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sch starts in approx 8 hour's time and i am still WIDE awake.

it's ok. then i will b slpy in sch tmr, then i wun have to see faces i dun wana see. LOL.

had buffet at copthorne grand hotel. omg... ate tonnes!! it was really nice! :D went with chrice and his family to celebrate an early bday for chrice. i mainly attacked the desserts. woots woots i got a sweet tooth. and i am hopeless when it comes to pastries/cakes/delis etc. becuz i wun b able to stop myself from wanting to get a bite from it. yummy strawberry shortcake, pies, cakes, tarts...omg. i hardly ate the main food. only had some pasta, soup, salad..oh and i got to try a variety of french cheese! XD

watched JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE few days back. urgh. NICE SHOW OK. go watch it if u haven't!

urgh. sch starts in approx 8 hour's time and i am still WIDE awake.

needs to cool down

ok i shall turn my angst down a notch. feeling dis way just ain't gona make things better.

anyways, work today was terrible. perhaps i am not feeling well enough to handle them today? i dono. i got angry and shouted at them again. it's been quite a while since i last scolded them so fiercely. i think i am just too unwell to endure much longer so i just lost my cool. hopefully tmr will b a better day. God is in control..

dono how long i am able to carry on working. if i really have to stop working due to sch, it's hello to poverty again! no more eating out cuz i wun b able to survive one week if i eat out. boohoos. moreover, i NEED a pair of cross trainers BADLY!!! anyone wana bless me a pair? i desperately need to run and train up my stamina. also, i need to pay up my mission trip air ticket. boohoos. God pls let money fall from the sky!! if not, let a miracle come to pass! lol.

i should keep my emotions in check more often. i have been letting it run wild and its no good at all...

went to town to take pics a few days back..went with chrice cuz he just got his Nikon D50! urgh jealous jealous jealous!! i wan it too ok! hehe. took lots of random pics and concluded that he needs a tripod. i need one too for my cam! urgh. must go takepics again SOON and i shall bring my cam along. hopefully it will b complete with a tripod by then. hehe. wana bless me one as well? XD

oh man...pls let it be a better day tmr!!! I need more grace!

feeling angsty abt sch. it's getting more and more crappy and ridiculous and i am not liking it one bit. i'm in a quit sch mode. sometimes i regret choosing dis sch with fucked up system. but do i have a choice? wadever it is, i am not the sort to lick boots and slave my cute ass away for ppl. i am a rebel at heart and it shall remain so.

passed my final theory test! yay!!! :D and had my first driving lesson on monday. it was fun! driving is fun so if u love me then start saving up and u can buy me a car! :)

went to pasar malam with chrice last night and we brought mocha! so cute and we had lots of fun. and we shared a root beer popsicle with mocha! :D

i think my days at the childcare are numbered. thanks to the fucked up sch system. thanks with hot passion!

feeling blue

sometimes i really wish dat i am a kid again. i dun have to worry abt so many things, and i dun have to worry abt heavy responsibilities. when i was a kid, adults will always say let adults handle their own things, while kids dun have to bother to step in and interfere. now i find myself telling myself, i am now almost an adult, it is time to handle adult matters. it's just so hard to grow up. maybe i am just childish. but, i really just hate it when i feel lyk i cannot handle things. it makes my heart so burdened. simple things lyk turning up late for something becomes a major problem. when u are a kid, and when u turn up late, u can push the responsibilities to ur parents becuz u can just say dat dey were late in helping u prepare to go out. but now, everything has to b made on my own. even a simple thing such as waking up must b done on my own. nobody wakes me up anymore and nobody bothers to wake me up even tho my alarm has been snoozing for half an hour and it is obvious dat i am late. i also dun have to work to earn my own expenses, to keep myself alive. i dun have to spend so much on adult stuff becuz as a kid, all u wana buy are candies and toys. and most are being paid for by parents. as a kid, u dun face deadlines dat make u have to forego nights of slp. as a kid, u dun have to deal with diffficult ppl. as a kid, u dun have to deal with matters of the heart. as a kid, all u had to do when u got into trouble was run to mummy and daddy and u are being sheltered from the storm. as a kid, u dun have the burden of making important choices becuz mummy and daddy takes care of such stuff.

growing up just sux. growing up is such a lonely process. i just wish i can b a kid again.














argh i am feeling terrible now. i hope dis blue-ness wun b here to stay for long.




just wad do i want. i dun really know myself.

yay! weekend is here! but there's still things to do. nvm! one more week and it's holiday for janice! hahaha. XD i cannot wait okokokokokokokok~

my final driving theory test is coming soon! i am so nervous yet excited. hopefully i can pass for dis. it would b great if i can get my license fast.

i want to watch MONSTER HOUSE!! who wana watch with me huh huh huh huh?? hehe.

childcare today was enjoyable :) i was asked to come up with an item for the primary kids for the childcare's end of year concert. am kinda nervous and jittery abt it. God seems to be using me in many ways lately. firstly, making me lead the worship team. and now making me organise an item for the end of year concert. it's rather exciting yet burdening at the same time. whenever such jobs are put in my charge, i will always want to make it outstanding. responsibilites get greater and heavier as u age. :( but i am determine to do my best.

since the kids like High School Musical, i shall use the soundtrack. hopefully i will be able to choreograph something for them asap. imagine my primary one/two kids doing hip hop...HAHA. it's gona be so cute. :) i am determine to make it the best performance.

met our client for our project today. i'm glad dat things are going well so far. i just got to know my grp members. i'm from different course from them (dey're all from interior and architecture design). first time working with acquintances but i think it is a benefit for me as we will always b working with ppl we dono when we go out to work in the future. so dis is my first foray in some REAL team work. :)

tsk.i think i need to lose weigh. LOL.

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MOCHA!!!!

She's a new member in my family! just arrived on 3rd of september 2006, wagging her tail and looking ard with curious puppy eyes. she's given to me by my daddy's friend. DARN ADORABLE AND SMART!!! initially she was nameless and thus my family brainstormed over wad to name her. after that mum said she looks lyk coffee cuz of the colour of her fur. so we decided to name her MOCHA! :D

plays ball and knows how to fetch the ball. looks at u in the eyes when u talk to her. she actually understands wad we are saying to her cuz she'll respond! omg so darn cute.

ok so right now i have TWO dogs. BOBO AND MOCHA! :D first day bringing 2 dogs for a walk was a headache. i used to only have to control bobo but now its bobo AND mocha pulling at the leash. wads worse was when dey pulled at the opposite sides! almost tore me into two. but it was so fun! i got tangled by their leash! hahaha!

now i stay at home more often. to play with my dogs. lol.

school is getting uber sick.

and it's making me angsty. very.

E very A sshole D eserves G ood B eating E verday

i splurged lyk mad over the weekend and I AM LOVING IT. it's been lyk..ages since i've spent so much..i am feeling so happy and contented and GAY and DANDY.muahaa...

met up with annie!! :D we went to far east..initially wanted to get shoes but none of them appealed to me so i didnt get any. i got a belt and a top instead. and then we went into dis shop selling kinky lingerie and it was so funny and interesting!

they sell men's g-strings made of kinky materials lyk PVC and shiny stuff..and then there was dis g-string with a shapeless thing hanging limply at the front.and then me and annie looked at the mannequin (and the mannequin's penis is erected) which was wearing dat g-string, and we realised dat the limp thing is actually a BIRD'S HEAD!! omg so funny!! and the g-string is blue in colour and annie said it's literally Lan Jiao. HAHAHAHAA...and then they sell roleplay costumes. most of u would b thinking of nurse, or secretary, right. but the shop sells CINDERELLA and SNOW WHITE roleplay costumes! goodness.which guy will fantasize abt Walt Disney's fairy tale princess? funny! they sell bunny costumes as well.and it comes with a whip.naughty.

anyways, yeh my PCOMDI assignment is more or less done. but i'm still not sure if i had done it the right way. i just wana get over school as soon as possible! i really dono if i am gona contiue pursueing my course in design..somehow i am inspired by my dad and my current guitar instructor to be a musician.

OH YES and speaking abt my guitar instructor, he is really cool! he plays at Walla Walla, a bar at holland village, and his playing's really good and then he's got nice tattoos. and i'm so happy becuz he's teaching stuff which i REALLY wanted to learn. lyk, not just playing songs and all the boring chords stuff but getting to know the fret boards and scales and pick picking and five finger picking and stuff. it's gona be so exciting!! i am so hungry to learn wadever he is gona teach cuz it's been ages since i wanted someone to reveal to me all dis stuff.

went little india but couldn't find the genie pants.and then i found out from a friend dat dey dun sell it in little india.so ytd after church i headed down to arab street and i FOUND IT!! but it wasn't wad i really wanted so i didn't get it. plus, alot of shops were closed so it's like a wrong day to go...and then went to suntec and had CARL'S JUNIOR!!!! WOOO NICE!! and then headed to CHINA TOWN in the night and had nice sausages and peanut soup!! YUM. i love it love it.

and of cuz we took lots of pictures!! muahahaha..

hmm..since lyk lately i have been going to places lyk little india, china town and arab street. HAHAA...i feel lyk a tourist. i wana go ARAB STREET AGAIN!

hill billy

HELLOOSSS!! been missing from blogging for quite awhile again! hahaha...woo yay! this month is the last module for my first semester in year 2! how cool is dat !! :D

it's kinda tough tho..it's like the business side of design. we learn how to sell our ideas, write a designer's resume and cover letter and prepar a designer's portfolio. realised that the usual business resume and a designer's resume can differ quite alot. we also have to wear formal for presentations! argh.

and, i'm so glad to have sophia in my class becuz then it would not be so boring!! aahaaaa...today is a better day in class cuz i wasn't like as stoned as the past few days..but right now i'm fretting over my resume, cover letter and portfolio!! i have little skills and little works which i am proud of to present to people. i think my works just sux cuz they are all like just C grade. :( and i have to do dis mock presentation tmr and i am so not looking forward to it! :( !!

wokay. school work aside. last friday i went to SENTOSAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! wooo!! to get a tan. and i sat my VERY FIRST CABLE CAR RIDE!!! omg so SCARY!! i am sucha hill billy! sitting my first cable car ride when i'm already 18 years old while most of the people out there have already sat till they dun wana comment abt it. i think i have to be in it more often to get over my fear of heights. i didn't get sunburnt dis time. just nicely baked to a golden brown. :) but, my limbs are STILL darker than my tummy!!! SO SAD. maybe the next time when i go tanning i shall wear long gloves and pants and leave my tummy exposed. then i might be able to get an even tan :)

Thanks chrice for paying for my first cable car ride!! *kisses

and then last sunday i had DEEEELLLLIIIICIOUSSS teppanyaki at IMM with chrice and his family.omg it was a heavenly meal. i wan more i wan more! i ate like HUGE amounts of beef!! omg. JANICE ATE BEEF!! it's such a heavy meal!! but i love it becuz it just taste like heaven. :)

YAY! meeting ANNIE TMR!!! wooo!! we are gona go far east, and then we're gona SHOP!! YAY!! SHOP!! shoes shoes shoes here i come!

then tmr nite im going LITTLE INDIA WITH CHRICE!!! YAY YAY YAY!! little india!! shop again! genie pants genie pants here i come!!! SHA LA LA LA LA~~~

retail therapy NEVER fails to brighten up my mood. so chrice u noe wad to do the next time i'm upset right? LOL.

well was kinda upset just now at work. the kids are very very difficult to handle today and i dono y..normally dey aren't like dis... perhaps i let them play too much? i dono. i just pray with all my heart that the principal doesn't think or feel that i am incapable. i pray she doesn't fire me or something. hopefully she is able to see that i am doing my best everytime...

wadever it is, tmr will be a better day and God is in control!

p.s ok i promise i'll post up pictures and do up a new blogskin soon alright!

my drawing looks lyk ass but i am not gona give a shit about it. i am feeling so tired and flu-ish, my nose has been dripping the whole day and i am so irritated and i still have to face my school work?! to hell with them, say amen.

so tired of sch. sometimes i think dat sch just sux to a huge scale. so tired of saving money. sometimes just feel like spending and spending. so tired of seeing something i like so much but i cannot buy cuz i have to save.

to hell with all these. i just wan a life. i NEED a life.

after one month of no-life-ness, non-stop sch and work and sch and work, i INSIST on a good break and LOTS of play! and i dun wana care about anything but play!

where have all my kakis gone? xin, annie, ky, y nvr ask me go out towning/shopping? :(

i'm so bored i need retail therapy, i need a night's out with friends to chill and have fun, i need baby to bring me out to play the whole day from morning till night, i wan to have drinking session with friends and baby and just talk cock sing song...

omg.i just wana go out and play! my life shouldn't be so rigid and boring! it should be happening one! ask me out leh ask me out!! people, helloooo?

i am in such a HUUUGEEE miserable stage. video and design trends ending dis month but i am not looking forward to PComDI AT ALL!!!! >:(

but anyways...YAY i got photoshop and flash and 3d max already! wooosh woosh woosh so i can play with them when im super bored.

i got nothing else to say. i am feeling shitty and angsty.

oh! America's Next Top Model tonight!! :D

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i had a small little lump growing on my lower lip 3 days back and then it got bigger and redder and rawer and painer..at first i tot it was jsut an innocent pimple but then hey, lips dun have pores so lips shouldn't have pimples. i let mum have a look and straight away she said it is a virus infection.

i was so scared. so i decided straight away i must see a doc. so i went to the doc today (and thank you xin for going with me! ) and the doc pierced my lip with a needle (WITH NO ANAESTHETIC!) and squeezed and sqeeuzed dat lump so hard that my lip bled and dis small little hard seed came out, followed by pus. and then the doc said i have Herpese. OMG. HERPESE!! haiz.

so i gota throw away my lip gloss and wadever lip product i have, and i gota wash my towels seperately from my family members, and i cannot share food or kiss, and i cannot touch it becuase it'll spread to my hands and i cannot go too near to ppl cuz it'll spread. in short, it's just dis contagious virus equivalant to the chicken pox virus.

freaking sad.

ppl who have been hanging out with me recently for the past 3 days, please be careful and take good care!

issue on shu nus

I was reading one of xiaxue's post on Stomp and i came across this paragraph where she stated that she hates shu nus (innocent virgin girls), and wad she said just made me laugh and agree:

"I confess I hate shu nus maybe even more than tight wads, because shu nus are tight wads and also very attractive to men.

I confess that I am very jealous because all my life I try to look better by risking skin cancer to get a nice tan, extending eyelashes etc, and bapoks do the same thing and men say I look like them.

But these shu nus, all they have to do is, I dunno, rebond their hair, keep quiet and smile to everything, and men want to keep them as wives. "

HAHAHA!! so true right! shu nus remind me of SHE and dat makes me wana puke.

National Day

a day of rest today.. went to Taka to yum cha with baby and his family. it was really good. i love yum cha! hhahha...as usual the many varieties of dishes never fail to delight me.

i tried so hard not to think about my work and school assignments today becuz i really wanted to relax and just have fun. but as the day approached to an end, my dreads all came back to me..i felt so heavy inside, wishing i can just run away but i noe i can't. and i got kinda sad. i went home with a heavy heart and attempted to do my school assignments. it resulted in half-hearted work.urghs.

so i chatted with xin dearest online, telling her all that was troubling me. and after that the more we chatted the more i felt better. THANKS XIN!! *hugs

i need to look at things positively. i need to look at the silver lining in every situation.

on a lighter note, I AM DEPRIVED OF PHOTOSHOP! ever since my laptop came back from the hospital, everything which i've installed are gone! :( so i can't make a nice and proper blogskin for the time being. feel so uncomfortable having to make do with such a plain and stupid blog. :S
i also need FLASH!

i WILL revamp my blog in around september or so! dear readers please bear with the ugliness!

XD

To chrice:
Sorry if i got abit cold and moody today. was burdened by some tots regarding work. muakz.

happy national day~ lol.

WOOOO national day tmr..no sch no work...A WHOOOOLLEEE DAY OF PLAY AND PLAY AND PLAY~~~

let's see...this past few days has been really tiring. after school i don't even have the liberty to go out with friends anymore. instead, it's straight to work. the most i only have the privilege to have a quick lunch with friends. gahs. plus projects...i seriously hope my project mates dun think i am irresponsible or something.lol. i am really trying my best.hahaha...and there are some problems going on. hopefully everything will go smoothly for the remaining days, and we wil b able to produce a good piece of video and everyone will b happy in the end. :)

childcare..sometimes i am tired due to having to rush from school. and so on certain days i am just lyk a dead fish...i still play with the kids and be friendly with them but i ain't as strict as before becuz i just simply dun have the physical or mental energy to scold and punish them...it's best to be a cheerful teacher who plays with students. so i won't be seen as those stingy, boring and hated teachers whose presence brings dread to the kids. LOL. still, there are some doubts about work regarding my performance. i feel that i am not performing up to standard and the principal is not really satisfied with me. but then..i dono. maybe i am just paranoid. as you know, being under authority just makes me feel so apprehensive. i wish i have a higher EQ or something. i do get along well with a teacher there though. she's really friendly and ALWAYS talk to me. lol. and there's another teacher which is also friendly. the rest..i am still abit afraid to approach them. afterall, i am only a student and the youngest there with the least experience. still, i'm determined to do my best.

can't believe i am having a break tmr..woosh. one day to let me go out play and hae fun all day and not think about a single thing of what i have to do...a day to just shake off everything and run away from all the burdens.

i just depositied money into my account but then i really think it makes no difference cuz i still have to spend those money anyway. mayb i am just depositing it so that my account balance will increase and dat will make me feel good.....for awhile. lol. i still need to top up my fare card, buy dog supplies for my dearest bobo...so wad's the depositing for man. gahs.

God may send a load. But He will never send an overload. i must not be stressed!

school is to work as is balls is to pussies

HELLOOOOO!!!
IM TAKING A BREAK FROM PSYCHO NOW BECUZ I M HAVING AN INFORMATION OVERLOAD!!~~!!! YAY!!!

ok.psycho test tmr and i have yet to finish revising it.HAHA! hallelujah. i pigged lyk MMAAADDD today.gorging on all sorts of food. and slept at intervals during the day.piggish.

gota do storyboard and film our short movie over the weekend.I HAVE NO LIFE YAY! YAY YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

HELLOOOOOOO!!!!!

did u miss me? did u miss me? did u miss me?

LOL.

firstly i passed my basic theory test for driving. :) i was rather nervous yet it was rather fun using the touch screen computer to do my test. hehe.

video is a killer. today we started filming. the weather almost killed us. we were dehydrating. yet it took us an hour plus just to get the first shot right! FIRST SHOT ONLY! after dat i had to leave for work and i felt so damn guilty becuz i can't stay to help the grp! :( left for work with a heavy heart...after work i wanted to go back and look for them to help them out with the filming..but i had to do design trends online..haiz.so i tink they are still filming now as i hve not received any calls or sms from them....AND HERE I AM BLOGGING! omg.i deserve to be struck by lightning.

well..reason y i'm blogging now is becuz the stupid e-learning website is down..and i cannot submit my essay..so i gota wait...refresh...wait...refresh... :S e-learning's kinda sucky altho it can b fun in some ways. ok dats a contradicting statement. wadever.

work today was ok ... starting to deal with the kids without getting angry. i realised that if i am nice to them they will b nice and listen to me.if i am mean to them dey will defy me. so i guess i shall stick to being patient and nice to them.anyway, being angry and shouting all the time will make me have heart disease in the future.lol.

argh.crappy post.meaningless words..i still have psycho written test dis saturday and i have not finoshed revising it...i want it to b over so dat at least i have one less thing to do. one less thing to do can make alot of difference ya noe...

school is to work as is balls is to pussies. schooling and working erally is starting to take its toll on me. but yet i am enjoying wad i am doing even tho i feel so burned out. besides, BUSY is my middle name and MULTI TASKING is my alias name. HAHAA. ok la not funny.

Club momo dis saturday? *ponders

anyway, i went to watch Lake House with baby last sunday. we went to grand cathay..and got couple seats!!! so damn comfortable! woosh. Lake house is a nice movie. altho it is ridiculous if u analyse it, but it's sweet and makes u feel warm all over. then we bought nice food into the cinema. and one thing i find super funny abt the cinema is...the screen has curtains -_- .and when the show is abt to start, dey play some stupid marching music and then the curtain opens slowly, revealing the screen lyk its some kinda GOLD exhibit... LMAO!! it's as if lyk watching some circus show!! i mean wad the hell is dat for? as if the audience will go "WOOOOO~~~" when the curtain is "revealed". ROFL.

k la.gota go.

woooweee

wohohoho sch has started! video and design trends and issues.

assignments given on the first day...video assignment which is to be done in 2 days.design trends submission deadline at 11.59pm every night.janice is totally not gona have any life dis month cuz she can't even go out anymore after school due to submisson deadline of design trends! BAWLS.
and psycho exam coming next week.driving theory test in 2 days' time.shalalalala..and not forgetting work at the childcare after sch.

janice is a juggler of many things.

i hate the way i think.i wonder wads wrong with me, or my brain, or the stupid way i see the world. wads the use of me talking so much abt personal well being when i am still as screwed up? Annie is right.words are cheap.i should just shut up and stop going on abt my sob stories and just do something prove that i can change to be a better person.

childcare today was horrible.the twins sprayed water onto my face and shirt and i was so so so so engraged i dragged them to the office, barefooted too, becuz dey refused to wear their shoes.after dat i went back to the classroom, mood a little better as 2 problem kids gone. then i said it's time for english yet one of them still defy me.still being rude to me.i scolded him and he scolded me back.saying i am shen jing bing (crazy). i was so damn enraged..but after dat i calmed down and managed to get them to sit at their seats.and managed to give them a comprehension to do.thank God for dat.sometimes just feel so drained of energy by having to deal with those naughty ones but..oh wells.at the end of the day i always manage to calm down somehow unless i am in a really bad mood.sometimes i go home feeling so down and stressed because of them.sometimes when dey are gd and things run smoothly, lyk dey behave and dey listen to me, i go home feeling happy and accomplished.

sorry chris baby.u always have to put up with my foul moods.and also some of my other stupid nonsense...

ytd i went crazy.well, it started with gastric pains halfway during work..dono y i had gastric pains.i ate b4 i went out..but anyway, by the end of the day i was already feeling so hungry and painful dat i went to a bakery shop and bought $7.40 worth of tarts,cakes,donuts and muffins.hahaha...i was lyk an animal, putting wadever delicious thing i see onto the bread tray, not caring abt the cost.all dat was on my mind was to satisfy those hunger pangs and gastric pain.

my gastric didn't really improve after dat though.it lasted through the night and only got well today.my gastric just sux.

i wana go overseas.i enjoy travelling.it's been years since i last sat in an airplane.i wana go overseas! i wana eat airplane food, go airplane toilet.oh do u noe, i have nvr been to an airplane toilet for all the times i sat in an airplane.lol.and i wana play airplane games, watch airplane movies.and i wana watch the clouds, and see the world below me when the airplane lift off...I WANA GO OVERSEAS!!!!!

Asience ROX!! do u all noe wads that? it's a new shampoo from japan,made for asian hair! i jsut used it today.my hair is so soft and smooth right now.and u all noe my hair has always been dry due to the dono how many hundred times i rebonded my hair...ok la 8 times only la not hundered.lol.actually there's one shampoo dats also very gd on my hair and dats L'Oreal Pearl Protein.the pink coloured bottle one.it made my hair so soft and healthy.today i can't find the l'oreal one at ntuc so i decidede to try out Acience.no regrets. :D

one month break is gona be over soon.gona have my basic driving theory test soon.gona have my psycho written test soon.but yet i am not motivated to study for any of dis at the moment.and i dono y i have lost all the motivation.probably becuz i am just so sick and tired of always having to worry abt whether have i studied enough.i just wana get away from all the burdens for awhile.i haven't touched my psycho textbook for 3 days already and i haven't look at my driving theory book for abt a week.i have been on a long procrastination trip and i am enjoying every single moment of it.

:)

lack of updates recently...got tonnes of pics too but then i m not in the mood to post them up..sp u just have to bear with the words and use ur imagination..

went to malaysia recently with baby and his SecCom company..it was fun.we went to visit the ostrich farm and it was super cool! the ostrich egg is darn huge! lyk the size of a baby's head? yeh ard there.and the egg white is ard 70% and the yolk is only 30%.the guy had to DRILL thu the egg shell cuz its 2mm thick, so as to get into the egg..and when the egg white started to flow out i tot it was nvr gona stop cuz its so much egg white!!! and then after dat the egg yolk slowly flowed out and it was only a small portion.and the man said ostrich eggs are gd cuz dey are low in cholestrol and high in protien.and we took pics with ostriches and touched the ostriches...ahahha...it was fun.

then we went to the fruit farm.oh and i finally saw the plant of the dragon fruit.look lyk long cactuses! haha..without thorns. :) we bought red flesh dragon fruits home.very nice.sweeter than the grey flesh ones.and we had lots of tropical fruits la..but i skipped the jackfruits cuz i hate jackfruits.and thank God there's no durian! LOL.

then we had seafood.omg.we had seafood for lunch and seafood for dinner.all the calories!! argh.lol.fat already.

we shopped at Jusco...didnt really have much time to shop.i only got myself 2 Mango tops and baby got himself 2 Topman tops..and we just loaded our shopping carts with snacks,snacks,and more snacks,and chewing gum, and we bought 6 dunkin donuts! lol.dunkin donuts rox.spore dun have it tho.gahs.

i wished the day nvr ended.coming back to spore is so not fun! back to normal life again! :(

and dats the trip to malaysia..i love it so much...enabled me to relax and not think abt work and sch stuff.. :) especially when it's spent with him.it was fun.

visited IMH 2 days ago..it was an interesting trip.we visited the patients...i was rather scared cuz it's lyk a bunch of old men come and then try to talk to u,or stare super hard at u,or are so happy dey wana shake ur hands and bring u to their corners to play...i was scared and also disappointed with my reaction towards them.before the trip i told myself if the patients talk to me i must talk to them nicely.but then my reaction turned out to be so negative dat i am so ashamed of myself.cuz dis patients are very poor thing.most of them abandoned by their families cuz due to their pyshological problems,it's hard to take care of them.and so dey have been staying in IMH for years.sad for them...and another thing abt IMH is dat when we were having out "tour" in the ward we could hear ppl screaming hysterically somewhere in the vacinity...lol..rather scary to us..

went swimming at baby's country club yesterday and had bbq at yoyo's condo with the cell.ate alot,felt fat and bloated and tired...

having some issues with myself.i have changed alot.can't say i lyk dis change in me but yet i dun really mind dis change oso..there are still issues i have yet to settle too..issues i hope wun b pushed away and suppressed but will b able to b solved soon...i noe it needs time..it needs patience..it needs quite a gd deal of waiting..of cooling down, of calming down.but i believe all dis anxiety causing process is gona b worth it in the end.becuz,i am not gona let dis end just lyk dat.no baby, never.

i dono when dis period of uncertainty will end..i hope it will end soon.and i dun mean to hurt anyone in the process of my self-doubts and intuitions.i just had to voice out my fears.i can't possible swallow all my fears and pretend there is nth when i clearly feel uncertain and afraid.i noe it might sound illogical, but maybe dats just me,my personality,always so jumpy,so nervous,so uncertain.and if such a personality is gona hurt the ppl i love the most then i am willing to change it.i just am not willing to lose the ppl i love the most.the ppl hu mean so much to me.

changes are the only constant thing in life and i just have to accept it.yes i am afraid of changes.becuz it brings abt uncertainties, doubts, maybe even paranoia.but, i just have to accept the fact that not all change is bad.changes can be good things.and i just have to relax and not think so much,and not let my mind wonder off to the point that i turn hysteric and start to hurt the person i love.

i shall just relax,and trust God for everything.

solitude

discovered the true love of a teacher...i am starting to like my primary 1 kids alot..even tho dey always make me angry and i have to scold them and punish them, but they also have their cute and adorable side.and even tho i am always very angry with them, i find myself not having the heart to scold them very fiercely..and miraculously, i find myself getting more attached to them and more willing to help out in their class. seriously, i think God put me in this situation to make me learn and realise dat kids can be so lovable no matter how naughty dey are..

and i guess dats God's heart too.no matter how we rebel,forget and disobey Him, He's still always there for us to make sure that no harm comes our way.and no matter how naughty we are, how much we sin, He's always just and willing to forgive us when we confess and apologize and repent.

learnt so much while working at the childcare..definitely an experience worth learning from.i think God put me there to make me realise all the things i mentioned above.

i enjoy teaching them maths, english and chinese, i enjoy bringing them out to the playground to play during their play time..watching them play silly games lyk Colour Catching, Police and theives..lol...and remembering my childhood times when i used to run ard the playground lyk mad playing catching also..

altho dey always fight, but when i tell them to apologise to each other, dey do it. i feel happy when they come to me and wana hold my hand, i feel happy when dey want me to sit beside them. i feel happy when dey tell me silly things and make me laugh.

hahaha....all this stuffs aside, i am a gd ger today becuz i finished everything i ahve to do for psycho this week.everything.lol.i am free from assignments for this week.

WOOSH.

children, childcare, children, childcare

WOOSH.my laptop is back from the hospital! say hello to me! lolol...

my first week working in Lutheran Childcare Centre...it's LOADS of fun...the nursery kids ARE SO DAMN CUTE AHH!!!!! so cute i think im turning into a pedophile! seeing them everyday is just seeing a bundle of pure joy!! woooo~~~ XD XD XD XD XD wish i can bring them home everyday....

i also had to help out at the studentcare...the pri 1 class.my goodness.dey are little monsters.climbing windows, running, fighting, screaming, shouting, being so rowdy...first 2 days i went home feeling so stressed because of them.i can't seem to control them at all!! then after dat i slowly got used to it and slowly learned how to deal with such monsters...these are kids dat hui xin will nvr like. LOL. hui xin u will noe wad im talking abt...

in 2 months time i will be helping out more in the nursery side.I MUST PERSERVERE!!! cuz i just love the nursery kids so so so much..looking forward where i can spend more time with them.heeeee heeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

things are going ok..ronald seems satisfied with my sketchbook.hopefully my grades will b improved.dis month is free..no modules.so..i shall use the time to work as much as i can so i can earn myself some cash...very happy dat i got such a happening job.it's much better in the previous childcare i worked in..

things to do while free this month (in random order):

study psycho
study basic theory
spend time with him
work
tan
swim

i'm missing u.

wooweee..lao sai,answered prayers and random stuffs.

blogging in school.my laptop has yet to come back from the hospital...

for ur info i'll b majoring in video.bye bye animation! realised i am not cut out for it.video is wad
i prefer to do.

anyway, i constipated for one whole week.i didn't pass out a single shit for one whole week and my tummy was so bloated..lyk those african kids.lol.ok dats a bit too exaggerting.but it's still bloated la! and so ytd mum bought laxatives for me.i ate one and there's no effect so i took another one.no effect again so iw ent to slp.and then dis morning...OMG.i had excruciating abdominbal pains from 6am to 7am! it's lyk in labour.omg.and then after dat i lao sai from 7am to ard 8am.my goodness.it's a horrible HORRIBLE experience!!! i will nvr ever eat laxatives anymore! NEVER.i really wonder how those laxative abusers can take such pain.i lao sai so much dat i actually lost 1kg. :S !!!!!

so excited!! my prayers were answered! i'm able to go for mission trip to taipei in december!! yay yay yay yay~~~ so i'm currently saving up for the trip.will be visiting those moutainous places and the tribes there.wonder what it will be like.i'm sure it will b a good experience.wooosh.so exciting! i must go i must go!

going for a job interview tmr at a childcare centre.yes ppl, i'm gona work at a childcare centre again.haha.it's a nice place to work at..this time the childcare will be closer to my home...can just walk.another prayer answered! :D super happy.

music worship on july 1st.thank God i didnt give up on it.if not i wouldn't even have the chance to be in the music team anymore.been practising till my fingertips turned purple and swollen cuz not used to the all metal strings of the semi-acoustic guit as i have always been using classical guit.but it's all gona be worth it.went with pst lee chris and kw to buy a semi-acoustic guit for church.how i wish it belongs to me! it's such a darling (shall post the pic of it up soon).yes i'm gona be using it in church but it is 100% church property.lol.

several things to do despite no modules this july.singing/guitaring for july's evangelistic programme,basic theory driving test on 28th july,psycho exam on 5th august...plus now im kinda burdening over my sketchbook.some say need to submit, some say dun need to.dono wad to do..most probably must finish rushing all the sketches by tonight so i can hand in tmr.grrr....

hope all goes well for everything. :D

donations anyone?

hello ppl...haven't been updating due to laptop problems.the cost for repairing it is $400...so i am currently without a com as well as a laptop.on the brink of commiting suicide already.

so, i wun be able to mingle ard in the virtual world for the time being(blogging in sch now).unless u are willing to donate to the Janice Fund? then perhaps i will b able to eat my 3 meals without worrying abt money problems.LOLOLOL.

i'm so pathetic now.gahs.

ok just a few quick updates..

went to Boradcast Asia exhibition ytd at singapore expo..plus projects projects and more projects..and holidaying for july.holidays oso mean i wun b receiving allowance.so dat makes my financial problems worse.

or would anyone lyk to offer me a place in a welfare/foster home, complete with computer, personal room,free internet access and sufficient allowance for 2 meals outside? i dun mind.

so faster save me b4 i turn into a walking skeleton.

LOL.

HELLO PEOPLE!!!

thanks to everyone who made my bday a great one :D i love u all! and sorry to those hu asked me out but i had to decline cuz i was already occupied! so sorry! :)

i wana thank my poly peeps who sprang me a surprise in the tv studio with a cute little cake and present! thanks alot! i was very touched :) love all of u to bits la.haha.thanks for the effort, and thanks for SACRIFICING UR STOPP TO PLAN DIS FOR ME!! XD ahhh..so touched so touched!








:) all those hu made it wonderful.and also to those hu shared my bday present, even tho u guys are not present in the picture. :) THANKS! can't ask for a more livelier, totful and happier grp of friends! u all just cheer me up la!
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hee..still beaming happily, i went to meet xin and annie. headed to Plaza Sing's Manhatten Fish Market for dinner.thanks xin and annie for the treat and the cake! even tho the waitress spoiled my surprise by asking "can i serve the cake now?" but, i'm still surprised cuz i didn't expect a bday cake! :D so sweet of u both to plan dis for me. :D haha..







:D. thanks xin and annie, even tho something went wrong with the paying of bills and transaction of xin's card, i am touched dat both of u made the effort to give me dis wonderful celebration!
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also, i wana say thank you to CHRIS'S MUM for treating me to dinner and giving me a lovely present.



:D. thank you!!!
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alright then ytd night i went to Comfort Driving Centre with mum to signup for my basic thery exam!!! SHALALA..

AND, i left my stopp sketchbook there and my project is due on wed. when me and mum ran back to get it, the office was closed!!!! i was so sad i was at the point of hysteria.i left a note for them praying damn hard dey'll call me back..

AND MY PRAYERS WERE ANSWERED! dey called me back dis morning and i rushed down to rescue my sketchbook.AHHAA. XD

ok so...



wooooosh..~~
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and my new stuffs for the week..




ain't dis striped pants cool? haha.it's a bday present from my sis. :) so sweet of her! la la la..
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oh yes and i got my naval pierced.erms..xin went with me and she took pics of the process...but i think i shall only post up one pic dats all.cuz some of u might not able to take it.cuz the pics look ...ouch.lol.



ok full stop.dats all im gona reveal.LOL.neh ni neh ni poo poo.

Thanks everybody for maing me feel so loved!! :D :D :D

p.s pictures are not resized porperly.hahahah sorry! lazy to edit already!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEE!!!!


YAY YAY YAY 18 18 18 18 18 18 18 18 18 18 !!!!

here i come, driving license!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she doesn't have enough allowance.so she asks her mother to increase her allowance.she has been eating nonsense snacks for lunch everyday cuz she just doesnt have enough money to eat.so she brought up the courage to ask for an increase, knowing in her heart she will be rebuked by her mum again.

it came true.the mum rebuked her again.and dis time, asking her to contact her god father to ask him to give her allowance.

and so, her journey of living off a total stranger's money starts.and he doesn't even have any blood relation to her.just a god father.and her mum's fling.

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sob stories aside, i have abt 45 minutes more of being 17 left!! i'm turning 18!!!

URGH!!!!

somebody help me..

cuz i am so sad!!!! :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

lyk really really sad! :___(

somebody cheer me up pls..i'm gona die soon.so discouraged.feels as if all my hopes and dreams are shattered!! SHATTERED!!

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Sleepless nights

argh.tired.can't slp tonight cuz gota hand in something tmr.boo.

had music pract just now.i have only 3 words to say abt it:

disappointed with myself.

gastric problems

my stomache walls are gona be eroded by my gastric juices very soon.. gastric problems started dis morning at 3.30am and i vomited those juices 2 times, which burnt my throat horribly. it wasn't a pleasant slp at all..with all the juices churning churning in my tummy lyk a washing machine on high mode. gah. it's a sad thing to b attacked by gastric problems again.

my gastric has been weak ever since i was young.i had to visit the doc lyk once every few months due to gastric problems.i can't eat too much cuz my gastric will fail on me. i can't eat too little cuz my gastric will fail on me too.

thus i didn't go for cg and music pract today due to my gastric problem.

i am feeling so miserable cuz my tummy is still hurting now despite the fact that i have slept the whole day.

SIGHS.

i hate fried food...and a list of other foods i hate.

the title says it all.fried food sux.it's nice at first bite but after dat it makes me feel bloated and full and ready to vomit.fried food makes me sick.i hate anything dats fried.

i hate alot of food.i hate pork cuz it stinks and its hard to chew.i hate beef cuz it makes me so full i wana vomit.i hate jackfruits cuz i vomited jackfruit once and it reminds me of my vomit.i hate durians cuz it just simply stinks big time and the taste just sux.i dun lyk rice cuz it makes me feel damn full and nauseatic and sleepy and lazy.i hate mutton cuz the smell is weird.

i generally only eat chicken, fish and veggies.yes.i can just go and die right now since my choices of food are so limited i might as well dun eat.i might as well starve to death.

i have ugly legs.fat tighs. if i reveal my fat tighs to u,u will faint on the spot.

sigh.so frustrated with myself over quite a few things.sometimes i feel lyk i totally have no sense of self control at all...

random topics

one of this month's subjects is Audio 1 and the class is hell lotsa fun!!!!!

on the first day of Audio 1 lesson...



welcome to the audio production room!

our lecturer is dis nice mr John Kuek who is linient and flexible with whatever we do in the room.he let us explore the equipment freely and it brought us lots of fun.


it looks lyk some sorta recording studio ain't it. here in the pic, chang boon is outside controlling and recording wadever the rest in the studio are crapping abt.




this keyboard here is plugged in to the equipment so we can record wadever is being played on the keyboard. (dats a part of liting in the pic by the way.)

and so dat was the first day in audio 1 class.today we had to do a spoof radio commercial and the equipment in the audio production room was used by another grp so our grp went down to the tv studio to practice our spoof commercial.



ok dis pic is redundant as it has nth to do with audio.dey are used for controlling videos in the making.but i just took it cuz i think it looks pretty cool.


there.the audio recording room in the tv studio.lol.

besides taking Audio dis month, the other suject i'm taking is Story Board and Project Pitching.it's.....CHALLENGING.

lol...i'm determined to try my best in it.
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anyway.chris has turned into a full fledged bisexual.

look at him posing willingly in front of the camera, groping shi song's chest in delight.
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and, besides shi song, he also got close with michael.




sitting comfortably on mic's lap...


and feeding each other biscuits!

saddening. *shakes head

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anyway, dis section might catch the attention of fellow Pasirians. (PRSS students)

recently i was at chris's place and he has dis monthly newsletter sent to him from the police force (you know, something lyk ur monthly school magazine where dey tell u of activities and such). and wad was on the cover got me sitting upright, alert and aware. because the person hu had grazed the cover of the newsletter would always give Pasirians dis kinda reaction.

he is non other than our dearest....





Discipline Master, Mr Ow Kok Meng!!!!!

omg right.Pasirian, are u alert and aware now after seeing his face once again? LOL.

ok and i forgot to mention, i went to watch Da Vinci code with him last wednesday and i have to say dat the book is definitely more thrilling.

Procrastinating

where is hui xin??? help! i am procrastinating and i need u, hui xin! nudge me back to mug my psycho!

ok.u might b wondering why in the world am i so kiasu abt my psycho.thing is,i'm aiming high results for dat subject as it is the only thing i can have a chance to do well in! see, psycho is something i can work hard in to achieve gd results for. whereas for design, if ur lecturer thinks ur work sux, then ur work sux.and u get bad grades.so, im counting on psycho to pull my overall grades up!

besides, i miss mugging.i sound crazy. i miss those days mugging at the airport for hours and hours.lol.

and i'm supposed to slp now but i'm wide awake and it's extremely annoying because i intend to wake up early tmr to do my stuffs! :( i wish i have 48 hours in a day! 24 hours is just not enough!

i wan back the faith i used to have.

Welcoming the weekend with Kai Yin!

met up with my dear "long lost" friend Kai Yin 2 days ago!! lol.actually it's been abt..half a year since we last met up.but half a year is a long time considering we aways talk to each other alot!!!

went to Cedele and had sinful cakes for dinner! kai yin was the one hu intro me dat place.being the first time dining there, i was damn suaku of cuz.lol.and, i still can't get the pronunciation of dat place right. Cedele? ok how the hell do u pronounce dat again? LOL. i had dis super sinful new york cheese cake which i only managed to eat half of it.she got dis healthier,lighter carrot and walnut cake which tasted better.i shall get dat the next time i go there.no more new york cheese cake on my own anymore.lol.and we had soda floats with ice cream in it.and yeh dats our dinner.pretty sinful stuff isn't it? but the catching up session was really great! we talked alot..mostly in b-mode.lol.but i guess we were tired to really switch to full b-mode gear.right kai yin? lol.no worries.we shall do dat again pretty soon. *beams

then we went to topshop,warehouse and fcuk.ok did we go to zara? i can't remember!!! wakhakha.but, i DO remember dat i have had my eyes on alot of stuff at topshop and i am going back there again hopefully with alot of birthday money to spend with!! WAAHA.i am super duper mean.

ok but anyway, it's GSS and the discounts are super duper tempting me to the max and so i must satisfy those temptations to get my hands on wad i so desire! (which includes alot of stuff).
shopping mates,pls keep urselves free for me! *dis especially goes out to xin,annie and ky!

yup ok and ky got herself some items and i didn't get myself anything bcuz i was too stingy on myself which i so regretted.(i only brought out $20 cuz i was afraid i'd overspend on my allowance.grr.) and thanks ky for treating me part of my dinner!! so damn nice of you!!!! lol. :)

AND WE FORGOT TO TAKE PICS TGT!!!!! omg.we haven't met for ages and we forgot to do such a basic thing!

anyway i had a really great time with her.and we must meet up tgt soon because u are so fun to talk to ky! sorry tho, that evening was tired so sometimes i wasn't making sense of wad i was talking abt.aAAHA.

ok.that's all for now.psycho tests done but results are declining.i must not let dis happen!!!

and,animation's screwed cuz i didn't hand in my exposure sheet. :(

today i had : 1 cup of coffee, 2 pratas, 1 wanton, 1 cup of tea, 1 taiwan sausage, 1 fish fillet, 1 dumpling which my mum made today (Happy Dumpling Festival!), fried bee hoooooooooon and 2 almond biscuits.

dat's alot isn't it.let the whole earth REJOICE!!!! *throws confetti

my death wish

next month's school schedule....

Mondays- 2pm-7pm

Tuesdays to Fridays- 9am-6pm


HALLELUJAH!


please arrange a Zouk Party Funeral for me at Sentosa on the 8th of june.i want a crystal glass coffin.

WAHAHAHA.

howdy yo

i'm a gd girl today because i ate 2 meals. (^-^)

S.O.S

1.i'm down with flu

2.i've used up half a roll of toilet paper to blow my nose

3.i'm drowning in my mucus because they refuse to stop dripping from my nostrils

4.i've got no appetite

5.i've lost 4kg and i can see my ribs and my hip bones

6.i've got a bad headache

7.i've spent the whole day colouring my character today

8.i think my animation will not turn out fine and i still have lots more to do

9.my eyes are burning and threatening to pop out

10.my eyelids are super heavy and so is my worrying heart.


God, pls save me!

animation fever

wohohohohohohho...lack of updates recently.been busy with animation project.so worried for my 3D animation!! i'm quite ok abt my 2D though.2D is easy.3D is NOT.

thankful to God for quite a few things.firstly,the qualification to serve in the music team as a guitarist(with chris).congrats to all those who qualified too! (^-^) 2ndly,the opportunity to serve in the choir and back up vocalist.few years/months back,who would've tot dat i will be doing all dis today? 3rdly,pst lee for helping to set things right for certain stuff regarding my character and certain areas of my life.God is gd indeed.

deadline for the project is on thurs.which is just 2 days away from now!!! :( someone pls help me with 3D animation!! i noe how to do the models and all dat but i dono how to put the stuff i've created into animation! lol.

and im gona get back to 2D now.ciao.

hope in the midst of insanity

some stuff happened and it left me feeling so down.ran out of class ytd crying lyk an animal.and when i went back to class i have already missed so much.felt so low and down.

but thanks to nette,jj and boon, who came out in the middle of doing their drawings to accompany me when i cried lyk an idiot.went home alone feeling nervous abt having to walk pass those half drunk old uncles on the way home.

and today in sch my 3d animation was so so screwed up since i left class and missed out a huge part.but thanks to jj and boon, dey helped to set my animation right. :D and i felt better.oso did some other things which i dun wish to say here and felt better.just want everything to b right on track again.it's just so damn saddening when everything spins out of control and there is nth i can do.but i must say i am also at fault for being reckless.

but anyway i am really thankful to have friends who stay by me when i'm really down. :)

was watching Scare Tactics on youtube with liting eugene and ira just now.it was so hilarious!! should watch if it's a bad day.

am starting to come out of my own shell.starting to mingle ard once more.realise i am not wad i tot it was.haha..nvm.

dun wana blog another emo entry and bore u all to tears.

am turning 18 soon and i can't wait! :D

submitted my flip page animation.didn't get to complete it (but lecturer says its ok) but it's really gd to noe dat i dun have to draw so much till i grow fat/hands numb anymore.and yes block teaching is so NOT glam.i shall spare my complains abt it cuz u can read it in almost every TP designer's blog.

tonight's the last night we'll be messing ard with balls with alan rudge! MUAHAHA.

ano....rexic? wadever.an emo entry.skip it if u think all dis emo shit are for losers.get lost if u think being emo is oh so loser ok.dun read at all.

finally updated after a few days.blogging in sch now actually.i'm so tired today i have no energy to pay attention in class...wonder if i am over-working myself over unneccessary stuffs.hope not.i'm just trying to produce perfectness.

the world has become so chaotic.sometimes feel lyk going away, isolate, on hiatus..for awhile.need some peace.some ppl just dono dey are irritating.dey think dey are oh so awfully witty and funny but in fact dey are just so downright disgustingly childish.im trying hard to tolerate with such ppl.if one day i can't take it i shall just slap whoever irritates me.dis ppl just dun grow up at all.yet dey think dey are already grown up and full of maturity.dis ppl are making my life so miserable.im trying to have a big heart,to play along with them.but no i can't take it anymore.i have to surrender and say dey are really childish and irritating.getting on my nerves all the time.stepping on my tail.and all along i try to take their insults lightly.insults which dey think are just funny comments.dey are insults to me ok dumbass.and it's not funny at all.it's really so childish dat i can't bother to entertain anymore.can't make myself laugh along at their childish acts and words anymore.i've had enough.enough.

i am childish? i dun think so.i dare to declare right now dat i think more level headed than you.it's you hu are ignorant.i am not childish.you are the one hu refuses to understand.i've had enough.im so tired and drained of all the accuses and wrong conceptions of me.say all u wan.i'm too tired to fight back.do wadever u wan.i'm too tired to voice out my unhappiness.

and some ppl just ought to noe how to handle rejection.ok?

i just wana have some peace.if not i will explode very soon.i just wana b alone and calm down.i'm nice to ppl but dey just climb over my head as if im a piece of useless shit.i've fucking had enough.

KY: i can't wait to meet up with u!! :)

Xin: i miss u dear! shall we meet up for lunch?

Annilism: how are u? shall we pay a trip to bugis village again? haha.

that's all.here's an emo entry from Jan for the first time in years.

quizzes,home,and a whole lot of other random things.

staying home dis whole week cuz lecturer will b in LA having a conference.we have to go for make up lessons next week in the evening :( 6pm-9pm..

MI3 was gd.tom cruise is eye candy enough.skip the action parts.hahahaha.

am currenty quite disappointed with my 2nd psycho quiz.didnt do as well as the first quiz.i have very high expectations of myself and altho it's pressurising but i prefer dis than slacking and failing all my subjects.i did too badly last year and i have to work hard dis year no matter wad.

tengo que afianzar esa beca no importa qué !!!

and yes i can do it.

video

just uploaded another video. :) super happy to have found it.it's Far Away by Nickelback.so in love with dis song and the mtv is rather sweet. X) it doesn't play automatically when my blog loads though so have to manually click the play button.

(^-^)

hello

woosh.had the most delicious dinner today at Subway.the guy gave us sucha HUGE amount of fillings and veggies dat the bread couldn't close.haha! and we ate with our hands with the sauce dripping down our fingers and palms and our lips and cheeks were smeared with it as well.the meatballs wedged between was simply heavenly.it was a viciously messy meal but it was simply heavenly.took some pics of the hearty meal but SOB i can't post it up cuz my com is still down and im using my mum's lappie. X)

psychology's got a heavey content.lots of reading to do.but it's interesting.we're learning on the main areas namely:

Social psychology-social influences, conformity and obediance
Abnormal psychology-disorders (depression,schizophrenia etc) and treatments
Developmental psychology-developent,intelligence and personality
Biological/Physiological psychology-motivation,emotion and stress

and

Cognitive psychology-learning and memory

i felt rather chimified when i see all these.and the content is oso chimified.for example today we learned abt dis thing called Correlation.it's a relationship between 2 variables which is examined to determine whether dey are associated or correlated.chimed? example: there is a link between the temperature of the room and student's performance during the exams.the lower the temperature, the better the student's performance.dis is called Negative Correlation where one factor goes up and one factor goes down.there is oso Positive Correlation,where both factors go up.example, the more hours u study,the better ur results will be. (dis can so have a negative correlation:the more hours u study,the less time for play). lastly there is a also Zero Correlation,where there is no link of the things mentioned in a statement.example:how many hours u study vs your height.

still chimed?

nvm.i might b typing rubbish for all u noe.LOL.

in psycho tutorial today, we discussed abt teen suicide and teen pregnancy.lyk..wads the cause of it, wad can b done, wad are the effects/consequences.example:teen pregnancy happens because teens are curious abt sex due to media influence(just one of the factors we talked abt).and teen suicide could b a cuz of depression due to problems in the family,or stress from sch,or morphic problems lyk "i dun lyk the fact dat im fat" then dey commit suicide...and so on an so forth.

so,psychology is such a wordy subject i felt lyk i am learning history or something lyk dat all over again.

ahah.heavy contents aside, dis week for animation class we learned how to use macromedia flash.woo..at first i was so lost i was ready to burst into tears..i couldn't get wad the lecturer was teaching!! but after class i stayed back and experimented for awhile more and i got the hang of it and i was so happy.lol.and i made dis simple moving object (a cat's head which i drew using macromedia flash) and i felt less stressed. :)

well..dats all for now.i am sleepy!!

rotting

argh.i mentioned dat sch has started dis week right? but it ain't really officially open cuz it's dis reshuffling of timetable thingy called Add/Drop week (adding and dropping of subjects) so we dun have lessons.lessons officially start on week 2.sch is lyk so near yet so far.i was oso reluctant to go back to sch but now i can't wait for sch to start.it's lyk abt to start but have to go thru dis add/drop thing...it's lyk putting a french fry in front of me and when i am abt to reach out and take it, it is snatched away from me again.grr.school,faster get lessons started and get it over and done!!

i think dis period of time is the time where i am finishing a series of books the fastest.one month ago i was reading The Dark Tower 1: The Gunslinger by Stephen King.now one month later i have finished the 4th book of the 7 series book already.freaking scary.i dun think i can even finish reading the whole series of LOTR or Harry Potter dat fast.now i have only 3 more books to go and i am done reading the whole story of The Dark Tower.four books in one month.I AM A NERD!!!! i have 3 more books to go and dat approximately means i am able to finish the Dark Tower series in 2 months.7 books in approx 2 months.dat is really mad.

ENOUGH of books.since when have i ever talked so feverishly about books??!!?!!!? argh.Stephen King has cast a spell on me.

ok.tmr i am going for dis talk abt the Da Vinci Code at queenstown methodist church.think it would b interesting.

everyone makes mistakes and i have done tonnes of it for the past few weeks, and i am intent to correct myself.i noe all dis soul-searching thing sounds cheesy to most of u,but i have been doing alot of un-Janice stuffs dis past few weeks dat if i dun repent, i am gona step over the cliff and plunge into the pits of hell for sure.

Xinderella: we can't study tgt anymore since wad we are studying now is different from each other, but let's continue to encourage each other not to procrastinate k :)

a mind full of twists and turns

blogging using mum's lappie.i seriously miss my com alot.tonnes of my stuff in there...gah.

first day of sch today.psychology day.i feel so intimidated.it's lyk learning abt ur own problems instead of learning abt other ppl's problems so u can help them.nvm i dono how to explain properly.but the lecturer's ok so far though i think he talks a little too much.plus i have to have dis huge textbook and dis thick student's handbook.kinda irritating.

freaking scared abt certain issues.trying not to think abt it but can't.sooner or later i have to face the music. *sings:Thank you for the music~

Burn the Floor is ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC.and i got the privilege to take a pic with one of the dancers
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HEEEHEEEHEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! (^-^)

human brains overpower technology

argh.my com is down again.so weird la i dono wads wrong with it.so im using my mum's laptop now..blogging in my bedroom.jus checked my timetable.it's quite ok...kinda slack actually.lol.and i got psychology for my CDS subject.awwman...i put Music as my first choice but i didnt get it.
:( ohwells nvm.psycho is interesting too.

im not realy looking forward to sch...just pray dat sch term will go smoothly for me.

Pass Out Parade

well..he passed out 2 weeks ago but i just uploaded the pics so here u go...







hahaa...i looked horrible dat day.was caught in the rain. XD

and then we went for a nice dinner at cafe cartel..and had absolutely hevenly cheesecakes (^-^)


aunty yoyo and michael.

till now im still craving for the cheesecakes!!! i want more!

back in action

my com was down for a few days but now it's ok thanks to chris hu came over to fix it!!!! XD

me and him gona watch Burn The Floor this friday night.



http://www.sistic.com.sg/images/web/events/dance/burn_p.jpg

omg i just can't wait!! i LOVE DANCE PERFORMANCES!! dance rox.all kinds. :) and i guess im blessed to noe he shares the same interest in dance.special thanks to him hu got the tix even though it's not cheap...it would sure be an enjoyable time. thanks thanks thanks!! it's nice of you!! \(^-^)/

oh wells school's starting real soon.tumetable will b out dis thursday.pray really hard it will b a gd timetable...and hopefully free for me to go for the LCS Retreat. :)

bye bye bad hair days!

today i invested on a great pair of Philips hair straighterner \(^-^)/



AAAHHH!!!! bye bye bad hair days ! bye bye aunty curls! bye bye messy waves!! bye bye!!!






wenta meet up with jj and liting.first time in dis whole 2 months holiday i finally meet up with sch mates.wkahakhakhaa....think both of them havent change much.still as crappy.still as funny.still as fun to talk to.lol.

oh im so tired now...my biological clock, as usual during holidays, has turn upside down.i've become night owl once more.but...wads new right? lol.

i went to make a new pair of specs a few days ago..and i have to make kid's specs cuz my face too small for adult frames :( :( :( saddening.i wanted to get those cool plastic frame ones.but end up getting some pri sch looking frame with some stupid dinosaur label. ROAR. (*-*)

i went to crystal jade dis weekend again!! wkahkahkahakha....i wonder hu is the person hu invented dim sum.there seems to be so many varieties of it! 3 times i went to cyrstal jade dis year and 3 times i eat different stuff.and once i went to imperial jade at taka,another dim sum restaurant.and i eat different dim sum too!! how many dim sums are there in dis world? so amazing! the person hu invented dim sum is so creative! can i have such creativity too? so i dun need to struggle for ideas for school assignments (^-^)

oh.dis weekend didn't really run smoothly.i was kinda upset over certain stuffs but thank god it's ok now.i just wana b a better person la!

oh and i have to do something abt my hair cuz it's getting messy and aunty looking.im so sad! (#_#) AND, easter skit is DIS SAT and i havent even memorised my lines.wad a loser!! and i havent pract my guitar piece!! ok i have more or less got the hang of dat song budden, my fingers seem to have turned senile or something.dey refuse to hit the right strings when i am playing in front of ppl!!! argh.i'm nervous ok. :(

and i wana record my guitar playing but my mum keep bombing dat GOLD 90 FM in the living room..ROAR.

*takes off in my underwear

I AM BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Marking my fears

[x] the dark
[ ] staying single
[ ] getting married
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] spiders and/or other insects
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] being put to sleep (anesthesia)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[x] fire
[ ] water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] pools (if more than 1m)
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads
[x] mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cemeteries
[x] clowns
[x] large crowds
[ ] demons or evil
[x] crossing bridges
[ ] death
[ ] Hell
[ ] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] being sexually assulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibility
[x] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] being punished
[x]diseases, including cancer and STD's
[x] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] poverty
[x] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] fear
[x] being alone
[x] losing my friends
[x] being blind to things
[x] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] being murdered in my sleep


ytd was his P.O.P.was cool..but i havent uploaded the pics so i wun b posting them here now.

sch is starting in TWO WEEK'S TIME!!!!! AAAAAHHHHHHHH...should i b sad or happy? sad cuz play is over..happy cuz i miss sch.....


*where'd you go
i miss you so

bugis village

went bugis village with xin and annie today...as usual it was shopping! lol...annie finished sch at 2.30pm..so while me and xin waited for her to reach bugis, we pranked abt in the neoprint shop.







it's lyk a cheaponana way of taking neoprints.lol...

anyway, every visit to bugis village is nvr a return empty handed.i bought a pair of button earrings, a clutch bag and a skirt.xin spent the most...one of my friend flora just went to thailand and upon hearing her shopping experience i think bugis village is nth compared to hers.but cannot deny dat shopping is just so gd la..the last time i went shopping at thailand was lyk..3+ years ago? i dono.but i really wana go back there again.it's THE place to shop lyk mad.

anyway today i was having a conversation with my sis abt cartoon characters and then we talked abt Smurfs.u noe, the blue coloured creatures with the white thingy on their heads? well, i'm sure most of u hu are familiar with Smurfs will remember the female smurf.the blonde one.remember? i dono if u guys realise. but the thing is she is the ONLY female member among the whole species of smurfs.now,how in the world do dey reproduce new generations? does it mean dat all the male species have to mate with her? then isn't she lyk playing the role of a queen ant, being the only female and the only one hu is able to reproduce baby smurfs? LOL! maybe cartoon characters dun seem as innocent as we think dey are. (^-^)

a long entry

woo woo...went to watch Ultraviolet just now at Jurong Point.YES!! have to ravel all the way there! haha...cuz he's allowed to come outta camp from 6-10pm..so we met up with mic and gloria for a movie...the show was cool...as usual,action movie.i didn't noe dat Ultraviolet actually is a comic. :) but if u aren't into action stuff, i recommend that u pass dis movie on.it's another one of those Electrika/Catwoman/Aeon Flux kinda movie.yeh.

anyway...pics over the weekend..


in svc...decided to take out my phone and play a little...he's sick dats y he looks lyk dat.i think he looks lyk those mad ppl they use to tie up at the asylum...wahahaha.


another shot.a better one.


a view of the place.


praying or slping? lol....~ i lyk the windows. :)

after dat was choir/music pract...


k dats leslie lying on the bench thingy while the rest were discussing some stuff..not really a bench la i dono wad u call dat.


dennis at the drums...

after dat, me chris mic and vic went to CRYSTAL JADE to eat! omg..first time there without an adult (for me) !! didn't noe i'd enter such a place with friends..i feel lyk some hk tai tai going to yum cha...




dis sauces thingies look lyk robots to me!

and then i had dis dish...MY FAVE!!!
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TADA!!!!! and u noe y i love it? cuz it's milk on the inside.and when it's steaming hot,the milk flows and melts into ur mouth....HEAVENLY!! wahakhakhakahkhakha~~~

after dat i accompanied baby to see a doc...and he got MC!!! lala...meaning can spend more time with him until monday night..lol.better than nothing.so i sent him off on monday night and we were so cursed to sit on dis really foul smelling bus...and we have to smell dat foul smell from tampines all the way to woodlands!!! torturous.


but we still manage to get a pic...haha..ok i noe it's so boliao u've already seen alot of our pics on my blog XD XD

well so let me show u a pic of mic...i happen to catch him staring dreamily into space...



HAHA!!! SORRY MIC! u are exploited! (^-^)

WOOTSIE DOOTSIE

finally the irritating tables in my blog are gone.jj helped me edit the html....so i must put big big....


THANK YOU MR CHEW!!!!!!!!


must put damn big u noe.if not wait he say i nvr credit him.WAHAHHAA.

k so my blog looks better and not as miserable.i realise im such a super duper HUGE suaku in all dis html thing.thank gods im not in IMD if not i will just die.meanwhile i dono wad to deco my blog with.it's 3am in the morning nd im too tired to do any futher stuff with my blog.

i still have music practice tmr and i havent tune my guit.i have skit rehearsal tmr and i havent memorise my lines!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh man oh boy oh woman oh girl oh no oh yes.

and also, i finally figured out y i can't set the date and time of my bog properly already.it's an extrememly stupid reason which i wun bother to explain here.wadever it is,my date and time are back and accurate.hai.IM JUST TOO SUAKU! html illiterate.blind.blur! such an easy thing and i take ages to learn! hai ok la u can just say im plain lazy.

anyway few months back i accidentaly kicked against a concrete slab and my left big toe turned black.argh!! and then now dat the blood clot has dissipated (or wadever the word is), the toenail is dead!! there's space between the nail and the flesh! and then it got so irritating, i cut it off.now,my big toenail only has half a nail there (the new one dat grew out). the other half is flesh.YES! the soft tender sensitive flesh underneath the nails!!! so scary.pls dun take me to crowded places until my toenail has fully grown out.i dun wan ppl stepping on it.ouch!!

perhaps i shall go slp already.it's late..no.early in the morning!

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DATE:1ST April 2006

TIME:12:01AM

slimy creatures with yellow skin and blue veins.their pelvis bones were torn off and the intersection of their spinal chords were exposed.their bones were hollow.dragons with dark dirty green scales and razor sharp teeth.their mouths were bright red on the inside.dis woman was trying to kill one of the slimy yellow creature with the blue veins.she was wearing a dress similar to the ones the princesses wore to slp in the medieval times.she dragged one of it across the grass, meaning to get its head snapped when it bumped into a fallen log.a man was shouting to her telling her to stop,telling her she wasn't going to make it.the man seemed to be her brother.but she wouldn't listen.then a dragon came along and got her in between its razor sharp teeth.it closed its teeth around her mid-section and bit off her stomache.her intestines spilled out and she screamed..can't describe the scream.there was alot of blood,of cuz.then with one wide swing of its neck,it flung the woman away.her intestines caught and tangled on a branch of a tree nearby and there she hung in pain but she was still fully awake.and there she hung screaming until she bled to death.

i don't noe y in the world would i get such gruesome nightmares.but still,there are so many nightmares i have had that no nightmare is gruesome enough to kill me anymore.

DATE:30th March 2006
TIME:6:59PM

into the dark

my sunburn has healed.hu wants to go tanning with me again? :)

i dun feel lyk slping yet but i have to wake up early tmr..how sian is dat.

DATE:25th March 2006
TIME:11:47PM

spooky haunts and peeling skin

went to chua chu kang christian cemetery last sat for cg outing. it was a gd experience. we saw tombs of babies...and a pair of twins, 0 days old! very sad..but it was a gd trip. then we went to the chinese cemetery as well. it wasn't as pleasant as the christian cemetery. the christian cemetery had pathways and the tombs are neatly layed and arranged in rows. but the tombs at the chinese cemetery are scattered everywhere and there are no paths. just tall grasses and swarms of flies as well as sticky cobwebs everywhere. im glad i wore shoes. we were only allowed to walk in pairs. chris had to accompany 2 little girls..lol..so i paired up with flora. she wore slippers. and poor her kept having her feet sink into holes in the grass. it was unpleasant and eery.

anyway..dear aunty gave me a hi-fi set to b put in my room! yay. i can say gdbye to my old cranky radio. :) mum says she'll buy a dvd player to install along with it then i can move in the small tv and watch vcd in my room!! argh. i've nvr had such a privilege b4. lol.. so suaku yes. XD

im peeling lyk a snake.incredibly, my sunburn has yet to recover!! it's been..3 weeks. and im still peeling horribly. i look lyk i've got some horrible skin disease... :( lotion and body butter didn;t help.....

oh yeh..im asked to act as Mary Magdalene for the Easter Day skit. wakhakhakhakhakha...chris will b Peter. sounds hilarious to me.

sigh well ok.actually i've considered not putting any pics on my blog..i dono.im just too plain lazy to do up a proper blogskin.thus..leaving it blank and plain would b better? i dono.or might as well just close down dis whole thing?.....


DATE:23rd March 2006
TIME:12:48AM

shalala

im dun lyk my red and white tankini anymore...so today, i went to get dis
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wana say a huge thanks to my love for dis! XD

let's hit the beach again!!

oh.i haven't recovered from my sunburn though. XD



DATE:9th March 2006
TIME:12:20AM

life's one huge bitch

went kayaking last sat and got deliciously sunburnt. it hurts alot..but somehow i am so sadistic cuz i actually lyk the painful feeling of being sunburnt. hiak~ then went to town to catch a show and saw lynette! wooo...miss sch miss friends...MISS MY POCKET MONEY!!!!!! i dun get allowance during holidays so i practically rot during hols.so damn no life.i am becoming a preserved mango.noe y preserved mango? cuz everyday being kept at home with no money to go out.dats y preserved mango.life's a fucking bitch indeed.

went back to band last friday and did nth much.dunnoe wad dey actually gona play for concert..havent really heard the pieces.kinda sian..i heard dey playing the blardy SHE song.damn it.SHE sux big time la.so teeny weeny kiddy.

so far i've watched Munich, Final Destination 3 and Underworld Evolution. not bad...but i tot FD 1 and 2 was better...FD 3 ain't as gross and scary in my opinion. Munich and Underworld was gd.lots of action. but i think the sexual scenes can be ommited cuz i think dey are so damn redundant. -_- lyk..one moment there's lots of action and then the next moment there's so much heated passion.wth.waste time.the guy in Munich can even think of war when he was having sex.so retarded.

I wana watch Date Movie and Big Momma next! XD

so..ard 3rd week in the holidays already.besides watching movies and getting sunburnt, i haven't been doing much.rotting has become my ultimate proffesion.once i decompose, i'll get a PHD.

saw a friend's msn nick : I dunwan e world to see mi, cuz I dun think dat they understand.

so freaking true!!!

im so bored.im blabbering nonsense.rather close dis blog down since im blogging nonsense.maybe i should run ard the shopping mall naked so dey can lock me up in the asylum.


DATE: 7th March 2006 HAPPY BDAY HUIXIN!
TIME: 4:14PM

a bad (mood) entry

k dis blogskin sux to a huge scale. didnt turn out the way i tot it would. stewpid~ critisize all u wan la. (-_- )

my mood's kinda @!#@$!@%% up cuz of dis stupid @!$#%@$^# person dat made me so pissed. actually i had already blogged alot but blogspot's screwed up and wadever i typed is all gone so ..i am lazy to type out the whole story of my source of piss again.

anyway..miraculously today i finally got to eat a proper meal. i made it myself. budden its no big deal. its just instant noodles. for the past few days i have been junking and pigging on the leftover chinses new year goodies. chinese new year baddies i would call them. cuz if u eat them everyday u will really think that dey suck lyk mad. i think i am living in a present day torture chamber. i need cash cash cash.

nth much happened lately...went to OCH for a cg outing ..dats all..and took some interesting pics which i uploaded in spaces. and also been helping out in some stuff..mainly for my survival cuz i get cash...

i think cash is lyk some form of drugs. once u get it, u wan more of it. and eventually u can nvr have enough of it. and when u dun have enough of it u become raged and mad and crazy. and ur life starts to have withdrawel symptoms..lyk u find life miserable and hard to go by. so,cash is really lyk some form of drugs. everywhere i go i hear dat ppl are in serious need of cash. whoever invented cash invented a new form of misery in mankind as well. wkahkahkaha...

ok.im still kinda angry with blogspot for making my entry disappear in thin air. hurmphs.


DATE: 28 Feb 2006
TIME: 9:24PM

facts and information

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Janice!

1. All shrimp are born as Janice, but gradually mature into females.
2. A bride should wear something old, something new, something borrowed, and Janice.
3. If your ear itches, this means that someone is talking about Janice.
4. Janice is actually a fruit, not a vegetable.
5. Janice is the traditional gift for a couple on their third wedding anniversary.
6. Janice can fly at an average speed of fifteen kilometres an hour.
7. In Japan, Janice can only be prepared by chefs specially trained and certified by the government.
8. Janice is the world's largest rodent.
9. Janice will often rub up against people to lay her scent and mark her territory.
10. Edinburgh imports three thousand kilograms of Janice every year.

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Ten Top Trivia Tips about ASSHOLES!

1. ASSHOLEolatry is the mindless worship of ASSHOLES!
2. Olive oil was used for washing ASSHOLES in the ancient Mediterranean world!
3. The only planet that rotates on its side is ASSHOLES!
4. The horns of ASSHOLES are made entirely from hair.
5. It's bad luck to whistle near ASSHOLES.
6. In a pinch, the skin from a shark can be used as ASSHOLES.
7. ASSHOLES cannot be detected by infrared cameras.
8. ASSHOLES are only six percent water.
9. Worldwide, ASSHOLES are the most important natural enemy of night-flying insects.
10. Carnivorous animals will not eat another animal that has been hit by ASSHOLES.

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Ten Top Trivia Tips about TESTICLES!

1. In the Great Seal of the United States the eagle grasps 13 arrows and TESTICLES.
2. TESTICLES is the largest of Saturn's moons.
3. TESTICLES once lost a Dolly Parton lookalike contest.
4. The pupil of an octopus's eye is shaped like TESTICLES!
5. Koalas sleep for 22 hours a day, two hours more than TESTICLES.
6. The air around TESTICLES is superheated to about five times the temperature of the sun.
7. Fish travel in schools, but whales travel in TESTICLES.
8. TESTICLES never said 'Play it again, Sam'!
9. Bananas don't grow on trees - they grow on TESTICLES!
10. The opposite sides of TESTICLES always add up to seven.

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DATE:21 FEB 2006
TIME:10:52PM

holidaying

i wana officially declare dat im holidaying~ whees!~

went out with jj and liting today...wenta jj's sister's manicure place and she painted our nails. yes jj as well. he painted black. XD liting painted lime green and i painted blood red, my usual fave colour.

oh wells.wad am i gona do now dat i don't have sch? *ponders

i dun think im gona look for a job. janice doesn't wana b a gd girl dis holiday. she wants to play till she drops dead. (^-^) everyone's saying "bored then look for job lo". but..no. i dun wana work dis holiday.

oh.some ppl just wun stop making me feel unsteady.but im just gona b stronger. (^-^)



DATE:16th feb 2006
TIME:1:50am

life's fugly

wow wow wow.disappeared from blogging for so long.been working on all the final year 1 assignments.after today, i have one more submission on thursday and ta-da~~~ holidays!! *dances naked

which means..i dun hafta go to sch on wed and fri~ shalala... *gorges on bananas

budden there're sad stuff. my photos were fugly cuz i oversaturated them. ideation was fugly cuz i spoiled the materials. proj 1 was a mass of blurriness. im crossing my fingers abt dmfun and storytelling. so sad can.

neimind. i must really stop talking abt sch in my blog cuz its just gona bore readers to death.

i can't make up my mind if i should slp now or not. lots of fugly stuff happened as well and dat left me feeling fugly and down. just looking forward to holidays. gona meet my lovely girls zx and bi tmr evening. can't wait. i oso miss my xin, annie and ky. i wana go out with them if not i will decompose to the point of nothingness.

life's so fugly at the moment. its boring and all. i need some serious entertainment.

DATE:14th FEBRUARY 2006
TIME:12:17AM