stil in school now! just finished night classes and i'm super overjoyed cuz finally EVERYTHING IS CLEARED WOOHOO.
(changboon is actually right beside me now watching me blog wahaha)
sleepless nights BYE BYE rushing frenzy BYE BYE ganjiong spider BYE BYE.
but i know all these rest are just temporary cuz CDI IS STILL IN PROGRESS!!!!!! meanwhile, i must take this time to hibernate to my fullest before CDI kicks into my life and take control again.
sorry to all my beloved peeps (u know who u are) whom i dun have the time to meetup with lately. i muss u all LIKE MAAADDDD. like HUIXIN for example. and ppl like zx, bi, annie, ky..omg i hope they have not disappeared or think i have disappeared or something. bitching is part of my life and i cannot live without it so pls contact me soon!
(rika is singing her soul out right now in the audio room. she has LIKE A SUPER GREAT VOICE OMG u guys should just listen. she has tonnes of her own recordings in the com.)
watched texas chainsaw massacre awhile back at chrice's place. URGH. it's like a gazillion trillion million babillion bombillion times worse than SAW!!! Lord help. such directors must indeed have a truely sadistic mindset. and i really marvel at this point.
wooweee this section is dedicated to MAVERIC AND LITING who helped me rush my children's storybook assignment by accompanying me all the way throught the printing and binding of the book (and the double sided tape of cuz!). omg i am deeply touched to have such helpful friends!! super THANK YOU MUAKS MUAKS MUAKS.
no lessons next month but i wil still be heading to sccool often for CDI. i hope i get a higher GPA or something. hiak hiak.
eh, that's all for my incessant rantings.
off to home sweet home i go, and off to dreamland after that!
*SUNDAY OMG SUNDAY*
current mood: accomplished with a tad bit confusion
Friday, January 19, 2007
for the past one week plus, my schedule goes like this:
8+am: wakes up to do assignment / goes for driving lesson
10am/12pm: project meeting / client meeting
3pm: audio class
6pm:creative writing class
9+pm/10+pm/11+pm(!!!!): reaches home, goes online, check and reply emails, attempt assignments, edit CDI script
4+am/5+am: sleep
Lord help. i want back my ten hours of sleep!
kinda discouraged because i got back some of my results for some of the creative writing assignments and i didn't do very well. not as well as i expected.. i dono wad is wrong. i slogged for it. :(
a shadow it lingers.....
8+am: wakes up to do assignment / goes for driving lesson
10am/12pm: project meeting / client meeting
3pm: audio class
6pm:creative writing class
9+pm/10+pm/11+pm(!!!!): reaches home, goes online, check and reply emails, attempt assignments, edit CDI script
4+am/5+am: sleep
Lord help. i want back my ten hours of sleep!
kinda discouraged because i got back some of my results for some of the creative writing assignments and i didn't do very well. not as well as i expected.. i dono wad is wrong. i slogged for it. :(
a shadow it lingers.....
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
the power of miscommunications
i got into the CDI project!! :D woosh~ gona have a meeting tomorrow morning..i pray that all goes well and this project will provide me with good experience!
something's bothering me but i don't know how to voice it out..whatever it is, blame it on misunderstandings and miscommunications. everything's so cold right now. and it's uncomfortable and awkward. and i seriously dono wad's wrong, or wad's going on. i just pray that i can be able to develop good friendships with the ppl around me. i don't wish to bear hatred or bitterness in my heart because they are really heavy and smelly things to carry around inside.
had a test for creative writing today (well yesterday actually). had to write four short stories on the spot. so we were given 1.a survival story (the kind where you write about shipwrecked on a deserted island) 2.a spy story (the kind where you write about detective stuff and mystery and etc) 3.a love story (do i need to explain? Lol.) and 4.a story of the death of a mother (tragic i guess). and i wrote rubbish for all of those.
for the survival story, i wrote about this guy who got stranded on a mid-ocean island and then he got sucked up by this huge octopus with scales and he has been haunting that island since. HAHAA. a bunch of nonsense. and VVERRRRYY illogical plot and storyline..
for the spy story, i wrote about this super egoistic spy who was the best spy in the neighbourhood and he ignored his boss's warning about the danger of handling this grp of terrorists. and then in the end the terrorists really proved to be too smart for him, so he refused to die under the arms of the terrorists and instead, chose to commit suicide instead. then i concluded by saying that his ego killed him.
omg super illogical and..i dono. really just a whole bunch of nonsense.
i shall spare u guys on the love story and the sad story about the mother's death. cuz they are just..well, sappy sad stuff and i shall just not talk about it.hahahaha.
sorry if i have been appearing really dead tired and anti social recently. well truthfully speaking, i am really tired and zombified becuz i am not used to walking about in the day. see, i have become nocturnal but WAD IS NEW right. :( how. my life is totally upside down.
i love the night better than the day but wad can one possibly do at night? all the shops are closed, not a living being is awake..except perhaps the drunkards below my house but well they are DRUNK. :S it's not like they are nice warm elderly uncles who will invite me to a game of chess at the void deck.. (gee how come i sound like a senior citizen)
i can't play my guitar becuz i'll wake the neighbours and they'd start throwing eggs through my window. i can't sing cuz it'll end up in the same consequence. can't watch tv cuz dad will be watching late night tv! and i love late night tv becuz they show stuff they dun show in the day!! LOL. (bad bad.)
food i'm CRAVING for:
macaroni and cheese from kenny rogers
corn muffin from kenny rogers
oreo cheese cake from cafe cartel
nachos w cheese from the movies
subway sandwiches!!!!!!!!
snapple cranberry raspberry
URGH!!! this is really a serious case of pms.
something's bothering me but i don't know how to voice it out..whatever it is, blame it on misunderstandings and miscommunications. everything's so cold right now. and it's uncomfortable and awkward. and i seriously dono wad's wrong, or wad's going on. i just pray that i can be able to develop good friendships with the ppl around me. i don't wish to bear hatred or bitterness in my heart because they are really heavy and smelly things to carry around inside.
had a test for creative writing today (well yesterday actually). had to write four short stories on the spot. so we were given 1.a survival story (the kind where you write about shipwrecked on a deserted island) 2.a spy story (the kind where you write about detective stuff and mystery and etc) 3.a love story (do i need to explain? Lol.) and 4.a story of the death of a mother (tragic i guess). and i wrote rubbish for all of those.
for the survival story, i wrote about this guy who got stranded on a mid-ocean island and then he got sucked up by this huge octopus with scales and he has been haunting that island since. HAHAA. a bunch of nonsense. and VVERRRRYY illogical plot and storyline..
for the spy story, i wrote about this super egoistic spy who was the best spy in the neighbourhood and he ignored his boss's warning about the danger of handling this grp of terrorists. and then in the end the terrorists really proved to be too smart for him, so he refused to die under the arms of the terrorists and instead, chose to commit suicide instead. then i concluded by saying that his ego killed him.
omg super illogical and..i dono. really just a whole bunch of nonsense.
i shall spare u guys on the love story and the sad story about the mother's death. cuz they are just..well, sappy sad stuff and i shall just not talk about it.hahahaha.
sorry if i have been appearing really dead tired and anti social recently. well truthfully speaking, i am really tired and zombified becuz i am not used to walking about in the day. see, i have become nocturnal but WAD IS NEW right. :( how. my life is totally upside down.
i love the night better than the day but wad can one possibly do at night? all the shops are closed, not a living being is awake..except perhaps the drunkards below my house but well they are DRUNK. :S it's not like they are nice warm elderly uncles who will invite me to a game of chess at the void deck.. (gee how come i sound like a senior citizen)
i can't play my guitar becuz i'll wake the neighbours and they'd start throwing eggs through my window. i can't sing cuz it'll end up in the same consequence. can't watch tv cuz dad will be watching late night tv! and i love late night tv becuz they show stuff they dun show in the day!! LOL. (bad bad.)
food i'm CRAVING for:
macaroni and cheese from kenny rogers
corn muffin from kenny rogers
oreo cheese cake from cafe cartel
nachos w cheese from the movies
subway sandwiches!!!!!!!!
snapple cranberry raspberry
URGH!!! this is really a serious case of pms.
Saturday, January 06, 2007
Sexually harrased first thing on new year's day...and the police can't even do anything about it..talk about justice..
sigh i shan't go into details here because i am not very happy about the whole situation.
school started and it has been fun (albeit a little boring sometimes)...it is also VERY slackish..i can even afford to go to the library to watch SCV during class hours....
well, night classes= nocturnal lifestyle. what can i do?
first day of creative writing class, we're supposed to write about "My Favourite COlour"..and i wrote that my favourite colour is black...and gave all sorts of dark reasons for it. and then my lecturer says that our fave colour determines who we are. so, am i dark? i guess maybe i have always been...look at the stuff i draw since sec school and perhaps you can judge for yourselves..
signed up for CDI project already...our client is the National Cancer Centre...have to do a video for them about chemotherapy...cancer, a topic that hits close to my heart. i think about my late aunt all the time..can't help it.i still feel a hole in my heart whenever she pops up in my mind.that hole there is just an empty space, like something, or rather, somene is missing. hard to describe. but i guess it can only be felt when someone close to you has really left the world.
anyway, i hope i can qualify for this CDI project..i applied for post production positions (editing and audio).guess that's all i'm good at. well, hopefully i can get in and then i can do my overseas student internship..
nothing much to talk about anymore.
current mood:empty
sigh i shan't go into details here because i am not very happy about the whole situation.
school started and it has been fun (albeit a little boring sometimes)...it is also VERY slackish..i can even afford to go to the library to watch SCV during class hours....
well, night classes= nocturnal lifestyle. what can i do?
first day of creative writing class, we're supposed to write about "My Favourite COlour"..and i wrote that my favourite colour is black...and gave all sorts of dark reasons for it. and then my lecturer says that our fave colour determines who we are. so, am i dark? i guess maybe i have always been...look at the stuff i draw since sec school and perhaps you can judge for yourselves..
signed up for CDI project already...our client is the National Cancer Centre...have to do a video for them about chemotherapy...cancer, a topic that hits close to my heart. i think about my late aunt all the time..can't help it.i still feel a hole in my heart whenever she pops up in my mind.that hole there is just an empty space, like something, or rather, somene is missing. hard to describe. but i guess it can only be felt when someone close to you has really left the world.
anyway, i hope i can qualify for this CDI project..i applied for post production positions (editing and audio).guess that's all i'm good at. well, hopefully i can get in and then i can do my overseas student internship..
nothing much to talk about anymore.
current mood:empty
Sunday, December 31, 2006
me..i just love being a freak.
If i have a death note, i would write my driving instructor's name on it. (he is such a greedy gambler and a nasty smoker, he stinks BIG time inside and out.) it would go like this:
9pm - Goes to friend's house for a game of mahjong
9:03pm - While playing, starts to sway from side to side as if possessed
9:06pm - After 3 minutes of swaying, starts to fart bombastically at 1 second intervals.
9:10pm - Friends left the table because it stinks too much.
9:11pm - Left alone, starts to gorge down mahjong tiles.
9:13pm - Chokes to death.
HALLELUJAH HALLE HALLELUJAH!
List of things iwant need:
-Deathnote (they are selling it!)
-Digital bathroom scale
-MODEM CABLE
-daily planner notebook (i love to be organised!)
-a new wardrobe (not clothes but literally A NEW WARDROBE.my current one is too small to accumulate all my clothes/bags :\)
-new furniture for my room (someone head down to ikea with me please!)
-something, anything, to splash on my bare room walls.
last post before 2006. but i'm not gona write stuff like "Reflections on 2006!" or "Resolutions for 2007!" or stupid stuff like that because i simply can't be bothered.
right.go ahead and say that i am aimless/hopeless/umotivated/SAADD/weird/whatever. let's see who is able to stick to his or her resolutions for the whole of 2007!
9pm - Goes to friend's house for a game of mahjong
9:03pm - While playing, starts to sway from side to side as if possessed
9:06pm - After 3 minutes of swaying, starts to fart bombastically at 1 second intervals.
9:10pm - Friends left the table because it stinks too much.
9:11pm - Left alone, starts to gorge down mahjong tiles.
9:13pm - Chokes to death.
HALLELUJAH HALLE HALLELUJAH!
List of things i
-Deathnote (they are selling it!)
-Digital bathroom scale
-MODEM CABLE
-daily planner notebook (i love to be organised!)
-a new wardrobe (not clothes but literally A NEW WARDROBE.my current one is too small to accumulate all my clothes/bags :\)
-new furniture for my room (someone head down to ikea with me please!)
-something, anything, to splash on my bare room walls.
last post before 2006. but i'm not gona write stuff like "Reflections on 2006!" or "Resolutions for 2007!" or stupid stuff like that because i simply can't be bothered.
right.go ahead and say that i am aimless/hopeless/umotivated/SAADD/weird/whatever. let's see who is able to stick to his or her resolutions for the whole of 2007!
Friday, December 29, 2006
Of subject selections,languages,rollercoaster rides and a whole lot of other nonsensical crap.
WOOOO subject selection is always always always so FUUNNN!!!
the subjects i have selected for elective and CDS:
please pray for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want ITALIAND AND ACTING!!!! ITALIAN AND ACTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OOOO!!
(sorry if you need to use a magnifying glass to view contents in this picture kekeke)
i've been on a rollercoaster ride again. well i still am on it. and i am as bruised as ever. no, i am getting even more bruises. i am mashed to pulp. but i have no choice, even though i wish so much that i can just let go of my grip on this wild rollercoaster ride and plunge to my death, i have to carry on riding on it. (isn't that sad.)
hopefully i will get so mashed up and beaten left and right that i die from it soon then i won't have to go through so much hell anymore.
new year is coming. i'm in no mood to have a happy celebration. i am only in the mood to drink till i drop. lol.
school is starting!! ok..i have a love-hate relationship with school. i am excited to start on my course again and aim to excel in it. but i am also kinda frustrated with the way my timetable is planned for me. urgh.
just think of this: 3pm-9pm on weekdays, 9am-12pm on saturdays!!!
i am just gona be so packed to the brim that i am gona suffocate and die. ha! and the fact that i'd sure turn into a nocturnal beast during this period, say hello to sleepless nights.
but who cares. i have ALWAYS been a night person. nights just thrill every fibre of my being.
by the way i have signed up for overseas attachment. another thing to pray for me peeps: that i can qualify for overseas attachment!!
things to keep my devastated mind occupied:
-improve my (hopeless) french (i am in the middle of learning it still..encourage me!! Lol)
-learn spanish (haven't started)
-learn italian (pray that i get to learn italian for me cds subject!!!)
-learn greek (haven't started)
-improve japanese (haven't got down to practising it ever since i finished my jap cds)
-learn thai (omgosh ever since i went chiang mai, i wana take up thai !!)
-improve my cantonese (yes for the good of all mankind. or rather, for the good of myself so i
can communicate with church peeps better)
-read more english literature books (i didn't get to major in english literature in my sec school
days)
-and finally, draw sooo much that my hand muscles turn distorted (then i can start my very own
art gallery!! )
i think that's about it. the list of things to keep my mind occupied while i am on the rollercoaster ride.
yes i am a LANGUAGE FREAK and i LOOOOVVVEEE LANGUAGES (maybe except chinese). and i wana learn as many languages as possible! and i wana draw as much as possible as well so that i can deliver messages to the people who view my drawings!!!
i miss: Jing Jie (are you honoured that your name is mentioned first?) , Zuo zhi (i wana go your house stay again and this time i make sure i get to eat the cornflakes!) , maveric (stop singing and start hanging out with me!), chang boon (light and shadow productions!), liting (shopping, crapping, bitching! ), pei ru (wooo bitching and you promised to teach me malay!), sophia (you seemed to have disappeared?!), lina (when's the ben&jerry's lipgloss coming out?), yijie (more same classes with yoouuuu!), annie (eh how's u and ur mr BIIIGG EYES?), hui xin( oh you just came over to stay! Lol.), zixian (omgosh it's been AGES since i last saw u babe), bibi (are you in malaysia AGAIN?!), soon mei (little miss strawberry!), omg and the list goes on and on and on and on and....
...and a whoooollleee lota other ppl...ok i am not trying to make myself sound like i am so famous i have so many friends etc etc. but i DO miss so many of you!!
the subjects i have selected for elective and CDS:
please pray for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want ITALIAND AND ACTING!!!! ITALIAN AND ACTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OOOO!!
(sorry if you need to use a magnifying glass to view contents in this picture kekeke)
i've been on a rollercoaster ride again. well i still am on it. and i am as bruised as ever. no, i am getting even more bruises. i am mashed to pulp. but i have no choice, even though i wish so much that i can just let go of my grip on this wild rollercoaster ride and plunge to my death, i have to carry on riding on it. (isn't that sad.)
hopefully i will get so mashed up and beaten left and right that i die from it soon then i won't have to go through so much hell anymore.
new year is coming. i'm in no mood to have a happy celebration. i am only in the mood to drink till i drop. lol.
school is starting!! ok..i have a love-hate relationship with school. i am excited to start on my course again and aim to excel in it. but i am also kinda frustrated with the way my timetable is planned for me. urgh.
just think of this: 3pm-9pm on weekdays, 9am-12pm on saturdays!!!
i am just gona be so packed to the brim that i am gona suffocate and die. ha! and the fact that i'd sure turn into a nocturnal beast during this period, say hello to sleepless nights.
but who cares. i have ALWAYS been a night person. nights just thrill every fibre of my being.
by the way i have signed up for overseas attachment. another thing to pray for me peeps: that i can qualify for overseas attachment!!
things to keep my devastated mind occupied:
-improve my (hopeless) french (i am in the middle of learning it still..encourage me!! Lol)
-learn spanish (haven't started)
-learn italian (pray that i get to learn italian for me cds subject!!!)
-learn greek (haven't started)
-improve japanese (haven't got down to practising it ever since i finished my jap cds)
-learn thai (omgosh ever since i went chiang mai, i wana take up thai !!)
-improve my cantonese (yes for the good of all mankind. or rather, for the good of myself so i
can communicate with church peeps better)
-read more english literature books (i didn't get to major in english literature in my sec school
days)
-and finally, draw sooo much that my hand muscles turn distorted (then i can start my very own
art gallery!! )
i think that's about it. the list of things to keep my mind occupied while i am on the rollercoaster ride.
yes i am a LANGUAGE FREAK and i LOOOOVVVEEE LANGUAGES (maybe except chinese). and i wana learn as many languages as possible! and i wana draw as much as possible as well so that i can deliver messages to the people who view my drawings!!!
i miss: Jing Jie (are you honoured that your name is mentioned first?) , Zuo zhi (i wana go your house stay again and this time i make sure i get to eat the cornflakes!) , maveric (stop singing and start hanging out with me!), chang boon (light and shadow productions!), liting (shopping, crapping, bitching! ), pei ru (wooo bitching and you promised to teach me malay!), sophia (you seemed to have disappeared?!), lina (when's the ben&jerry's lipgloss coming out?), yijie (more same classes with yoouuuu!), annie (eh how's u and ur mr BIIIGG EYES?), hui xin( oh you just came over to stay! Lol.), zixian (omgosh it's been AGES since i last saw u babe), bibi (are you in malaysia AGAIN?!), soon mei (little miss strawberry!), omg and the list goes on and on and on and on and....
...and a whoooollleee lota other ppl...ok i am not trying to make myself sound like i am so famous i have so many friends etc etc. but i DO miss so many of you!!
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Monday, December 18, 2006
yo bitch. you think you so angelic and nice and goody? you think you are this good little pretty pure girl which everyone loves and approves of? get urself a friggin life.
you are nothing but bias, judgemental, FAKE, and you flirt way too much. so don't come and act all holy. you are FAR from holy. you are FAR from angelic. don't think you are some nice little flower and ppl fall for you like bees to honeys.
you only know how to form your own bloody groups and side them only. go side then. you so happy at judgeing ppl and thinking you are so good right? sure. when judgement day comes, lets see who gets the last laugh. may God bless you then. may God be with you, you hypocritical judgeing soul.
you are nothing but bias, judgemental, FAKE, and you flirt way too much. so don't come and act all holy. you are FAR from holy. you are FAR from angelic. don't think you are some nice little flower and ppl fall for you like bees to honeys.
you only know how to form your own bloody groups and side them only. go side then. you so happy at judgeing ppl and thinking you are so good right? sure. when judgement day comes, lets see who gets the last laugh. may God bless you then. may God be with you, you hypocritical judgeing soul.
Friday, December 08, 2006
Friday, December 01, 2006
My darling girls
Bobo: "Will you stop copying me."
Mocha: "No."
Isn't this such a wonderful picture of bobo....
hee hee....
and mocha has delcared that my bag is her bed.
see. she can't even keep her tongue when she sleeps.
naughty naughty little girl.
moha loves posing in front of the camera.
she is a cam whore just like me.
bobo?
she just diaos. she's uber cool. LOL.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
super super random post
hullo world!
here's something super random..
me and chris trying to smile like the Carl's Jr star. ^-^
lol. we really have nth better to do...
sigh...chris ah chris...it's gona be 4 years already! are you feeling old? i am feeling sooooo oooollllddd....
anyway...i have EIGHT more days left in singapore before i fly off for mission trip!! wana meet up with me? faster book me!! (i am bhb.)
here's something super random..
me and chris trying to smile like the Carl's Jr star. ^-^
lol. we really have nth better to do...
sigh...chris ah chris...it's gona be 4 years already! are you feeling old? i am feeling sooooo oooollllddd....
anyway...i have EIGHT more days left in singapore before i fly off for mission trip!! wana meet up with me? faster book me!! (i am bhb.)
Monday, November 13, 2006
Saturday, November 04, 2006
wishlist
www.victoriassecret.com
i wish i wish i wish i can get their hoodies, sweatshirts, sleep shirts, cardigans and smocks from here !!! love it. who wana sponsor me? christmas is coming :D i don't mind throwing in sweats and lounge pants to my wishlist. hee hee. oh there's also a dog leash so i don't mind throwing that in for my doggies too :D
am talking to one of my students from lutheran childcare. wonder how are things goin on over there. i have yet to get my pay. praying really hard i receive it this weekend. then at least i got some cash to get by.
i'm craving for pringles. urgh.
by the way, visit www.owemoneypaymoneythefilm.com for a sneak peek at my seniors' wonderful video production.
i wish i wish i wish i can get their hoodies, sweatshirts, sleep shirts, cardigans and smocks from here !!! love it. who wana sponsor me? christmas is coming :D i don't mind throwing in sweats and lounge pants to my wishlist. hee hee. oh there's also a dog leash so i don't mind throwing that in for my doggies too :D
am talking to one of my students from lutheran childcare. wonder how are things goin on over there. i have yet to get my pay. praying really hard i receive it this weekend. then at least i got some cash to get by.
i'm craving for pringles. urgh.
by the way, visit www.owemoneypaymoneythefilm.com for a sneak peek at my seniors' wonderful video production.
movies, trailers, commercials, scripts, movies, trailers, commercials, scripts....
Just in case you people are wondering where i have disappeared to, let me provide you with what has been happening in my life. (lol)
Er...ok school has been rather happening. in the month of october, i've watched17 movies. YES i'm not kidding! and i watched them all for FREE .Lol.i'm not kidding again! haha.... that's the joy of studying video/film production. you watch movies and watch movies and watch movies and that's your homework.trraalalalalala!! and we can get to watch the movies in the school library for free.and we watch movies in class and that's what we do in class.watch movies and discuss and learn from it.so everyday in class it's a different movie/film.and for our assignments we're just givem movie titles and we're just required to go borrow the movies from the sch library or rent them elsewhere etc and just watch it and take note of certain stuff fom the movie and that's it. love it to the max.
This month is also fun. we're learning video editing and scriptwriting. exciting stuff. For video editing, we watch MTVs, trailers, short clips/movies in class to study how other people do their video editing. WOO life is great. Lol.. and for scriptwriting, we watch commercials and trailers to study how people write good scripts. ahhh! loving every moment of school now!!! la la la la..
erm..other than my oh-so-exciting school life (lol), i have also been driving lately. going for driving lessons i mean. so far i have managed to drive from changi back to tampines. Lol. amazing and fun and exciting stuff!! i pray really hard that i can get my license on the first try!
played the drum for church last week. SCARY. but it was a nice change from playing the guitar. i would STILL like to stick to playing the guitar though!! i have not been practicing the guit for days. oh gosh i need to start on it soon!! must perfect perfect PERFECT my playing!!!
on the downside, i am having financial diffculties as i have quit my job (for about 2 or 3 weeks already) and i need to look for a job that's flexible enough to fit in with my timetable...well, we'll see how it goes.
i need to lose that 9 more lbs! it's just 9 more lbs!!!!!! urgh!
oh and to those having A levels, ALL THE BEST! continue to tune in to my blog when you are taking a break from studies! lol.
*flies off*
Er...ok school has been rather happening. in the month of october, i've watched
This month is also fun. we're learning video editing and scriptwriting. exciting stuff. For video editing, we watch MTVs, trailers, short clips/movies in class to study how other people do their video editing. WOO life is great. Lol.. and for scriptwriting, we watch commercials and trailers to study how people write good scripts. ahhh! loving every moment of school now!!! la la la la..
erm..other than my oh-so-exciting school life (lol), i have also been driving lately. going for driving lessons i mean. so far i have managed to drive from changi back to tampines. Lol. amazing and fun and exciting stuff!! i pray really hard that i can get my license on the first try!
played the drum for church last week. SCARY. but it was a nice change from playing the guitar. i would STILL like to stick to playing the guitar though!! i have not been practicing the guit for days. oh gosh i need to start on it soon!! must perfect perfect PERFECT my playing!!!
on the downside, i am having financial diffculties as i have quit my job (for about 2 or 3 weeks already) and i need to look for a job that's flexible enough to fit in with my timetable...well, we'll see how it goes.
i need to lose that 9 more lbs! it's just 9 more lbs!!!!!! urgh!
oh and to those having A levels, ALL THE BEST! continue to tune in to my blog when you are taking a break from studies! lol.
*flies off*
Friday, October 27, 2006
Cliona!
introducing a new member into the family!!
happy parents!
it was an easy labour.and thank God i manage to keep my slim figure.
haha BULLSHIT la.THIS are the real parents!
:D
yay got a new baby cousin! haha.. happy!
film language project submitted today...have not really slept for 2 nights.madness.i lost 1kg because of that.insanity.
been very irritated dis days due to several problems.why can't she just respect my space? BITCH.acting lyk everything belongs to her.i wish i could just stab a knife through that selfish black heart of hers.super irritated.i HATE it when ppl just come into my room and touch my things and search high and low for things as if my room belongs to them! lyk go AND DIE ok! it's MY ROOM so KEEP OUT!
fumes.HATE YOU FOR ALWAYS COMING INTO MY ROOM TO TAKE MY THINGS U BITCH.
and i'm looking for a foster home.any married couple wants to take in a teenager like me? ahaha...it's free.no fees or papers needed.just tell me u dun mind adopting me and i'll move in straight away.of course i need to have daily needs provided.like CASH for instance.LOL.
jk la.im falling into insanity because i have not ate for 2 days.
happy parents!
it was an easy labour.and thank God i manage to keep my slim figure.
haha BULLSHIT la.THIS are the real parents!
:D
yay got a new baby cousin! haha.. happy!
film language project submitted today...have not really slept for 2 nights.madness.i lost 1kg because of that.insanity.
been very irritated dis days due to several problems.why can't she just respect my space? BITCH.acting lyk everything belongs to her.i wish i could just stab a knife through that selfish black heart of hers.super irritated.i HATE it when ppl just come into my room and touch my things and search high and low for things as if my room belongs to them! lyk go AND DIE ok! it's MY ROOM so KEEP OUT!
fumes.HATE YOU FOR ALWAYS COMING INTO MY ROOM TO TAKE MY THINGS U BITCH.
and i'm looking for a foster home.any married couple wants to take in a teenager like me? ahaha...it's free.no fees or papers needed.just tell me u dun mind adopting me and i'll move in straight away.of course i need to have daily needs provided.like CASH for instance.LOL.
jk la.im falling into insanity because i have not ate for 2 days.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
chrice trim my hair today!! hahaha!! my hair got snipped again!!!! Lol..
ok cannot see much diff from the front but it's alot shorter at the back.haha nvm...dis pic is probably redundant.
i wonder if i am just a tad too insecure.....i know dat probably alot of ppl there hates me or dun have good impression of me but how? i am not an easy person to understand..
AUNTY MARY GAVE BIRTH TO HER BABY GIRL ALREADY!!! WOOTS.gona go visit her in the hospital tmr! I CANNOT WAIT :D
oh.
HAPPY DEEPAVALI
ok cannot see much diff from the front but it's alot shorter at the back.haha nvm...dis pic is probably redundant.
i wonder if i am just a tad too insecure.....
AUNTY MARY GAVE BIRTH TO HER BABY GIRL ALREADY!!! WOOTS.gona go visit her in the hospital tmr! I CANNOT WAIT :D
oh.
HAPPY DEEPAVALI
Friday, October 20, 2006
BYE BYE LONG HAIR!!!! :D
today i bid goodbye to my long hair.
initially i came back from the salon looking lyk dis...
but after dat i felt rather uncomfortable cuz the ends were tickling my neck.besides, i was expecting a shoter cut...and my mum said it would look better if it's shorter.so she snipped off somemore of my hair and now i look lyk dis...
hahahhaa...i feel much better now.dun care how ugly i look.i'm just glad my split ends are GONE GONE GONE!!!
and thanks liting, jj, zz and mave for accompanying me! :D
initially i came back from the salon looking lyk dis...
but after dat i felt rather uncomfortable cuz the ends were tickling my neck.besides, i was expecting a shoter cut...and my mum said it would look better if it's shorter.so she snipped off somemore of my hair and now i look lyk dis...
hahahhaa...i feel much better now.dun care how ugly i look.i'm just glad my split ends are GONE GONE GONE!!!
and thanks liting, jj, zz and mave for accompanying me! :D
Monday, October 16, 2006
how much i've changed
Message: Take this quiz, post the results, and seehow much things have changed since then.
3 YEARS AGO TODAYHow old were you?:
- 15
What grade year were you in?:
- sec 3
Where did you go to school?
- Pasir Ris Sec school
Where did you work?:
- unemployed
Where did you live?:
- tampines
How was your hair style?:
- long, rebonded
Did you wear braces?
- took them out not too long ago at that time
Did you wear glasses?
- contact lens
Who was your best friend?:
- xin,zx,bi
Who was your celebrity crush?:
-Brad Pitt, Orlando Bloom
How many piercings did you have?:
- 2
What was your favorite band/group?:
- linkin park,coldplay,american rejects,good charlotte
What was your worst fear?:
-school discipline master
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?
-nope
Had you gotten drunk/high yet?:
-drunk.
Had you been to a real party yet?:
- define real...
Had your heart broken?:
-yup
Had broken someones heart?
- yup
HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!
How old are you?:
- 18
Where do you go to school?
- temasek polytechnic
Where do you work?:
-just quit lutheren childcare centre
Where do you live?
- tampines
How is your hair style?
-wavy, mid length
Do you have braces?
-nope.taken out.proud to have straight teeth now.
Do you wear glasses?:
-contat lens
Who is your best friend?:
-xin,annie,zx,bi,and the poly peeps i hang out with often.
Still talk to any of your old friends?:
-yup
Who is your celebrity crush?
-EMINEM :D :D :D :D
How many piercings now?
- 7. 3 on each year, 1 on naval
How many tattoos?:
- none
What is your biggest fear?:
- God
Have you smoked a cigarette yet?:
-nope
Have you gotten drunk or high?:
- drunk
Have you ever been to a real party?:
- Define real...
Has your heart been broken?:
- Yes
Have you broken someones heart?:
- Yes.
3 YEARS AGO TODAYHow old were you?:
- 15
What grade year were you in?:
- sec 3
Where did you go to school?
- Pasir Ris Sec school
Where did you work?:
- unemployed
Where did you live?:
- tampines
How was your hair style?:
- long, rebonded
Did you wear braces?
- took them out not too long ago at that time
Did you wear glasses?
- contact lens
Who was your best friend?:
- xin,zx,bi
Who was your celebrity crush?:
-Brad Pitt, Orlando Bloom
How many piercings did you have?:
- 2
What was your favorite band/group?:
- linkin park,coldplay,american rejects,good charlotte
What was your worst fear?:
-school discipline master
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?
-nope
Had you gotten drunk/high yet?:
-drunk.
Had you been to a real party yet?:
- define real...
Had your heart broken?:
-yup
Had broken someones heart?
- yup
HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!
How old are you?:
- 18
Where do you go to school?
- temasek polytechnic
Where do you work?:
-just quit lutheren childcare centre
Where do you live?
- tampines
How is your hair style?
-wavy, mid length
Do you have braces?
-nope.taken out.proud to have straight teeth now.
Do you wear glasses?:
-contat lens
Who is your best friend?:
-xin,annie,zx,bi,and the poly peeps i hang out with often.
Still talk to any of your old friends?:
-yup
Who is your celebrity crush?
-EMINEM :D :D :D :D
How many piercings now?
- 7. 3 on each year, 1 on naval
How many tattoos?:
- none
What is your biggest fear?:
- God
Have you smoked a cigarette yet?:
-nope
Have you gotten drunk or high?:
- drunk
Have you ever been to a real party?:
- Define real...
Has your heart been broken?:
- Yes
Have you broken someones heart?:
- Yes.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Type ur reactions when somebody say thesephrase to u..
WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
cuz dats just me.
I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU?
oh.u mean it took u dat long?
LEAVE HIM//HER ALREADY. YOU'LL BE MUCHMORE HAPPY WITH ME
fuck off.
COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOUDO THAT
haha ok. :)
PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO
go stick a thumb up ur ass.
I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKEYOU
i'm blessed to have someone lyk u too. :)
WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORETUESDAY?
ask God.
I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARKCONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?YESSSSSSSS YYYYYEEEESSSS YES YES YES YES YEYYYEEEESSSSS YYYEESSSS YES YES YES YES YES YESS YEESSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIALPEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
really? why?
I THINK I'M FALLING FOR YOU
oh.did u hurt urself?
I CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU?
ic.
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUSTAREN'T HIM//HER
ok.i'm sorry.
NOTHING
if it's really nothing u wun even say it.
WHAT'S YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
1800-kiss-myass
CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?
sure, I'd love to. :)
MAY I ESCORT YOU?
It's ok i can manage :)
DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM//HER TIL NOW?
still loving him.
YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING I WANTED.
WERE.WANTED.past tense indicated. so y am i not ur everything now,and why aren't i want u want now?
WHEN WILL I GET YOUR SWEET EYES?
when i'm dead i can donate it to u and u can taste it for all u wan.
cuz dats just me.
I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU?
oh.u mean it took u dat long?
LEAVE HIM//HER ALREADY. YOU'LL BE MUCHMORE HAPPY WITH ME
fuck off.
COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOUDO THAT
haha ok. :)
PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO
go stick a thumb up ur ass.
I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKEYOU
i'm blessed to have someone lyk u too. :)
WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORETUESDAY?
ask God.
I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARKCONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?YESSSSSSSS YYYYYEEEESSSS YES YES YES YES YEYYYEEEESSSSS YYYEESSSS YES YES YES YES YES YESS YEESSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIALPEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
really? why?
I THINK I'M FALLING FOR YOU
oh.did u hurt urself?
I CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU?
ic.
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUSTAREN'T HIM//HER
ok.i'm sorry.
NOTHING
if it's really nothing u wun even say it.
WHAT'S YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
1800-kiss-myass
CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?
sure, I'd love to. :)
MAY I ESCORT YOU?
It's ok i can manage :)
DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM//HER TIL NOW?
still loving him.
YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING I WANTED.
WERE.WANTED.past tense indicated. so y am i not ur everything now,and why aren't i want u want now?
WHEN WILL I GET YOUR SWEET EYES?
when i'm dead i can donate it to u and u can taste it for all u wan.
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