embrace

dis weekend's been happening happening ho~

saturday,i became a 13 year old ah lian.me and baby went to bedok interchange to play arcade in the night.wkahakhakha....played bishi bashi.WOO! so DAAAAAAMMMN long nvr play dat already! then played House of the Dead..in which i died very shortly.lol.and then watched him play initial D.my gawd.i really feel lyk an ah lian watching her ah beng bf racing on the initial D game. =x besides, there were alot of young pranksters in the arcade.lyk...13-15 yr old rowdy kids stomping on the DDR machine.yeh.


the ah beng.

so today,went over to his svc and it was fun.interesting as well.then we went for his sec sch bbq gathering.and on the way we took lots of pics on the bus cuz we were so bored.






and then..at the bbq pit..we ate lots of chicken wings.and we took pic agian..



after which he has to book in le.so i sent him to the mrt station :D



and so dats my weekend. :D

DATE:16 01 2006
TIME:2.01 AM

a bunch of nonsense

been on another rollercoaster ride in my life.it's mad..as mad as ever...all the ups and downs and bumps dat left me bruised all over.sometimes i almost let go and flew to my death.

at baby's house now.had a super nice dinner there.yumz.today's photo class was gd.lecturer finally feels dat my pictures are good.YAY!!! *dances~ and my fever has subsided..the only thing i'm kinda burdened abt is project one.cuz i have no idea wad to do next..i hope dey dun cut my grades or something cuz i really have no idea wad i am supposed to do.and i have been missing out on sch dis whole week cuz i had fever dis whole week!! so i am really clueless abt it! only a little updated.heard dat we are still waiting for the main committee to assign roles and tasks.hmm.wokay.

apart from sch and rollercoaster rides,i'm still very much kicking and alive,hallelujah.despite my fever,i headed down to chinatown to snap pics for my photo project.my effort paid off la since my proposal is approved.*dances again.went to watch CHRONICLES OF NARNIA last saturday with baby..WEE! dat show rox.just like wad i had read in the book.fantastic.the beavers are so damn cute la (for those hu have watched you'd noe wad i mean).the next show i wana watch would be WALLACE AND GROMIT!! wahakhaakh...and probably Memoirs of a Geisha.oh my gosh and speaking of geisha,i missed out on jap lesson dis week! so dead la! must revise on my own le.

alright gtg.baby's mum wana use the com.stay tuned!

DATE:13 jan 2006
TIME:10.47PM

bloody screwed

gah.in typo class now.dreading the moment i hand in my assignment.it's just so screwed.gah.help me la.haiz.in despair!

been freaking sick and still have submissions to hand in.wad a feaking wrong time to fall sick.tsk.

the only happy thing is dat my printer has miraculously revived itself.

TIME:12.27pm
DATE:11/1/2006

freakin sad.my photos suck in the eyes of wee my lecturer.i tot it was ok.and some are nice.but to him it's a whole lot of "i see no point" pics.wadever la.so lost now for my final photo project.i dono wad to shoot,after all the comments,no,critics,he gave for my pics.

i ate alot today.i actually had breakfast for lunch.pancakes for lunch dat is.and a cup of mash potato,and a can of coke light.was so ready to vomit when i went photo class.but then,right after photo class which is 3 hours later, im hungry again.so i ate 2 tuna sandwich.my gawd.im bursting.

i dun get it.why izit dat everytime i read shape magazine,ppl say "whua! u need to read shape magazine meh? u are not fat wad." firstly i dun think i'm DAT slim, and 2ndly,shape isn't just for the SHAPELY ppl right. i mean,u dun have to b IN SHAPE to read SHAPE,right? besides there's no such thing as a shapely person.it's all just photo shop and the wise use of clothes to create visual perfection.

next tuesday is hari raya.which means we are allowed to hand in our ASS-ignment on week 11!!!!! WOOOOOO~~ however there is still dat ever annoying typo logotype design to do.AH!



*
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear


DATE:6TH Jan 2005
TIME:9.16pm

random stuff

and again, im freaking lazy to blog these days. been on pms rollercoaster rides dis few days so i totally dun have the mood for any single thing.

had dis run at sports complex after sch today for some dr william tan event to raise funds for some elderlies and for setting some kinda guiness book of world records.we're just there to support him in his attempt to hand peddle dis bicycle (his crippled from waist down) for 24 hours ard tp sports track. so we had to run 1km..which is lyk 3 rounds.budden the 3 rounds made me sweat gallons.finally it's over.i was kinda dreading it cuz i felt damn reluctant to run.dumb.dey made dis run a compulsory thing to take part in and even bribed us with "seal points will be awarded for participating." wth.

and also,TADA! typo presentation ASS-ignment is OVER!! lala.basically me and ferli just crapped away during our presentation, not even sure wad we were talking ourselves. we didn't have any script or wadever. just bomb a whole lot of crap. yet valentino said it was a clear presentation. WAHAHA!

am pretty lazy to post up pictures at the moment. it takes time to do such stuff. i have lots of pics to show. im too tired now. recently i realised dat people nowadays are just too self absorbed in their own business to care abt others. so i have stopped trying to open up myself already. lyk wads the point. even when i say i'm not doing gd and feeling lyk shit, hardly anybody gives a damn.so nvm.i shall just save my breath and save myself from heartbeaking ignorance of the society.i wun dwell into self pity and emo dramas.i shall just take the world as it is.right i sound lyk some kinda narrow minded bitch.but dats just my perception right now.my perception is subjected to change as time passes.so dun take dis passage too seriously.

6 more weeks and it's the end of my year one in tp.my gosh time flies lyk mad i tell u.i dun wana evaluate my 1st 2 sems in tp.to sum it up it was fun.it's just horrible to think of graduating in 2 year's time.and then i'm gona b released into the world to survive. my gawd. i dun wan.

yay CNY coming.dat means new clothes, new hair, and many many ang baos to flood my bag.muahahahahahahhaa~ hallelujah.

k.shall go to bed now.it's beckoning me for some gd fellowship.

DATE:6th Jan 2006
TIME:12.09AM

random stuff

and again, im freaking lazy to blog these days. been on pms rollercoaster rides dis few days so i totally dun have the mood for any single thing.

had dis run at sports complex after sch today for some dr william tan event to raise funds for some elderlies and for setting some kinda guiness book of world records.we're just there to support him in his attempt to hand peddle dis bicycle (his crippled from waist down) for 24 hours ard tp sports track. so we had to run 1km..which is lyk 3 rounds.budden the 3 rounds made me sweat gallons.finally it's over.i was kinda dreading it cuz i felt damn reluctant to run.dumb.dey made dis run a compulsory thing to take part in and even bribed us with "seal points will be awarded for participating." wth.

and also,TADA! typo presentation ASS-ignment is OVER!! lala.basically me and ferli just crapped away during our presentation, not even sure wad we were talking ourselves. we didn't have any script or wadever. just bomb a whole lot of crap. yet valentino said it was a clear presentation. WAHAHA!

am pretty lazy to post up pictures at the moment. it takes time to do such stuff. i have lots of pics to show. im too tired now. recently i realised dat people nowadays are just too self absorbed in their own business to care abt others. so i have stopped trying to open up myself already. lyk wads the point. even when i say i'm not doing gd and feeling lyk shit, hardly anybody gives a damn.so nvm.i shall just save my breath and save myself from heartbeaking ignorance of the society.i wun dwell into self pity and emo dramas.i shall just take the world as it is.right i sound lyk some kinda narrow minded bitch.but dats just my perception right now.my perception is subjected to change as time passes.so dun take dis passage too seriously.

6 more weeks and it's the end of my year one in tp.my gosh time flies lyk mad i tell u.i dun wana evaluate my 1st 2 sems in tp.to sum it up it was fun.it's just horrible to think of graduating in 2 year's time.and then i'm gona b released into the world to survive. my gawd. i dun wan.

yay CNY coming.dat means new clothes, new hair, and many many ang baos to flood my bag.muahahahahahahhaa~ hallelujah.

k.shall go to bed now.it's beckoning me for some gd fellowship.

DATE:^th Jan 2006
TIME:12.09AM

When i'm gone

Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...


Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...


And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...


I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...


And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...


Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..


And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...




DATE:31 DEC 20005
TIME:12.49AM

christmas

dis christmas, i was stuffed lyk a turkey. my gosh.i ate so much dat my gastric hurts man. although i had lots of fun, it wasn't all dat dandy. everything was a mad rush..from buying presents to attending svc and parties.cuz it's sch term dis december and we've been piled with submissions and holiday assignments.ASS-ignments!

so i finally had enough slp today.and i'm gona just rest at home and slowly do my holiday work...

....and i have finally changed my taggy.so ppl can tag again.if not the previous taggy was just shit.dats y my blog has been so quiet and dead.but nvm now it's gona come back to life again.

after ten days of confinement in his camp, he came back with a shaved head (muahahaha =X ). it was gd to spend the holiday with him and his family.his dad oso came back from macau to celebrate with us. i didn't bring out my camera cuz i was basically lazy to take pics.budden i did take some pics in my phone..though all of them are dark and not dat nice.

lalala...one week after christmas and it's new year.ta-da! time to set goals and resolutions again? muahahaha..~ we'll see.dis past year has just zoomed by lyk a flash.lazy to recap dis whole year now.i shall save the recap of 2005 in the next entry.

right so now let's have some picture-time.


b4 he went back to camp last nite.


his bag. muahahaha.

oh yeh.and since he's back in camp,his O2 mini is MMIIIINNNEEE~~~~~ muahahahaha~~



LALALALALAA!~~~


lastly,my policeman XD XD



DATE:27122005
TIME:1.50PM

levitation

dis is the day i have achieved the art of levitation.



DATE:22 dec 2005
TIME:2.01am

di da di da di di doo doo di da di di doo~

lalala.right now am in typography class.today we're learning abt logotypes and eventually we have to come up with our own logotype.bleh.typo's kinda boring.so i decided to put a new entry in my soon gona b rusty blog.

past few weeks have been busy busy busy busy busy.but im actually rather happy with myself dis week cuz i managed to chiong finish my work in time..unlike last week where everything is just rush rush rush.rush too much will die de.i almost died.

so 2 days back i went st andrew's cathedral with mave jj yeeling and dong ni to take pics for my photography assignment.after dat we went esplanade where we saw ashley dancing at the big space at the mrt.woo! nice to see her afer some time.by the way esplanade's now putting up an interstingly hilarious work..visual arts or something lyk dat.the videos kept us entertained for quite awhile.oh yeh and the rooftop garden is soooooooooooo full of couples...felt lyk i was some paparazzi armed with a camera when i went up there to take pics.muahaha.and guess wad.my camera was cursed enough to run outta batt at the point when there are many things to capture.BLEH.i was only left with 10 pics more to take! so in the end i had to go home and take stupid pics of my dog and my dads pet birds.:S

right.everyone's paying attention in class.i guess i better end here.

DATE:15 dec 2005
TIME:12.43pm

dis world is such a cruel place.there is no space or time to let ppl reflect.everyone's busy and wrapped up in their stuff to care abt the little things ard them..which sadly,are the things dat really matter.business makes us overlook so many things and make misunderstandings become such a common thing in life.xin is right.humans are such funny beings.not only funny,but complicated too.nobody is ever easy to understand because we are so much our own unique selves.i'm already numbed inside out.i can't feel much anymore.cuz im used to it.and there's nth i can do.

my heart can't possibly break when it wasn't whole to start with.

DATE:4th DEC 2005
TIME: 2.08pm

hi to all faithful readers! so sorry for all these long absences and short meaningless entries.i shall temporarily stop blogging here for the time being.

if u still wana read abt my happenings,contact me directly for the new blog add. :D love ya all.

photography

next friday we'll b going little india to take photographs for photography lesson!! yyYyyaaaayyYyyY~

sheesh

ok in sch blogging again...so pai seh just now!! i BARGED into the wrong com lab..omg omg omg..and everyone stared at me ..omg i felt so stupid!!!!!!! AAAHH....lucky the lecturer busy taking attendence and didnt notice me if not it would b even more pai seh!!!! aaargh....a bad start in sch today....

later having creative story telling class.dat lecturer always ask me to ans qn..just bcuz my register is number 7 and she lyk the number 7..last week in class dono called how many times by her le.grrr.....help me.

woo woo woo~~ dis period's a period of creativity in the air...it's design fest 05~ woo.RESFEST05 oso coming to NAFA...but dat one have to pay quite a sum la.would love to go though.lots of nice works gona b displayed.

am feeling kinda low now...i already humbled myself to the point of nth le..yet i dun think it will make any difference.haiz...

crash

in com lab now.crashing class at the moment (along with maveric)cuz the next lesson (jap lecture) is at 6.nth to do so crash into friend's class to spend the time.on my right is a wall..on my left is maveric hu keep making me laugh lyk mad.

dis morning's jap tutorial was fun.we learnt alot of words and simple common ways of communication.later jap lecture.i hope it wun b boring.last week's jap lecture was so boring....

passed $12 to yee ling to ask her help me buy idN magazine at kinokuniya.ytd went borders to look for it but dey dun seem to have it there..so made a wasted trip.hopefull dey have it at kinokuniya la.haha....btw idN is a desin magazine from hong kong.

ok ok ...dey are having photoshop lesson now.not bad.i crashed into the correct class...can learn photoshop.lolz.the lecturer said dat me and maveric must remain invinsible so we are keeping as quiet as we can. XD

back later~

yoohooo

blogging in com lab now....it's nice to finally have a classroom lab where u can go hang out and surf com after sch le.no need to intrude into other ppl's lab le~~ wee....

project1 today was boring as usual.grp discussion,presentation..bla bla...project 1 is all abt stuff lyk dat.so suey...must kena project 1 on a monday morning.grr.my assingments more or less finish le la.tmr can hand in my ideation then one assignment down le.woo...left typography assignment.dat one oso more or less gona finish le.wana finish all my assignments asap so dat i can have more time to play.im still in holiday mood.

k i gtg le.stay tuned~

school

first week of sch was alright.modules are:

Project 1
Ideation 2
Digital Media Fundamentals
Typography
Creative Story-telling
Fundamentals of Digital Photography

and not forgetting my CDS,Jap.

sch so far has been rather fun..meeting up friends and hanging out at the studio again was good. :D

jap class was interesting.the teacher kept asking us quesions in jap and we had to ans back in jap.lolz.well...the boring stuffs were project 1 and typography la.i think it's so not exciting.other than dat,the rest of the lessons were cool.oh yes and not to mention another cursed thing...my timetable for dis sem is cursed...end late almost everyday...and no free days...last sem was more slack.grr.

time really flies.my aunt has passed away for a month already.am still missing her of cuz...tmr's the 49th day of her departure from dis world.it still feels kinda empty without her ard.lyk something missing..an empty slot in my life.

of cuz things change as well...changes are the only constant thing in life..friends say im more noisy compared to last sem.lolz~ and oso..change of classmates.argh.dats one of the sad thing in poly.u dun have a fixed class.everyone's mixed abt lyk maggie mee.gota get used to it la~...

year's ending...christmas is coming. XD! everyone's gona b one year older again.oh yeh i quit teaching dat lady already.so...say hello to poverty.must scrimp and save twice as hard as b4.

dats all for now la.sorry for boring entries nowadays.life's not on the high end at the moment.so stay tuned.

schooll

sigh.....

C

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yo

back after missing from blogging....been busy with dance rehearsals lately for a performance dis coming sat on 5th nov...Clean and Green week public performance.at bedok reservoir.today is the full dress rehearsal at bedok reservoir..it's super freaking hot and i felt so dizzy.aye.we're gona dance to Hollaback Girl..im so sian of the song already.used to lyk it alot...but ever since practising for dis song and listening to it for infinity times...i wana puke whenever i hear it.

last sat was cell bbq at the ro sister's condo...was fun..went swimming...ate one chicken one hotdog and a plate of noodles and LOTS of marshmallows.i wana puke le.sugar rush.

sch's gona start on monday...i wonder if i'll still b able to have such fun once sch starts.i doubt so.most likely,my fun will b trillions of lightyears away...and my slpless nites will b my best friends once more.aye.say hi to eyebags,pimples,cellulite....im so not looking forward to having my slp snatched away.help.i tot rotting was uncool..until now,when i think of tiredness and frustrations of sch work,i changed my mind.rotting is indeed the cooless thing u can ever do on earth.why? cuz u are in TOTAL CONTROL OF URSELF.

just some theory i tot of while rotting...

stupid things aside,i wana go on a holiday.seriously.im so sick of singapore.everywhere u go,it's the same places over and over again.unless u mean to say u are out taking photos of tourist attractions.dat would b cool.but overall,it's still boring compared to having a little adventure in a foreign land.i've discovered dat i'm starting to have a little interest in traveling.i wana go back packing,climb mountains,swim in lakes and waterfalls,visit national parks...the only time i can absorb myself to such places is when im reading national geographic.lol.(i noe it sounds boring to most of u but national geographic is the coolest thing u can ever read..in my opinion.cuz u can read so much abt the world.)

anyway,my family's going malacca in december and perth in march.omg..i seriously cannot wait to get myself outta singapore.i need to take a breather.im frustrated with things going on here.i need a break from everything here.my 4th aunt's supposed to bring me to batam dis weekend but due to my dance performance,i have to postpone my batam trip to a later date.meanwhile im planning to go JB for a shopping trip.my family's actually planning to go hong kong dis month but due to my 3rd aunt's death,we can't go.

lots of travelling plans going on.i'm so excited.(^-^)

1. what are you doing? dis thingy..wad else..

2. what were you doin before? sleeping

3. who are you thinking ? dat someone special

4. what time did you sleep last night? i dono...i feel aslp..

5. what did you do yesterday? meet someone.go bs.

6. what did you last say to a friend? "dat is nth compared to interest"

7. what attracts u to the opposite sex?
the day he carries himself

8. what makes you happy? good company of loved ones

9.what are you wearing right now? red t-shirt mummy bought 7 yrs ago and my pri sch shorts.lolz.

10. what will you do after answering this? eat up my computer.

11. who was the last person you talked to?
avril

12 what do you want to tell ur crush? i got no crush

13. when is your birthday? ha~ y should i let u noe.

14. what you wanna get for your birthday?
company of loved ones will do.

15. when did you last cried? yesterday...when i tot of my aunty..

16. when did you last smile? few minutes ago

17. why are u answering these questions?
to keep my blog going i guess.

18. when will you marry? 22 or 23 i guess.

19. when did u last receive a gift? 2 days ago

20. when did you last drink alcoholic? sometime last month

21. who will you vote for president? me.lol.

22. who was the last person you talked about?
erm...my niece.

23. who makes you happy? my loved ones.

24. who has the cutest smile you've ever seen?
dat special someone

25. who do you talk on d phone with often? dat special someone

26. do you take drugs? currently on panadol menstrual.lol.

27. are you a shopaholic? given the cash,yes.

28. do you have someone in mind that you wish to
get married with? hehe.rabbit.rabbit.rabbit.

29. do you like swimming? no.

30. do you wear eye contacts? yeh.

31. do you kiss your parents good night? nope.just say good nite.

32. does your bf/gf often send you messages in
friendster? nope.

33. how about in e-mail? when he's abroad,yes.

34. hair colour? a little brownish reddish i think.

35. hair style? layer.mid length.

36. feeling right now? just alright.

37. what makes u feel like that? hmm...cuz nth special's on i guess.

38.how do you treat your loved ones? i buy them food,buy them special gifts on special occasions,i spend time with them and help them in any way i can.basically,i dun ever wana take them for granted.they're wonderful ppl in my life.

39 Do u like the weather today? yup.cooling.

40. what r u wishing now? dat my pimples will somehow vanish in the next second.

hmm

sch'e reopening in another one week plus time...i dun wana go back i dun wana go back i dun wana go back! i'm only just starting to enjoy my holidays!

1.Do you like to talk alot? - when i'm happy,yes

2.Do you like anyone? - define dis question.

3.Do you hate being scolded? - no.cuz ppl care for me dats y dey scold me.if not,i dun think dey can b bothered abt me.

4.Do you hate school? - nope.sch rox.

5.Do you hate yourself? - sometimes

6.Do you find yourself pretty? - not really.

8.Do you want to smoke or drink? - i wan to drink orange juice

9.Do you like your teachers? - some..

10.Do you have a handphone? - yup

11.Do you take Drugs? - nope.

13.Do you like going to the movies? - yes.

14.Do you have a pet? - yes.my darling dog.

15.Do you prefer calling? or sms ? - both will do.

16.Do you eat every morning? - no.it depends on wad time i wake up.

17.Do you go on net everyday? - yup.

18.Do you want to cry now? - a little

19. What are you doing now? - dis thingy

20. What are you thinking now? - nth much

21. What are you listening to now? - All About You

22. Last person message to you? - chris

23. Last time you got lonely? - now

24. Last time someone makes you happy? - several ppl.

25. Are you angry at someone? - nope.

26. Guitar or Drum? - both will do.

27. Beer or Milk? - neither

28. Gay or Lesbian? - neither

29. Do you like bi sexual? - im fine with them

30. Do you love the people who make you
happy ? - yup definitely.

31. Do you believe in those people? - yes

32. What is your target for this year? - appreciate the little things in life

34. Do you rather shop alone or with people? -
depends on my mood

35. Who do you hate now? - nobody

36. Who are your best friends? - haha.several of them~

37. Who are you missing now? - my aunty.

38. How are you feeling now? - kinda blank.

1. last person u wrote a testimonial?
- teng hong

2. sport you did last?
- walk lo.lolz.

3. last movie you watched?
- red shoes.irritating movie.

4. what do people first notice when they meet
you?
- im not sure...

5. do you like peanut-butter?
- yup.the one with the crunchy bits. (^-^)

6. do you read comics?
- yup

7. how pretty/handsome is your crush?
- no.

8. do you like earthquakes?
- no.it's sad.

9. worst nightmare?
- lots of 'em

10. favorite coffee place?
- starbucks

11. wanna be happy?
- i wana b very happy

12. your current school close friends?
- yup :>

13. most people would describe me as:
- nonsensical i guess

14. things you hate about yourself? :
- almost everything.

15. vegetable you hate?
- none.dey all are good.

16. do you like to go out on a shopping trip?
- of cuz.retail therapy rox.

17. favorite person in the world?
- no favourites..i love everyone the same.. :D

18. can you dance?
- erm.refer to previous survey.

19. favourite past time?
- daydream

20. Are you happy?
- kinda.

21. what is the worst rumour you've heard?
- some scandalous stuff

22. what time is it now?
- 12.54am

23. first thing you do when you wake up?
- snooze

24. where are you right now?
- in front of the com. XD

25. what are the things you like to do alone?
- read,daydream,think of things,draw my tots

26. how are you feeling now?
- lonely

27. how many drinks before you get really
drunk?
- no idea.depends on the alcohol content.

28. what can you say about the person who
sent
this to you?
- has a bright smile.

29. what is love to you?
- love is 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

30. are u missing someone?
- yes.

name someone with the same birthday as you.
`Yasi

have you ever seriously vandalised someone
else's
property?
` yup.

have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
` yup.

have you ever sang infront of a large number of
people?
` no..wun ever i guess.XD

what is the first thing you notice about the
opposite or same sex?
` the way dey carry themselves

what do you usually order from starbucks?
` caramel frap with whip cream

what is your biggest mistake?
` there are several

have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
` yeh...

say something totally random about you.
` i ate spongebob squarepants boxers

has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
` yeh...and it's so not true.

do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
` I'm a Kids' Central Kid!

did you have braces?
` yes and i miss them

are you comfortable with your height?
` no.

what is the most romantic thing someone of the
opposite sex has done for you?
` there are several..

when do you know it's love?
` when there's 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

do you speak any other languages?
` yup

have you ever been to a tanning salon?
` no...artificial.

what magazine do you read?
` Shape,Cleo,National Geographic and occasionally FHM.muahaha.

have you ridden in a limo?
` nope.

has anyone you were really close with passed
away?
` haiz.just last week.i miss her so much.

do you watch mtv?
` yup!

what's something that really annoys you?
` depends on the situation.

what's something you really like?
` good company of loved ones

do you like michael jackson?
` yes.his dancing rox.

can you dance?
` haha.i love dancing but i wouldn't say i'm good.

what's the latest you have ever stayed up?
` er...i've gone 28hours without slp...

have you ever thought that you were honestly
going to die?
`yup

have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into
the emergency room?
` rushed by a taxi.not an ambulance.

do you actually read these when other people fill
them out?
` haha.yeh.when im bored.

7 things(taken from TF blog)

the 7 things... (not in any order)

7 things that scare me:
*serious illness
*silence
*insects of all kinds
*seeing lots of blood and gaping wounds
*death of loved ones
*sleeping with the lights and radio off
*elevators..(i wana add somemore-enclosed spaces,high places,darkness,weight gain,unable to contact loved ones)

7 things I like the most about me:
*my eyelashes
*soft hearted towards elderly,children,animals and disabled
*able to keep secReTs
*my passion towards the arts
*my risk taking character(maybe...?)
*erm.....
*can't think of anymore le.

7 things I hate the most about me:
*my immaturity in dealing with emotions
*cellulite
*pimples
*over sensitive at times
*my low self esteem/not confident
*my pride
*my inability to move forward(addition:my stupid height)

7 most important things in my room:
*my mirror
*my bed along with the contents on it
*radio
*LIGHTS!!!!!!!!
*gifts from loved ones
*Fan
*well...everything in my room is important.lolz.

7 random facts about me:
*i was a choir member in pri sch
*i hate elevators
*i HATE crying in front of ppl
*i am a junior black belt holdEr
*durians turn me off
*i lovE to dancE
*i have ridiculously wild imaginations(wahahahaha)

7 things I plan to do before I die:
*travel ard the world
*buy a huge house so dat all my relatives can stay together happily
*Get a caR
*get marrieD and haF as many children as i can afford(lol)
*get more soulS SavEd
*obtain a DeGrEe!
*own 4 dogs-siberian husky,golden retreiver,miniature schnauzer and papillion

7 things I can't do:
*dig out my eyeballs
*make my loved ones sad
*shave bald head
*turn abusive
*be alone in a foreign country for too lonG...(i will get homesick soon..)
*eat my fingers
*leaVe my familY

7 things I say the most:
*er....
*really?!
*dats cool
*hmmm....
*dono
*dono
*dono

7 celeb crushes:
*BRAD PITT!!!
*Diego Luna (woooooooo!!!!)
*Yoshiki from X Japan
*Leonardo Dicaprio (lolz)
*GACKT GACKT GACKT!!!
*Hirai Ken
*Alex To

7 people I'll love to see doing this:
*Teng Hong (got dis from his blog.lol)
*er..anybody will do la~~~
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haiz.sad.

received an sms from mum early morning at 9plus on 10th oct 2005....saying aunt has passed away...i tot i was dreaming.i was still very calm when i read dat sms.i calmly got out of bed..calmly brushed my teeth and changed...

when i reached my aunt's place..she was already on the bed...so pale and lifeless...sigh.when i saw her i just hugged my small aunt and cried.no longer calm.dono how to describe the feeling.it's just an overwhelming sense of loss.didn't noe dat dis day would actually come.it's just lyk a dream..so unreal to me.

the rest of the week passed by lyk a flash...i stayed every nite at the void deck to watch over stuff at the funeral...chasing away cats...helping to fold joss papers...i think i broke my record.i spent 12 hours folding joss papers on the last nite of the funeral.lol.it's lyk..already in my head i can close my eyes and fold...

lots of relatives came...long lost friends....ppl we have not seen in years...everyone's impression of me is still of a baby at jalan tua gong(my ahma's kampong).my goodness.dat is dono lyk how many years ago.first nite was rather silent.only one or two relatives came dats all.tuesday nite was the most.plus CG.(thanks for coming.) wednesday nite all the jalan tua gong kampong kakis came...was a busy nite serving food and drinks and making small talk with ppl i've nvr seen b4 but seem to noe me.lol.

staying overnite at the void deck was quite unpleasant.but with relatives ard,it made things easier.first nite was a killer...not used to staying up at the void deck.kept on falling aslp.mum even brought down her rocking chair.dono how she rock..she fell backwards and the rocking chair folded up and wedge her inside.lol.joke of the nite.it helped to perk us up.thursday nite...folding joss papers...my small aunt suddenly stared intensely at the altar and mumbled "coming back already coming back already"...it got us panicking...wad coming back? then turn out she was actually asking "how many bags already" .lol.bags of joss papers dat is.wednesday nite coming close to 4plus in the morning...me,my sis and my 4th aunt were starving.so we called for mcdonald's delivery.it wasn't dat bad.dey managed to maintain the freshness of the food.

so..dis morning was the cremation.i wasn't looking forward to dis day.in fact i was highly dreading it.can't imagine the scene.i was scared yet sad yet nervous..i dono.just an overwhelming mix of feelings.dad's band came in the morning to play some songs...then came the dreaded moment.we were driven to mandai cremation and colu-dono wad wad wad centre.it looks lyk an airport.got arrival hall departure hall.got viewing hall oso.but its not to view aeroplanes.its to view the coffin being pushed in to b burnt.it's so so so super scary and i was just so scared.yet again im super sad oso.haiz.dat scenario will forever stay in my mind.haiz....

after dat went back..wait for the ashes...ard 2plus we went back to collect my aunt's ashes...well bones actually.it's incredibly interesting.pieces of her spinal cord,wrist bone,rib cage,hip bone,bits of her skull plates..and u can see bits of black and orange and greenish stuff on her bones.we were guessing it must b her cancer and her chemotherapy and her medication dat caused all dis colouring on the bones.then one by one we have to drop the bones in the urn.omg.the feeling of human bones in ur hands...it's eeky yet interesting to feel.the fact dat it's the bones of someone close to u makes it even more thrilling.it's sad...wads left of my aunt,is dis heap of bones...haiz....why why why must it turn out lyk dat...

after dat went to the San Qing Gong temple at bedok ave4 to place her urn there.on the way we saw the altar of an old kampong friend hu used to paddle his bicycle and sell ice cream.wad a small world.on the streets u meet friends hu havent met in a while...and now even at the temple oso can chance upon altar of late friends.hehe~!!
dey applied superglue on the urn...it's sealed forever...then it's placed in the niche.sealed forever oso.haiz.

and so..dis sad week just passed by lyk dat....in such a flash..haiz.the sushi treats,dim sum treats,mahjong sessions,ktv sessions...moments spent watching drama series on her lap when i was young...haizhaizhaiz....im gona miss her alot alot alot.

mind matters

i dun wana let my emotions rule my life...i wana conquer them..not let them conquer me....i wana dig out and throw away all the immaturities in me...i dun wana ruin anymore things...

so many things on my mind..i dun wana destroy..i wana ammend...i wana make things better...i dun wana stay in the past...i've been staying in the past too long..i wana move on..progress...stand up and walk forward...grow up!

it's time to seriously ponder and reflect...

reminiscence

sometimes looking at old photos bring back fond memories....


mum's bday in 1993


dad and me on my 6th bday


mum and me (^-^)

and not forgetting me and my sis..hehe....







oh yes! and i started reading National Geographic at the age of 5.u believe? lolz.
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im back!

hahahaa..ok la it's time to blog again....been procrastinating from blogging...basically cuz nth much to blog..lazy and working...

ok...basically the latest stuff dat happened....i went for dance audition for performing grp for a competition next year....the audition was super scary...alot of advanced hip hop ppl there....and dey can dance so well...then we were divided into grps of 6..have to go out and dance grp by grp while ryan judge...scary.somehow i managed to get in the audition.lol...weird.but ryan says he will kick those who dun improve their standard.so getting in the audition is just only the first step.

then had dance camp...omg it was real fun!! first day we went to the adventure learning club area to play...flying fox..team strategy games....i felt lyk i was back in orientation....but it was really fun...we showered,ate and then wathced movies related to dance in the night at the alumni lounge..( which looks lyk a spa room from some country club.cool.) after which at ard 11 dey had jam and hop.omg...calynne and i were lyk ...wad...we bathed already...lol....but we danced a little anyway.....

then we were divided into grps...we're gona have a mini dance competition among the grps the next day....so we practiced from lyk..1am to 6am...omg....tired lyk mad...then i went back to the room...was trying to slp but couldn't...i end up only slping for 30 min and then at 8am we had breakfast...9 am...omg...STREET JAZZ WORKSHOP!! omg..didn't noe street jazz is dat fun...it's lyk a combi of ballet and hip hop...more lyk funk music la.then at 11am was SALSA!!! woo!! cuban music.i lyk~~~ haha.but salsa was a killer to the legs! fun though!

after dat we had lunch and then practiced awhile more and then....3.45 is the dance competition..~~ woohoo~ we came in 2nd..lol...1st prize was a swenson's voucher..dono how much la.only one prize.lol.means 2nd and below nth.hiak! but it was really fun...after the camp my legs were so lyk jelly i could barely walk properly...hence..lol.i shall spare the details...

dance camp exposed me to different kinds of dance for different kinds of music.learned how to appreciate other kinds of dance other than hip hop.i simply love dancing.

*thank you for the dog(or izit rabbit?)! XD

sheesh

ok....after abusing it for 3 years..making it slp beside me for 3 years..stepping on it accidentally for 3 years...making it so twisted and out of shape and twisting it back again to shape for 3 years.....
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my specs,dat is.

haiz...now it's gota b contact lens all day as long as im awake....and dey are expiring soon....how?! im gona turn blind....

but nvm! i've got VALID reason to make a new and more DECENT pair of specs which i will dare to wear it out. XD


bye bye nerdy specs!

contented!

wEEE! went shopping with xin at bugis village today.WOO! cheap lane.mini bangkok.bargain paradise.wkahkaha.







^^ hee...

hehehe..

my msn nick:

Janesis` my brother is going on a journey today.i want to bring him good fortune.

JJ's msn nick:

Kid but u only have enough for one bird. deathcurses.blogspot.com.






wahahaa.the ad is really addictive.one day playing over and over dono how many times.everywhere i go i see it.lolz.

wooosh!

finally this long day has ended....

early in the morning went to teach dat old lady again..today was ok...i've learned to b more patient.lol...i mustn't complain too much.pay is good.hiak.

after dat rotted awhile in tampines central...bought a pair of slippers and my strawberry lip balm(yumyum)...then went home rested....sis intro me dis really cool kose face mask...nice!! it comes in the shape of tablets but when u dip them in toner it absorbs and opens up in a facial mask.super cool...and affordable oso...i shall get myself a pack soon.heehee!

went for bs...teng hong's bday! woo! haha....sang a super loud bday song for him at ymca...pai seh leh...i sing liao i myself oso feel pai seh.lol...had a super full and HOT dinner.argh.i will nvr play with chilli anymore.i will nvr try to beat the power of chilli anymore.i admit defeat! sec 2 try to battle with chilli until now....i always lost..often coming out of the battle with tears in my eyes and runny nose and swollen numb lips. i admit defeat! :(

then went home with xin and mike and had a silly good time trying to record the announcements in the mrt.muahaha...waited at the platform for dat 4 language yellow line announcement but it nvr came...try again on friday.lolz.

hm...tired...well...boring entries nowadays huh...sorry guys..lack of inspiration for the time being....pls stay tuned! XD

one of those days

wEee...blogging in my room using my mum's lappie.heehee...

it's sunday...my lazy day...i dun do much on sundays..i dun lyk going out on sundays too cuz i hate crowds...so normally i spend the day at home rotting.now dat im holidaying...im rotting even more..

ok..shopping list for now:
clothes,footwear,strawberry lip balm(yumyum),mascara,body butter,facial wash and toner.

hmmmz...ok thank God i have a job now.hehee.

results will b out on 24th sept.i really pray hard dat i will do well...

one of those days

wEee...blogging in my room using my mum's lappie.heehee...

it's sunday...my lazy day...i dun do much on sundays..i dun lyk going out on sundays too cuz i hate crowds...so normally i spend the day at home rotting.now dat im holidaying...im rotting even more..

ok..shopping list for now:
clothes,footwear,strawberry lip balm(yumyum),mascara,body butter,facial wash and toner.

hmmmz...ok thank God i have a job now.hehee.

results will b out on 24th sept.i really pray hard dat i will do well...

hmmm

went to teach dat lady how to use ms word ,ms paint and ms ppt...ok..so her house looks creepy and old and dark and there's this mouldy smell everywhere dat makes me kinda sick....and then i almost vomited blood while waiting for her to try out cropping a pic in ms word for lyk..2-3 hours....and everytime i wana correct her she stops me and forbids me to talk..saying she wants to try it out herself first and dat im not to tell her any answers....argh...wads the prob man.i sat there lyk a dummy for lyk 3 hours...then she finally gave up and asked me how to do it...gosh..it's practically testing my patience.i dun lyk to sit there doing nothing while waiting for someone to figure out something.it drives me NUTS.REALLY OK.sigh.another one of those dumb jobs i guess...waiting for calls from other job applications.dey BETTER call fast.i dono how long i can take it teaching dis lady.sigh.

ok...then went for svc...svc was cool...dance cancelled tmr...:S...ok at least i can slp.ha~

holidaying

man..im so not used to holidays....it's lyk..wow...welcome back to post o level...where suddenly late nite stress become late nite slacking...where im allowed to slp the whole day without having to think abt stuffs to complete...where i can actually officially REST and not call it procrastinate....hmm....im so free i can rot.when ur free and have cash dats ok.but when ur free and ur tight on cash? dats NOT ok ...

see im so free i can change the look of my blog anytime i wan...its lyk..wow im so free i can do anything with all the time given...its lyk...finally the 24 hours in a day is really something to be given all to myself without having to spend it on sch stuff....

ok im really so not used to holidaying...argh.

Spiritual matters

lately..there has been alot of spiritual sightings in TP...yes u wonder,why are such "beings" still lurking around despite the fact dat the chinese 7th lunar month is over? spooky isn't it...me,as paparazzi,caught some fascinating snapshots of such "beings" while staying back in school to finish my work.beware.the pictures below are not for the weak hearted.


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thousand hand buddha in 2D studio...was it just a myth? or do u really believe it now? wad was it doing in 2D studio? protecting property? hmm...

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the following pics u are abt to see are even more mystical and spooky..i was lucky however,to b able to take 3 quick snapshots of it b4 i leave the library hastily.


i was talking to JJ in the cable tv room in library when i happened to glance up..and discovered dat its not only me and JJ..looks lyk we have company....


JJ insists there's nth in the tv...so i ignored...i stole a glance at it again..and i saw dat the "thing" has already changed position....


she looks so sad in tv..lyk being trapped and can't get out...another soul trapped in another dimension? or izit SADAKO?! i insisted on taking snapshots despite JJ's protests..saying dey'll come and haunt me if i let them discover i can see them....

now JJ,do u believe me now? i told u we had company....



sigh.TP's an interesting place indeed.

heee

im happy now im a happy happy girl.hahaa...

i puked after dinner today....i felt sooo full dat i felt lyk puking so i just puked...i feel better...not so stuffed up...anyway today's lunch was fattening with a capital F...didn't know dat dish came with such a big portion of fried chicken.my gosh....i will never eat mensa chinese food anymore...ALL the chinese food oso dun wana eat anymore...cuz ALL the chinese food at mensa is WEIRD.
all the weird weird dishes from china...not my kind of appetite....

sigh..im not gona entertain u anymore.all the best ba.

heee

tsk..

still up despite having to b in sch later at 9....i've slept the whole day away and i wana slp somemore..i dun really care la..its just some dumb exhibition..wad for have to stay so long...as if the whole sch will go there see...i just wan my slp and stay at home and slp my life away....why? reason being is cuz i got low blood count and it makes me very very tired and i have to take stupid iron tablets to gain back my blood count....i just wana rest well oso cannot..have to standby at the dumb exhibition....tsk...

feeling so low energy now...xin ku sia...the time i felt similar to dis was when i was having dehydration...oso super tired and no energy....all i wana do is slp and slp....

now..i have to experience same thing again cuz of the dumb low blood count...super sian.

lolz...

haha~~~ i took dis from kwan lok's xanga...

hilarious...his blog's full of stuff lyk dat...he still has dat crappiness in him.KL! i mentioned u on my blog.omg.u must b honoured ok!

in PID lab...

in pid lab now doing up the final touches of our comdi presentation later at 3pm....

today started out really bad...i woke up at 9am when my class suppose to start at 9am..got one hell of a shock..leapt out of bed and rushed lyk gan jiong spider to sch...flagged down a cab actually...and when i reached sch and was getting out of the cab,lynette called and said no class anymore...WAD!! i was super furious...make me waste my money on cabfare and make me slp less too!!! make me stay up to finish my portfolio for nothing oso!! grr....now im left with barely enough to survive the day...wasted my money!!!

sigh nvm...

last day of sch today....looking for job...agency offered me a job to teach dis 40 yr old woman powerpoint and excel...weird man.i dun understand...hu in the world would wan tutor for power point and excel when library haws so many guide books available? she's offering me quite a good sum somemore...funny right....lynette says maybe she is those mamasan looking for new girls..she says maybe its a bribe...wakhakhaa....we think too much really....way too much..haha....anyway the agency hasn't called back ...i do wan the job though cuz it's easy flexible and its really easy money....

finally all my stuff complete!! hip hop lesson tmr...hopefully i wun b late again...it's hard to wake up at 9am when the nite b4 u have service and by the time u reach home its so late....zzz....but i love hip hop lesson...it's something i am willing to sacrifice my sleep for...muahha....

so dumb..lynette sitting beside me and we are chattnig on msn...wth..yes we're DAT free to do such things...


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look at me!!!
6:37:15 AM You said:
wow i looked..u are to so chio today man.
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haha

*speed_gal is lynette..You is me...*
see? somebody slap us ba...wahakhakha...

miss u alot...and yes...i wan better days ahead with u always...

lala

my blog is decomposing....and the fact dat it's becoming more and more rotten makes me feel lyk closing it down....

finally done with the major stuff in sch and now im left with the minor stuff which i dun have the mood to do cuz im cramping lyk mad for the past 4 hours and nth i do seems to stop the agony. :S

tmr...considered last day of sch...last day for lessons and all dat...the rest of the weeks are for exhibtions and display of our work and ppl coming to interview our work and bla bla ....

oh yeh....still have drawess assignment on the superhero....i dono wad my superhero would b lyk..i haven't tot abt it yet....no inspiration right now for dis stuff....im feeling cranky crappy and crampy....argh.

dats all for now.

*can't help missing u somehow.*

the maid

after bs today...i saw the most beautiful woman i've ever laid eyes on...



i was abt to leave..but my mind kept on thinking abt her...so i told myself,i HAD to take a pic with her no matter wad.



so there u have it.THE MAID, and the BRIDESMAID. (^-^)


the end.

heeeheee~

It appears dat two of the biggest Hollywood actors have taken up part time jobs as lecturers in TP Design School. their appearance has brought up quite alot of hoo haa among the designers.me,as a part time paparazzi of tp design sch, shall let u in on the juicy details.

Remember Samwise Gamgee from Lord Of the Rings? i'm sure most of u hu had caught the 3 part sequel will noe hu i'm talking abt.well it seems dat Sam has set foot into the sch using the name Alan Rudge...taking up the job as a lecturer for Diploma in Moving Images...(he seems to have aged a little though...)



the 2nd rumour goes lyk dis. Remember Nutty Professor? there's a lecturer hu seems to have a srtiking resemblance to Nutty Professor and the thing is,he SURE is nutty indeed.he uses the name Ronald Buenaventura.(even the name sounds a little nutty).



fact or fiction?

2D

wooo....starting with 2D project le!! will b due dis friday...omg...we have lyk...4 days to do it!

so everyone was really busy today....running here and there cutting things..buying paints...turpentine..brushes....bla bla bla...hustle bustle in 2D studio....


ferli drawing out her final piece...


me and abby again...


abby's turn to draw..eugene helping out....


ms tia...lolz.


emulsion paints....


one huge plastic bag of Wang Zai Xiao Man Tou~ lol.


anyway....design students are said to b creative and full of ideas.yes indeed.design students are so full of ideas dat we have invented a new way of travelling from classroom to classroom with abit of thrill....

instead of going in and out of doors.....


climb from table to table with the aid of some chairs...



.......to the other end of the studio..and then peer into the next studio to check if there's any lesson going on.....if not...attempt to climb over.

doors are boring.

hahahahhh

it's past midnite.my evil twin is out to play.muahahahhahahahaaaaaaaahaaaaaahhahaa....beware.dun talk to janice past midnite if u cannot handle her evil twin.muahahahaaaaaaahhhhaaaaaaahahhhhhaaaa..

wang bu liao waaaaaang bu liao~~~

cannot forget so wad.lyk i can do anything.dis kind of stuff...i have no choice de ma.hahaa.....undergoing metamorphosis.im morphing.maybe i'l turn into some kind of blood sucking bug.not a leech definitely.

i dun make sense i dun make sense....muahahaa....

LALA

HIII!!!! im back im back im back! lol...

deadlines dealines deadlines...deadlines make u DEAD! lolz.

rather tired now....i need slp and i need hibernation.

by the way YAY! my digicam is finally out of hospital...took some pics liao....but shall post them up later in da nite ba.slpy slpy...zzZZzz...

dis whole week has been a slpy week..staying in sch for the whole day trying to finish up stuff to meet deadlines.....

yay he came back on wednesday.went to airport to give him surprise cuz he tot i not going to fetch him.LOL.ended up he surprise me cuz he come out le i still dono then i turn ard and saw him. =S plan faltered abit.lolz.

dance was kinda tough today.i was practially dancing with 2 left foot.:S:S....

ok la ok la.write later.im cranking away.

*T-E-E-N
T-I-T A-N-S!!

lolz.

hee

dear readers...let me introduce u my few fine partners.i love them with all my heart.dey are so cute.good picks.partners for life.but ...dono hu to marry eventually.maybe u all help me to choose ok? =D



my cute cute annie...she's so kawaii...jap jap kawaii kind of gurl.so gentle so sweet and makes me warm inside all the time when i'm with her.we chat in msn till the wee hours of the morning.bu she de stop the conversation de.we talk non-stop cuz ..communication is the key to every successful relationship ma! heez. =D




*pics courtesy of JJ Paparazzi Crew

me and abby..dis gurl is so slim...got bubbly personality...going out with her is sure to b fun filled! she plays drums..was in sch band b4..lyk me..so we have some things in common which allows us to have a common topic to talk abt...oh ya she oso lyk to walk backwards....dats wad i call UNIQUE. (^-^)



me and xin....dis girl has pretty eyes...eyeliner so nice..everytime talk to her i shy to look into her eyes cuz i scared kena electtricuted...she's also very caring and definitely humorous...i love her company so much.shopping with her always rox.see she kiss me in dis pic? so shy leh..how ar...*blush*



me and lynette...she is so fun to b with leh! nvr fails to brighten up my day...understands my problem too cuz we always in same boat over a certain issue...always hang out with her in sch until the rest of my girlfriends jealous liao..and always do project with her....slack in CnE together oso..heez...


see my problem now? so many good picks..i dono hu to choose to eventually settle down and have a family with.vote for them ok! my lifetime partner election is open now for votes.flood my taggy now!

adventure

adventurous day!

went to bras basah with nette dongni yeeling abby JJ and mave...omg...searched high and low for the dumb ratan and can't even find.so irritating.in the end called TIA and she asked us to call the supplier....grr...called the supplier and supplier says can only deliver to sch on WEDNESDAY!! plans of doing 3D today failed...another wasted trip and wasted day...main purpose of the day was gone so we changed our plans...

end up eating at mcdonald's...omg fastfood again..and then went bugis took pics..lol.yes take pics again...was fun fun and super duper fun.it just rox my sox inside out.u guys rock my world upside down.and i simply love it. XD

then went back le..accompany JJ go samsung check out wad happen to his phone....his phone is hospitalised for a few days...well..same as my cam,hospitalised.technology ain't the best of everything.dey drive humans nuts sometimes.



imd/moi rox rox rox rox rox.



heez.*blush*

cheated

i treasured our friendship..i enjoyed every moment we spent.i cherished the fun times we had.it was fun hanging out with u.

but i guess i was only a substitute to make up for ur emptiness...

sigh.

goodbye my friend.all the best with her.

lalala

my blog getting more and more rojak right.so many things here and there.anyway sometimes i think remove tagboard better.lyk wads the use of having a tagboard when not even half the population of readers tag here. :S

going out later...buy materials for 3D...spore government really noe how to make use of free labour.dey think we have alot of money to buy materials deco orchard road for them.sickening.but wad to do.if u say it nicely it's our project for sem 1.if u say it ugly-ly it's government making full use of free labour. :S

im trying hard not to procrastinate.temptation so strong.so many things to play.dats right i am forever childish.tsk.so sad right.

insecure

donoyit'sbackit'ssoweirdbeenagesyizitbacknowdunwanagoback...buthowonandoffall thetimeylykdatysofakeynotgenuineywearmaskywormydeadynotsmileysoinsecure!!!!tskhaiz.

nvmnvmdonohowtosaydonohowtospitoutdonohowtoexpressdunwanppltobdisappointeddunwan
ppltonoedunwanppltodiscoverjustkeepmouthshutcanjustsayfake..plasticwadeverdono howtosaymeansdonohowtosaynvmdunforceitoutwunsoundgenuinewunsoundsincerewun soundtruewilljustsoundfakelykattentionseekerokmaybeattentionseekingpartis trueinsecureistruenotconfidentanymoreistrueconfusionistruebadistruegetting worseisosotruehow?allthebadsaretrue.

doimakesenseheredonomaybeyesmaybenotdononotlykmenotlyktheusualmebutperhapsdisisjustanothersideofmeidunlyktoshowbutit'sforcingitselfoutit'sforcingitselftobshownican'tseemtodoanythingmuchaboutitdistimeoverwhelmingoverwhelmingdisistruelyweirdidonohowtostanddonohowtonotthinkiwishidunhaveabrainsodunhavetothinkdunwanathinkbutcan'thelpthinkingdisisreallyweirdit'ssonotmeatallit'ssototallynotmeiduncareireallydonohownottohideijustneedtosayitoutidunwishtohaveanycommentsorcounselingorwadsoeverijustwanashutmyselfupsoicanshutoutthevoicesinmyheadidunwancommentsisayagainidunwancommentscuzthemorevoicesihearthemoreconfuseigetijustwanabealoneandshutoutthevoicesidunwanahearanymorevoicesfromanyonedeadoraliverealorimaginediduncare.

the end.

slpy

someone must have cast a spell on me.i slept from 4pm till 12am.ain't dat cool.i think someone must've cast a slping spell on me uknowingly.either dat,or the worms inside me are multiplying...making me even more nua.

suppose to do my work but i ended up slping dead as a log....so now i have to say hello to a slpless nite.

my camera was sent to A&E today....lens refuse to come out.dono wad happen.my camera is hospitalised...perhaps for a week.sobz...sobz....no eye candy to blog for a week...sobz....


well....shall blog again later ba....lalalalala.....

a wormy entry

dis is a wormy entry....y? cuz it's just lyk a worm..no backbone no structure..just one long thing dat slithers lazily on its own will...and if unlucky,squashed by some blind foot.lolz.

FOP was fantastic just dat i think Delirious abit anti-climax.Hillsongs of cuz forever good.

hip hop lesson was ultra fantastic today...i love it.

3D 3D 3D driving me nuts nuts nuts....

2D must redo redo redo!!

portfolios are all dats on my mind now..all dats troubling me to spliterins...all dats crashing my world..all dats turning my life upside down inside out...churning churning non stop....so..dun ever mention the word PORTFOLIO especially in my face if not i will just stuff alot of durian shells into ur face...

*nobody likes me everybody hates me i wana eat some worms~~~~*
haha...funny song hor....

i'm a lousy gf.

ok la fullstop.

er...i dono wad to say le...as i said it's a wormy entry...no head no tail no structure...just a long thing slithering on its own will...life being threatened by blind feet....

a nua entry

i think i got worms living inside me...i have been extrememly nua nowadays...it's been weeks..i'm trying to get out of my nua state but...still very nua..the more i try not to b nua....the more nua i am.help! y am i so nua? at first...too nua to do assignments...now...too nua to wake up! omg...haiz.something must b wrong with me.

rushing sketchbook now...trying to fill in better looking drawings...all my drawings are rubbish.just pure rubbish.

nth to blog.maybe i am too nua to blog even. =S

i'm oso irritated by some things....nvm nvm.dun wana say le.too nua to complain oso.

*go nua le*

hee

just came back from sch gym with mel and jasp..was fun.i wana exercise more!! im leading a supoer unhealthy lifestyle now! i wana change back to my lifestyle last year! poly life makes me fat! grr...

ok dis is gona b another boring post...cuz i dun have time to post pics and all dat...have to re-do some of my work and then faster do some sketches in my sketchbook...argh.sketchbook is driving me mad.i'm so afraid i wun do well...grr..nvm nvm...by faith i can do it!

hee....it's gona b a loooong loooooong weekend for me....saturday to wednesday no sch!!! wkahakhaa....lalalala!!! it's lyk one week slack again.lolz.im gona use dis time to brush up on my sketchbook and 2D....and my drawing essentials.omg.i think i will draw until i become crazy.someone pls bring me baack to reality once in a while ok? lolz.

alright i should bathe.i stink.lolz.

*fly away*