waste time.the guy in Munich can even think of war when he was having sex.so retarded.

I wana watch Date Movie and Big Momma next! XD

so..ard 3rd week in the holidays already.besides watching movies and getting sunburnt, i haven't been doing much.rotting has become my ultimate proffesion.once i decompose, i'll get a PHD.

saw a friend's msn nick : I dunwan e world to see mi, cuz I dun think dat they understand.

so freaking true!!!

im so bored.im blabbering nonsense.rather close dis blog down since im blogging nonsense.maybe i should run ard the shopping mall naked so dey can lock me up in the asylum.


DATE: 7th March 2006 HAPPY BDAY HUIXIN!
TIME: 4:14PM

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

a bad (mood) entry

k dis blogskin sux to a huge scale. didnt turn out the way i tot it would. stewpid~ critisize all u wan la. (-_- )

my mood's kinda @!#@$!@%% up cuz of dis stupid @!$#%@$^# person dat made me so pissed. actually i had already blogged alot but blogspot's screwed up and wadever i typed is all gone so ..i am lazy to type out the whole story of my source of piss again.

anyway..miraculously today i finally got to eat a proper meal. i made it myself. budden its no big deal. its just instant noodles. for the past few days i have been junking and pigging on the leftover chinses new year goodies. chinese new year baddies i would call them. cuz if u eat them everyday u will really think that dey suck lyk mad. i think i am living in a present day torture chamber. i need cash cash cash.

nth much happened lately...went to OCH for a cg outing ..dats all..and took some interesting pics which i uploaded in spaces. and also been helping out in some stuff..mainly for my survival cuz i get cash...

i think cash is lyk some form of drugs. once u get it, u wan more of it. and eventually u can nvr have enough of it. and when u dun have enough of it u become raged and mad and crazy. and ur life starts to have withdrawel symptoms..lyk u find life miserable and hard to go by. so,cash is really lyk some form of drugs. everywhere i go i hear dat ppl are in serious need of cash. whoever invented cash invented a new form of misery in mankind as well. wkahkahkaha...

ok.im still kinda angry with blogspot for making my entry disappear in thin air. hurmphs.


DATE: 28 Feb 2006
TIME: 9:24PM

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

facts and information

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Janice!

  1. All shrimp are born as Janice, but gradually mature into females.
  2. A bride should wear something old, something new, something borrowed, and Janice.
  3. If your ear itches, this means that someone is talking about Janice.
  4. Janice is actually a fruit, not a vegetable.
  5. Janice is the traditional gift for a couple on their third wedding anniversary.
  6. Janice can fly at an average speed of fifteen kilometres an hour.
  7. In Japan, Janice can only be prepared by chefs specially trained and certified by the government.
  8. Janice is the world's largest rodent.
  9. Janice will often rub up against people to lay her scent and mark her territory.
  10. Edinburgh imports three thousand kilograms of Janice every year.
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Ten Top Trivia Tips about ASSHOLES!

  1. ASSHOLEolatry is the mindless worship of ASSHOLES!
  2. Olive oil was used for washing ASSHOLES in the ancient Mediterranean world!
  3. The only planet that rotates on its side is ASSHOLES!
  4. The horns of ASSHOLES are made entirely from hair.
  5. It's bad luck to whistle near ASSHOLES.
  6. In a pinch, the skin from a shark can be used as ASSHOLES.
  7. ASSHOLES cannot be detected by infrared cameras.
  8. ASSHOLES are only six percent water.
  9. Worldwide, ASSHOLES are the most important natural enemy of night-flying insects.
  10. Carnivorous animals will not eat another animal that has been hit by ASSHOLES.
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Ten Top Trivia Tips about TESTICLES!

  1. In the Great Seal of the United States the eagle grasps 13 arrows and TESTICLES.
  2. TESTICLES is the largest of Saturn's moons.
  3. TESTICLES once lost a Dolly Parton lookalike contest.
  4. The pupil of an octopus's eye is shaped like TESTICLES!
  5. Koalas sleep for 22 hours a day, two hours more than TESTICLES.
  6. The air around TESTICLES is superheated to about five times the temperature of the sun.
  7. Fish travel in schools, but whales travel in TESTICLES.
  8. TESTICLES never said 'Play it again, Sam'!
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DATE:21 FEB 2006
TIME:10:52PM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

holidaying

i wana officially declare dat im holidaying~ whees!~

went out with jj and liting today...wenta jj's sister's manicure place and she painted our nails. yes jj as well. he painted black. XD liting painted lime green and i painted blood red, my usual fave colour.

oh wells.wad am i gona do now dat i don't have sch? *ponders

i dun think im gona look for a job. janice doesn't wana b a gd girl dis holiday. she wants to play till she drops dead. (^-^) everyone's saying "bored then look for job lo". but..no. i dun wana work dis holiday.

oh.some ppl just wun stop making me feel unsteady.but im just gona b stronger. (^-^)



DATE:16th feb 2006
TIME:1:50am

Monday, February 13, 2006

life's fugly

wow wow wow.disappeared from blogging for so long.been working on all the final year 1 assignments.after today, i have one more submission on thursday and ta-da~~~ holidays!! *dances naked

which means..i dun hafta go to sch on wed and fri~ shalala... *gorges on bananas

budden there're sad stuff. my photos were fugly cuz i oversaturated them. ideation was fugly cuz i spoiled the materials. proj 1 was a mass of blurriness. im crossing my fingers abt dmfun and storytelling. so sad can.

neimind. i must really stop talking abt sch in my blog cuz its just gona bore readers to death.

i can't make up my mind if i should slp now or not. lots of fugly stuff happened as well and dat left me feeling fugly and down. just looking forward to holidays. gona meet my lovely girls zx and bi tmr evening. can't wait. i oso miss my xin, annie and ky. i wana go out with them if not i will decompose to the point of nothingness.

life's so fugly at the moment. its boring and all. i need some serious entertainment.

DATE:14th FEBRUARY 2006
TIME:12:17AM

Saturday, January 28, 2006

three years and coungint.. :D

went to meet him straight after sch ytd and we went to roxy square to get our haircut!! XD ~

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before...

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after!

after that we went to the airport to fetch his dad back from macau.wootsie dootsie~

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back at his house. :)

and today~~~~

*20th century fox drumroll playing in the background*

it's our 3 years anni! *dances

*20th century fox music playing in background*

so we went to have lunch.at billy bombers.

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his Balls O' Fire chicken spag.lol.BALLS O' FIRE~~~ really hot.dey put lots of chilli padi on it.but he loves it.he's hot.wkahakhakhakha.

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my dory fillets with mango sauce, potato salad (YUM!!) and coleslaw.woolala.

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ice cream!!

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oh yeh and soup of the day, salmon soup!

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mafia enjoying soup.

:D it's been enjoyable. Kyo waa tanoshikatta desu!

happy chinese new year to my dear readers. dats all for now~ :D

DATE:28th jan 2006
TIME:11.05PM

Thursday, January 26, 2006

last week tp had open house..so i was assigned to help out at the tv studio...

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caleb and jeff at the controls.

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dono if u guys can see it. it's the tv studio.

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bluescreen is fun.

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Jo-an and zul.

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the controls

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can u guys see the floating head with a mass of curly red hair? lol.

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dis is where u control the lightings.

it was fun and really cool.i think i wana do video production next time instead of animation.lol.

today (or ytd since it's 1+am) was tiring.went to chinatown to take my last 120 pics (yay). then came home and was so bored i decided to take pics of my beloved dog.

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ain't she just so so so so cuuuutee~~

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oh ya and u guys heard of jao cai mao right (fortune cat)? i have a jao cai gou (fortune dog).

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heehee..

yay it's weekend already~ shalalalala~

DATE:27th Jan 2006
TIME:1.29AM

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

nuts

digital media class drove me nuts today.wild nuts.it's getting harder everyweek. :S

tmr's wednesday.yay.half of the week gone. :D

sch's ending soon.approx 3 more weeks and HOLIDAY!! lala.but right now im struggling with typo and photo. :( i pray hard i dun need to retake any modules or something.

i'm paranoid again. :D

DATE:18th jan 2006
TIME:12.18AM

Sunday, January 15, 2006

embrace

dis weekend's been happening happening ho~

saturday,i became a 13 year old ah lian.me and baby went to bedok interchange to play arcade in the night.wkahakhakha....played bishi bashi.WOO! so DAAAAAAMMMN long nvr play dat already! then played House of the Dead..in which i died very shortly.lol.and then watched him play initial D.my gawd.i really feel lyk an ah lian watching her ah beng bf racing on the initial D game. =x besides, there were alot of young pranksters in the arcade.lyk...13-15 yr old rowdy kids stomping on the DDR machine.yeh.

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the ah beng.

so today,went over to his svc and it was fun.interesting as well.then we went for his sec sch bbq gathering.and on the way we took lots of pics on the bus cuz we were so bored.


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and then..at the bbq pit..we ate lots of chicken wings.and we took pic agian..

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after which he has to book in le.so i sent him to the mrt station :D

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and so dats my weekend. :D

DATE:16 01 2006
TIME:2.01 AM

Friday, January 13, 2006

a bunch of nonsense

been on another rollercoaster ride in my life.it's mad..as mad as ever...all the ups and downs and bumps dat left me bruised all over.sometimes i almost let go and flew to my death.

at baby's house now.had a super nice dinner there.yumz.today's photo class was gd.lecturer finally feels dat my pictures are good.YAY!!! *dances~ and my fever has subsided..the only thing i'm kinda burdened abt is project one.cuz i have no idea wad to do next..i hope dey dun cut my grades or something cuz i really have no idea wad i am supposed to do.and i have been missing out on sch dis whole week cuz i had fever dis whole week!! so i am really clueless abt it! only a little updated.heard dat we are still waiting for the main committee to assign roles and tasks.hmm.wokay.

apart from sch and rollercoaster rides,i'm still very much kicking and alive,hallelujah.despite my fever,i headed down to chinatown to snap pics for my photo project.my effort paid off la since my proposal is approved.*dances again.went to watch CHRONICLES OF NARNIA last saturday with baby..WEE! dat show rox.just like wad i had read in the book.fantastic.the beavers are so damn cute la (for those hu have watched you'd noe wad i mean).the next show i wana watch would be WALLACE AND GROMIT!! wahakhaakh...and probably Memoirs of a Geisha.oh my gosh and speaking of geisha,i missed out on jap lesson dis week! so dead la! must revise on my own le.

alright gtg.baby's mum wana use the com.stay tuned!

DATE:13 jan 2006
TIME:10.47PM

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

bloody screwed

gah.in typo class now.dreading the moment i hand in my assignment.it's just so screwed.gah.help me la.haiz.in despair!

been freaking sick and still have submissions to hand in.wad a feaking wrong time to fall sick.tsk.

the only happy thing is dat my printer has miraculously revived itself.

TIME:12.27pm
DATE:11/1/2006

Friday, January 06, 2006

freakin sad.my photos suck in the eyes of wee my lecturer.i tot it was ok.and some are nice.but to him it's a whole lot of "i see no point" pics.wadever la.so lost now for my final photo project.i dono wad to shoot,after all the comments,no,critics,he gave for my pics.

i ate alot today.i actually had breakfast for lunch.pancakes for lunch dat is.and a cup of mash potato,and a can of coke light.was so ready to vomit when i went photo class.but then,right after photo class which is 3 hours later, im hungry again.so i ate 2 tuna sandwich.my gawd.im bursting.

i dun get it.why izit dat everytime i read shape magazine,ppl say "whua! u need to read shape magazine meh? u are not fat wad." firstly i dun think i'm DAT slim, and 2ndly,shape isn't just for the SHAPELY ppl right. i mean,u dun have to b IN SHAPE to read SHAPE,right? besides there's no such thing as a shapely person.it's all just photo shop and the wise use of clothes to create visual perfection.

next tuesday is hari raya.which means we are allowed to hand in our ASS-ignment on week 11!!!!! WOOOOOO~~ however there is still dat ever annoying typo logotype design to do.AH!



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Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear


DATE:6TH Jan 2005
TIME:9.16pm

Thursday, January 05, 2006

random stuff

and again, im freaking lazy to blog these days. been on pms rollercoaster rides dis few days so i totally dun have the mood for any single thing.

had dis run at sports complex after sch today for some dr william tan event to raise funds for some elderlies and for setting some kinda guiness book of world records.we're just there to support him in his attempt to hand peddle dis bicycle (his crippled from waist down) for 24 hours ard tp sports track. so we had to run 1km..which is lyk 3 rounds.budden the 3 rounds made me sweat gallons.finally it's over.i was kinda dreading it cuz i felt damn reluctant to run.dumb.dey made dis run a compulsory thing to take part in and even bribed us with "seal points will be awarded for participating." wth.

and also,TADA! typo presentation ASS-ignment is OVER!! lala.basically me and ferli just crapped away during our presentation, not even sure wad we were talking ourselves. we didn't have any script or wadever. just bomb a whole lot of crap. yet valentino said it was a clear presentation. WAHAHA!

am pretty lazy to post up pictures at the moment. it takes time to do such stuff. i have lots of pics to show. im too tired now. recently i realised dat people nowadays are just too self absorbed in their own business to care abt others. so i have stopped trying to open up myself already. lyk wads the point. even when i say i'm not doing gd and feeling lyk shit, hardly anybody gives a damn.so nvm.i shall just save my breath and save myself from heartbeaking ignorance of the society.i wun dwell into self pity and emo dramas.i shall just take the world as it is.right i sound lyk some kinda narrow minded bitch.but dats just my perception right now.my perception is subjected to change as time passes.so dun take dis passage too seriously.

6 more weeks and it's the end of my year one in tp.my gosh time flies lyk mad i tell u.i dun wana evaluate my 1st 2 sems in tp.to sum it up it was fun.it's just horrible to think of graduating in 2 year's time.and then i'm gona b released into the world to survive. my gawd. i dun wan.

yay CNY coming.dat means new clothes, new hair, and many many ang baos to flood my bag.muahahahahahahhaa~ hallelujah.

k.shall go to bed now.it's beckoning me for some gd fellowship.

DATE:6th Jan 2006
TIME:12.09AM

random stuff

and again, im freaking lazy to blog these days. been on pms rollercoaster rides dis few days so i totally dun have the mood for any single thing.

had dis run at sports complex after sch today for some dr william tan event to raise funds for some elderlies and for setting some kinda guiness book of world records.we're just there to support him in his attempt to hand peddle dis bicycle (his crippled from waist down) for 24 hours ard tp sports track. so we had to run 1km..which is lyk 3 rounds.budden the 3 rounds made me sweat gallons.finally it's over.i was kinda dreading it cuz i felt damn reluctant to run.dumb.dey made dis run a compulsory thing to take part in and even bribed us with "seal points will be awarded for participating." wth.

and also,TADA! typo presentation ASS-ignment is OVER!! lala.basically me and ferli just crapped away during our presentation, not even sure wad we were talking ourselves. we didn't have any script or wadever. just bomb a whole lot of crap. yet valentino said it was a clear presentation. WAHAHA!

am pretty lazy to post up pictures at the moment. it takes time to do such stuff. i have lots of pics to show. im too tired now. recently i realised dat people nowadays are just too self absorbed in their own business to care abt others. so i have stopped trying to open up myself already. lyk wads the point. even when i say i'm not doing gd and feeling lyk shit, hardly anybody gives a damn.so nvm.i shall just save my breath and save myself from heartbeaking ignorance of the society.i wun dwell into self pity and emo dramas.i shall just take the world as it is.right i sound lyk some kinda narrow minded bitch.but dats just my perception right now.my perception is subjected to change as time passes.so dun take dis passage too seriously.

6 more weeks and it's the end of my year one in tp.my gosh time flies lyk mad i tell u.i dun wana evaluate my 1st 2 sems in tp.to sum it up it was fun.it's just horrible to think of graduating in 2 year's time.and then i'm gona b released into the world to survive. my gawd. i dun wan.

yay CNY coming.dat means new clothes, new hair, and many many ang baos to flood my bag.muahahahahahahhaa~ hallelujah.

k.shall go to bed now.it's beckoning me for some gd fellowship.

DATE:^th Jan 2006
TIME:12.09AM

Friday, December 30, 2005

When i'm gone

Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...


Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...


And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...


I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...


And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...


Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..


And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...




DATE:31 DEC 20005
TIME:12.49AM