wooweee..lao sai,answered prayers and random stuffs.

blogging in school.my laptop has yet to come back from the hospital...

for ur info i'll b majoring in video.bye bye animation! realised i am not cut out for it.video is wad
i prefer to do.

anyway, i constipated for one whole week.i didn't pass out a single shit for one whole week and my tummy was so bloated..lyk those african kids.lol.ok dats a bit too exaggerting.but it's still bloated la! and so ytd mum bought laxatives for me.i ate one and there's no effect so i took another one.no effect again so iw ent to slp.and then dis morning...OMG.i had excruciating abdominbal pains from 6am to 7am! it's lyk in labour.omg.and then after dat i lao sai from 7am to ard 8am.my goodness.it's a horrible HORRIBLE experience!!! i will nvr ever eat laxatives anymore! NEVER.i really wonder how those laxative abusers can take such pain.i lao sai so much dat i actually lost 1kg. :S !!!!!

so excited!! my prayers were answered! i'm able to go for mission trip to taipei in december!! yay yay yay yay~~~ so i'm currently saving up for the trip.will be visiting those moutainous places and the tribes there.wonder what it will be like.i'm sure it will b a good experience.wooosh.so exciting! i must go i must go!

going for a job interview tmr at a childcare centre.yes ppl, i'm gona work at a childcare centre again.haha.it's a nice place to work at..this time the childcare will be closer to my home...can just walk.another prayer answered! :D super happy.

music worship on july 1st.thank God i didnt give up on it.if not i wouldn't even have the chance to be in the music team anymore.been practising till my fingertips turned purple and swollen cuz not used to the all metal strings of the semi-acoustic guit as i have always been using classical guit.but it's all gona be worth it.went with pst lee chris and kw to buy a semi-acoustic guit for church.how i wish it belongs to me! it's such a darling (shall post the pic of it up soon).yes i'm gona be using it in church but it is 100% church property.lol.

several things to do despite no modules this july.singing/guitaring for july's evangelistic programme,basic theory driving test on 28th july,psycho exam on 5th august...plus now im kinda burdening over my sketchbook.some say need to submit, some say dun need to.dono wad to do..most probably must finish rushing all the sketches by tonight so i can hand in tmr.grrr....

hope all goes well for everything. :D

donations anyone?

hello ppl...haven't been updating due to laptop problems.the cost for repairing it is $400...so i am currently without a com as well as a laptop.on the brink of commiting suicide already.

so, i wun be able to mingle ard in the virtual world for the time being(blogging in sch now).unless u are willing to donate to the Janice Fund? then perhaps i will b able to eat my 3 meals without worrying abt money problems.LOLOLOL.

i'm so pathetic now.gahs.

ok just a few quick updates..

went to Boradcast Asia exhibition ytd at singapore expo..plus projects projects and more projects..and holidaying for july.holidays oso mean i wun b receiving allowance.so dat makes my financial problems worse.

or would anyone lyk to offer me a place in a welfare/foster home, complete with computer, personal room,free internet access and sufficient allowance for 2 meals outside? i dun mind.

so faster save me b4 i turn into a walking skeleton.

LOL.

HELLO PEOPLE!!!

thanks to everyone who made my bday a great one :D i love u all! and sorry to those hu asked me out but i had to decline cuz i was already occupied! so sorry! :)

i wana thank my poly peeps who sprang me a surprise in the tv studio with a cute little cake and present! thanks alot! i was very touched :) love all of u to bits la.haha.thanks for the effort, and thanks for SACRIFICING UR STOPP TO PLAN DIS FOR ME!! XD ahhh..so touched so touched!








:) all those hu made it wonderful.and also to those hu shared my bday present, even tho u guys are not present in the picture. :) THANKS! can't ask for a more livelier, totful and happier grp of friends! u all just cheer me up la!
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hee..still beaming happily, i went to meet xin and annie. headed to Plaza Sing's Manhatten Fish Market for dinner.thanks xin and annie for the treat and the cake! even tho the waitress spoiled my surprise by asking "can i serve the cake now?" but, i'm still surprised cuz i didn't expect a bday cake! :D so sweet of u both to plan dis for me. :D haha..







:D. thanks xin and annie, even tho something went wrong with the paying of bills and transaction of xin's card, i am touched dat both of u made the effort to give me dis wonderful celebration!
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also, i wana say thank you to CHRIS'S MUM for treating me to dinner and giving me a lovely present.



:D. thank you!!!
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alright then ytd night i went to Comfort Driving Centre with mum to signup for my basic thery exam!!! SHALALA..

AND, i left my stopp sketchbook there and my project is due on wed. when me and mum ran back to get it, the office was closed!!!! i was so sad i was at the point of hysteria.i left a note for them praying damn hard dey'll call me back..

AND MY PRAYERS WERE ANSWERED! dey called me back dis morning and i rushed down to rescue my sketchbook.AHHAA. XD

ok so...



wooooosh..~~
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and my new stuffs for the week..




ain't dis striped pants cool? haha.it's a bday present from my sis. :) so sweet of her! la la la..
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oh yes and i got my naval pierced.erms..xin went with me and she took pics of the process...but i think i shall only post up one pic dats all.cuz some of u might not able to take it.cuz the pics look ...ouch.lol.



ok full stop.dats all im gona reveal.LOL.neh ni neh ni poo poo.

Thanks everybody for maing me feel so loved!! :D :D :D

p.s pictures are not resized porperly.hahahah sorry! lazy to edit already!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEE!!!!


YAY YAY YAY 18 18 18 18 18 18 18 18 18 18 !!!!

here i come, driving license!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she doesn't have enough allowance.so she asks her mother to increase her allowance.she has been eating nonsense snacks for lunch everyday cuz she just doesnt have enough money to eat.so she brought up the courage to ask for an increase, knowing in her heart she will be rebuked by her mum again.

it came true.the mum rebuked her again.and dis time, asking her to contact her god father to ask him to give her allowance.

and so, her journey of living off a total stranger's money starts.and he doesn't even have any blood relation to her.just a god father.and her mum's fling.

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sob stories aside, i have abt 45 minutes more of being 17 left!! i'm turning 18!!!

URGH!!!!

somebody help me..

cuz i am so sad!!!! :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

lyk really really sad! :___(

somebody cheer me up pls..i'm gona die soon.so discouraged.feels as if all my hopes and dreams are shattered!! SHATTERED!!

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Sleepless nights

argh.tired.can't slp tonight cuz gota hand in something tmr.boo.

had music pract just now.i have only 3 words to say abt it:

disappointed with myself.

gastric problems

my stomache walls are gona be eroded by my gastric juices very soon.. gastric problems started dis morning at 3.30am and i vomited those juices 2 times, which burnt my throat horribly. it wasn't a pleasant slp at all..with all the juices churning churning in my tummy lyk a washing machine on high mode. gah. it's a sad thing to b attacked by gastric problems again.

my gastric has been weak ever since i was young.i had to visit the doc lyk once every few months due to gastric problems.i can't eat too much cuz my gastric will fail on me. i can't eat too little cuz my gastric will fail on me too.

thus i didn't go for cg and music pract today due to my gastric problem.

i am feeling so miserable cuz my tummy is still hurting now despite the fact that i have slept the whole day.

SIGHS.

i hate fried food...and a list of other foods i hate.

the title says it all.fried food sux.it's nice at first bite but after dat it makes me feel bloated and full and ready to vomit.fried food makes me sick.i hate anything dats fried.

i hate alot of food.i hate pork cuz it stinks and its hard to chew.i hate beef cuz it makes me so full i wana vomit.i hate jackfruits cuz i vomited jackfruit once and it reminds me of my vomit.i hate durians cuz it just simply stinks big time and the taste just sux.i dun lyk rice cuz it makes me feel damn full and nauseatic and sleepy and lazy.i hate mutton cuz the smell is weird.

i generally only eat chicken, fish and veggies.yes.i can just go and die right now since my choices of food are so limited i might as well dun eat.i might as well starve to death.

i have ugly legs.fat tighs. if i reveal my fat tighs to u,u will faint on the spot.

sigh.so frustrated with myself over quite a few things.sometimes i feel lyk i totally have no sense of self control at all...

random topics

one of this month's subjects is Audio 1 and the class is hell lotsa fun!!!!!

on the first day of Audio 1 lesson...



welcome to the audio production room!

our lecturer is dis nice mr John Kuek who is linient and flexible with whatever we do in the room.he let us explore the equipment freely and it brought us lots of fun.


it looks lyk some sorta recording studio ain't it. here in the pic, chang boon is outside controlling and recording wadever the rest in the studio are crapping abt.




this keyboard here is plugged in to the equipment so we can record wadever is being played on the keyboard. (dats a part of liting in the pic by the way.)

and so dat was the first day in audio 1 class.today we had to do a spoof radio commercial and the equipment in the audio production room was used by another grp so our grp went down to the tv studio to practice our spoof commercial.



ok dis pic is redundant as it has nth to do with audio.dey are used for controlling videos in the making.but i just took it cuz i think it looks pretty cool.


there.the audio recording room in the tv studio.lol.

besides taking Audio dis month, the other suject i'm taking is Story Board and Project Pitching.it's.....CHALLENGING.

lol...i'm determined to try my best in it.
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anyway.chris has turned into a full fledged bisexual.

look at him posing willingly in front of the camera, groping shi song's chest in delight.
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and, besides shi song, he also got close with michael.




sitting comfortably on mic's lap...


and feeding each other biscuits!

saddening. *shakes head

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anyway, dis section might catch the attention of fellow Pasirians. (PRSS students)

recently i was at chris's place and he has dis monthly newsletter sent to him from the police force (you know, something lyk ur monthly school magazine where dey tell u of activities and such). and wad was on the cover got me sitting upright, alert and aware. because the person hu had grazed the cover of the newsletter would always give Pasirians dis kinda reaction.

he is non other than our dearest....





Discipline Master, Mr Ow Kok Meng!!!!!

omg right.Pasirian, are u alert and aware now after seeing his face once again? LOL.

ok and i forgot to mention, i went to watch Da Vinci code with him last wednesday and i have to say dat the book is definitely more thrilling.

Procrastinating

where is hui xin??? help! i am procrastinating and i need u, hui xin! nudge me back to mug my psycho!

ok.u might b wondering why in the world am i so kiasu abt my psycho.thing is,i'm aiming high results for dat subject as it is the only thing i can have a chance to do well in! see, psycho is something i can work hard in to achieve gd results for. whereas for design, if ur lecturer thinks ur work sux, then ur work sux.and u get bad grades.so, im counting on psycho to pull my overall grades up!

besides, i miss mugging.i sound crazy. i miss those days mugging at the airport for hours and hours.lol.

and i'm supposed to slp now but i'm wide awake and it's extremely annoying because i intend to wake up early tmr to do my stuffs! :( i wish i have 48 hours in a day! 24 hours is just not enough!

i wan back the faith i used to have.

Welcoming the weekend with Kai Yin!

met up with my dear "long lost" friend Kai Yin 2 days ago!! lol.actually it's been abt..half a year since we last met up.but half a year is a long time considering we aways talk to each other alot!!!

went to Cedele and had sinful cakes for dinner! kai yin was the one hu intro me dat place.being the first time dining there, i was damn suaku of cuz.lol.and, i still can't get the pronunciation of dat place right. Cedele? ok how the hell do u pronounce dat again? LOL. i had dis super sinful new york cheese cake which i only managed to eat half of it.she got dis healthier,lighter carrot and walnut cake which tasted better.i shall get dat the next time i go there.no more new york cheese cake on my own anymore.lol.and we had soda floats with ice cream in it.and yeh dats our dinner.pretty sinful stuff isn't it? but the catching up session was really great! we talked alot..mostly in b-mode.lol.but i guess we were tired to really switch to full b-mode gear.right kai yin? lol.no worries.we shall do dat again pretty soon. *beams

then we went to topshop,warehouse and fcuk.ok did we go to zara? i can't remember!!! wakhakha.but, i DO remember dat i have had my eyes on alot of stuff at topshop and i am going back there again hopefully with alot of birthday money to spend with!! WAAHA.i am super duper mean.

ok but anyway, it's GSS and the discounts are super duper tempting me to the max and so i must satisfy those temptations to get my hands on wad i so desire! (which includes alot of stuff).
shopping mates,pls keep urselves free for me! *dis especially goes out to xin,annie and ky!

yup ok and ky got herself some items and i didn't get myself anything bcuz i was too stingy on myself which i so regretted.(i only brought out $20 cuz i was afraid i'd overspend on my allowance.grr.) and thanks ky for treating me part of my dinner!! so damn nice of you!!!! lol. :)

AND WE FORGOT TO TAKE PICS TGT!!!!! omg.we haven't met for ages and we forgot to do such a basic thing!

anyway i had a really great time with her.and we must meet up tgt soon because u are so fun to talk to ky! sorry tho, that evening was tired so sometimes i wasn't making sense of wad i was talking abt.aAAHA.

ok.that's all for now.psycho tests done but results are declining.i must not let dis happen!!!

and,animation's screwed cuz i didn't hand in my exposure sheet. :(

today i had : 1 cup of coffee, 2 pratas, 1 wanton, 1 cup of tea, 1 taiwan sausage, 1 fish fillet, 1 dumpling which my mum made today (Happy Dumpling Festival!), fried bee hoooooooooon and 2 almond biscuits.

dat's alot isn't it.let the whole earth REJOICE!!!! *throws confetti

my death wish

next month's school schedule....

Mondays- 2pm-7pm

Tuesdays to Fridays- 9am-6pm


HALLELUJAH!


please arrange a Zouk Party Funeral for me at Sentosa on the 8th of june.i want a crystal glass coffin.

WAHAHAHA.

howdy yo

i'm a gd girl today because i ate 2 meals. (^-^)

S.O.S

1.i'm down with flu

2.i've used up half a roll of toilet paper to blow my nose

3.i'm drowning in my mucus because they refuse to stop dripping from my nostrils

4.i've got no appetite

5.i've lost 4kg and i can see my ribs and my hip bones

6.i've got a bad headache

7.i've spent the whole day colouring my character today

8.i think my animation will not turn out fine and i still have lots more to do

9.my eyes are burning and threatening to pop out

10.my eyelids are super heavy and so is my worrying heart.


God, pls save me!

animation fever

wohohohohohohho...lack of updates recently.been busy with animation project.so worried for my 3D animation!! i'm quite ok abt my 2D though.2D is easy.3D is NOT.

thankful to God for quite a few things.firstly,the qualification to serve in the music team as a guitarist(with chris).congrats to all those who qualified too! (^-^) 2ndly,the opportunity to serve in the choir and back up vocalist.few years/months back,who would've tot dat i will be doing all dis today? 3rdly,pst lee for helping to set things right for certain stuff regarding my character and certain areas of my life.God is gd indeed.

deadline for the project is on thurs.which is just 2 days away from now!!! :( someone pls help me with 3D animation!! i noe how to do the models and all dat but i dono how to put the stuff i've created into animation! lol.

and im gona get back to 2D now.ciao.

hope in the midst of insanity

some stuff happened and it left me feeling so down.ran out of class ytd crying lyk an animal.and when i went back to class i have already missed so much.felt so low and down.

but thanks to nette,jj and boon, who came out in the middle of doing their drawings to accompany me when i cried lyk an idiot.went home alone feeling nervous abt having to walk pass those half drunk old uncles on the way home.

and today in sch my 3d animation was so so screwed up since i left class and missed out a huge part.but thanks to jj and boon, dey helped to set my animation right. :D and i felt better.oso did some other things which i dun wish to say here and felt better.just want everything to b right on track again.it's just so damn saddening when everything spins out of control and there is nth i can do.but i must say i am also at fault for being reckless.

but anyway i am really thankful to have friends who stay by me when i'm really down. :)

was watching Scare Tactics on youtube with liting eugene and ira just now.it was so hilarious!! should watch if it's a bad day.

am starting to come out of my own shell.starting to mingle ard once more.realise i am not wad i tot it was.haha..nvm.

dun wana blog another emo entry and bore u all to tears.

am turning 18 soon and i can't wait! :D

submitted my flip page animation.didn't get to complete it (but lecturer says its ok) but it's really gd to noe dat i dun have to draw so much till i grow fat/hands numb anymore.and yes block teaching is so NOT glam.i shall spare my complains abt it cuz u can read it in almost every TP designer's blog.

tonight's the last night we'll be messing ard with balls with alan rudge! MUAHAHA.

ano....rexic? wadever.an emo entry.skip it if u think all dis emo shit are for losers.get lost if u think being emo is oh so loser ok.dun read at all.

finally updated after a few days.blogging in sch now actually.i'm so tired today i have no energy to pay attention in class...wonder if i am over-working myself over unneccessary stuffs.hope not.i'm just trying to produce perfectness.

the world has become so chaotic.sometimes feel lyk going away, isolate, on hiatus..for awhile.need some peace.some ppl just dono dey are irritating.dey think dey are oh so awfully witty and funny but in fact dey are just so downright disgustingly childish.im trying hard to tolerate with such ppl.if one day i can't take it i shall just slap whoever irritates me.dis ppl just dun grow up at all.yet dey think dey are already grown up and full of maturity.dis ppl are making my life so miserable.im trying to have a big heart,to play along with them.but no i can't take it anymore.i have to surrender and say dey are really childish and irritating.getting on my nerves all the time.stepping on my tail.and all along i try to take their insults lightly.insults which dey think are just funny comments.dey are insults to me ok dumbass.and it's not funny at all.it's really so childish dat i can't bother to entertain anymore.can't make myself laugh along at their childish acts and words anymore.i've had enough.enough.

i am childish? i dun think so.i dare to declare right now dat i think more level headed than you.it's you hu are ignorant.i am not childish.you are the one hu refuses to understand.i've had enough.im so tired and drained of all the accuses and wrong conceptions of me.say all u wan.i'm too tired to fight back.do wadever u wan.i'm too tired to voice out my unhappiness.

and some ppl just ought to noe how to handle rejection.ok?

i just wana have some peace.if not i will explode very soon.i just wana b alone and calm down.i'm nice to ppl but dey just climb over my head as if im a piece of useless shit.i've fucking had enough.

KY: i can't wait to meet up with u!! :)

Xin: i miss u dear! shall we meet up for lunch?

Annilism: how are u? shall we pay a trip to bugis village again? haha.

that's all.here's an emo entry from Jan for the first time in years.

quizzes,home,and a whole lot of other random things.

staying home dis whole week cuz lecturer will b in LA having a conference.we have to go for make up lessons next week in the evening :( 6pm-9pm..

MI3 was gd.tom cruise is eye candy enough.skip the action parts.hahahaha.

am currenty quite disappointed with my 2nd psycho quiz.didnt do as well as the first quiz.i have very high expectations of myself and altho it's pressurising but i prefer dis than slacking and failing all my subjects.i did too badly last year and i have to work hard dis year no matter wad.

tengo que afianzar esa beca no importa qué !!!

and yes i can do it.