blessed~

feel so blessed...have not felt so blessed and happy for quite a period due to all the worldly problems...

service was absolutely fantastic yesterday...super fabulous...cell grp was fantastic as well.and my angel is......JASON~! haha....he disgiused himself so well that i tot my angel was a girl all along!! ha~ crafty Jason....

but anyway,thanks jae! u are so thoughtful...whahaha...actually i wanted to reply to your letters one leh...cuz i asked shar if it is possible if i wana write to my angel.and shar said can...just address it to "Janice's angel" then 2nd letter u say no need reply u liao..haha...

haiz...sometimes i dun feel lyk going home...i know it is absolutely wrong to think of dis.i know ok? dun have to tell me or lecture me or wadever...i know.it's just a dreaded feeling whenever i come home and i face a totally negative atmosphere.it's lyk the aura at home is totally totally on the dark side...i just wana get away from all these negative things,i try to make things better..be cheerful,be thoughful...but to no avail...all i can do is just pray very very hard..i just wana be in God's presence and never leave.just stay there forever..cuz it is there that i will feel very happy and assured..it is the place where i know that everything's gona be alright..it is the place where i give away all my stress and burdens and feel renewed...it is the place where my cries are heard...if no men can hear the cry in my heart,it's ok.God can hear.and i know He will be with me.

"With men it is impossible,but not with God;for with God all things are possible." -Mark 10:27