sad

i feel dat i have let so many ppl down....

y am i such a bad person? so insensitive and so selfish...and take ppl for granted...and nvr spare a thought for others..?
y am i so wrapped up in my own selfish tots..
y am i so uncaring?
y can't i bring joy to my loved ones?
y am i so self-centered? haiz...
y am i so demanding..so insecure all the time....so suspicious of things...
y can't i have a peaceful mind?
y izit always swarming with evil voices?
y am i so crushed?
y am i so taken in by the wrong tots?
y am i so naive?
y am i so inconsiderate?
y am i so ignorant?
y am i over-confident?
y am i always so judgemental?
y can't i love ppl fervently?

Mr. S.A. Tan...just shut up and get out of my life...i'm happier off without you..
i dun need you to make decisions for me cuz it only brings me harm..
i dun need you to help me judge cuz u dono how to love ppl fervently..
i dun need u to direct me cuz it will get me nowhere...
i dun need u to tell me how to live cuz u are only full of death and u dono wad is life...
i dun need u to decide my feelings and emotions cuz it only makes me weaker...
i dun need u to teach me wad is love cuz u dun know anything about true love.
most of all,i dun need u in my life cuz u serve no purpose...u are just a waste of time...
dun ever even dream of looking for me.i will not entertain u.i dun trust u one bit.not even a tiny microscopic bit.i am stronger than u think.

GO TO HELL WHERE YOU RIGHTFULLY BELONG

In God I trust.