so busy...

my days are so packed so packed....haiz..nvm i keep telling myself dat one more week to go..one more week to go...after next week..after Emerge Conference,my schedule will b less tight and i can finally take a breather...endurance endurance!!


i'm not feeling well AGAIN.haiz...again and again...dis time,it's a bad bad sore throat....i dono if it's normal sore thorat or wad..cuz the pain goes all the way to the nose and my head...i'm suspecting it's a thorat infection.haiz..making me feel so sick and horrible.it's painful to swallow food,painful to cough,painful to swallow water..haiz...argh.i wana b healed!


assignmetns are getting heavier...and i must make a big decision...the decision is dis...:


in my year 2,i have to make a choice whether to stay in Interactive Media Design or go to Moving Images..cuz for dis 2 courses,the year one syllabus is the same.but in year 2 we have to branch out to dis two le.


Interactive Media Design involves stuff lyk cd-roms..dvd..interactive stuff in handphones and such....


Moving Images involves 2D/3D animtion,video production and audio production...


my main interest is animation.


the thing is...should i take interactive media design and take animation as an elective? or straight away go moving images and specialise in animation?


if i choose interactive media design,besides getting to take animation as an elective(which animation is wad i mainly want),at the same time i get to learn other multimedia stuff...(which i'm not as intersted as animations).


if i choose moving images,and when i specialise in animation,i will ONLY b learning animations and all my life i'd only b doing animations...(which animation is wad i really lyk).i wun get to learn other skills lyk in interactive media design.only solely animation.


in conclusion..interactive media design offers me a wider path in my future career as i can do advertising,animation,web design...bla bla...moving images offers me a narrow path in my future career as i can only b animator and design characters in games.


the thing is,i really lyk animation.so which one should i go???


should i go interactive media design and take animation as an elective..then specialise in animation in university...


or


go moving images and specialise in animation and then go university to further my animations studies?



please tag ur comments.i really need help in this area.

burned out

i'm burned out....rushing here and there almost everyday...it's totally inhuman...

someone just stab me to death la.

:D

hee...finally! new skin! the ayumi one see until sian le..hehee....i lyk dis skin.it's so cool.suits any music...slow or fast music oso suit. :D

hmm...hehee...i noe..it's almost 3am and i'm still awake...y? cuz my lecture starts at 3pm! :D :D hehee...and oso was online webcam-ing with dearest...he showed me really nice pics he took in macau.make me wana go there oso! haha.

hmm....today's lecture was okok...at first very slpy cuz the ang moh lecturer...think she's not very good in her command of english..i think she's german or something...so..her talk was slow and full of "uh.." and "um.." so i almost fell aslp.but then she's a nice lecturer :D gave us 45 min break.lol.so me and my pals went off to have our breakfast.so hungry! then we have to come up with 100 lines..straight line dot line wavy line....after all these we ran out of ideas...of cuz ma..where got ppl can find 100 different lines right? hahaa...wrong! we came up with staple lines...(staple one straight line on the paper) ,drew a rollerblade and called it INLINE..lol..drew a computer and call it ONLINE..cut a line on the paper and called it CUT LINE...drew a figure and call it WAISTLINE...drew an eye and then drew eyeliner and call it EYELINER~ hahaa....we came up with all sorts of cranky ideas~ :D so basically dis lesson is to teach us to think out of the box...lines doesn't mean just lines..can b any lines ma.lol.interesting lesson we had... :D

i'm enjoying life everyday....i'm learning to cherish everyone ard me more and more.love everyone ard me more and more.i thank God for giving me such an exciting life,for giving me so many friends and so many opportunities to go from glory to glory. :D

alright...i guess dats all.stay tuned~

a painful day..

had 3D Art Fundamentals lecture in the first half of the day.haha...3D art..most of u would think of computers....3Dmax..photoshop..bla bla.right? haha.but dats not wad we did.we made sculptures! haha...not huge sculptuers lyk pots and all those la..just small clay figurines...hehe...

the lecturer,ms tia,asked us to take out our discmans and mp3s and listen to our music..then we were blindfolded and given a mold of clay.then we were supposed to make something out of the clay while listening to our players while blindfolded.lolz.i was listening to ayumi...dis song u hear on my blog.lolz.then i did a butterfly...

after dat,we were asked to take off our blindfolds..then we were given another mold of clay..and we were suppose to make something else which can either b related to the first figurine we make or not...up to us.so i made a rabbit.lolz.i did a replica of Happy Bunny...hahahaha...which i think is very lame.in the end my figurines turn out to b real yucky...cuz..even if nice,dey dun hold any meaning to it.bleah.lolz.so..lesson learnt: make products containing values and meanings,not only eye-candy.haha...argh.

after dat went for lunch...ate at design canteen today.yummy western food! but biz park canteen the western food so much cheaper! xin if u are reading dis,monday i go biz park find u.lolz!

then had Communicating Design Ideas lecture...was split up into our project groups and given project to do.have to go down to art museum to do research le.lalala....dis lecture is basically abt speaking up...it's a very interactive class where everyone is supposed to engage in open discussions and stuff lyk dat.it's for us to learn to convey our ideas out clearly and confidently.not bad la.first time in 2 years since i ever spoken up openly in class.lolz.in fact,we HAVE to speak up whether we lyk it or not cuz we are GRADED for speaking up! ohmygosh.so i better speak up more.lolz.

then after dat..went off to church...so tiring.ahaha.but nevertheless it was a great day. :D

hey,miss you! have u been behaving urself? lolz.looking forward for u to come back and share with me ur wonderful experience! :D
dats all la.stay tuned~~

tiring day...missing him so much...

tiring day today...

lecture was boring.had Culture and Expressions lecture today.the listening part makes me wana doze off..somemore i was sitting at the corner..whua..even more wana doze of cuz such a nice spot to get comfortable in.lolz.but after dat when the lecturer let us watch some videos on cultures then it started to get interesting.he showed us abt the western culture..how the ppl in the west are so into fast food and not into going church...then he showed us jap tatto culture which was really gross cuz dey show the japs tattooing their custmoers all over the body...including the butt..and dey say in jap dis kind of ppl with tattoo all over are honoured ppl..respected ppl..stuff lyk dat.but i just think it's so ugly.tattoo all over the body where got nice.weird culture.then dey show culture of youngsters nowadays..basically clubbing and taking drugs...then thank God my lecture ended an hours plus early so i was let off early.woohoo..then me and my pals went off to the bookshop to get materials for our 2D Art Fundamentals class next week.everything is just so ex.can die.lolz.

after dat...send my dearest off...haha.argh...it's not my type to cry in front of ppl.so was basically fighting back tears. =P i'm pai seh to confess dis.haha.argh.dun laugh ok. =P lolz.then...i went back to his place with his mum to take my stuff..cuz my stuff very heavy so i left it at his house first b4 sending him off.so after collecting my stuff i went home and changed and went for pos training.

training was ok..rather tiring as usual.went to the gym to do warm ups.it's torturing for my poor muscles.sobz.dey are crying out and currently in depression mode.my poor muscles.lolz.mad.

another tiring day tmr! haiz.sch ends at 6..have to RUSH down to church.haiz....will b very tired de..haiz....ok la i shall go off to rest le.

stay tuned.

missing him terribly...

back blogging....

1st day of school was...real boring in the morning cuz design school had dis Genesis Meeting..meaning the whole design school go into the convention centre for meeting...giving off of awards...evaluate abt freshman orientation...school rules...speeches....bla bla bla...was dozing on and off on and off for the past 3 hours....bleah.

after dat...had lunch with melvin in school...had 3 hour break..so after lunch he went off for lesson and i went to meet up with pals from my course...so we chatted and rotted till 3 pm then went off for lecture...

lecture was fun.thank God my lecture is not those sit and listen only kinds.we draw and draw and draw and draw for 3 hours....back was aching over all dat hunching over the desk...then...had my very first assignment (a.k.a homework) on the very first day of school on the very first term of my first year in school in the first time ever after 6 months.lalaa~

wad else did we learn in the first lecture? we learnt abt different kinds of paper..their sizes..and their weights...and we must noe wad paper is for wad and wad kind of paper is durable and wad kind is not..wad kind will turn yellowish and wad kind is whitish....bleah.frankly speaking,after all dat,i can only tell u dat A4 size paper is 80g.lolz.the rest i just forgot.and so with dat,we were told to get A3 and A4 size sketchbooks.it's just lyk...art lesson for the rest of my life.yay.haha.no more memorising formulas for maths and equations for sciences and keypoints for humanities.YAY!!!! no more~~ hahaha....naninanibooboo~~ now is art art art!! draw draw draw!! imagine imagine imagine!! and design design design!! woosh!!! hallelujah! wkahakhaa...*turning mad*

dearest,u going off tmr right.take care of urself ba.will miss ya lots. XD behave urself k! XD XD muahaha.muak. :D

well...dats all i guess.

stay tuned~

weird dreams

weird dreams...why do i keep having dis kind of weird dreams? maybe it's just the medicine taking effect....

sick...again! when can i ever stop being sick.really dread dis.

i wana go plaza singapura.i wana buy the nightmare before christmas hp accessory..the one with jack in a coffin with flashing lights!! and i wana go there buy full metal alchemist's certified alchemist medal!! and the necklace!! and edward's cloak!! i want i want! ohmygosh ohmygosh...if i manage to buy those then i can go as edward in the next cosplay fest.muahaha.

going crazy over cosplay.tot of alot of styles to mix and match but no money to get them.argh.perhaps i'm just plain crazy..living in my own world all the time...

yeh and i'm just darn paranoid.

i keep thinking dat i'm gona turn into a hamster...it's so scary.wad the heck.i think i need a shrink.lolz.

mixed feelings...

sigh......


hahhaa...yay....


sigh...........


hahhaaa.....yay...


sigh..............

cock up!

aaaaaaaaaaarrgh....

tired tired tired

stress stress stress

frustrated frustrated frustrated


argh.ok the design orientation drools.bleah...

and everything just seems to messy and cock up lately....dono wads going on anymore..dono wads happening next....u can't expect me to go with the flow..i'm told to give my best shot everytime...but everything's just so messy! aaaaaaargh.

argh.

im just gona miss u so much.sigh.

camp

yo peeps~ wonder if anyone is still reading my blog..cuz haven't been updating on regular basis.lolz...

well...the freshman orientation camp was loads of fun~ met loads of ppl made loads of friends...was cool la.. fun filled and action packed....definitely rox.

tmr got orientation again...for design school ppl.lolz.a series of orientations can drive me mad.argh.actually i feel lyk skipping dis orientation la cuz feel abit sian...dono y..just feel lyk had enuff of being away from home already.dun lyk to b away from home much...dun lyk to slp out...prefer to slp at home..dono y la.lolz.dats me.ain't the stay over kind unless with reallly really really close friends...hahaa..then i'll just make myself at home.lolz.but dis kind of orientation camps..feel abit weird to b slping at foreign place with ppl whom i just got to noe la.lolz.aiya wadever.u all should noe wad i mean la.it is fun no doubt but i just dun feel homely...to sum it up it's homesickness la.

well...my days are so packed...orientations after orientations...after dat still have to go pos training...argh..sometimes i just feel lyk staying at home for a day and just chill.sometimes i need to get away from ppl for awhile to "recuperate"...sometimes in life we need a little bit of "policy of isolation"...if not will b so up to our necks with things to do we will go mad...lolz...dun get me wrong la.i'm not the "dao" kind..just dat sometimes i need to b alone to enjoy time by myself.i lyk to enjoy time by myself cuz i find peace.i need ppl ard me in my life but i also need time by myself.yeh.i sound paranoid yeh.argh.wadever am i talking abt...wadever la.

ok dats all for now...stay tuned~~ =D

peace out.

camp!

my jie fu is back from london le...hmm...haha..wore his medic shirt to cg ytd cuz no more clothes to wear....anyway..a brief intro abt him...heard from my sis he's a 3rd guard...and he's rather thin.lolz.which explains y i can fit nicely into his shirt.lolz.

k..guys,im going for orientation camp from 9-11.wun see me online for the next 3 days.miss u guys loads!

irritated

aiya.wad the hell.get a life la.tsk.stupid.

fantasies

i dream i dream and i wish i wish im not in spore now! lolz~

dance and dance and dancE

woho....yesterday's pos practice was fun~

we went down to city hall mrt station (at esplanade there)to practise our dance...we danced and danced for 4 hours plus.was really really tired by the time i got home.every muscle in my body crying out to my bed once i stepped into my home.and my stomache crying out for food cuz i only ate 7-11 mash potato for the whole four hours....mum went out to buy food again and dis time she remembered to buy mine =D =D lolz.~ i had a good workout dancing..but once i eat,my workout has gone to a waste.lolz.cuz i ate alot.was so so hungry..~

hmm...i shall laze at home today.....zZZZzzzZZZZzz... =D

to hui xin: hey welcome back! i miss u so much neh! XD

funny statement

today i woke up in the late afternon..was very hungry.no one was home so i figured out mum is out to buy food.

when mum came back...

Me: i'm so hungry!!

mum: i bought food back.but i didn't buy urs!

me:why?!?!?!

mum: cuz i forgot all about you!!

me: *sobz*

blessed

had a blssed cg today. =) i'm so on fire now and i wana grow even more.

alright....been busy with pos lately cuz almost everyday we have trainings.it's good dat im occupied.it drives the boredom away u see. =D

went to my aunty's place to visit her.i'm glad to see dat she's doing well.even though now she's even thinner than me,i'm glad she's still strong and can talk and laugh normally lyk she always does.i'm glad she's not weak and all dat.i believe in miracles and i believe one day she will b healed.

man.sometimes i really dun feel lyk going home.her nagging is driving me nuts lo.sigh.sometimes i feel dat i find more joy outside than at home.just wana run away and can't she just gime some peace? she's stress.but she must understand dat i oso have my own life.im not longer her 3 year old kid.i have responsibilities to take care of.she cannot expect me to b lyk a 3 year old anymore.she's just restricting me from growing up.sigh.nvm.let me have grace.

still deciiding on issues.God please guide me.

sigh.and sometimes i'd appreciate it if ppl will just stop condemning me.k.i have my own life.dun judge and dun interfere.different ppl lead different lives and have different personalities so just respect each other for hu we are.k.thanks.

well.

alot of ppl has been posting msges on the friendster bulletin saying friendster is closing.another hoax i guess.it's irritating.y would ppl wana post such stuff? if frendster is really expanding,then all the administrator have to do is just stop "recruiting" members lo.sigh.it doesnt make sense la.it only serves to spam the bulletin.if the administrator wana noe hu is frequently using friendster,all he has to do is check hu logs on often and hu doesnt.y bother to repost bulletins? it really doesn't make sense right.so,i choose not to believe.

anyway....i choose not to breakdown.it's not my kind to breakdown unless i really can't take it.i dun lyk to breakdown.i wana fight all the way until there is no more to fight.i noe He will give me strength and i will lean not on my own strength but His.

i wana lead a peaceful life.but i'm promised to have trials and tribulations and i must face them.it's inevitable.and i have to face it whether i lyk it or not.it's not a choice.but i can choose to either overcome or fail.and i choose to overcome.

i noe that wadever it is,im not alone cuz He's always ard to guide me.He is my shepherd,guiding me whenever i am lost.guiding me to the right path.and i shall trust in Him.

although i feel weary inside out,i choose not to submit to my feelings of hoplessness.i choose to emerge from all condemnating thoughts.cuz when there is love,there is hope,and when there is hope,there is life.

lala

hmm...had a fun day at pos training again.hehe.learned dance and new stunts today.so long nvr work out.now suddenly get active again...feels great.lolz.make me feel "young" to b so active.haha.dun beat me la.i noe im still young.but i noe u all noe wad i mean la.lolz.

hmm...currently deciding on some stuff...God please help..

longing

hmm...right now the most popular song going ard is most definitely Tong Hua.am i right? hehe.at first the song didnt have much of an impact on me la.i tot it was a nice song but nothing very special.dat is until i watched the mtv then the song start to have impact on me.started to bring back some bittersweet memories which i tot i had long gotten over and forgotten...didn't realise it is still alive in my mind till now.didnt realise dat subconciously i m still keeping it.


well..i guess,of all kinds of memories,bittersweet memories are the ultimite number one killer of our emotions.cuz..sad memories,everyone's willing to get over the sadness.happy memories,everyone's willing to keep it.angry memories,everyone's ready to forgive and forget.but bittersweet memories..it just gives ppl a yearning wish dat dey can go back and start everything again only to have no choice but to move on.

emotions kill the soul...


glad to noe dat u are doing well.thanks for keeping the memories and remembering me..

pos training

decomposed today at home..then in the evening went to sch for pos training. =) more and more ppl come for training le.so met alot of new friends today =) was fun.well,anything is better than having nothing to do right? hehee...i simply just can't wait for sch to start.lolz.looking forward to my exciting sch term.as i said,anything is better than having nothing to do.right now,my geatest fear is having nothing to do.it's the most torturing thing for me.i can't stand a life of idleness.i will die.im the sort hu always wana do something and keep myself busy whenever i can.it sounds sadistic,but i love being busy.lolz.i love to b occupied with many things to do.it gives me a sense of thrill and challenge.gives me excitement in my life u see.lolz.and gives me a great great great sense of accomplishment whenever i can finish my tasks.so i simply love to be kept busy.lolz.being busy oso trains me to b more organized and enable me to take stress and pressure.

hmm...anticipating for my brother in law to come back singapore.cuz me and my sis planned a double date together.lolz.ain't dat just so fun?!?! hehehe...double date with sis.it'll definitely be a heck load of fun. =D after brother in law come back,then in july we (my family) are all flying back to london with my brother in law.go visit london...bla bla bla.can't wait.lolz.

anyway...here's a hilarious stupid retarded pic of me trying to be funny at spotlight...






call me crazy ba.lolz~

lala

numbed inside out.

hair makeover!!

hehehehehhee~~~ had another hair makeover today at the salon!! wooo~~~ i did 6 hair extensions...blue and pink...went with my sis.actually my sole intention was only to have a hair cut.but my sis wana do hair extension and she kept persuading dat i try it out.so i tried.and it was real fun.lolz~ love it love it~


dis is wad it looks lyk from the side view...



dis is wad it looks lyk from the back view.



my sis! side view~ ain't it cool~


sister's back view~ hehe.



oooosh.feel so accomplished.next tym i wana add in more colours.lala~ =D

and yes..lastly......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELVIN YE!!!!!

silly title

been procrastinating from my blogging.cuz didn't get the chance to use the com for many days.mum has to rush her work so have to let her use.

hmm...anger is such a fatal thing.it often controls us instead of us controlling it.very rarely do we find someone hu can actually take a deep breath and then dismiss his/her anger.ppl ard us all submit to their anger when it comes.anger is indeed fatal because,if lashed out without second tots,can lead to strained relationships and hurts.if a person is angry and he/she lashes out without thinking of other ppl's feelings,the person,having vented his/her anger,will feel alot better.but for the other party,they suffer.sometimes we only think of venting out our anger but we fail to realise that we have been venting our anger on other ppl and have thus hurt other ppl.many of us nvr realise dis point.is dis human nature or wad? if only there is no such thing as anger.i bet the world will b such a lovely place to live in.if only ppl can love each other in a greater measure,there'd b peace all ard.but too bad it isn't so.

we have expectations and thus,we are often greatly hurt when ppl we meet dun measure up to our expectations.dis will lead to great disappointments.however,isn't it great if we dun impose expectations on the ppl ard us and just love everyone for hu we are? isn't dat better? human beings are extremely complicated creatures.we think too profoundly and so there are alot of political stuff in our everyday lives.ppl contradict one another,or even themselves.life is such a complicated network of situations.often we are selfish but we do not realise.if we think carefully,i bet not one person will dare to admit dat he/she has not been selfish.

we as humans are prone to jealousy.when we feel dat we are being treated biasly against,we seeth with jealousy.y does dis happen? perhaps it's just simply becuz ppl nowadays are really bias and practise favouratism too much dat ppl nvr realise they are doing so! perhaps favouratism is so common in our everday lives,it has become so much a part of us,dat we dun see it as an issue to address anymore but something dat is basic! of cuz,we tend to b warm and friendly to ppl we lyk and to ppl hu reach our expectations.it is easy for us to neglect those ppl hu are not "our kind" of ppl.i guess dis is the reason y ppl are nvr happy anymore dis days.

everyone of us makes mistakes.nobody is perfect.in order to b happy,we just have to accept certain things we cannot change.dats the lesson we need to learn in life.

pain!

woo~ had a fun day today! =D =D =D

life's getting interesting now.lolz.lotsa happening stuff coming up.bye to boring old days!!! =D

it's only the basics and im aching all over?!?!?! my gosh.may God bless my muscles.muahaha!

to chris: welcome back welcome back welcome back welcome back welcome baaaaaaack!!!!

milo

i'm drinking milo straight out of the milo tin.yes i poured in water and added ice and sugar and i stirred and now im drinking it straight from the green tin.

dun ask me why im doing such a crazy thing.

i just wana do something to forget abt certain things.

dats all.

i love milo.








i really do.

no title

finished watching hellsing already.was a great anime but the minus point is dat,cuz it's abt vampires,thus the scenes all take place at nite.so it is rather dark and shadowy and sometimes it will leave me frustrated trying to make out wad the hell it is trying to show through the shadows.

not feeling well.sick.drowning in my mucus.bleah.i really hate it.my mood ain't very good.dun feel lyk going out.just wana b a hermit and stay at home to rest.sigh.nvm.i hate it hate it hate it.hate dis stupid feeling.hate dis emptiness.hate it!

dats all.

lala

let me start today's entry by going straight to the point.

well...several misunderstandings abt me.ppl think im going on a diet and they keep saying im getting thinner and thinner.hello.can u open ur eyes big big and look carefully b4 sprouting nonsense? firstly im not on a diet and secondly im not growing thinner cuz my weight is still the same as last year.izit ur psychological effect or wad? im sick and tired of ppl saying im thin.u think i lyk ppl to say im thin? im already eating alot.stop telling me to eat more ok.it's not lyk im not trying.sigh.so can everyone just stop torturing me by saying im getting thinner? sigh.

and dun always think i'm wasting my food can? it's not i wana waste my food.it's really i cannot finish ok.i try to finish my food always.but again i can't.please,my stomache has its limits alright.i repeat,im not wasting food ok.there is something called i am full.haiz.so stop thinking im the sort hu dun appreciate food and waste ok.im not dis kind of person lo.and according to some,i eat very little.hello,wad is eat very little? different ppl have different body built and thus they eat different amounts ok.so stop pushing me to eat more than wad i can manage alright.forcing food into the stomache puts a strain on the stomache and it's not good for the body.so u think by forcing more food down my throat can cause me to gain weight? let me tell u it is only doing me even more harm.so can please spare me some mercy and stop commenting on my (according to u all) small size? anyway for ur info im not small built lo.the doctor says im MEDIUM built.ok.open ur eyes big big and look carefully b4 saying im too thin im too small..bla bla bla~~~!!!

even worse.some ppl say i look lyk i have malnutrition.hello hello! have u even actually seen a REAL malnutritioned person? i think not man.

everytime when ppl comment abt me getting thinner,i just feel lyk an alien and i just feel lyk im abnormal lo.lyk im growing abnormally.cuz i do eat one k.everytime i say "huh? where got thinner?" im not trying to feign or deny anything lo.it's true dat i dun think im getting thinner lo.im not trying to b modest or wad lo.please.

it's not my fault if u all think im thin.im born lyk dat and dats wad i am!!

i've had enuff!! i hope dis msg get across clear to everyone!

adventurous again

had another adventurous day with xin again.lolz.y izit dat days with her are always so action packed?!?!?! muahaha...

we met to go for cg at ang mo kio...then when we reached amk,wana go Cheers but can't find it.instead we only saw a pathetic This Fashion shop which is having clearance sale.so we kpo kpo go in and see...oso nothing very nice...

after dat had cg..bla bla bla...then we went home together...went to amk mrt station with mel and edwin..then left me and hui xin...suddenly felt hungry so we went to eat the qiu lian ban mian at nearby.woohoo..wakhakha...and shared a weird tasting honey lemon drink...hmm~ after dat we waited so long for the dumb bus 22...when it finally came,we ask the bus uncle izit going to tampines and the bus uncle say is opposite side.argh.so we crossed and the bus came soon after...and then the bus uncle drove so violently.hello dis is not daytona lo.muahaha.

after dat reached tampines interchange.felt great to b at tampines! felt more close to home! *dis is home~~ truely`~ where i noe i must beee~* then we were saying dat we hope we dun meet anyone we noe.cuz we wear until so slack and then nvr put make up and then...we just look so unkempt.hu noes..straight after saying those words..along came francis.muahahahahha~ how accurate can dat be?!?!?! argh...

anyway...wooo!!! nowadays im super entertained with animes!!! muahaha..i wana extend my thanks to uncle david for his Hellsing vcd,ting feng for his full metal alchemist dvd,arts central for shaman king series,and jonathan for his samurai x.oh yeh and i oso wana thank jonathan for the cat returns vcd.oo lala~ muhahaha.

ok..so here are the pics of the day....

xin on mrt..on the wya to amk..look,mystery man behind!

me on the mrt on the way to amk...looking slack as usual on a saturday..as i am on al saturdays..muahaha...

and then we suddenly talked abt me looking lyk an elf..now do u agree?? muahaha...

right after cell...photo session again! oopz.is dat my phone i see at the foreground?? hiakhiak~ real cool car!

decided to have our dinner after alighting at amk mrt station.so we had dis!! QIU LIAN ban mian!! =D

and then we decided to get a little naughty..so we ordered ourselves a mug of....

honey lemon drink!! muahaa..look,we squashed the lemon to the bottom~

getting wacky...~

me too! muahaha..thirsty? lolz.

satisfaction!

dis pic was taken at the bus stop.ain't it cool? reminds me of His glory.muahaha~ *so here He comes~ ridiing on the clouds~ shining lyk the sun~ at the trumpet call~~*



dats all for today....but dats not all for now! dis are the pics of the past few days during my visits to band...


percussion section!!!

slackin eh? gotcha!

our dear ahmad and fadhil!

me and su!

me and the wackos..~

y m i smiling so insanely? lolz.



want somemore pics? here goes~ muahaha...

us getting wacky after service..





okok..i shall stop.there are still tonnes of pics coming in.stay tuned!

samara droolS~

firstly,i wana say dat samara drools ok.it's a COMPLETE,TOTAL waste of my $7.50.it ain't even scary!! i was laughing lyk really hard throughout the whole show!! perked me up though...could've died from hypertension from all dat laughing.i'm not exaggerating.u can ask my friends.we all just find it hilarious.samara's mother look just lyk a replica of michael jackson.alan practically shouted "michael jackson!!" in the cinema.lolz.and i dun get wads with all the reindeers.bah! waste of time and money! sabrina and madeline were so looking forward to the end of the show.it's extremely draggy and our butts hurt.grr.

aiya.i just dun recommend the show.it'll leave u feeling totally cheated.boo~

ok anyway i saw another converse shoe.i wana buy it! i wana wear different shoes out..i think it's real style.lolz.k.i'm gona buy it.lalala~~


i love the rain i love the rain~~~~ rain more everday! i'll b the happiest person on earth.lolz.~ i love water~~ so fun to play with! madness~

cosplay

lalala~ hu wana go cosplay with me when the next cosplay convention comes??? so sad i missed last year's cosplay fest at far east...aargh!

going out already.submit my forms to tp and then go out with my friends.write in again later~~ lalala~

medical check up

went for medical check up with xin just now at my mum's place.qutie adventurous i must say..medical check up is so much more interesting than x rays.first time doing urine test oso.lolz.im just so suaku.

indonesian earthquake...stronger and more powerful bird flu virus..terrorist bombing in thailand...more and more diseases are happening ard the world..more natural disasters are taking place..more cases of countries rising up against countries..indeed we are living in the end days.it is already written in black and white.

alright...finally got my enrolment documents done.so many things to do!! was kinda blur at first.lolz.tmr can go submit the forms already.phew~~ all done. =)

whua with my sis at home now,i think i will go crazy.lolz.she's really mad and ..and weird and crazy...and all the stuff dat u can find in the asylum...someone please save me before i turn into madness lyk her!!! u will noe wad i mean when u have interaction with my sis.but i suggest u better not take the risk.aaaaaah~

X-RAY

went x ray with xin just now.had quite a bit of adventure...haha..here goes..

she took cab to my place ard 11plus am..so i went down to get into the cab.was raining rather heavily..so wet and cold.then reached my mum's place...but she left already cuz something bad cropped up.so i asked her colleagues to help me settle the x ray forms for me and xin.after dat xin havent eat so we went to the coffeeshop nearby so xin can eat her lunch.then the stupid store uncle is very crappy...haha~

after dat went to the bus stop to hail a cab.was so drenched! then alot of ppl "snatched" our cab...if not then the cab didnt stop...BLEAH~finally managed to get a cab to tampines street 11...then couldn't even find the place...felt so puzzled plus both of us were rather drenched.so we asked one of the shop aunty where it is.turns out it is behind the rubbish chute..(-_-")..

then in the x ray clinic...everythign just happened to fast.it's lyk within ten minutes everything is done.haha...taking x ray is so eeky...=P

after dat went to tamp 201 to take our passport photos.we were all wet.so we borrowed the hairdryer from the photoshop aunty to blow dry our hair.muahaha...so hilarious! lucky no one we noe saw us.if not so pai seh! and xin told me dat the photo shop is zixiang's father own one.whua heng zixiang not there.lol.wait he mock then i will have no end to it.lolz.

so we took our photos.i think we look so cheesy.lolz.so ugly.then we went to tamp mall to walk walk.saw espirit clothes..so nice so nice!!! but so ex!! haiz.haha.then went to eat pastamania...so full~~ then hui xin went to watch spanglish with her starbucks kakis and i went home to attend to some family matters.

ppl please pray for my aunty.her condition is getting bad.i belive in healing.pls believe in it with me too k? my whole family is just so frantic and worried.i dun wana worry...cuz it wun do any good.however i can't help feeling lost too.everything is just so sudden.i dun wana think dat her death is inevitable.i wana believe dat she will receive her healing and she will be made well.by faith i proclaim dis and by faith i will get dis request.i just wana stay calm in dis situation.i dun wana break down.cuz it's no use.last tym i always used to break down and be weak.now i wana b strong and have faith,always thinking in the positive.i'm sick and tired of thinking dat the world is caving in on me.

there will b miracles.

was abt to log off.but suddenly dono y..had the instinct to go to their blogs.and i chanced upon these...


"fri n sat jan gt go band.. so happi to c her there.. feel lyk we beginning to go back to the past lyk tt liao.. miss her so much.. jan.. if u gt to read tis.. just wanna let u noe how apologetic i am for how we had made u felt in the past.. i'm sry.. we still treasure u very much.. knowing we wld b spending more time together i'm juz so happi.. coz there's juz so many breakfast tt we had nt eat 2gether.. so many shops in TM tt we've nt go to 2gether.. so many occassion tt i've nt sms u to send my regards.. so many craps tt i've yet to share wit u.. realli so glad to haf u wit us again.. lolx.. we muz spend more time 2gether k.. sista 4eva ~promise~"


"Janice, sorry for neglecting you in the past. We really treasure you. I remember those pasts, those memories we had."

wad can i say? i cried and cried and cried...i really miss u guys.all the stupid things we always do..and remember how last tym the whole level 4 new block corridor was our territory??? haha! and we always wave and shout across to each other lyk nobody's business.lyk heck..hu cares! haha.and remember everytime when we wana go kfc we will walk pass the stupid smelly rubbish chute? then we always "1..2..3!" and hold our breaths and walk pass the chute quickly? haha...and the countless times we protect each other from backstabbers in the...ahem shall not say.haha.and thanks guys for lyk..still keeping the secret of me and *ahem* for so long even though no more liao! haha..and the secrets we share abt our crush and all the silly silly stuff...

dun really noe wad happened...but i just left u all without even thinking..doing it on a quick impulse.guess i was just confused,sad and hurt.dono wad everyone's thinking of me..lyk wad have i done wrong and stuff lyk dat..so i tot i shouldn't b a "burden" by staying...perhaps i go all of u would feel better? i dono...silly me i guess...but dats wad i was thinking...not wanting to confront u all or ask any questions cuz i dun wana make things worse.just tot if i let it go quietly..and just leave quietly..things would b alright? i dono...i was just wrong.i can't help but keep on thinking how u guys have been.wad are u all doing right then and all dat.wondering if we can ever hang out again? trying so hard not to think but can't help thinking how u guys have been...

i'm really sorry for all the wrong stuffs i had done too...wana ask u guys to forgive me if i had offended u all in any way...

as for me...i no longer wana hold any grudge or sadness or hurts anymore.i just wan all of u back into my life once more.it's a simple wish...will u all able to grant me dis wish?


love u guys loads.let's not leave each other anymore ok? promise? *hugs*

riddles

Happy Birthday Mum!!

had our first N289 cg ytd.not very used to the "smallness" of the grp and the sudden space we have.haha.but nevertheless was a gd cg.everyonehad to b louder than usual.it was all worth it.guess it'll make us stronger over the time.move glory to glory.yeh.

going for x-ray with xin tmr.i hate x-rays.i just feel so "exposed".lolz.i had my first x-ray at the age of 5.dat tym i was so scared out of my life cuz i tot x-ray involves opening up my body so the doctor can see inside me.i remembered panicking lyk mad in the waiting room and when it got to my turn,i bawled lyk nobody's business.lolz.thinking back,it all sounds so embarassing.haha.

went to visit the band ytd and friday.glad to hear they are sounding great.miss my seniors and my juniors.miss the days when we go for syf and performance,the tears the sweat the excitement and the joy of the outcome.still rememeber during syf,in the tuning room before our turn,everyone's hearts were pratically leaping out of our chests.miss the days we perspire under the sun lyk mad during speech day,playing for the marching contingents,have to play in time to their marching if not their footsteps will go haywire,then have to carry the instruments to the hall for another round of performance.lolz.i still remember last tym we had to practice drill while carrying our instruments.poor shafi and his bass drum.haha.envy the flautists and their light flutes.hiakhiak.miss the last concert performance,where everyone was frantically shoving dinner into the mouth backstage at victoria concert hall.then after dat frantically go to the loo and put on make up for each other and make so much noise.wad else..watching the conductor with eagle eyes,not daring to tear our eyes away from him lest we go out of timing.remember that our finale pieces always brought excitement.haha...and the encores,and after dat the roses we receive.somemore the investitures we have,at first very happy dat we are promoted to a higher rank.after dat down the years,we'll b very proud dat our juniors get promoted,and we'll scream our i-love-yous and wad nots.haha.and every chinese new year we must play the SAME PIECE every year..can memorise by heart already.and we'll graon abt the boring chinese new year piece.then have to wear bright colours every year for chinese new year performance.haha.dread the days when we girls have to wear our high heels,thus we always have plasters ready for each other in case anyone has blisters.remember the band room has an iron,so anyone hu did not iron their band uniform on the day of performance can last minute bring to sch to iron in the store room.and the ironing board? we used an abandoned conductor stand.haha.last tym dread those days.thinking back,now it's all worth it considering i have earned my A1 and of cuz the fond memories.not saying all memories have been fond.some are really bad ones.lolz.

whua.look.it's one whole big chunk of band!!! hahaha...okok.i shall stop liao.dun wan u all to fall aslp.

anyway life is so fragile.one moment u can b enjoying ur life,getting rich and all dat,the next moment some bad thing struck u and dats it.we should all cherish wad we have and not take it for granted,thinking dat everyday will b as it is now..

alright.i wana say a big sorry to those whom i've offended in one way or another.if i have offended anyone at all.

i had a really beuatiful dream last nite.i dreamt of rainbows..many many many of them in the sky..and then i was very happy.and zx was with me.and i told her "look!! rainbows!" and we were very fascinated.thus we took lots of pics.the next moment we were in some sort of theatre.and we were walking on wad seemed lyk melted marshmallows,just dat they were cold.it was everywhere on the floor.abt knee-deep.above us were many many colourful shooting stars.it was all so beautiful...

it's not the first time i dream of shooting stars and rainbows and beautiful mother nature.i once dreamt of many colourful exploding magnificent stars in the sky.brilliant,breath-taking and simply wonderful.wish i could share it with u all.

hehe...i love having such dreams.it makes me wana slp and not wake up at all...

new template!

heee~ new template again! hehe...it took me hours just to get the freaking music here.bleah....finally the music can be heard! wEEEEe..~

You Are a Pundit Blogger!

Your blog is smart, insightful, and always a quality read. Truly appreciated by many, surpassed by only a few.

What kind of blogger are you?

You Are From Uranus

You shine with brilliant creativity, and you're more than a little eccentric. You love everything unusual and shocking. You're one far-out chick or dude. Anything unconventional excites you - and you have genius potential. Just don't let your rebel side get the best of you, or else you'll alienate everyone. Your original thinking and funky attitude is all you need to be you.

What Planet Are You From?

Your EQ is

100 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How scary are you?

You Are A Realistic Romantic

You are more romantic than 70% of the population. It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

How Your Attitude Ranks

Your Attitude is Better than 60% of the Population If you scored... 80-100: You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life. 60-79: You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you. 40 - 59: You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones. 20 - 39: You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good. 0-19: You have a negative attitude. You tend to see the dark side of every situation. Free ice cream? No thanks, it will just make you fat!

How's Your Attitude?

You Are Banana Pocky

Your attitude: fun and lighthearted Unique and unforgettable You are cutie everyone falls for

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

You Are 25% Left Brained, 75% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

this is SOOO true.haha.

alright.enuff of quizes for today.haha.guess u guys are bored to tears.lolz.

sigh

well...no mood for anything right now...some stuff happened and i just dun wana tok abt it.it's nothing very serious.so no need to worry.if it's something serious i'd have told my close peeps.so..dun worry la.i'd b fine in awhile i guess.most of u probably hardly or nvr seen me upset b4...well,it's kinda normal of me.i dun lyk to appear sad and affect the whole world.i'd rather share with my close friends and still appear happy.y must i make it so obvious if im in an unhappy situation right? it would only make my friends ard me feel awkward.haha.dats me.i dun lyk to be a burden to others by affecting others with my moods.unless u are someone very very close to me then u will see my true feelings for the moment.as in,if im happy im happy and if im sad i'd b sad.if in front of not very close peeps,i'd still appear cheerful no matter wad cuz i dun wana affect them as i think it's not considerate.

ok la...enuff of explaining.u guys should get my point by now.

anyway...i dun really noe wad to say now.just feel lyk talking and tlaking.even if no one wana listen i still wana talk.y? cuz i just need to find something to unleash my boredom to.dun get me wrong.dis blog is not my substitute for q.t.it nvr was and it nvr will be.to me,q.t is q.t and blogging is blogging.

feeling so sticky all over.but lazy to bathe.wad the heck.i'm actually procrastinating from bathing! haha....wad a real bummer i am.

im totally frustrated with msn.i think it's so super lagging.it's service is getting from bad to worse.sometimes it works pretty fine.other times it lags lyk dono wad.bleah.

went out with my sis today..lol..alogn with my sis's friend.went to eat then weindow shop at far east plaza.then me and my sis took pics.lol.i'll post it up here soon.kinda lazy to post it here now.haha.

ok dats all.gona face some lonely days ahead..anybody free? pls do ask me out.as for my cell grp members,i understand dat most of u have already started ur new term in sch.it's ok even if i have to accompany u peeps out to study.as long as i have company can le.hehee...

quizzzzzz~

You Are Bold And Brave

But daring? Not usually? You tend to like to make calculated risks. So while you may not be base jumping any time soon... You are up for whatever's new and (a little) exciting!

How Daring Are You?

You Are 40% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

You Will Die at Age 76

76 You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

lost it

ahh~ so good to take a day off from work.lolz.

went for the mass com/fsv interview.i was a total dumb thing.i guess im gona b rejected again.most probably bye bye to mass com.and hello to fsv.well...we're suppose to call next week to check the outcome of our interviews.but i already noe the ans...and dats bye bye to mass com...sigh...

alot of u probably expect me to excel in design and stuff....i think otherwise.im not the sort hu has alot of good ideas in my head for a film or animation.i just watch them.im not good at coming up with films and animations.y? cuz i sat for the fsv test and i found out dat im totally bad and retarded at story telling.even though i love drawing and doodling..but well,they are just drawings and doodles and nothing more.u get me?so..i guess designing ain't my thing u noe.even though i took art as an o level subject.wads more,those art days in sec sch were really big headaches.and once im tired i get "artist block"...and i really hate it when i get dat.so...it shudders me to think dat i have to do films and animations all my life as a career...cuz im afraid my brain can't take all the lack of inspiration.

well...i guess i'm just doomed.

nostalgic..

well...cg multiply le..i think it would b kinda weird not to see some of u during cg le...hmm...but nvm.still the same service and all...and can have outing oso one ma.so...actually abit sad la..but,sometimes we can't hold on to certain good things for long.some good things have to go to make way for greater things.and must learn to let go of certain things oso.cannot always stay at the same place.must move on to the next chapter of our lives and grow ba...

hmm..it's weird dat sometimes i can give words of consolence but i myself aren't able to apply my own words....call dis ironic or wad...

going to the childcare soon...just come online to blog for awhile cuz i have not been blogging for quite some time le...JAE results will b out tmr morning at 8am so peepz,remember to check! oso..going for my 2nd round interview at np...so i dono if i should go to work tmr or not as i dono if i can make it in time..hm....

working with kids no doubt it is very fun and challenging.but sometimes it gets a little tiring cuz always have to entertain the kids.always must have alot of energy to stay cheerful even when i am tired and lethargic.and the hours pass real fast..sometimes i would find myself looking forward to the ride home.cuz i'd purposely take bus instead of the train when i go home..so dat i can slowly spend my time to daydream and rest and slp on the looooong bus journey to tampines.lolz...if i take the train,i still have to squeeze with the obasans and have to change train at city hall....dun really find peace with all dis ppl on the train.cuz they are always so kiasu abt grabbing seats.u noe i really CAN'T stand ppl lyk dat.once the doors open they rush to the seats lyk their life depends on it.then they elbow here elbow there.bleah.get a life man.so NOT civilised.

guess dats all for now...hafta change and get ready to go out already.stay tuned~

y do i need a title? i dun ahve one today.

well...the kids had water play session today.as in they went into a really large "bath-tub" filled with water and were playing inside.so b4 dat i helped them to change into their swimming suits...

went to watch robots with my sis! hahaa...it's a GREAT show! all of u must catch it!! i love watching movies with my sis cuz we'd always nvr fail to buy lots of snacks in.lolz...nachos extra cheese....cheesy hotdog...u name it,we got it.lol.

cg's multiplying.... hm..

well..dats for all..nth much to say anymore cuz im tired.nites!

no title today

hahaha! today i helped a little girl to change diapers at the childcare! my first tym changing diapers for a baby!!! haha...wad can i say? i'm thrilled,disgusted,pleased to help...haha...but after changing i feel a sense of satisfaction cuz i learned something new today.lolz.i'll b a gd mum.haha.

tp sent me a letter already.says im 100% confirm plus guarantee plus chop plus signature dat im in the course le.it all depends on whether i want it or not only.haha.the decision a little difficult to make.hmm..

went to watch Howl's Movin Castle today.i LOVE IT!!! haha...Howl is so handsome! lolz...and i wana buy the soundtrack already.though i have to admit dat Spirited Away's soundtrack is much much better.nevertheless Howl's is worth buying also.

took some pics on my way home...but can't post it here now cuz photobucket is lagging.

dats all for today.stay tuned~

lalalla~

lalala~ haven't been blogging daily cuz was very busy.


10th march
went to meet him after work then we went to have sakae sushi at bugis b4 i head on down to SIS for my last choir rehearsal.oso my last day helping out at the kindergarten classes.

11th march
1st nite of benny hinn's crusade.well in the day i went to work...now im asked to help out at the nursery..where all the 2,3 and 4 year olds are...cuz there's an autistic girl there.anyway i shall tok abt dat later.then after work i rushed down to bugis to meet hui xin and my sis.then went to have yoshinoya..got changed..then sis blessed me with $60..wakhakh...but gone in 3 days cuz kept taking cab... =P somemore is midnight surcharged.lolz.well..the crusade was really awesome! many ppl were healed and everyone was anointed.especially the choir.i will nvr regret helping out at the choir.haha... =D i am just so blessed.

12th march
2nd day of benny hinn's crusade.an extra service was added to dat day due to popular demand.lolz.so had to head down to SIS by 11.45am.me and xin went to buy mcdonald's but was forbid to eat in the cab.bleah~ so we starved lyk poor kittens all the way to SIS.well..so we rehearsed some new songs..and the crowd came in at ard 2plus despite the fact dat service starts at 3.30pm! haha..yes dats how power packed it was.every service was full house and there were still thousands of ppl stuck outside and turned away.every service was lyk dat.real power.during the 2nd service,the snointing was super strong and all fell by SECTORS.first time seeing such a powerful move of the H.S...haha...3rd service was oso powerful and by then i was accustomed to the great anointing.as usual the choir was very very anointed.we fell in all 3 services and it was good.indeed,ppl hu attended the crusade have had their lives changed.

13th march
went to SIS again for combined srevice in the morning.then went home and had a really nice and DEEEP slp.wahakhaa....

i noe a handful of u dono wad im toking abt.it's ok. =) i believe one day u will understand too.

well..then today went for written test at NP for the mass com and film,sound and video thingy.gosh i think i'm gona flunk it.it's comprehension and ARGUMENTATIVE essay!!! gosh...ever since my o level ended,i have thrown my strategy of writing argumentative assays back to my teacher already.hahaha! but nevertheless i managed to write some stuff out.hee~

then went to work.as i was saying i am now helping out at the nursery.i was playing with the autistic girl the whole day.haha...she's really interesting.despite her being autistic,she learns things real fast.all i have to do is show her how to do it and she did it.haha...plus,one thing really intersting abt her is,she has really good memory.i was seating with her,watching her colour on a piece of paper.she took out a red and green colour pencil.after dat i put the colour pencils back in the tray full of many other colour pencils and i shook the tray.and u noe wad? she stuffed her hands into the tray and dug out the two SAME colour pencils.she can really remember which colour pencil she took out.wads more,the tray has many other red and green colour pencils but she noe which one she took out at first.isn't it amazing? and she's really fun to play with.she'll suddenly smile at me..and then hug me..then suddenly she'll b distracted by other things again.haha..and the whole day she kept wanting me to carry her.kept holding my hand wherever we go.

alright...dats all for now.i'm starved and living in poverty once again.... =( looking forward to my paycheck..which is coming in...another few more weeks.... =(

yay! Desperate Housewives tonite!! haha.better make sure nobody snatch the tv tonite~

childcare!

hehehe~ let me start by toking abt my first day at the childcare centre :)

when i got there the first thing dat came to my mind was i had stepped into Sesamee Street.ahaha! the kids are so lively and adorable! they were baking banana bread.hahaha..they were taking turns stirring the banana and flour in the mixing bowl...the kids there are mostly euraseans..and i think there's one japanese...haha...and the teachers there are very kind.after dat they went for music lesson...running ard the music room playing games and all dat..lolz...then they had their refreshment....hehee..basically i enjoyed my day there.cuz they are just so cute. :) b4 they eat they must sing this thank you song to God first..lol...so cute so cute~~

the children there are oso very learned as they all come from big shot families.dis little boy i talked to learns kung fu,piano and tennis and he's only 5.and he told me his aunt and grandfather is very rich.lolz! and the parents hu came to fetch their children...wow..their cars and dressing just say it all.they are really rich kids. :) and they have really cool names lyk naomi,fumiko...etc etc.looking forward to tmr.lolz.it's not difficult to remember their names cuz there's only 7 kids per class...hehe~ but i'd b assigned to help out at different classes everyday.

anyway...after dat i went off to buy my navy blue top for the choir thingy.haha...walked the whole town and the whole of bugis...i've gone to 3 OG shopping malls and i have already memorized which floor sells wad.wakhakhaa...then went robinson then 2 john little malls...still couldn't find the perfect top.then walked the whole of bugis plus bugis village.still can't get the perfect top.instead was mentally planning wad to buy on my next shopping spree at bugis village.muahahaa...then in the end had no options left but to settle for the top i saw ytd at payar lebar...so went payar lebar...and reached home ard 9 plus...lala~which is not long ago..

anyway i went for the interview and i passed it :) dats good.but i think the teachers there are rather intimidating.they dun make me feel good.haha!

well dats all for now...long day but short and sweet entry.hehee~

lalala~ choir~

wasn't able to blog for dis few days cuz mum's using the com...anyway here goes...


Sunday 6h March
went for my first choir pract in church for dis event on friday and saturday at SIS...benny hin's healing crusade...dun vomit.i noe singing is not my forte.just doing my bit to help and taking dis opportunity to serve God.hehe...wad can i say? the pract was fun! haha...but the uniform is really weird..for girls,dat is.hehe.~ :)

Monday 7th March
went down to TP in the morning to register for diploma in moving images thru the DeAE(Design Admissions Execersice)...so i'm scheduled to bring down my portfolio on 9th March..which is tmr!! then decomposed in tampines cuz nothing to do...so left for church a little earlier cuz really very nua at tampines.finished learning all the songs dis nite in choir pract.haha~ was very fun...we're gona sing hymns..not praise and worship.hehee~ the songs are very nice and fun to sing.then after dat went to the kopitiam opposite church for supper..then went home already.

today,went for job interview.starting work tmr.i'm hired to b an assistant childcare teacher.lolz.i guess it's gona b an exciting job.all i hafta do is play with the kids.hahehe~ :) i'm gona earn a really meagre sum..but nvm.let me have something interesting to do for dis remaining months b4 i start sch.hehe~ and of cuz to secure my financial needs.lala~

so...going down to tp tmr morning with my portfolio.the examination board is such a procrastinator in delivering our art pieces back! :S so i can't include my o level art work in my portfolio. :S and also it means i hafta bring my portfolio to work tmr..from tamp all the way to novena...heavy and huge. :S nvm.train my strength.

dats all for now.

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dis feeling inside,i dono wad it is.i dono how to explain it.it feels gd..yet sometimes it feels sad.bittersweet/nostalgic? hmm~

lala..the JAE website is total crappiness...make me wait so long...finally can access and then lag again.boo! wads so great abt being IT in everything...i would rather they make us fill out application forms than to fill out online lo...at least humans dun lag lyk computers do...it's practically hindering the registration process! bleah.talk abt going IT...come on,computers only make u look smart.computers are actually dumber than the human brain lo.

anyway...just pray hard dat there will b open doors for me for my future...lalala~ future now seems abit bleak after i found out some stuffs...yeh.i shan't elaborate la.lazy to explain the whole thing.anyway...i think it's my retribution la.

ok...wadever it is...just look on the brigth side and praise God in everything.sigh.just pray hard dat i can get into the course i want.dun wana end up hating the rest of my life.

lalala

ok...wad shall i blog today? hmm...so bored and wadever bla...

just came back from ah ma house.on the way back i acciedntally plunged my foot into a puddle of mud.yucks.

anyway speaking of puddles and muds...the weather's been fairly gd lately..as in the rain and all dat...love the rain.feels so cozy and nice all the tym..but on the other hand..raining means no suntanning...bleah.haha...prefer sun in the day and rain in the nite.woosh.dat would b great.if only i could control the weather.lalala~

alright...i guess there's nothing to blog already.going church later...lalala~ dats all i guess....

i'm back!

hellooooo~ sorry for the absence of updates.hehe~

oki.yup so i got back my o level results already.wana noe my results then ask me personally ba.i wun blog it here.dis will teach kpo ppl a lesson.muahaa...

went for several polytechnics and have more or less got my 12 choices.so excited to start sch! to my disappointment i was told dat sch starts in june/july...SIGH! just when i tot i could snap out of my hermit life earlier..i have to b a hermit for another few months.bla~ dun ask me to find a job.cuz u think finding a job is so easy ar.or u can just say im very fussy la.muahaa~ wadever it is i shall try to get myself a job for the sake of some cash and experience.k? so u ppl can stop saying im lazy and do nothing but bum ard.for ur info i have been helping ard at home for dis past few months so nobody has the right to say im lazy and i've been a bummer.k? do not judge.thank you.

alright...well anyway my hp was practially bombarded by phone calls n sms during the period when i was taking my results...i have weird weird weird~~~~ questions being shot at me...there was one real hilarious one...

XX: how're ur results?

Me: (told the person my results)

XX: ok..so which poly can u go?

Me(thinking to myself..): (-_-")...every poly oso can go...how do u expect me to ans dis qn...

Me: Every poly oso can go

XX: Oh!! dats very gd!!

Me: (-_-")....hehe~ thanks....

another one dats real funny..

XX: how're ur results?

Me:(told the person my results)

XX: huh?!?!?! wad do u mean?? i dun understand!

Me(thinking to myself): wad!! u mean u wan me to type out every single subject and every single grade to you in sms?!?! all 7 subjects? u mean u dun understand wad is L1R4 and L1R5??? u mean u have nvr sat for o levels b4?!?!?! gosh...

Me:(typed out every single subject along with every single grade)

XX: oh!!! maths not bad huh! so which course can u go?

Me(thinking to myself): i didnt get the results i expected..i dun even noe where i can go at the moment...how do i tell u now?

Me:thanks~ hehe....i dono which course im going to yet. :)

bleah..and many others la...i dono la.all so weird i dono wad they are asking...

oh yeh and my testimonial...it's just TOOOOO good to be true.muahaha~

well...anyway i failed the interview for digital media design at nyp.bleah.i signed up for 2 interviews at np...mass com and film sound video.wish me all the best dat i can ace either one or both of the interviews!

excited abt my future. :)

lalala~

Fear not,for I am with you.-Isaiah 43:5

Janice,fear not! fear not! fear not! fear not! fear not! fear not!!!!!!!!!

sentosa!!

WOO!!! had such a fun day at sentosa ytd! (^-^) went there ..suntan..managed to get a tan..haha..but not very dark la.just slightly darker only.aunt bought a tankini for me..so decided to give it a try.wear it to sentosa to soak up the sun.it was fun!! took 102 pics~ hahaa....cuz the scenery there very nice...was at siloso beach...well..not exactly at there but near siloso beach.

then at nite had dinner at the Beach Pub...superb pizza!!! superb curry chicken!!! yumyum...

i'm gona go there again....had a really wonderful day~ :D

to view the photos i took,CLICK HERE

enjoy! (^-^)

my hair

im frustrated with the weather.VERY frusrated.y? cuz it's drying up my hair~~~!!!! drying it up!!!! make me so angry!!! :S :S :S

so i decided to tie up my hair..if not it's so irritating..falling dry all over my face.... so dis is wad i look lyk....




bleah....if dis weather persists...i just have to say bye bye to my already conditioned-and-made healthy hair..sigh...my hair..used to b very dry..then i condition my hair regularly...do all sorts of remedy to make my hair better...then it was better already....until the STUPID WEATHER SPOIL IT AGAIN!!!! *screams at the sky* why why why?!?!?!?!?!?! make me very very PEK CHEK!!!!!!!! *screams into ur face* SIGH!

lalala~

hehee....cell was lots of fun! wahahaa...joked abt alot of things...laugh until tummy ache...and we saw one old uncle's bicycle so style!!! whua...it's lyk a "portable temple"....got buddha in front complete with joss sticks!! tsktsk....incredible...and the horn ar...whua...sound lyk car horn u noe! at first we tot it's a car horn..then when we saw dat he was pressing his horn then we realise the sound come from bisycle!!! whua! incredible leh! and there's lots and lots of bells on it...plus lots and lots of bicycle lights...think ard 6 of them...whua...awesome bike! tsktsktsk...should've taken a pic and put up here let u all see...haha..~

anyway the weather's REAL KILLING these days.plus there are tonnes of mosquitoes!!! Attack of the Mossies! buey tahan ok! can't have gd nite's rest...for nites already! sigh....stupid mossies...y did God ever create them...all they do is suck blood and spread diseases! wads the use of them here man! SIGH.been spraying lots of insecticide in my room...my room stinks! bleah bleah....and the mossies SCARRED my hands and legs! got red dots and scars all over..sigh.look so ugly! =(

lalaa~ dats all for now =)

Dentist

went for dentist appointment ytd...had my check up..then the dentist clean my teeth...all squeeky clean.haha.went with mum niece and chris.cuz mum oso need to have check up.niece and chris is follow us de.so while waiting we snapped some pics...



dis is me trying to b smug at the camera.



my niece.cute right.:)



the dentist tending to me.hahaha~


dats all..then we went to eat sakae sushi after dat...yumyum..haha...then went to church already...

oh yeh and i bought my converse shoes alreadt...ard 3 days back.haha...love it love it!

lethargic

feeling sooo lethargic today...no energy...dono wad happen...tot i had dehydration again...but no leh..i drank lots of water....hmm..weird...sigh...or maybe PMS ba....haha...

i think im having short term memory loss leh...i can't remember wad i do the day b4 one..always cannot..my memory span now seem to b one day only.haha...hmm....i've seemed to lost all sense of tym ever since i'm having my holiday...cuz when i dun go sch i dun take notice of the date and day....y? cuz no need to care wad day or wad date got test or exam or project deadline ma.haha.

OH! i remember wad i did ytd already!! haha... i went to meet ah bi and ah xian then we went to have lunch at pizza hut at TM.hahah..yupyup...after dat we walk walk walk and talktalktalk..made 2 trips to the toilet then i went for bs le.yupyup...argh...how can i forget dat i met up with them man...lolz.....see? really short term memory loss...must think very hard then can remember.haha...must eat more fish.

bleah...getting back results soon...Doom's day is coming....i remember in my history textbook,in russia there's one major day and they called it D-day.haha...think was the day russia and germany had conflict ba..can't really remember.but it's something lyk dat.yup...my D-day is coming!!! haha...pray very very very hard!! that i get excellent results!! and be the head and not the tail,above and not beneath! pray hard im in the distinction club nor..haha...do u think it's possible? dono wor...but i noe with God anything is possible! wadever it is just pray very hard la! nvr get good results oso thank God for giving me strength to overcome my o levels.hmm. =)

Civol Defence Day

was at my ahma's house just now and i heard the whirring of the civil defence siren.dats when i remembered that today is civil defence day! hahaa...and i was thinking to myself...picturing all the sch kids practicing their fire drill...lolz...thinking of me last tym in sch upon hearing the siren we have to evacuate the classroom..yet we were so happy cuz it gives us a chance to miss lesson and it makes the teacher frustrated cuz it made them miss their lesson! wahahhaa!! and i picture the recess time today...wow they must b having food rationing!! poor things! no nice food in the canteen on civil defnce! only plain porridge and biscuits right? whaaha..wadever la..i was happily eating my wanton mee~ (^-^) and i remember some bogus japanese soldier hu is actually our sch teacher will announce on the PA system dat he is the dono wad general yamashita or wadever the name is...wahahaha~ so funny....~

V-day

hehee...he gave me Dior's limited edition Dior me,Dior me not perfume!!!!! aaargh!! haha...love it love it! dat's wad i wanted to get earlier..and he got it for me already.haha...hmm..dis year dun have blue roses though.but nvm la..the peach coloured roses oso very nice! haha...i got him two elephants that have magnets on their hands and noses...so when u bring the elephants close together the magnetic parts will attract.very cute la..haha...

wow v-day os soooo crowded everywhere! all the restaurants have loooong queues...even the neo print shop! in fact,we waited ard 20min to get into pastamnia..and waited close to 2 hours to take picture!! hahaa...but worth the wait la...while waiting we met with funny couples...at the neoprint shop,the couple behind me got so bored they started to come up with A-Z of obscene terms and start laughing hysterically....make me laugh oso cuz so contagious.haha.then while waiting we watched MTV..(cuz we're at heeeren)..and they showed a woman going for lipo suction...MY GOSH!! it's the most gruesome thing i've ever seen!!! they cut open the flabby stomache...then scraped out all the yellow fats!! whua~ almost vomited! no appetite! haha...a gross thing to watch on v-day...

then we took a cab home cuz no more train or bus le.

although dis year's v-day is simple and nothing grand,it's still a fun day.indeed,love is patient and kind...cuz all the couples are willing to wait for hours just to take a picture. (^-^)

so here are the pics we took....

no title today

today's reunion lunch and dinner is at my place....dis is my 4th reunion already...whua..can't take it anymore.i'm gona grow fat eating all dat steamboat for 4 days.

well..cousins all came today...sigh.and they spoiled all my toys...all my precious toys i've kept over the years....they tore out my 3 Little Pigs pop-up storybook...tore out the 3 little pigs' houses and roofs..sigh....spoiled my mini pool table...sigh...nvm la..let it be..since they're only kids....must b a big person with a big heart n b quick to forgive and forget...sigh..ok...let it be....let it be...let it be...let it be....

Love

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness,Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love.One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave.She began looking for someone to ask for help.Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." Then Lovedecided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you."Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now." Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him.Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder. Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity,answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

CNY

alright..my cny was great :) dis year get to visit his family and he get to visit mine.haha....my family's so darn huge it got him really confused...but anyway he looks real handsome for the two days.gosh..nvr seen him so handsome b4 in my whole entire 2 yrs plus with him.haha....(*-*)

alright...valentine's day coming.for all couples out there,Happy Valentine's Day! may ur love bloom great dis year.less bickering less bitching less sulking..more giving and compromising and trust and communication.lolz.let's all draw closer to our other half dis year...alright? dats to all couples out there.especially to...*ahem*...zx and mr lai...lolz~ nah i guess i should start calling u mrs lai.hmm..yeh...lolz...then i bet u would oso start calling me mrs wong.wahahhaa~

ok la zx.stay happy together with mr lai k. *smiles*

guess love is in the air.when sign in to friendster just now i got quite a shock cuz it's all pink and red.at first i tot,not bad.friendster in chinese new year mood.but when i see the friendster icon on the top of the page,i realised it's actually vday mood cuz there's a heart there.wahahaha....even friendster has gone all lovey dovey.

for those of u hu are single,u can spend ur vday in meaningfull ways.go out on a mutual group date with friends or something.have fun,go sun-tan with a group of friends at sentosa or wadever.there's so many fun ways instead of just lamenting abt being single.y make urself so miserable by lamenting dat u dun have a bf/gf right.life is too short to feel miserable abt.hahaa....so dis year,go out with friends! no partner to pamper then pamper urself! haha...go girlie shopping,posh restaurant,or dress nicenice and sashay to town to get in the mood! haha...alright~

Happy Valentines' Day to all~ :D

lalalalaa~

next monday is valentine's day!!!! wahahaha...i noe,chinese new year not yet here and i'm already talking abt valentine's...wahaha.....

hmm..just helped my mum do flower arranging.so funny...all the flowers she choose has prosperous meanings one..wahaha.....aiya..dats superstition for you....hmm..sometimes it makes me wonder...will i b lyk my mum when i grow old? will i arrange flowers too..and start to keep plants and water them daily? will i b so obssessed with housework? will i start to go supermarket all the tym and stress over wad to cook for dinner? hmm..wahaha....can't imagine me lyk dat....however next tym i wana b a supermum.haha...as in..i wana drive my kids to sch in a chic sports car...convertible would b best.wahaha....high class tai tai....hmm....*think too much*

went to his house for dinner....his dad whipped up some dishes...haha.not bad.very nice.watched Desperate Housewives at his place.dat show rox man! it's so funny! ahaha...i lyk it.then his dad and mum drove me home...hmm....

okok..dats all for now.must go out early to buy my stuff later..cuz the shops close early tmr!

lalallala~

who wana go graffiti cafe to draw with me? ring me up kk.

went out with him today and bought his guit.so many ppl wana learn guit dis days.how interesting is dat man.haha.cool cool.

yawnz....i need comics...but no money to get my hands on them now.sobZ.still have other more important things to buy first.can't believe last tym i was a fervent comic reader...everyday read comics under the table in sch...whaaha....now no more la.stopped doing dat during prelims...hmm..now the craving to read comics is back! hehehheee!!

oooh....lalalallallalalaa~

i miss my sch aunty's milo....every morning without the milo i will die one.thus i get my daily dose of it every morning b4 flag raising...that way then i will b satisfied.wahahaha...now no more...have to make my own...i make not nice one.the aunty make one nicer....hmm....*dreams*

i guess i go slp le...lalala~ though im not tired..but...everynite stay up late oso not good la.i noe most of u would tink that the sky is gona fall soon cuz i finally realise dat slping late is not gd.hahahaha~ well...i think health should come first.yeh..most of u should have fainted on the floor by now cuz i said another 'un-Janice' statement...."health should come first"..lolz..since when would i ever think of dat right...lolz...i oso dono wad has come over me to make me say such un-Janice stuff.wahahahaa~

k...i should stop crapping....nitez! ...nonono.....morning!! :D

blessed!

WOOO!! i have tones of new clothes and two new bags and a digicam!! haha..all given to me by my aunty....i love aunty mary and aunty lian so so so much! haha....dey're great aunts! always giving me tonnes of clothes and bags and gadgets! haha....*beams happily*

hmm...it's february already....we're getting back our results soon.....(sorry peepz..for reminding..)

i reached home ard 11++pm after cell grp and went shopping with my mum for chinese new year stuff.went to 24 hour market and bought alot of new year goodies! haha....wow..sure to gain weight if i finish the goodies! haha....2 more days to chinese new year! hehe..can't wait! can dress up nice nice and go visiting...i love family gatherings man....can talk and laugh loud loud..lolz! and not forgetting the tonnes of red packets i'd b receiving.. (for those of u hu noe my family background,u'd noe i'd really get TONNES of red packets~ wahaha..~)

dats all for now!

NYP

went to nyp for the aptitude test today.haha.alright let me tell u abt the test.

1st round:
we were given 3 sheets of paper.one with two semi circles on it lyk dis >> ) ( , and the other with a rectangle at the bottom right hand corner.the 3rd sheet is blank.wad do we have to do? we have to use our imagination and complete the drawing of the
) ( and the one with the rectangle.for the ) ( i extended the lines curved down so it becomes a vase.then i sketched hibiscus sprouting out of the vase...for the one with the rectangle on it,i just transform it into a 3D rectangle instead of 2D,then i just added buildings and sky scrapers and a bridge with vehicles on it.sorta lyk a busy city,ya noe.yup.and for the blank piece we are suppose to sketch our hand.right or left doesn't matter.i drew my right since i'm left handed.and it looks a little out of shape.sadly..cuz we only have 30min to do all these...dun even really have time to 'use my imagination' as instructed.sigh.but i'm glad i managed to come up with the vase and the busy city.

2nd round:
we're brought into another room where our drawings are being viewed by 2 lecturers.then they will tell us to say anything we want abt ourselves.erm..they told me "wad do u lyk?" then at first i was a little blur...so i asked "wad i lyk...as in??" then they say "just anything u lyk." so i just bla bla bla blaaa....and they laughed at wad i said...especially abt my dog.haha...and bla bla bla ...then after dat they said they'd send my results via snail mail.yup.dats abt it.

and since it was still early,i decided to head down to town for window shopping.

1st stop: Takashimaya
went to pay my fine at the library..then went into an art and craft shop and the toy store beside it.i love those two shops so so sooo much! haha.if im rich i would wana buy everything in there.then after dat i went into kinokuniya...browsed some comics and left.

2nd stop:Heeren
went to Action City (another shop which i wana buy everything inside) and saw a keychain i lyk!!!!! sigh..but didn't bring enough cash out...sigh.so can't buy.nvm next week! haha...then i went into HMV to look for posters as i wana paste some posters on my room wall.and i saw BRAD PITT and LEGOLAS posters!! but guess wad??? they are SOLD OUT!!! argh!! and i saw Passion of the Christ poster too! left one only!! argh...nvm next week i shall go buy.hehe.all the nice posters are sold out.so sad.

3rd stop:Plaza Singapura
by the time i reached PS i was real thirsty.so i went down to the basement to look for a drink.wanted to buy soya bean cuz was also a little hungry...and soya bean can quench my thirst plus satisfy my hunger a little...but instead i settled for barley cuz cheaper...=P i must spend WISELY...not blindly.haha.then as i went up i walked past OP shop and Eng Joo called out to me.turns out she is working there now.then we chatted for awhile then i left.

next..i walked from PS all the way to city hall mrt...wow! i almost melted in the heat!! but it's great cuz i walked a great distance and i can burn away alot of calories.hehehe!
i almost got myself lost and it was then dat i realised,everytime i walk from PS to city hall,i'm always accompanied by someone.thus i realised i have always been following blindly and in truth i dono how to walk to city hall.hahahaa! well but now i noe..since i've walked myself..(first time) haha...

then i decided to head home...cuz i was getting kinda tired as i woke up at 5.45am..haha...yawnz yawnz....feel lyk going rollerblading later....

lastly,i wana say a THANK YOU to PEI SHAN for buying me a cup of milo and escorting me to the classroom.thanks!!

weeEEe~

hehehe~~! im so happy...y? cuz i finally have enough money to buy the things i wan! wEeeEe~ see,paying ur tith regularly does have ur rewards.u reap wad u sow! hehehhee~~

alright....i feel lyk going shopping tmr...should i should i? hehe..or maybe wait until next week..perhaps the chinese new year sale will b on next week already.wahaha~ *rub my hands in glee* then i can start striking out the stuff on my wishlist with a huge smile on my face.wahaha...madness...but some stuff on my wishlist cannot b bought with money.those are my long term wishes.hehe.

sigh...we are definitely living in a broken down world.rather saddening..with a little twinge of irritation.cuz...nvm.if u wana noe just ask me.haha.i'd not blog it here. *wink*

anyway..i guess sometimes they dono wads good for them la.they'd carry on following the crowd even if it's not the right thing to do.goes to show how much our society is packed with insecure ppl.hmm....

sigh..

i guess i ruined everything again.